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21 August 2011

“Today I will continue on my satsang with Kailash.”

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Prayer. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, satsangis, samajis sitting with us at this moment in 444 places through eNtv, 16 places ND, in 166 cities, in 31 countries! Cities having ND are Toronto, Phoenix, Martini, SEATTLE, San Jose, Ohio, Singapore, Serambaan Centre Malaysia, LA, Calgiri, Houston, Vancouver, Dallas.

Today I will continue on my satsang with Kailash. I have spoken about many incidents mythological, spiritual, historical aspects of Kailash. I will continue on Kailash today. Tomorrow we are going to start our Bhagavad Gita Dhyana Satsang. Morning Bhagavad Gita Dhyana Satsang will start, by evening Brahma Sutras Satsang will start! Everyday 3 hours of feast! Morning 2 hours and evening 1 hour. Every day I will speak at least of minimum 4 to maximum 6 Bhagavad Gita sutras. I may finish the whole Bhagavad Gita in one year. I will take one year. Tomorrow is Krishna Jayanthi, Krishna Janmashtami. So from tomorrow to next Krishna Janmashtami I will complete the Bhagavad Gita. And every day evening we will have Brahma Sutras. Let me start my satsang on Kailash. Today I will talk something very important. Not only for me, for all of you also. See in Vedic Tradition we have a habit, if we go to a place like Varanasi and Kailash, you need to drop some Samskara. I have seen in my village these old ladies will go and drop from today I will not eat in banana leaf. Maybe in other leaf I will eat! What kind of samskara dropping is it? ☺ This tradition is introduced so that every time you visit your life becomes better, more & more transformed. So I was talking about this and all our devotees fully pepped up dropped this and that. Some people literally dropped spouses and that too in Manas Sarovar! I said no, this kind of game you cannot play. You have to drop psychologically not physically. Anyhow I brought the spouses back. I did not allow them to get dropped ☺

There is a beautiful description about enlightened being even King cannot give anything to him and Yama take anything away from him. Even Yama cannot take anything away from me what will I drop? Means I don’t have anything so Yama also cannot take anything away from me. Even king cannot give me anything because I don’t need anything. It literally happened. When we started the ashram, we did not have any money. Few people spent money and put up a shamiana. Deve Gouda came, the ex-prime minister. He attended the ceremony and said I am giving 10 Lakh rupee. That time 10 lakh is too much. You should understand. You will be shocked we did not even apply and get that money. I said we called him as a guest. Stop with that. Don’t go for asking anything. Still he remembers. He says Swami you are the only swami you did not ask me something and when I gave also you did not take. We did not even bother somebody later to ask. Even king cannot give anything to us, even Yama lord of death cannot take anything away from us. So I don’t have anything to drop, what will I drop? I looked this side,that side, searching. Searching is two type – one – lady standing in front of ward robe and searching what to wear today – that is one kind of searching – means among the available things – among the 1000s available, searching. Another one searching for something which is not there. I was lost in the 2nd type of searching. Searching for something which is not there. See I have everything what to ask? It is like one of our devotee opened a mall in Canada. When I went there for the last time, the devotee said new mall has opened, the person who owns also is our devotee, please come lets go. I said what will I do with the mall, what will I buy I have nothing to ask. They said just let us go. We went there and spending 2, 3 hours in the mall, I could not take anything which will be useful to my life. From candy to eye pod, eye phone, laptops everything is there. I went around saying Neti, neti, neti - not this, not this, finally I was standing in front of the counter! By the time I finished my neti neti exercise, not this, not this, finally I was on the road. I did not find anything which was not there with me. Same way, when I had to give up something, I did not have anything that I had to drop. This is a funny mental set up. When something need to be added you feel full. When something need to be taken away you feel empty – 2. Poorna & shoonya put together is incarnation!! There is a poorna fulfillment when something need to be added. There is a shoonya emptiness when something need to be taken away. So I was looking in, looking in, looking for hours together - what will I drop because there is nothing inside!

Finally I found something. When people come to me asking for some boon I usually judge whether this fellow is qualified for this. Because people always ask for which they are not qualified. Of course if they are qualified, they will already have it. Why will they ask? No sometime people ask things which will directly hurt them. If I say no, no why don’t you think again, they will tell – tell you can give or not, don’t give advice. Don’t give advice, we are already wise. Advice is nothing but giving advertisement that you are wise. So usually I will judge. This fellow is asking will he be able to handle? If I feel he will handle I will say alright you will have it. Otherwise in my mind I will say whatever is good for you will happen. This is the only one habit I have. Now I decided I will drop this habit. Means what, whoever comes in my breathing space and asks whatever he wants, whatever power this body radiates, with that power I veto it! But now whatever you ask, the responsibility will be yours. I will say thathaasthu - let it happen! So you become responsible. This is a great freedom for you. Same way, big responsibility. Anyhow, I decided and dropped also. I dropped the habit of judging when people ask me something in Manas Sarovar. I declare from now I will be a kalpataru like Kailash. Kailash does not judge. Whoever asks whatever – given. Now it is the people who are asking it is there responsibility what to ask, what not to ask!

I told everybody. So from now, I decide that whatever you guys ask in my breathing space is given. I even told all the disciples, now also I am telling you guys. If sometime you ask and I don’t give, you can remind me that you gave up this habit of judging in Kailash. You can remind me and I cannot say no. It is very weird dangerous thing. but I decided after all if everything has to happen with qualification and planning, then why advent of incarnation. Advent of incarnation is a freedom, chaos, breaking of all the rules. It is an expression of energy, explosion. Advent of incarnation also cannot have same cycle - you have qualification, you are given! That is why I decided no question of giving after thinking and all that. This poor fellow Shiva gives like that only – This Bhasmasura asks anyone I touch should die. And this shiva gives it. Now this Bhasmasura is running around shiva! Then finally Vishnu came did something and made Bhasmasura touch his own head and he died.

We saw the heap of ash of the Bhasmasura it is there in Kailash. It is a huge wind of sand. They say during the winds, the sand will be flowing like a river. Anyhow even after the episode with Bhasmasura Shiva has not changed because Shiva knows nobody can destroy him. Same way, I have decided whoever comes & asks anything in my breathing space – given! No fine prints! Whatever energy expressing through this body it vetos whatever people ask. That’s it! You can see the documentary. Then I will continue. You can see the exact scenes happened in Kailash then we will continue.

\< Kailash video is played\>

See I am describing an incident – one lady who was with our team she asked me, I want to go for Parikrama one day before this Manas Sarovar. I said the weather is bad, big big hail stones are falling and people and horses are dying. She said no, no if you say it will clear. Send me. I said don’t you see you are asking too much. Already Kailashnatha is doing so much. So I judged and I said no. I have decided in the future, even this much of judging I will not do it! What all - people asked - you know? ☺ Now I understood if God appears directly what these fellows will do! Too many people have asked for too many things, I said yes for everything.

But I tell you if you have just eyes – nothing else. Hands are not working, legs are not working. Except eyes nothing is working. Even then, go and see Kailash. Don’t miss Kailash. Abbah! Usually I never tell people to sell properties or borrow money and do something. But for Kailash I can give all exemption. Sell whatever you can sell. Even if you cannot make it with us – our team, at least with some other team. Don’t miss Kailash. As I said it is a statement. See Ambani builds a billion dollar house not just for living. Living is one thing. But he is making a statement – see my glory. Kailash is a statement given by Maha Deva. See my glory, by seeing this place understand who is living here. It is a statement by Maha Deva. Kailash is a statement by Maha Deva. Yesterday only I took sankalpa – I am going to do Parikrama of Kailash by walk. So yesterday I start walking. Yesterday I walked 8 km. Within 2,3 days I will make it running 10 km. Preparing the body for one year, just for Kailash. So all the devotees who wants to join start preparing your body now itself. Full one year you have to prepare. Only then you can enjoy. Start preparing your body. Alright. Just sit unclutched surrendering to the Kailashnatha for few minutes. Let the Kundalini energy in you all be intensely awakened! Sit for few minutes. Let the Kundalini energy in you all be intensely awakened!

I am receiving a news already 5 doctors have signed up for volunteering in Kailash. Already 20 sign ups have happened for the Kailash trip so far! We are making arrangements like one group will go with me and 3, 4 groups will come independent of me but will spend one or two days with me. So if you are interested in coming with me then you have to sign up immediately. Because only 120 can come with me. Not only enrolling, start preparing your body.

Blessings!

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