Be Free From Bondage

We are going to work on your memory and muscle-memory, you knowingly! But I am going to work on your bio-memory without even your knowledge! Because sometime too much of knowledge information brings suffering. I am really, really, really very careful not to use these mystical powers in any way to hurt anybody. I tell you, first time in My life I stopped using My mystical powers is in 2001, after My realization of My Mission. In 2000 I had that realization. And, one day early morning, I saw in front of My eyes, one devotee who used to come to see Me; that time I was in Tamilnadu staying on the banks of Kaveri, Kaveri river; Kaveri is very sacred in South all of you know, like Ganga. So, I was staying on the banks of Kaveri. One family used to come to Me regularly for blessings and see and have Darshan and all that. I saw in the vision that they're going to have an accident that day, they're going to travel to the Kodaikanal and they are going to have accident… It was very strong pain for Me, and I just called them and told, ‘Don’t go to Kodaikanal, don’t drive today, please rest, go tomorrow morning! And somehow the fight between husband and wife started and they decided to go that day itself... Finally they got into the accident and had a fracture; husband had a fracture of one leg and one hand, and wife had a fracture of both the legs. You know the funny thing, next day, they blamed Me because of My word only the accident happened! They did not understand I warned them, so that was a very big shock for Me! First time I decided that I will not use these intuition powers to help people. I started withdrawing.

Actually, if I say the golden period of My life is between 12 and 23. I had all the powers and never felt responsible for using it. And, I play with powers. My school mates, My classmates, if you don’t do the mathematics homework, and they’ll come and tell Me, ‘Sammy, I did not do the maths homework, please take care, the school maths teacher doesn’t come to the school today’. I’ll say, ‘alright let him have diarrhoea over! He will not come. It’s like a play of power. Same way, My school mates, if they don’t have money for the snack or candy, just materialize and give! All powers, no responsibility. But only in the 2000 when I realized the mission, what for I am endowed with those powers, with those extraordinary experiences, then whole thing became cooled down. Like dammed Ganga, now only for irrigation, can’t be a forest river. Of course it’s like a learning a huge responsibility of power. When you have power, there is responsibility you need to have. Learning that it was a big learning point, a lesson, whatever it is.

See, intuition... intuition means nothing but knowing the information more than you need... Knowing more information, more fact brings suffering to you. So please understand this whole process, only certain part will be done with your knowledge, but the remaining part is going to be done without your knowledge, but with your permission. I need your permission. Your permission is what? It’s cooperating with the whole programme, nothing else. Simple, honest cooperation, your complete cooperation. Go through the program intensely, completely cooperating without missing any sessions, without missing any kriyas, your cooperation… You are already here physically, you have decided to be here physically four days. Decide mentally also, you will go through the whole thing intensely, that’s all!

Nowadays only after enough struggling you even, you are able to come here. See, in those days we used to sit in Himalayas so that unnecessary, unwanted curiosity people don’t come to us. Now I created Himalayas around Me. Enough of media rumours and scandals... See, I am sick and tired of these curiosity mongers; they waste My time, energy. I wanted only the people who are interested in transforming themself.

See it’s like a, I’m not doing a road-sideshow-circus; Come on, come on, come on here is the snake and the mongoose is going to fight. I’m not doing a roadside circus show, where even the curiosity monger can come and stand and watch; ‘Oh look nice, this guy is wearing a nice dress sitting on the golden throne’. I am not interested in that! I saw too many curiosity mongers around Me and they became such a big danger, they are not allowing the real, sincere seekers to be here. All sincere seekers don’t have place! Then I thought, let these fellows disappear, all of them disappeared. One small rumour, one small scandal, the whole group disappeared! Now I’m continuing My honest work, I’m telling you really. Nowadays every program, end of the programme, end of the programme the amount of satisfaction I feel. See My satisfaction is, how many people experience kundalini awakening, how many people received that initiation! That is all My satisfaction. I tell you, I also need job satisfaction understand? Because I don’t have any other interest, money or anything.

My personal life is too simple, these are all for public show; of course it is not gold also. Don’t think it is gold, it is beautifully decorated done and painted, gold painted, so it looks like gold. Anyhow, My personal life is very simple; and the whole show is not, the whole work, the inspiration source is not anything else. My job satisfaction; I will have job satisfaction only when I see at least 90 percent of the people experience the Kundalini Awakening and receive what I am sharing. I tell you, really, really, really this whole rumour and scandal is worth going through for the job satisfaction which I am having now.

No earlier, millions will sit but all monkeys! Straight moved from monkey to human body just now-yesterday and came here. To make them evolve is such a ‘waaa’ job. By the time I awaken their kundalini, My kundalini is settled! But now because of all these rumours and scandals the curiosity mongers don’t come! The curiosity people, ‘Ah what is there, come on let’s see this Swami ahhh!’ That group is not there, only the people who are really sincere. Because of that lot of My time wasting has stopped. Usually otherwise, to prepare people for NSP will take one day for Me. In the four days, one day will go to preparation, two day only is class, last day will go in the Energy Darshan! But now, nowadays I’m happy that before I come inside the session, I just give few minutes break, even today ten minutes break I gave, when all of you guys are gathered. That is the time I see, whether the whole group is restless or very receptive. That window, through that screen I’ll be seeing... That is for Me! I’ll just sit and see how the whole group is! Are they restless or are they settled! I’m really telling you, I’m really happy with you. Today morning, ten minutes I sat, sat and waited... I’m very happy, you guys are very clear, there is no restlessness - talking to each other. See these are all te unconscious symptoms. It’s like a catching your being. I saw more than ninety percent of the people, they did not even look at the next person.

But another one thing, ninety percent of the people are old devotees. Ninety percent are here just to spend four days with Me, not to do NSP. I’m telling you! They don’t bother about A or N, B, C, D, Z, any SP! You tell how many days, that’s all! They’ll be there, there is one group. Come on let Me see that group number. Already you have done NSP and second NSP? Raise your hand! See... Inner Awakening, NSP, any programme you already done, it’s a second programme you are, second time you are coming for four days program. Raise the hand! Half of the crowd. And there are some here who have done five NSP, six NSP, who knows NSP syllabus more than Me... If I miss one subject, one chapter, or one line they will be able to tell Me!(laughter)... What to do!

One side I’m very happy, that mature group, other side because it is same people, I have to continuously update Myself. I have to give a new introduction, I have to give a new way, I have to constantly update, otherwise these guys will start sleeping. So what to do? I will have to constantly keep Myself up! Yesterday, few of our ashramites went to the eTV in Andhra, they're going to be helping us in consultancy for all of our, all our channel, enlightening TV, they're freely doing as a donation, as a contribution. You know eTV group, they are very big religious people in Andhra; they are based at Hyderabad. They said that ‘we will support you completely Swamiji, your hosting and producing and everything without any cost.’ They're going to...Now we sent the material, all My different discourses; means what I really stand for! To study!

All of you may be aware, we have ten thousand hours of spiritual material, My discourses available in archives. After seeing that, they have given some three-four comments. ‘You don’t need any producer, creative thinker, story writer, script writer, anybody except Swamiji. Swamiji is enough because the constant updating which we see in His way of presenting the truths, or any ideas. You don’t need any other support or help from anywhere else... Actually, only when they described in ordinary terms, even I Myself understood; unless you put yourself in constant challenges, you will not keep yourself alive. See, My whole life is so filled with so many challenges. I am a guy who will not compromise, whether it is a, anything, I will not go for second quality. Whether it is a temple Deity or jewellry for Deities or rituals or classes or the number of hours meditation, or the spiritual routine for the ashramites, or the quality of the ashramites, anything! I always tell people that I am a simple man. I like best things of the world, that's all! I can’t go for second. See,because I don’t go for the second quality, I don’t accept the second quality. Constantly I am facing so many challenges. I create challenge for others, and I Myself get challenged by others. It is the intense life! I tell you, intense life keeps you constantly alive and updating yourself.

Things should not happen after death is hell. Bringing yourself to life constantly upgrading, challenging yourself. You are not able to constantly upgrade yourself, challenge yourself because of your patterns. Patterns which has gone into your system. The excellence does not happen in you because of your engrams. It is time now we work on layer after layer of your engram. Your muscle-memories and bio-memories are there layer after layer; as I said, in the initial level, one set of engrams, the next set of engrams. The deeper and deeper you go more, it becomes thicker and thicker... In the top level it is only like a dirt, if you just put the soap, it’ll go. Next level it’s like a little depth, means little, the soap is a little acid quality is needed, maybe bleach! The deeper level, you just need to peel the whole skin, and the deeper level not only peeling, burn the whole flesh!

Now we will work on layer by layer our engrams; engraved memories! We’ll work on the three ways. One: Understandings and truths about each layer, Second: proper kriya-process, alchemy process for the each layer. Third: third will be My contribution, means awakening your Kundalini Energy and cleaning, wiping off those engrams for which from your side you don’t need to do anything except cooperating. If you just cooperate, that’s enough.