“1) My dear Swamiji, I keep feeling that there is something not so…”

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1) My dear Swamiji, I keep feeling that there is something not so authentic about the way I am leading my life.

Roopesh Agarwal, in Bharat you are paying taxes means soemthing extraordinary. You are honest no doubt. But honesty is only one ingredient of authenticity. It is not authenticity by itself. Authenticity is something more than honesty. Let me give you the difference between the authenticity and honesty. You are saying you even pay the taxes. In Bharat paying taxes means it is almost like giving charity to Government. Anyhow let us not get into that too much now. Bharatn Income tax department almost in the hands of the …..one DMK minister is sitting as the cabinet minister in the Central Income tax dept. hi s name is Palani….Kalanidhi Maran and Dayanidhi Maran used them to fight 47 cases against us. But the whole thing got washed away. 47 cases. Can you imagine! Means literally they tried to destroy the whole thing but nothing happened….on the other side lakhs and lakhs of rupees is sitting outside Bharat. This spineless, boneless…..these fellows …abuse people whom they don’t like. Lakhs and lakhs of crore is sitting outside. I don’t know how many thousands of crore is sitting in Palani Manikyam’s account….these fellows are falling on thousands or lakhs of rupees with some Swami’s bowl that too which he begged! …..do you have to steal from a beggar’s bowl? Bharatn Income tax dept is a very funny dept. their only job is go on filing cases on people who are not in the ruling party. That’s all. Who are enemies of the ruling party. Anyhow, let us come to our Rupesh Agarwal’s main problem.

For eg, If you are angry you will express directly to that person I am angry with you it is honesty. But that is not authenticity. Authenticity means really two beings may understand each other where even anger will not happen. Honesty is socially good quality. Authenticity is spiritual quality. It is not social good quality. When you say you even pay taxes you are honest. But don’t mistake that honesty into authenticity. I have seen many time even my own disciples, instead of trying to be authentic, they will say I am honest. Honesty is only the first step, initial step. Authenticity is the spiritual quality. Authenticity means living the spiritual truths authentically. See a husband lying to the wife neither there is honesty nor authenticity. Husband telling truth to the wife that he is a womanizer is honesty. Husband living just as husband is authenticity. So each person’s role, he or she is completely living it is authentic. When he is failing and revealing the failure, it is honesty. Revealing the failure is not authenticity. Revealing the failure is relieving the failure it is honest but not authentic….

Authenticity means living the truth! Roopesh may be you should look into your life. You are paying your taxes. Are you paying back to the universe, are you keeping the balance sheet with the universe properly? You may keep your balance sheet with the country proper. Are you keeping the balance sheet with the cosmos properly? What is the meaning of keeping the balance sheet in tune with the cosmos? Means just remembering continuously you are not qualified for anything, every thing is showered on you. Everything is a gift given to you by the cosmos in your life is what I mean by keeping your balance sheet straight with the cosmos. You don’t need to pay anything back. Cosmos does not ask for any tax, not even Ananda Samaji one day salary money. …Cosmos does not ask you to pay Ananda Samaji or Satsangi money. No. only thing the attitude everything is a gift to you is keeping the balance sheet authentic with the cosmos. Rupesh, maybe you need little gratitude to bring authenticity in your life. You do not know gratitude is such a powerful ingredient. The moment you add that honesty becomes authenticity. I have seen. People many time mistake honesty into authenticity. No. honesty is not authenticity. Honesty is more like a hot love. Authenticity is like a cool stream. Understand honesty will always be demanding. I am honest, you be honest. Authenticity will be always flowing – I am flowing, I don ot bother about you. Authenticity fills you and others. Honesty burns you and others. Many times I have seen people who are honest within few days or weeks or months, they will torture the other person with their honesty. God! I tell you I am afraid of so called honest people. I love authentic people. Honesty is a foolish substitute to auth. There are so many beautiful stories between Radha and Krishna, Sati and Shiva where Sati was having honesty but not authenticity, Radha was having honesty but not authenticity. When you are caught by honesty, it is like marrying a English philosophy teacher. Just by words, she will boil you! one more example, marrying a lady lawyer or a lower level court judge. She will go on either be arguing with you or judging you! This honesty demands or tries to torture the other person. first of all understand honesty is basic ideas, the foundations on which you built your concept of honesty and the f0oundations on which each person builds his life is different. It is like you build your building on the ground from the 2nd floor you are standing and saying I am stretching my hand, you reach out and lift me….and there is another one who is on the hill – his very foundation is on the hill and you are saying I am stretching, you stretch and pull me. Come on, be authentic, just climb the hill and I will lift you. ….

Many time honesty is a poor substitute to authenticity and the very idea of honesty is built on your ego. But authenticity is built on cosmic understanding. Honesty is living the versions of truth giving to you by society. Authentic is living truths built by yourself. Honesty is just based on fact or figure which is not the truth of life. Facts and figures are not the truths of life. Just yesterday I was seeing a documentary History of Bharat. That word is wrong. It should be Purana of Bharat. The components required for history is facts and figures. One fellow has the audacity of saying that Bharatns did not …..fool does not know after 60,000 years….in the whole world uncorrupted oldest literature is Vedas without any manipulation, corruption, misrepresentation, morphing it is there as it is. Then how this guy is saying Bharat is not bothered about keeping history. We did….but out purpose of life itself is conscious evolution. But anything not necessary for that we are not bothered about it. How are you going to consciously evolve…..a dumb buffalo called Nepolean Benoparte has killed few thousand fellow sin a war. Who cares? That is no way going to raise our consciousness. So we are not ppl bothered about the facts, figures and numbers. We are bothered about conscious growth. So anything consciously evolved, is clearly recorded. Can you imagine in days when there was no TV, radio or mass communication, the same Gayathri was getting recorded from Kailash to K….same Rudram was chanted in the same meter, same tune. How dare these fellows say Bharatns did not have a sense of saving for posterity. We save what is useful. You saved only junk. I have seen in Tiruvannamalai one mad fellow collects all the junk. Suddenly one day he got the power and declares from today only junk has value…that is what is happening now. These foolish fellows created …I am starting this enlightening TV just to teach all these things to the world.

From Kedarnath to Trikonamalai the temples built are in the same proportion. The sounds created are in the same meter. The actions performed are in the same tune. From Kedarnath to Trincomali and Dwaraka to Daka if it is done in the same tone, tune even after 60,000 years and even now we know who revealed the Gayathri mantra to whom. Who revealed the Mrityunjaya mantra to whom. There is a clear introduction – Vishwamitra Rishi. There is a clear introduction in which meter it should be chanted. In which chanda it should be chanted. We were working more on authentic stuff not honest stuff. I tell you Western history is honesty, Bharatn history is authentic. Alright now you know how many millions of people have been killed by Napolean Bonaparte with detailed facts where, when, how, what is the use? Finally this gave birth to a Hitler….

Honesty is not authenticity. Whether it is in the individual’s life or the country’s history or the whole cosmos. Honesty is not authenticity. Please understand, Roopesh you have mistaken honesty to authenticity. Great honesty is much better quality than this back stabbing thieves robbers no doubt. But that is not the spiritual depth. With honesty you will have your place no doubt but only with authenticity you will have the divine grace. IF you are honesty you will have my feet at your place and your place at my feet. But if you are authentic, you will have your place in my heart. Your heart will be a place for me. There is a big difference between the both. The foundation on which you are living and the foundation on which I live is diff. many ppl say I am honest but still I have not received you in my life. The very foundation of your honesty is foolishness….the problem is this so called honest fellows will really be arrogant. They think that is the ultimate. It is very rare people evolve from honesty to authenticity. Blessed are those who evolve from honesty to authenticity. Authenticity means living it – living the truth, non-compromising, non-suffering and non-bending, courage and non-violent. Honesty will be more like a hot love, dangerous I am telling you. hot love is always dangerous. The problem is this honest fellows will say I am much better than fellows who back bite. Okay. That does not qualify you to be in the ultimate space, authentic space. I have seen always this madhura bhavaas are stuck with honesty will never move to authenticity. Maatru bhaava seeing ultimate as mother will straight move to authenticity, same Daasa bhaava….but sakha bhaava and madhura bhaava will never move to authenticity. That is why I am afraid of these fellows. These fellows are like burning torch and will not only burn you but will burn themselves. Sakha bhaava and madhura bhaava will never move from honesty to auth. Dasa bhaava and m aatru bahaav will staright away move to auth. Honesty is better than dishonesty, hypocrisy. With honesty you will have place in my feet. but living with authenticity you have place in my heart.

We will go to the Bhagavad Gita Suta. In BG 4th c hapter, Jnana Karma Sanyasa Yoga 19th verse. I will actually explain ½ of the 18th verse –

“yasya sarve samarambhah kama-sankalpa-varjitah | jnanagni-dagdha-karmanam tam ahuh panditam budhah||”

Translation – “He whose every enterprise is without fancy for the object of desire and whose action is consumed by the fire of consciousness, is called as the wise man, by the wise”

Bhagavan is using a very beautiful word panditam budhah – even the wise man will be called wise by the wise. You can get the title of Brahma Rishi from …..you may get title Nobel Prize but you cannot have the title Jagath Guru. You try to get the Nobel prize and by the time you reach the no-pal zone. Bhagavan is very beautifully putting …

18th verse – half is attached to this 19th verse. Some times Bhagavan is speaking so fast. He needs to convey a truth in 1 ½ verse. In 18th verse he is expressing two truths. 1) whNE YOU Understand all oyour actions are natural expression of your balanced or imbalanced hormones. Please und if you are experiencing anxiety, that is because of some problem in your navel center. If you are experiencing fear, insecurity, that is becos of adrenaline release. If you are experiencing extraord depression there is the problem in heart center. Actually if you can just alter the pulse rate and BP, you can be put into depression. If just that is balanced, immd you will be out of depression. Every action or emotion that makes motion in you. see energy that creates motion in you is emotion. Any motion in you is just chemical hormonal imbalance in your body. pl und even the peace you exp thru pranayama is chemical imbalancing in your body. that is not permanent. The peace you exp in your body thru pranayama or kumbhaka any action is not permanent. That is only balancing. …but that is not ultimate enlgithenemtn. Only by the acitonless action unclutching leads to authentic permanent ultimate transformation. So first thing you need to know all actions are just chemical imbalance in the body. this will liberate you from all the karmas. That is the first ss Bhagavan is revealing in the 18th verse. The second sacred secret, in the inaction, understand you become center of all actions fo the universe. In Generator you will see one part running in high speed. There is another part in the center you will have a static part which is the center of all the action! …

Same way when you undersand the static part in you as you, you become center of all the actions of cosmos. Sa yktaha krutsna karmakrut – he becomes center of all action in the cosmos. He becomes yogi among rogis and bhogis….

PERSON who undsetands all actions are just chemical imbalance, sees in-action in action. He becomes a yogi. He realizes the inaction center of him is the center of cosmic actons. With all this Bhagavan is finally saying one simple thing be unclutched. Because when you unclutch you understand the static part of you. I tell you realizing the static part of you is the greatest stragy for life. There are only two kinds of religons on planet earth. religions which started giving strategy for happy life. The reglions which gave be unclutched and ….only these tow religions exist on planet earth. all religions can be classified under these tow. One unfortunate thing….

See for example there are some religions which gave diff strategy planning marry four times, eat like this, do this, do that – when the strategy is given it is common. But when the strategy less strategy is givien to you…not only you need to realize it, you also need to have few peoplearoun you who also need to realize you so that …

The truth realize the strategy….is Upanishad. The group fo ppl who are working together are seekers. The place where they live is Ashram. This ist he way seeking, seekers, Ashram whole thing evolved. Bhagavan very beautifully says he becomes a man of contemplation among men, he becomes YOGI AMONG rogis and bhogis.

Next verse,

“yasya sarve samarambhah kama-sankalpa-varjitah | jnanagni-dagdha-karmanam tam ahuh panditam budhah||”

He is expanding on the 2nd truth – how he becomes yogi, how achieving the …very beautiful example Bhagavan is giving – jnanagni dagdha karmanam. See there is something called influence of the earlier poets or leaders, masters through the phrases, proverbs. For example, now in my Satsangs and discourses if I am using the proverbs used by RK, Osho, JK, Rmana naturally my inner space is influenced by them. …

I can very clearly design the syllabus taught to Sri Krishna in Gurukul in Saandeepani undert eh Rishi’s guidance. What all books Krishna studied, who all influenced him. This phrase – jnanagni…is from Patanjali. \\

This word jnanagni ..is directly from Patanajali. This experiencing the static zone in you does the job of jnangni dagdha karmanam means action and object of desires which is reason for action and the fancy for the object of desires which is foundation for action – all the three gets consumed by power of consciousness, the fire of consciousness. This is the way you become Yogi among the rogis and bhogis. Human beings the first par tof their life bhogis run for enjoyment. The bhoga ends the moment you become a rogi – sick. Then die. Very few become yogi among this bhogis and rogis. As long as the body is strong and running you run and be a bhogi, when theya re tired and cannot function anymore, you become rogi. So never every the possibiloity for yogi is explored. When your body and mind is healthy, when you are running in line of bhogi, that time itself, they become yogi. How you become yogi that Bhagavnn is describing in this verse by centering yourself in the static zone. Very beautifully Patanjali puts it when he describes the Nirvikalpa samadhi. It is my favorite ….Raghupati yogic will sometimes roast ground nut to give it to all his chamchas. See aprt from disciples he will have his chamchas around him who will spend time around him talking about all the local stories. Sometimes I would wonder how come this guy who was levitating in the morning is now talking about who ran away with whom and who got how much dowry. Who is having affair with whom, who will win local election. All old men and women his journalists will tell him. Cheap gossip. But such a sweet innocent person, he will roast even groundnut to eat while tiving the news. One day inside the temple he made a small fire and he is roasting the ground nut. I was sitting and I was a great Vedanti. My mind was completely filled with this great truths and my greed or passion for this spiritual science is such whole day I will be talking these things only. And sometimes he will say can you please keep quiet and let me talk. What he will talk – who ran away with whom!...

The moment all his chamchas gather 3 old men and 2 elderly ladies all are widowers and widows they will all sit around and they will sit around him they cannot do their own household things that kind of old buddos. But they will become alive and alert when they talk about others. They will walk one Kilometer, they will come and talk – you know yesterday in the temple I saw in that corner that lady was standing and this fellow is looking at her! These fellows with their old eyes cannot see both of them together at one time! Worst thing is this Raghu will be enjoying the …whole thing. and I will be annoyed. What is this?....

Big headache, I only have to wash their teeth. With sacred ash I have to wash their teeth. There will be the black vaanali. They will put the sand and put this vaanali. This Raghu was one day preparting this great snack for this United nations of scandal conference. He was roasting the ground nut I was sitting there and trying to ask him. morning only I read this verse. I asked him oh this the way Patanajli was saying our desires will get roasted?.....

That day Raghu was too busy he was thinking very strongly about some imp local scandal. Morning only he was givne a small byte. morn one lady in the group came and gave one small info. Like almost …he was too busy thinking about it. and I asked Oh grandfather, is this the way Patanjali talks. He did not say anything. I again asked. He said you go and tell Sarojini to come and give me remaining info. Here I am telling great truth of how engrams are getting roasted. And he is saying ask her to tell me the news. …(visual clip is shown) this is the way it was roasted. So finally after the roasting was completed, he got so irritated by my constant nagging him he just took a little bit of ground nut along with the mud. There used to be sand also. he took both and threw on my face and said even if you burn the samskaras and roast the samskaras till the sand also becomes too heat, it cannot roast all the other ground nuts which are put into it. ……I do not need to do any of this…..

He understood the mind with which I am saying all this. he immd said….i don’t need to be a hot sand. Hot sand means an incarnation a Guru, where every ground nut when it is dumped, sand has the responsibility of roasting it. So sand has to be burnt more than the ground nut. So he said you are the sand……

I tell you that moment this verse I can say become exp. Such a great moment, how can I forgot without sharing. That is the reason the moment has to be put on record…..

Understand when the fire of consciousness consumes all the engrams. The reason for engrams and the foundation for engrams. Bhagavan is givng 3 things – foundation of engrams fancy or fantasy. The reason for engrams object of desire and the action that which strengthens the engram-all the three when consumed in the consciousness which becomes static in inaction you become the yogi.

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