“For next few days till 22nd, I will speak on Kailash!”

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For next few days till 22nd, I will speak on Kailash! ☺ 22nd I will start talking on Bhagavad Gita. Till then I will speak on Kailash!

First I thought what will I speak on Kailash for so many days? But when I started what all I want to speak, I thought these few days will not be sufficient! I will start with what has happened in me because of Kailash. After that I will speak on different aspects of Kailash, different dimensions of Kailash. Because all devotees may be surprised how come Swamiji is enamored by a place. After enlightenment there is no place, time, space by which you can be enamored. You may be thinking how can an incarnation be enamored by a place? ☺

First thing I tell you Kailash is not a place. It is a statement! First thing happened in me my shyness to talk & express mystical things has disappeared. I always had a certain shyness. See about logical things I had no problem talking like do yoga, do meditation, drink neem juice. These are all logical things. I will always be comfortable with talking about logical things like unclutch, do little yoga I never used to feel shy about logical things. But I always have certain shyness to talk about mystical things. Before speaking mystical things I will see if people around me are connected and will respect what I am saying. I see all this before I speak about mystical things. My shyness to express Mystical things has disappeared. Even levitation, before awakening the kundalini I see a majority to people are connected. I always feel shy to express mystical truths. After seeing Kailash I thought oh God! What a mysterious wonder this being expressed so physically, so plainly. What a mystical wonder cosmos has delivered in such a stone. I thought if cosmos can express such mystery in stone, why cannot I express? After all these levitation, materialization on humans is nothing wrong. Kailash is a live telecast in high resolution of the ultimate mystery in stone! I am only telecasting in ordinary eNtv that also is seen once in a while. Here is Mahadeva telecasting mysteriously live in a stone. That is why Kailash is not a place it is a statement by Mahadeva. See Ambani’s house I don’t know how many billion dollar he built, is not a house it is a statement. When you see the house it is a statement about the guy who is living in it. Same way Kailash is a statement. If this is so grand, then understand who is residing inside. It is a statement. Of course, comparison with Ambani is too small. But this is an example you will understand. See spending billions of dollars for a house is unheard of. Ambani is not just building a house, he is building the statement. Even Bill gates house is millions not billions. Same way Shiva is giving a statement - Understand the glory and mystery of the guy who is living in it. It is a statement, it is not a place.

I will sincerely recommend, anybody who has eyes to see, even you don’t have legs, even if you don’t have hands, even you have nothing else working and you have only eyes. Don’t miss it. I never thought in my life I will be forced to believe there is something more than Arunachala. But I have to tell you, I have to accept the truth because Arunachala is a place geographically inside Bharat, I had to take brith there.

Today is the day Bharat had independence from British – 64th Independence day. But I want to tell you we all have to go a long way as a country. We have done so many wonderful things. But still we need to do many more things. Politically Arunachala is in Bharat which is more conducive place and people do live here. Transmission of knowledge is much easier. That is the reason I choose Arunachala. If politically Kailash was inside Bharat, the ambience was conducive, no doubt, I would have chosen Kailash. As I said it is a statement. It is not just a place! God!! It just penetrates you & fills you. I really tell you if you have only eyes, nothing else, even then don’t miss. See Kailash! Somehow go there, have darshan of Kailash! I tell you from my experience there was a time even I felt I may leave the body, my body may not be able to handle it, but I did not come back from Kailash from my yatra. I decided, I will make my will. There is a video recorded will, my will. But I decided, I will have Darshan and then come back, not before that. I was ready to put my life & this huge sangha which is a consolidated energy of thousands of lives and future for millions of lives if not billions, I was ready to put even this at stake just for the darshan of Kailash! Even now if I get 10 more days, I will feel like going once more. Really. The moment I came back first thing I told our admin team is work try to have some place in Kailash, because now the China Government is open and it allotted place for 2 hindu gurus already. So we have decided, of course Maha Deva has decided and with his blessings we have decided to have Pandya style temple of Kailashnath in Kailash! The stone deities in pandya style. There was a beautiful temple few 1000s of years ago in Kailash and some great saints and a king from Kancheepuram went there and saw that temple and based on that, they built replica of that temple in Kancheepuram. So based on the replica of that temple, we will build that temple back in Kailash.

Wow what a place! What a place! Now I know why 1000s of seekers taking so much of struggle, suffering go there! Of course fortunately by divine grace our group did not have any suffering. They don’t even remember that they had even a small discomfort. And Maha Deva is always listening to our prayers. The moment I said open, the cloud opened and we had darshan. And all I said is next 3 days let there be no cloud. And no cloud! I will describe all these things later

What a place god! It is a shameless statement by Maha Deva about his glory! That is the right word I will use. Shameless, mystical statement. Shameless bragging of his prided by Maha Deva, By Sada Shiva. Otherwise you can’t express such a glory in stone! I want all of you to know the centre Kailash is a single stone. It is not a collection of sand, stone and all that. No. it is a single stone. Single stone of that size standing. It has to be standing only on a stone. I cannot stand on sand because it will start sinking. The whole thing. Outside only 20% is seen, 80% is seen inside. I have my own theory. Anyone who is interested may believe. When he is so shyless, shamelss in revealing all his mysteries in stone, then why can’t I do it in words. Inside there is a huge city, a hollow city in the 4th spectrum level means Turiya level. Anybody who can raise to that level they will take you in for a tour you want to stay, you can stay. It is a huge hollow city inside where I saw Maha Deva in samadhi with more than 1 lakh Jeevan muktas sitting in samadhi around him, reflecting him, radiating! It is like atomic forestation! What a glory! Rishis, Kinnera Kungurudaas, Gandharva Yakshaas, Bhakta Daasaas, Siddha Yogis, Vedanta Sanyasis, some of them even from people who practiced other traditions – Christianity, Islam, Buddhism, Jainism, Juadaism – wow! Kubera, Indra, Agni, Yama, Nairuti, vayu, varuna, Ishaana, Kaala Bhairava all of them are just in samadhi in the eternal self-effulgence! Maha Deva & Devi exactly as I sculpted as Anandeshwara, Anandeshwari in our temple just sitting the extraordinary glory shining!

It is formless self-effulgence but expressing playfully in the form, in the glory! God! In my life I never had tears of ecstasy in my eyes! Because RamaKrishna says only in a small pond if elephant enters it will overflow. If in ocean elephant enters, ocean will not overflow. I always used to think I am ocean. Any amount of ecstasy enters me, I will never overflow. Even enlightenment did not overflow, I just said okay enter, next. Even realizing I am an incarnation did not make me overflow. I said ok next. But this Kailash, 1st darshan, made me overflow! I really thought – even I became loose! :-) Because always when these devotees stand, stare at me with ecstasy and tears overflow I will say this is loose, crazy. I will always tell my ashramites this is loose. I always tell keep balance! Only then the higher & higher things will happen in you. Don’t be imbalanced. I always try to push people to balance. Even I lost my balance! In Tamil there is a beautiful verse which translates as – In the extraordinary love melting & tears flowing. I don’t know when the ecstasy happens how your body responds. All the time 24 hours I am in ecstasy. But never ever it overflowed in this body. It is literally like the ocean overflowing. Then what size elephant would have entered into that ocean! It is not just one dinosaur, 1000s of dinosaurs entering. Like how they show in the movie how huge size dinosaur walking into the streets of New York and how the city looked small. It is that size dinosaur that entered into my ocean. My mother says I never ever cried. When I took birth I don’t know what I did. My mother we cannot ask because she was in a different mood then. We should ask nurse if I cried or said – Aiy! I am alive and came out, I am okay, come on move to the next job!

I am such a strong fellow. If somebody fights with me, I will make them cry. The back side of your leg is hitting your leg, in that speed they are running! Anyhow, I never cry. Forget about tears of suffering, that never happens, will never happen. Even in the tears of joy was impossible, tears of joy was just unimaginable because always that joy and bliss and ecstasy is overflowing! I can say that is where I lost all my shyness to express the mystery. When I saw the Kailash – Oh God! Even if he is not having any shyness, even if he is so shameless to express his glory so physically visibly on stone, why should I be shy just to shed a few tears. From that moment I lost all my shyness to express the extraordinary glory of mystical truths, to express the energy of mystical truths and mystical energies. Even to communist fellow this Maha Deva has dared to express all his glory in stone, I should not feel shy to express his mystical stories in words and deeds and truths. God!

This exact feeling I had – wow! It is huge for this mystery standing in stone!! It is not about height of the hill, size of the hill. There are few hills immediately, just opposite taller than this hill. Actually if you see this side of Manas Sarovar Kailash, this side of Manas Sarovar it is Mandada hills where Subramanya went and stood because he did not get the mangoes. It is not actually on Palani hills. Later as a remembrance of that place, Palani was created. Bhogar went to China and just remembrance of the hills he created Palani. Otherwise how will a small boy come all the way to Palani. You should think practically. Somebody asked me maybe on his flight peacock he came? No. actually when he left, he left everything with Shiva and Parvathi. He did not even take any of his vehicles with him. He went by walk. So by walk a small boy cannot cross the m andada hills. So he stood there only. God! I think even I had levitation experience in Kailash. Still, till yesterday evening my body was going thru a slight shaking movement. See if you travel in bus for ling time, you will have that slight shaking feeling. Same way I was having the slight shaky movement. God I know some of you people maybe feeling that I am teasing you guys for not coming to Kailash. I am teasing also , but I am telling you the truth ☺ Abba! After Arunachala first time in my life I fell flat in front of Kailash. Exactly the place where I first had darshan. Immediately I fell. And I felt I will start rolling on the ground. But I did not do. Fortunately my shoes were there and they stopped me from rolling on the ground. Otherwise I would have rolled. God! God word is too small to describe Kailash. You have to find some other word.

You should go with your master. That is another one thing. because we saw in Ashtapath we were sitting for 8 hours. What we did. Nobody knows. We were just sitting. We saw so many other groups, they come, they take photographs, spend some moments, get bored even with God and go back. I was telling our guys – yes, when you don’t have master, even with God you will be bored and will go back in few minutes. God! First thing happened in me, because of Kailash is all my shyness to express extraordinary mystery in words and actions, the great extraordinary truths expressing – my shyness has disappeared! 1 Lakh, I am telling you just 1 Lakh as a number I am not able to conceive. At least 1 lakh Jeevan muktas sitting in samadhi! I always thought around my samadhi, Maha Samadhi at least 10,000 jeevan muktas should be sitting in samadhi and radiating. I even planned centre my temple, around 10,000 temples with the Jeeva Samadhis of 10,000 jeevan muktas at least. I even went to place near Salem. Near Salem they have built a beautiful Vinayaka mission – Shivalaya. I even went and studied the model how it should be. Now I coming up with my own mode. 10k Temples as per Tirumoolar. He was a siddha who gave the great science of how a JM samadhi should be made. He gives all the size and dimension 6 feet depth and 4 feet by 4 feet width, and what should be put in, everything. The moment they leave the body, pack it, put everything, close it and put the photograph.

Put the photograph over! Like this 10 Jeeva samadhis means 10 k mirrors reflecting the cosmic sun. I used to think wow that is the way you should be sitting, radiating energy so that whoever comes inside experiences an extraordinary spiritual awakening! Just not psychological transformation. Chemical change, alchemical change in the brain should happen! When they enter the energy field, before they go out, the alchemical change should happen in the brain. I saw Maha Deva has done it with at least 1 lakh Jeevan Muktas! And by his grace now I got the whole blue print how the whole thing should be done. Now the blue print is ready. Actually I would have built the temple and went and sat, but I need the 10k people first. That is why I did not . First let me create all the 10,000 Jeevan Muktas are there ad sit there one by one and they don’t come out. Ensure all the reflections are ready, the reflections are proper then I will go & sit. It will take at least 100 more years. Abba, if somebody asks me to sit put your physical body around master’s body, what will you do? I will say at least 10 lives I will give for that. if they say you will have to live 10 lives for that, I will chose 10 lives. I will live 10 lives and give up 10 lives just for that. because I saw what an extraordinary living consciousness they are radiating! God! The moment I remember, my throat gets choked!!

Alright today only teaser, tomorrow I will start. Today is like intro. Tomorrow I will start one by one all the incidents happened. What a place! So remember Kailash, be in the mood of Kailasa, I will come back to you guys tomorrow with photo, video and whole presentation.

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