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Let us start today’s Satsang. In Bhagavad Gita, 1st chapter, 26th & 27th verses in 1st chapter, in Arjuna Vishada Yoga. Let’s listen to the verses first -

“tatrapasyat sthitan parthah pitrn atha pitamahan acaryan matulan bhratrn putran pautran sakhims tatha svasuran suhrdas caiva senayor ubhayor api”

The description says Arjuna sees his friends, relatives. As I described yesterday, when you see the wood, you don’t see the elephant, when you see the elephant you don’t see the wood. When you see the gold you don’t see the ornament, when you see the ornament you don’t see the gold. Here, Arjuna has slipped from his Dharma. Please understand, the ultimate Dharma is always experienced only by being established in Jnana – enlightenment! Arjuna has slipped from his enlightenment. He has slipped from his Jeevan mukti – living enlightenment. Now he sees friends, relatives, grandsons – all of them amidst the army. Either he should not have taken the step of a war, if he has taken step of war, he should have the courage to go ahead. It is unfortunate even a person like Arjuna is not able to handle, not able to be balanced when it comes to him. I think he is able to handle his muscle memories but not bio memory. See when an engram settles into your life as a day to day habit, it becomes muscle memory. But when that becomes part of your life, it becomes bio memory. Most of the psychological pain are from muscle memory, all physical pains & sufferings are from bio memory.

I am getting a message there is no audio on the video conferencing. What will you guys take time. But who listens to Satsang? Everybody only sees, okay carry on. Most of them are only seeing ☺ it is okay at least…

As a Kshatriya, man who has taken the decision, who has taken the responsibility of war, when he came he should have seen only his side & opposite side. That’s all. But it is unfortunate he sees uncles, granduncles, teachers, maternal uncles, brothers, son, grandsons, and friends as well as his fathers-in-law and well-wishers. He already starts experiencing the feeling – he has started experiencing the feeling that he may not be able to kill all of them. Just yesterday I was referring to the original Sanskrit version of Maha Bharatha. You will be shocked. Only handful of people. Only 8 people in Paandava’s side & 7 people in Kaurava’s side were left end of the 18th day war. That’s it! 18 agroni. There are many versions. How many agroni was – how many which side. Some people say it was 7-11, some say 8-10. When I verified the original Sanskrit version, it says 7-11 only. So finally what I said in the beginning that was right. So 2nd time when I came & updated, that book they have done a mistake in translation or whatever. But the original Sanskrit version says 7-11. 7 Paandava’s side, 11 Kaurava’s side. But unfortunately, only handful of people both side were alive whereas whole army is dead. It is not just army. Whole civilization is dead because except the kids & the women left in the homes, left in the houses, everybody is dead. I think the civilization grew from the kids left in the houses and the women left in house - the children & the women who were in the house – it is from them the whole civilization started again. It is practically re-starting of civilization.

Arjuna sees relatives in the army and now starts Bhagavad Gita. Now the real Bhagavad Gita starts. Let’s listen to the next verses (27th verse) –

“tan samiksya sa kaunteyah sarvan bandhun avasthitan krpaya parayavisto visidann idam abravit”

tan samiksya – seeing all those relatives present there, Arjuna was overwhelmed with deep pity and spoke in sadness. Understand - tamas, rajas, satva – in the three gunas, sometimes rajas can be responsible for depression, sometimes tamas can be responsible for depression. Please understand, tamas means inertness, rajas means restlessness, satva means balance. Sometimes, restlessness can be reason for depression, sometimes the inertness can be reason for depression. Duryodhana’s depression is based on tamas – inertness. That is why his every word is expressed, every word is expressing inefficiency. Every word is expressed out of inefficiency. Arjuna is also going through depression – overwhelmed. Unable to take the responsibility of the decisions he made. See for anybody any human being it must have been overwhelming because you are going to be responsible for the whole destruction of the humanity. Whole humanity is going to speak about it. God! Just their greed, they did not bother to destroy the whole humanity. What kind of a persons! And I tell you Maha Bharatha war is not just greatest loss to Bharatn civilization. It is greatest loss to the human civilization because this war is responsible for all our inner, outer sciences disappearing from planet earth. You name it whether it is science of Ayurveda, Siddha or the science of creating air crafts, or science of creating atomic weapons, the science of creating different types of chariots. The science of domesticating elephants, horses, the science of architecture – The Bharatn architecture. Name it – everything, practically everything was lost. So nobody has a courage to take the responsibility but everybody was able to understand the destruction they are going to cause. So it is too much whether for Arjuna or for Duryodhana. Spur of the moment to keep their pride, they have taken the vows, they have taken the decision. But when it comes actually their bio memory is not able to handle. Their muscle memory is shaking. Duryodhana expresses the depression of inertness. Arjuna expresses the depression of Rajas. See Arjuna is not depressed here because they will be killed. No. He only has deep pity. Out of pity, he speaks in sadness. The depression out of Rajas – restlessness.

Either you should have the plan or you should have the courage to go ahead whatever may come on the way. Sometime, people don’t even feel responsible for their small decisions. Here, it is too big decision. So naturally Arjuna is overwhelmed. Arjuna is overwhelmed.

(Gives a pause) Nothing it is my Maha Bharatha to get the right sutras & right translations and right stories ☺

Arjuna is overwhelmed with deep pity and spoke in sadness. He is not able to take the responsibility for the decision he made. Whether he takes it or not, he is responsible. I will surely blame Kauravas & Paandavas for causing such a huge destruction for civilization. See if these fellows did not co-operate, Krishna would have reduced the bhoo bhaara in some other way. Yesterday somebody asked me is reducing the bhoo bhaara means the load on the population should it be done in such a horrible, terrible way? By killing people physically, brutally? There could have been just one Tsunami which would have been much more peaceful. After all he wants to reduce the number of people on planet earth. So just send a Tsunami and swallow the people. Over! It would have been lot more silent & peaceful & non-violent than this huge war where people have lost the limbs, tortured, drained to death. Sometime the blood just drains, drains, drains and they die! This all could have been avoided. Let me tell you first the reason for reducing the population. See some time when a huge mistakes happen in birth & death cycles. See there are certain laws like anybody who has a capability to create a human body can assume human body. There were many people who had the capability to create the human body but unfortunately did not have the capability to have human mind! Even to the level of human mind. So Krishna wants new kind of human beings who will be capable of human mind also. New kind of human beings who will have the human body & human mind also. I can say it is like a top level cover up ☺ See when you give birth, the very system itself should have some self managing system. But unfortunately already too many people have already taken birth – having human body but not having human mind. Many time the incarnations come to do this kind of high level cover up. I can give you one example what I mean the word high level cover up –

While creating men, God promised women that good and ideal men will be found in all corners of the world. It is a big mistake. Now how to do cover up? God says good and ideal men will be found in all the corners of the world. To cover up the error, earth was made round ☺

It is a kind of a high level cover up! I will surely hold Paandavas and Kauravas responsible for this destruction. Arjuna continues in the next verses – 28th verse & 29th verse -

“arjuna uvaca drstvemam sva-janam krsna yuyutsum samupasthitam sidanti mama gatrani mukham ca parisusyati vepathus ca sarire me roma-harsas ca jayate”

“drstvemam sva-janam krsna.” Let us see the translation –

Arjuna said Krishna! Seeing my friends and relatives present before me eager to wage war, my limbs are giving way, my mouth is parching and a shiver is running through my body. My hair is standing on end. He is having reverse Kundalini awakening ☺ All his kundalini is going back to the muladhara. Seeing my friends and relatives present before me eager to wage war, my limbs are giving way, my mouth is parching and a shiver is running through my body. My hair is standing on end. Wow! It is surely depression of bio memory not muscle memory. Depression of bio memory will not show so many symptoms physically. He is not speaking I am feeling low, I don’t want to come to mission office. No. that is not even muscle memory. That memory just needs little muscle twisting. Here he is using a word called – Svajanam. Arjuna is so strongly infatuated. Please understand in next few sutras, few verses, just in within next 10 verses, he is using the word three times!

“drstvemam sva-janam krsna yuyutsum samupasthitam”

Few years before when I spoke on Gita just 18 days, this is the first sutra I picked up. This is the first sutra I commented. Because I can speak only 100 sutras in 18 days, 100 verses. So I decided to speak on this first. I can say if you condense Bhagavad Gita, into 100 verses, the essence of the whole Bhagavad Gita, this will be the first verse. Arjuna says my limbs are giving way means his whole body is just giving way. The bones are not functioning, muscles are just melting like butter. Mouth is dry means no more saliva is happening. Life in the mouth is dead. Shiver is running through my body means body is unable to stand and the hair is standing on end. These are all the symptoms of depression from the root of bio memory not just from muscle memory. Please understand if the engram is like water muscle memory is like ice frozen engram & bio memory is like a spatika – frozen ice, solidified ice. All your emotions are engrams. When they get more & more solid they become muscle memory & bio memory. Here Krishna’s depression, sorry, Arjuna’s depression I can cover up no problem ☺ after all Arjuna is incarnation of Nara Narayana means both of them are reflections of each other. So in a way I can say Krishna’s depression. Arjuna is Nara & Krishna is Narayana. Anyhow, the Arjuna’s depression is in the level of bio memory. It is not in the level muscle memory. I think if it is just in the level of muscle memory, Arjuna would have really handled it. He wouldn’t have disturbed Krishna. He wouldn’t have tortured Krishna. He wouldn’t have said - sidanti mama gatrani mukham ca parisusyati vepathus ca sarire me roma-harsas ca jayate”

A man of Arjuna’s stature how can he speak these words? No. Stature of the man is defined only based on his ability to keep the words he utters. Krishna is not an ordinary comedian like Vadivelu who can change the words every day. Arjuna is a hero! He has to be responsible for the words he utters. Man like Arjuna, hero like Arjuna can’t afford to show depression even to a close friend like Krishna. That is why I say it is not just muscle memory, it is bio memory. It is deep rooted. He uses the word – Svajanam – my people! Depression out of restlessness. He is not able to handle his depression. See when you feel somebody is your people, when they are dead, it is not just death of somebody. It is not just that person is not going to be a part of your life anymore, please understand, it is part of you dying! Its very part of you dying. Buddha says very beautifully – do not have any relationship with anybody who is not enlightened. Little impractical. Of course just because of these few impractical teachings Buddhism has to be reduced to a monasteries. It has never become a common man’s religion at least in Bharat. Because he emphasizes any relationship, any friendship with a common man will become a weight on your system! Please understand when your friends or relatives die the very part of your muscle memory dies. For example, if your father dies, your right side stops working. Your right side loses its strength – right side of your body. When your mother dies, the left side of your body loses its strength! Please understand, I am not telling stories. I am telling you after a thorough research & development and analysis consciously I have seen whatever I am expressing, I have seen this happening in thousands of cases especially if you have a very good deep feeling connection with parents. When they die really not just your mind suffers, your very bio memory, the root – your very body suffers! That is why in Vedic tradition, before taking Sanyas, you give shraaddha to them, means you do final rites to all your parents and relatives means now itself you face their death. You say whatever can die in me when they die let it die now!

Relationship with ordinary people will make you die part by part even when you are alive. Relationship with an enlightened being will keep you alive even when you are dead! See just the other day, one Brahmachari came to me this Arjuna’s depression only. He said I am leaving! I told him I have no problem do what you want but just remember, see how much of your personality, how many percentage is me & how many percentage is something else. Find out and get back to me. That guy sat and did through the process. I just told him how many number of thoughts you get, just see. How many are around me, how many are around something else. Go ahead. Finally that guy came to the conclusion 90% is you and 10% is something else Swamiji. I said fool! Even if you die, you won’t die because 90% of you is me. I am going to be alive eternally. Relationship with an enlightened being keeps you alive even when you are dead! Relationship with ordinary people kills you part by part even when you are alive. In the Vedic tradition that is why we have the habit of giving shraadha. During shraadha, you face the death of all relatives, friends, whoever has contributed even one grain rice for your body. even if they have given one grain rice, one piece of cloth, even one fruit. Even all those commitments you pay them back all the loans are paid back or at least you give IP. Whatever you finish it! You face the death of all possible dimensions. See whatever deaths can happen in your life, you face all those deaths. When this person dies, what part of you is going to die you say let it die now. When this guy is dies, which part of you is going to die, you say let it die now. Whichever part can die, let it die! Please understand, even if you accept one grain of rice, one small gift, the connection is created! That is why Buddha says he will be available at least for next 2,000 years because he says even if somebody has given one meal for me, I am bound to them. I will wait and see that person also gets enlightened. I don’t know how many thousands of years I have to be sitting & waiting! Because every day the jewelry and cloth I am receiving! I have to wait for all of them to get enlightened ☺ that is the reason even one handful of rice to an enlightened being does so much good. Because at least for his sake, if he wants to retire quickly, he will ensure that you are enlightened! He will push you in some corner, some quota, some recommendation in may be some queue cutting he will do ☺

Understand the science of relationships. It is not just the phenomena of the mind. It is the phenomena of the body! Do not collapse relationships. Please understand, do not illogically collapse relationships. It will directly affect some part of your body. Unless you are logically completely convinced that this relationship can’t be maintained, it is going to be abusive, it is going to be disturbing and disrupting your life, don’t collapse any relationship. That is why I alowyas insist when people to me asking they want to break their family, they want to go for divorce. I tell them – wait, wait for some more time. They say no, no, Swamiji, anyhow I have decided I can’t live with her, I can’t live with him. Better let me break now. Why torture? I tell them no if you are tortured, your muscle memory & bio memory will strongly start believing this is more disruptive, this is not the way you want to live. Then if you break, you will not have any physical diseases. But before your bio memory or muscle memory is convinced, only if your head or mind is convinced, if you break, the collapsing will simply turn into a disease inside you. that is why I insist – wait, wait for some more time. Whether your muscle memory or bio memory changes your decision or it is going to support your decision let’s see. Let us see how your mind is able to continue. Here, many parts of the Arjuna’s bio memory is shivering because they are going to die. When Drona dies, naturally the bio memory of Arjuna’s shoulder has to die. The strength in Arjuna’s shoulder has to disappear! When Bheeshma dies, the tremendous energy he gets by social commitment – the parental conditioning has to die! When Sakhuni dies, when Karna dies, the tremendous energy he gets by the anger and violence has to die. Understand, when you enemy is dead, there is nobody to invoke energy in you if you are driven only by anger and violence. Naturally a Kshatriya like Arjuna surely much of his energy is from anger and violence. Anger and violence is at least fuel for majority of his bio memory. That is his petrol tank. That is his fuel. So even if the enemy is dead, some part of you is going to die. Something is going to disappear. Now he is facing the naked reality. Please understand, many time you think – Ah, what is there? When that situation comes, I will face it! But when it comes you understand the weight of that situation, the gravity of the situation. All courage, valor, power of Arjuna is suddenly disappearing! He feels he did not plan for it.

There was a man who would regularly pray to God that he wins a lottery. One day he was abusing God – What is this for so many years I am praying, praying, praying to you and I am doing all kinds of prayers, all forms of worships from pouring milk to the showing camphor – all the pooja, all the homa. Why I am not winning a lottery? God was tired of hearing his abusal and appeared and said – Fool! Why don’t you buy a lottery ticket at least for once? ☺ He was running his life without even planning. Arjuna is not able to face the situation he has invoked upon himself. He says, my mouth is parching and a shiver is running though my body. my hair is standing on its end.

Lets see in the next verses. In 1st chapter 30th verse -

“gandivam sramsate hastat tvak caiva paridahyate na ca saknomy avasthatum bhramativa ca me manah”

“The translation – My bow Gandiva is slipping from my hands and my skin is burning all over, my mind is whirling as it were & I am now unable to stand here any longer”

Wow! A precise description of worst depression. I think he sees almost all people related to all different parts of his bio memory are going to disappear. It is almost like either he has to decide to live without any of this bio memory or he has to die. I tell you what is the use of being a king for 10 people? ☺ that is what finally happened.

“gandivam sramsate hastat tvak caiva paridahyate na ca saknomy avasthatum bhramativa ca me manah”

My Gandiva is slipping from my hands – Arjuna is saying. He is called Gandeepan because all the time he will be with that bow. He says my bow is slipping from my hands and my skin is burning all over. Please understand, when your bio memory is about to die, your skin starts burning all over. Your bio memory can be dying at two moments in your life – one – like this some serious separations, another one when you are in deeply feeling connected to the God or Guru in the peak of Prema Bhakti, Anuraga Bhakti, Madhura Bhatki, the skin starts burning all over. Because in that moment also, all your bio memories gets burnt by your love, devotion. I tell you but that will not be a big pain or suffering because the effect of the Bhakti brings certain coolness and joy in you. It is like enough of cold ice and water is being poured into the fire. So at least it will be manageable. It can be managed. But here, it is just fire burning. There is no water being poured. He is saying my mind is whirling and now I am unable to stand here any longer. Arjuna feels it is too much. He can’t even stand. Oh god! How is he going to fight then? He says, even if you tell me I am not able to hold my bow. Forget about holding bow, I am not even able to stand! See if you don’t know Arjuna you may think he is coward. He is not a coward. He is a guy with a tremendous strength and tremendous social and ethical sense. He is a guy with strength and knowledge. Not even just strength. He is a guy with strength and knowledge. He is a powerful guy! There is nobody including his teacher Drona equivalent to him in archery. And his intelligence – unimaginable! But here, this guy is just melting down. He says I am unable to stand here any longer. See he cannot say all these words now and after few minutes say that I am just kidding! No. he is not a comedian. He is a hero. See if these words are told by a comedian, you don’t need to take it much seriously. They will just change their words after election and say – Oh! I was just telling ordinary way and they took it seriously! He is not like a comedian Vadivelu who can change the statements everyday.

No I want all of you to understand the seriousness of Arjuna’s statement. See I am trying to take you all to the exact situation when this scene was created and these words were uttered. See now Arjuna is a personality for all of you heard remotely but only when you understand, when Arjuna becomes alive, you will understand the agony he is going through. The depression he is going through. Only if you understand the depression he is going through you will understand the solution Krishna gave. Unless you connect with Arjuna’s depression, the solution Krishna gave you will not be able to connect. So you need to get into the realty. If you don’t know the problem, you will not know the solution.

Just now something materialized. What? Cat’s eye! One day man was talking to his wife. She asked Do you really love me? He says really, really I love you. You are a, b, c, d, e, f, g, h, I, j, k. She could not understand. Aiy, what do you mean? Explain. This guy stated expanding – a for adorable, b for beautiful, c for cute, d for delightful, e for elegant, f for foxy, g for gorgeous, h for heart. She was reeling, it is too much! She says that is too much! Then what about I, j, k? He said – I am just kidding! ☺

Arjuna is not a comedian. He can’t say end of this whole thing to Krishna I was just kidding. No. His whole body is melting. He says I am unable to stand here any longer. My Gandiva is slipping from my hands, my skin is burning all over, my mind is whirling as it were and now I am unable to stand here any longer! The vivid description of Arjuna Vishada – Arjuna’s depression. Please understand, you should understand this book. First it’s a teachings of Krishna captured live and relayed by Sanjaya to Dritarashtra. Then that was captured live by Vyaasa and told to Ganesha and Ganesha penned it down! It is a live recording of live recording of live recording! Krishna says, Sanjaya repeats, that is repeated by Vyaasa and Ganesha pens it down! But still the book retains its purity such minute descriptions - “gandivam sramsate hastat tvak caiva paridahyate” - my bow is slipping from my hands, my skin is burning all over, my mind is whirling as it were and now and unable to stand here any longer. Sanjaya could have thought why so many words? Let me drop one or two, just the Arjuna was in depression, his Gandiva was slipping. Next. He could have gone. No. And at least Vyaasa when he was describing he could have said ah okay, okay, next. Arjuna was in depression. He was unable to stand. He was crying to Krishna – next, he could have gone! No. such precise exact descriptions.

“gandivam sramsate hastat tvak caiva paridahyate na ca saknomy avasthatum bhramativa ca me manah”

The power of relationships are so strong. Arjuna is not able to handle it. The other day I received message from one of our devotees saying that Swamiji Bhagavad Gita is not attracting non-hindu devotees. It is. I said do you want me to then speak on Bible or Quran or what? Even in the Oxford University, Stanford University, Harvard University, Bhagavad Gita is being taught as a lesson for business and management. No other book can be so practical. So this is not just for Hindus. Maybe it was created in Hindu tradition, preserved in Hindu tradition. But not just for Hindu tradition, but for the whole world. No other book gives such insights into this power of relationships, power of different dimensions of life. I tell you every relationship plays certain role in your inner space. Not just the people who brought you up or spent time with you. Even ordinary person who gave you one meal, one piece of cloth, one day shelter – even they all play some role in your muscle memory. Somebody who gave you food one day if he dies, at least one day your muscle memory will be shrunk – will not be alive, active. In my case it is completely opposite. Whoever gives, even when they die, I see that they are kept alive because I am alive, I am going be alive eternally. So I keep them also alive! When you give just one meal or one piece of cloth or even one flower to the master, the connection becomes so strong especially if lot of feelings, emotions, sacred sentiments associated with that offering – Krishna says in the Gita – Patram, pushpam, phalam, toyam – one fruit, one flower or one leaf with a sacred sentiments, with sacred feelings is enough. Relationship with fire however small it is, burns you completely! You can’t say no, no only a small match stick has been put on my cloth. Even if it is small match stick it burns you. same way, even if it is small flower offered, it just makes your whole being alive! In my experience I have seen many time, when people bring something, I will see. See if there is lot of sacred sentiment, emotions, devotion associated with it, even the object I will see it as too big! Actually I eat only that emotions which is brought. I may not eat that whatever they brought physically. But when I touch, I swallow their sacred sentiments. I enjoy the devotion with which they brought. Whether it is a some sweet or a flower or a cloth or just a paaduka – anything when I touch, I accept the emotion which is huge sitting on that object. Sometime the flower will be small, but the emotions the sacred sentiment will be like a huge rock sitting on that flower. I accept that. Some time I have seen, when I touch some objects brought by devotees whether it is a paaduka or a flower or a turban or a cloth, I can feel their whole personality entering into my being. It is almost like a their subtle body has left their body and sitting on this object. Some time when I wear some jewelries, I can see very clearly that devotee sitting around my shoulder, hanging around my neck ☺ even now I can feel this dress also was done with lot of sacred sentiments. Today morning, the moment I touched the dress, I just saw 2-3 people entering into my system ☺ With every action some form or other relationship gets built in your life. If that relationship is with a normal man, it kills you even while you are alive. If it is with enlightened being, it keeps you alive even when you are dead.

Lets see in the next verse how the Arjuna’s depression is described. In 1st chapter, 31st verse -

“nimittani ca pasyami viparitani kesava na ca sreyo 'nupasyami hatva sva-janam ahave”

Again he is using the word Svajanam. The translation says – Arjuna says – Oh Krishna! Oh Keshava! I foresee only evil omens. I do not see any good coming out of killing one’s own kinsmen in this battle. Vivekananda says very clearly – only when your nervous system is weak, you start looking at all the omens outside – is the cat crossing me? or the rat running behind me? or the crow flying above me? when people go and ask him about this omens, predictions, he will tell eat well, work out heavily and keep your body healthy. You may think how can that be solution for this? When your nervous system is strong, you don’t bother about all these omens.

One guy will regularly go to a bar and drink. He will drink, drink, drink, once in a while take out something from his purse and see. Then he will put it back. Again drink. Finally, once he will take it out and see and stop drinking and go. The bar tender sees this every day. And he asks what is this you see every time while you drink? Abruptly how you end, why you end? He says that’s my wife’s photograph. When I feel she is really looking beautiful, I know it is a bad omen, now I have to stop drinking. Till that moment I will drink. When I feel she is really looking beautiful, I will stop drinking and go back ☺

You look into omens, predictions, and all these only when you are weak. When your nervous system is not strong enough to face the life. How can a cat running in front of you spoil the whole work you are going to perform? See you yourself don’t know what you are going to do is going to be successful or failure. You know what you are going to do so many details about what you are going to do you know. Even with that you are not able to come to a conclusion whether it is going to be a failure or successful. How can that poor cat decide? Was that cat sitting there and getting all the information what you are going to do and finally he knows the conclusion and he is waiting for you to come out and runs in front of you? ☺ Then he must be highly intelligent & compassionate. Not only he knows the conclusion, he was waiting for you to come out, to cross you and get cursed by you! When the cat crosses, it is not your bad time, it is his bad time. Because either he will get into an accident or you will curse him. Arjuna is feeling so weak. His whole nervous system is shaken. He suddenly starts telling I foresee only evil omens. He is not even giving any omens. He just says I foresee. He doesn’t see, he foresees. Only evil omens oh Krishna! I do not see any good coming out of killing one’s own kinsmen in this battle. Again he is using the word Svajanam – my own people! Tomorrow, we will see the psycho analysis of Arjuna’s depression. Just sit for few minutes remembering Krishna, surrendering to Krishna, praying him to make us all understand his teachings. Prepare us to experience his teachings, his revelations. Sit relaxed. Closing your eyes. Lets Krishna’s presence fill all of us. Let his intelligence radiate. Let the Kundalini energy in all of you be awakened intensely. And let you all experience all the auspicious things!

Blessings!