Be Free From Bondage

We’ll start the session. First we are going to work on the fear engrams; that’s the most powerful engram which affects almost your whole lifespan. If you are living hundred years on the planet earth, ninety seven years is affected by fear! Only till the age of three, directly fear does not impact your decision making. But, from the age of three, till death, I can say even after death fear impacts your decision making.

Every pattern, you will see fear. Even in your love there is a fear; greed, there is a fear; anxiety, there is a fear; fear, there is a fear... With every engram fear becomes unavoidable ingredient. Like potato in Begal food; potato and sugar for Bengalis; they’ll not be any item without potato and sugar. ‘Anybody from Bengal, then you know what I am saying?’ Aalu and misty... For Tamilians, this pickle! Whatever you may eat, whether it is a curd rice or anything, but without pickle, food is not complete. For the Andhra people that avaka-Gongura chutney, without that food is not complete. Same way, fear becomes inevitable ingredient in all the life, in every decision you make. In your devotion there is the fear. You project only your fear on God! In your relationship there is a fear. When you accumulate wealth there is a fear. After accumulation there is a fear! The cell-phone rings, there is a fear; if it does not ring, there is a fear, you are waiting for some call. Continuously there’s a fear; fear becomes main driving force, emotion for your actions, decision making... Let Me tell you honestly, fear is nothing but adrenalin in your body. If you have a bad smell in the teeth what will you do? You will brush the teeth. Sameway, just like a bad smell in your teeth, a small chemical imbalance in your body is fear.

But it is so fortunate you give so much of importance to it. That is where the problem starts... You don’t give that much of importance to your mouth smelling, but you give so much of importance to your fear, but both are simple, equal, silly problem! Just like mouth smelling, is a silly problem. Just brush it and chew a gum; over! Same way only when you are, the adrenalin is in you, just understand, get back to the balance. But, you don’t do this, sometimes I wonder, people just because of the fear, they create the problem itself. They're afraid, this may happen, this may happen, this may happen, and make it happen! They create all the situation for that to happen... I have seen, in the love affair or in the family relationship; I may break from my wife, I may break from my wife, I may break from my wife. So now in your heart you have set the climax. You breaking from her is a climax. So, now you will be working towards it. Any day only when the climax happens, you will feel life is fulfilled! You’ve achieved what you wanted.

Same way, in love, I may lose the love, I may lose the love, I may lose this love. Arre! Beauty of love is it can be lost one day, so that you are free from it. Understand? Beauty of love is it can be lost one day so that I am free from it. Ability to give liberation is the beauty of love! So now it is there, enjoy. Feel fulfilled, when it is not there, be very clear; Wow now I am liberated! It’s not there, say bye to the person. You played the other role of my own extension, and I played the other role for your own extension. Now it is time, you go to the next level, I’ll go to the next level. But, in every step, so much of fear, fear, fear, fear, fear, fear. Fear itself becomes the path, goal and travelling energy, fuel. Fear is your road, fear is the vehicle you travel, fear is the fuel for the vehicle, finally fear is the goal. Then where will you end! Yamaloka.

Fear is nothing but just adrenalin! Just chemical expression... It’s nothing more than chemical expression. I can give you five major fears: One, fear of losing your wealth, name and fame, social status. Please understand! Fear of losing name and fame, health and social status… That is the fear all of you will be having first. That is why so many keys, keys, I have seen some people, they will lock the whole house, keep the whole key in one cupboard and lock that cupboard and keep that key in another one cupboard and lock that cupboard and keep that key in the hip!

Fear of losing your wealth and social prestige. Second, fear of losing your near and dear ones, or their love. Third, fear of losing your health or parts of your body. Fourth, fear of unknown, like ghost. Nobody even knows the characteristics of ghost. Even though you think you know it because you live with your spouse. You know only one or two, not all!

Get your worksheet... All of you got it? Alright come on, now let’s start writing. I’ll read out, please read, recollect the earliest memories of your life, and write down the incidents and the conversations you had about the fear of losing your name, fear of losing your fame, losing your identity like when your mother shouted at you, said ‘You are a bad boy’. Find out the original engram. When it started.

You see, the earliest memory you remember is the time it started. From that time, what, how you built! Pen down all of the memories, samskaras you have, related to these losing fear, name and fame. Then second, recollect the earliest memories of your life and write down the incidents and conversations you had about fear of losing your physical health, losing your mental health, or fear of accidents. What if I fall sick, what will happen? If I’m admitted to hospital what will happen? That! Third, recollect the earliest memories of your life and write down the incidents and conversations you had about fear of losing your loved ones or fear of losing the love of your loved ones. When your friend said, ‘I will never talk to you again if you don’t do this!’ Fourth, recollect the earliest memories of your life and write down the incidents and conversations you had about fear of the unknown. Write it down in your notebooks in your bag! Please understand, you have the right answer in the notebook which is in your bag. Because tomorrow it’ll all be destroyed, end of the program, it’ll be destroyed, so write it down in that notebook; the answers. See, each question is hundred mark question, so you will write at least three page answer. Mark you take in these sessions are mark for life. Whether life pass or life fail!

Understanding how the engram is created in you and built in you; and standing as it is today. Pen down then go to the next question. First, you grasp, get the feel of it... Come on dig out!

It is time we go to the next process. Alright! We’ll go to the next step. We’ll start the session. Please understand, all fear finally when you dig deep, ends in death fear, am I right? Unless you work on the death you will not have a complete understanding about fears. Now dig your engrams about death! After that we’ll go to the next process.