“Let me introduce IA program.”

Session I

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Let me introduce IA program. Basically this whole program is a spiritual alchemy process. Please understand where the highest truths are literally becoming part of your very being. I am not just going to be talking to you. I am not just going to be working with your mind. Please understand I am going to be working with your body. Basically I don’t believe your mind. Your mind will change within ten minute.s but I am going to put these great truths into your very body, the biological memory, the bio memory you are carrying so that it becomes par tof you eternally. It is there as a part of you forever! It is a powerful alchemical process. I am never stuck for words. But whenever I have to introduce IA I am always stuck for words. Because this program itself is an intro. I cannot give intro to the program. Till the end of the program you will feel continuously you are being introduced to it. Because it is too big to present it. I will only present the aspects of IA. Basically I am going to work on your mind clear the mind patterns which creates disease in you, remove the patterns which create psychological suffering in you. Remove the patterns which keeps poverty consciousness in you, give you the strength of Ishwaratva. Ishwara means a leader. Giving you the strength and the programming of a leader. This whole thing is not going to happen just like an ordinary management, stress management programs, ldrship tranings, yoga retreats, meditation rretreats. It is not going to be any of that level. I cannot define IA as a yoga retreat because something more than yoga is happening, same way meditation, leadership something more is happening.

The only right word I will find to introduce IA is a spiritual alchemical process. It is literally like cooking. How you cook a food, same way cooking your being. Removing whatever is not required and adding whatever is required, finally making you a new being so that you can enjoy you. Pl und this is not a poetic introduction. I am giving you factual introduction.

The whole program is based on few spiritual truths. I will introduce those spiritual truths to all of you in this session. The basic truth your mind is made out of many engrams and patterns. Engram means a thought which gets engraved in your system and makes you do the same act again and again even if that act is bad for you and not fulfilling your life’s mission. I can give you the simple example of addicted to smoking. If that engram is deep rooted in you, morn 7 you have the habit of smoking, the moment it becomes 7, even if you know clearly smoking reduces your life increases the risk of diff diseases like cancer, even if you know it, you just cannot do anything. Because it is so deeply engraved in you. The pattern is so strong in you simply you take a cigarette and start smoking. Engram is an idea or a thought that gets engraved in your system, makes you do the same act again and again even if you know it is not going to fulfil your life’s purpose and is bad for you. Mind functions base don engrams and patterns. Engrams and patterns are the bondage of your mind.

The whole program is designed to free you from all the engrams. To liberate you from all the engrams. Through various sessions, meditations, yoga, kriya, awakening of your kundalini energy, kundalini means dormant cosmic energy in you. The inner potential energy in you is what I call kundalini energy. Awakening that kundalini energy through all this we achieve re-programming your bio memory. De-programming and re-programming your bio memory. Re-programming means releasing you, removing all the different engrams. There are thousands of rooted patterns and engrams in you. There are some like water, some like frozen ice in you. There are some the frozen ice if it is not melted for thousands of years, it becomes stone – spatika. In Himalayas there are thousands of ice which have become stones…

In you there are some patterns engrams like water. There are some patterns which is frozen like ice. There are some patterns deeper than that ice stone – spatika. Bascially through various process and methods we will be achiving deprogramming all those patterns from its root and re-programming you making your life of joy bliss and freedom. I am not just uttering words but commiting to every one of you. It is a powerful alchemy process. When many patterns are getting removed from the ice stone plane that level, along with those engrams many diseases also leave your system. You get healed. The physical healing happens, mental healing happens, psychological, emotional helaing happens. So many wonderful things happen. Above all, your consciousness gets upgraded literally from 1G to 7G. now you know how to live, radiate life. From your side all I need is look in, work intensely inside you.

You run so much outside that you forget that there is something inside you that needs to be activated, awakened. You forget the inner awakening can happen inside you. I

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My native is spiritual center of….

I am a 3 year old child. I was so innocent. I literally felt Ganesha is there. It is not a stone, it is Ganesha himself. My grandfather used to tell me lot of stories, religious stories, masters stories….he will take me to temple where they tell stories of Ramayanam, Bhagavatam, Bharatam..so I heard that statue, deity is God himself. He was literally like my Barbie doll. I will give dress him, wake him up, give him Gopal tooth powder, when I take bath, give him bath, dress him up. When I eat, offer food to him also. In those days you cant go to school before 6 years. Only now a days even insde the schooling they are trying to start.

Anyhow, I used to go to bed with him with a small mosquito net everything, literally living with him. One day I wwent to the temple and the temple preacher was telling a story. The first story impressed me – there was a great saint in Tanjore dist of TN in south Bharat. That saint’s father was a priest. Everyday he will do the rituals and offer food to dieity. One day he fell ill. So he told his son to do the rituals. The young son did all the rituals like sacred bath, cleaning the dress, dressing up the deity, flowers everything and finally offered the food. The boy literally thought the diety will come and eat the food. He did not know that his father brings the food back home. ½ hour over, the deity did not come. He was restless. He started shouting. What you cannot hear, come and eat, I have to go back my father is sick. One hour, 2 hours over, deity is not moving. The saint he thought he has done some mistake so he started crying did I do any mistake that is why youa re not coming and eating pl eat. He said first time I am offering you did not eat, how will I go back and tell my father I did not do my responsibility. So either you come or I will kill myself. He started hitting himself on the footsteps of the temple. The m oment he does this, Ganesha comes eats and sends him back. The saint is very happy that Ganesha ate. He came back to the house and asked where is the food? He said Ganesha ate. …

Ganesha gives Darshan and shows the food in the mouth. He says yes I ate the food given by your son because of deep devotion and trust. When I heard this story, I was shocked then why my Ganesha is not eating? I am giving food everyday it is not eating. Then what am I doing? Those days there were no 4 wheelers. Now it has become a big town…..

There were no buses those days. Only wheelers cycles. I still remember I hit 2 cycles that day when I ran to the house. I ….

My house is a joint family. Too many kids. 18 kids were growing in that house at that time. My mother was also pregnant, at the same time my mother’s mother was also pregnant. My elder brother and my grand mother’s last son both are of same age. Village life style no other entertainment, no Tv. Only my father had 3 all others will have at least 5, 6. 18 kids were growing in the house. The house had a common well. If any kid does not eat they will say I will throw you into the well….

I put this Ganesha in a small bucket. I did not want to directly throw him, I wanted to give him a chance. When the bucket was lowered, I will shout eat otherwise I will throw you in. then I suddenly realized that even if he wants to eat, there is no food inside the bucket. So I pulled it out and put food inside and let it in again……

Then suddenly I thought maybe he does not like my mother’s cooking. So I took him out, ran to temple to get the food cooked there…

Suddenly something has clicked in me! Because I was intensely feeling why did that Nambiandar Nambi when he gave Ganesha food and Ganesha did not eat, Saint tortured himself, sacrificed himself to make Ganesha himself. In my case I am torturing Ganesha not me…That moment the inner awakening happened in me. I turned in let me work on me. Maybe I am not eligible to offer food to him. Maybe something is wrong inside me. When Ganesha ate the saints food, he will eat mine also this is logic. But torturing Ganesha is perverted logic kudarka. Deciding that I should work on me is the right logic vitarka. I decide that moment till you eat I am not going to eat. I am going to sacrifice………

One day over did not even feel hungry. From the young age I had a strong will. If I decide, I decide that’s all. Even now no one can influence my opinions, no one can impress my decisions. At the most they can request. The only way to dilute me is request nothing else. Nothing else can make me bend. The only heat which can melt this steel is prayer or request. That’s all. Nothing else. Sometimes I wonder how with this strength I am living in this world where compromising is a life style. Modern day human civilization, compromising is a llife style. Esp running this organization sometimes I wonder. Anyhow, strong will I sat in front of Ganesha I will not eat till you eat. One day over, 2nd day I saw his late was there full of food. I emptied the old food and put the new food. I was waiting. 2 ½ dyas over. 3rd day by evening suddenly kind of a bhaava or trance happened in me .i fell into the trance. I saw very clearly Ganesha appearing taking the food & eating the food. When I opened my eyes and saw the food was not there!

I do not know if Ganesha ate or his vehicle rat ate, but I know if he eats I will be filled with the tremendous faith….i saw the deity’s mouth was having pieces of food. I was in ecstasy. The whole being was in ecstasy. As a three year old boy this experience gave me such a strong confidence, courae on the inner world. When I turned in, when I looked in I got even God comes down to fulfil our request. This 21 days keep this as a master key for you – work on you, look in. let the IA be the master key for every problem solution is only inside. For every achievement, inspiration is only inside. For every expression, experience is only inside. Look in! turn in. looking in, turning in you will see the solution for everything. Look in that is the only way for the inner awakening! You are so obsessed with looking out you never look in because you are never told, you never tried, you never believed. Look in that is the essence of life! The essence of the introduction what I want to tell you – look in for inner awakening! I will continue to introduce the program in the next session also. I will give you a break.

We will enter into the program in the next session. Let us gather for next session.

Session – II

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Intro to LBP

Mind map explained

First few basic truths. I will explain how your mind functions. If an information goes through the eye like you are seeing me now. The whole information goes to a file through the path called Chakshu. In computer it is like DSP Digital signal processor. Al the info collected goes to the memory where this is not, this is not happens….

But there are so many hidden patterns in you the decision making ….if you like certain dress, anybody who is wearing that color is a hero for you. That is also dangerous. I have seen people falling in love with black jeans. …no it is wrong pattern. Poison can be inside the fair skin. There are many patterns even if you know the pattern is wrong, inside you there are so many engrams, patterns which guides, influences your decision making unconsciously. First two days we will work on digging out those engrams. Engrams the knots, patterns which influences your decision making. ..

Elephant story…..

Water – ice – spatika example with cigarette.

Addiction – muscle memory – bio memory. ..

Most imp thing to reprogram your bio memory is to move away from the limiting knots and expand in your life consciously.

You will be given five kriyas, this pancha kriyas – from mouth to stomach – neem juice, from stomach to rectum – anema, eye cup to clean your eyes, neti dhoti tubes to cleanse your nose and mouth, Neti pot to clean your nose.

Saturday, 14th april, 2012 - Session – III

Anahata Chakra

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The thought pattern based on fantasies – imaginations, thought patterns based on fears – worrying just reasonless – why are you worrying? How can I keep quiet. Thought pattern based on attention need asking attention from others. Thought pattern based on jealousy. Thought pattern based on ego, identity. Thought pattern based on deep reasonless unfulfilment. These are the 7 thot patterns with which we struggle in our life. This seven thought patterns when they are broken, the 7 chakras are broken.

Your emotions are not you. You express any emotion, only if you can afford it. Your emotion is not you. Your emotions are expressed based on your affordability. When you can afford you associate yourself with that emotion. When you cannot afford, simply you will keep quiet. The thought pattern of your heart centre. In the beginning when you start associating yourself with that emotion you think can I associate with this now. Unfortunately, if you can afford an emotion for 100 times, after the 100 times, even if you cannot afford, you cannot keep quiet. That is the problem. After 100 times it becomes a thought pattern, trend. And even when you cannot afford you show the same face and get beaten up. Your emotions are result of years of conditioning….

Attention need is one of the fundamental child hood conditionings. Parents use fear and greed as a tool to control you…..

Just to break this one thing It took one year in my Ashram – they have to get out of the words uttered by others. The original sin is not Adam eating the apple. No. the original sin is parents conditioning the kids. In Aghori Sampradaya they had a technique 7 days you have to cry – just cry, cry, cry. Next 7 days you will have to laugh, laugh, laugh. The last 7 days you have to be completely in silence.

Weight builds muscle. Here you are listening to so many great truths. If the muscle builds now, all these great truths become part of that muscle. So when you complete this program and go, you don’t need to remember the truths, the truths will remember you. You don’t need to think when you are in a problem, it will just come up. I can give you 100% guarantee, you will not have depression and I can guarantee you will not have cancer in your life even if it is hereditary.

All of you have 12 layers of DNA. By birth one, by physical maturity one more. Even Einsteen had only 2 awakened. I challenged the scientific community that 6 more layers awaken. Pl und they come with 2, but when they go back 8. I gave promise at least 4 I will do, but all the 100% participants, had 8 layers of DNA awakened. It means directly your health, your IQ, your emotional quotient, your spiritual quotient, your stability, intelligence to take decisions, everything multiplies by multiple folds. It exresses in your daily life in every possible level – becoming leader, blissful, healthy, in so many levels highly inspired. Same way this mitochondria cell energy. Usually all normal human beings have …if it goes to lower than 60 units the person is prone to cancer. If it goes to 140 you will be cured. All chemotherapy, everything raises yoru mitochondria cell energy only 30 to 40% nothing more than that. Unfortunately within two years yoru energy does not stay more than 140 unit. Mitochondria cell energy is battery of your cell. For example, for this cell phone the sourc eofenergy is the battery. Same way for your cell the source of the cell is mito cell energy. If tat energy stays above 140 cancer will not recur. But it does not stay. That is why the recurrence of the cancer. All participants who have done IA the lowest mitochondria cell energy is 1000 unit and it does not come down less than 900 it never comes down. Even after you eat non-veg and go back to your junk life, even then it does not come down. We have done enough research double blind study which is the most scientific and fool proof method under controlled conditions. I tell you simply the possibility of cancer is ruled out for you. And not only that…..even if you have some diseases hereditary, those DNA layers are getting completely disconnected, especially the cancer related hereditary DNA completely gets disconnected. Pl und whatever now I am saying happens to 100% participants. ..

You feel any good thing about you is built on something created projected….

Talks about the foolish education system:

How many thousands of kids go through mental stress you know about this nusicance of stress of education.

See Bharat is a civilization land where people work. But the moment the foolish fellow gets a degree all that work is taken away. He expects a rolling chair to do what, to flirt with the girl next to him. British fellows wants more clerks sot hey created an education in Bharat to produce clerks. Still we go on promoting this! If you want to see the dirtiest dumbest dullest species on planet earth see the Bharatn Government employee. …….first you teach the kids here how to be dull by our education system. Otherwise why will you tell a child to memorize a 200 page book. What is use of Panipat war now? Which idiot fought with which idiot who cares? Napolean Great what did he do? That idiot killed few hundred people. …imagine all the fellows who were killed by ….

Let us start the Kriya now. This is Kriya for breaking attention need. Do it intensely.

First step. Please sit in Pavanamuktasana. Hold your legs close to your chest. (21 minutes)

Stop. Let your eyes be closed. Just sit. You can sit in a relaxed way. Let the Kundalini energy in you all be intensely awakened, filled the heart centre, break all the patterns related to attention need. Let you be healed!

Sat, April 14, 12 - Session - IV

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Manipuraka Chakra

We will work on the next thought pattern. Navel center is blocked by this worrying pattern. What is exactly worrying? Worrying is nothing but continuous flow of thoughts happening inside you regardless of whatever you are doing or not doing. Whether you are working physically or not, continuously it goes on inside. It is like a radio which cannot be switched off! Just imagine if your wife can get some method where something gets fixed in your ear and she goes on talking, what will you do?

Mind is the worst cunning strategy by the devil. Whatever it wants you to do, it does not tell you directly. It tells your mind.

You have two types of conversations…you inner conversation has almost become like a dust bin. Now we will work on trying to find the pattern of conversation, the worrying conversation that goes on inside you. We will try to find the source inside you.

Kriya for Manipuraka

Kriya for worry

1. Pull your abdomen in and up. Not shoulders. Don’t lift shoulders.

Only working on navel, lower abdomen. Hold shoulders so you kno you are not lifting it. Do this for 3 mins. Just pulling lower abdomen in and up. Automatically you will exhale. Breathing can be normal.

2. Now main step you are going to enter. Before this was just warm up.

Inhale through left. While inhaling chant the humming. During inhaling creating the humming sound is most difficult. While holding hum. It will be like you are swallowing the humming. While exhaling do the humming after you do as long as you can. Use both fingures both hands to control the nostrils. Inhaling humming, holding humming and exhaling humming. While holding sound won’t come out. It will be like swallowing the humming. Brahmari Pranayama. With this one process i can clean up the worrying process out of you. While inhaling and exhaling sound should come loudly. Only while holding no sound. Please create intense humming sound. Unless intense humming happens the biomemory cannot be cleaned only then the process can happen.

3. Relax. Just sit with your eyes closed. Let the Kundalini energy be awakened. Let your biomemory be cleansed. Let your worrying pattern be destroyed.

Day – 2 – Sunday - April 15th, 2012

Energy Darshan is like upgrading you. You also have to cooperate with it. One by doing heavy Yoga means till you have long breath. Means the breath should touch the knees. If you breathe once to the knee level, means your breathing should happen

The whole cosmetic industry is industry flourishing by putting guilt in you that you are not beautiful. Who can define what is beauty? There is no such thing as beauty. Is there any scale? No.

I was born and brought up in lower middle class family. When my father passed away he was earning 12 dollar per month. It is not that the family was born poor. Just that last two generations none of them worked. They were just producing. They just sold all the properties and ate. But I never even remember once in my life seeing other students and other kids that I did not have any of this!

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{Biology concept}

Story -

There was a swami in Ramakrishna mission. He became head of that ashram. Suddenly one day he started publishing all his writings as book. And in Ramakrishna mission there is a rule that only Vivekananda and Ramakrishna’s and Sharada Devi’s books. He published. I asked why did you do this? He said even if I don’t read my book, then who will read? ☺ one good thing I learnt from him if you don’t respect yourself then who will respect. Somehow you will lose the dignity and self-respect when you compare yourself with somebody.

Now this is the Kriya where you will be established in your 3rd layer energy where you will express your uniqueness.

Sit in Padmasana. Padmasana is locking the leg or sit just cross legged. First step Sheetali pranayama. Sheetali means…

IA – Day – 3 – Arpil 16, 2012

Session – I

Working on Fear and Fear of Death

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We will work on fear and greed today. We will clear the different patterns and engrams which are there in your seven layers. You consist of all these seven. One – yor physical body – body which is made out of blood, flesh, etc. 2nd the breathing flow – inhaling, holding, exhaling, spreading and cleaning. These 5 activities are happening in your breath flow all these put together is your pranic body. 3rd mental body – your inner chattering. 4th etheric body – your emotions. 5th – causal body. The peace you experience during your deep sleep. 6th is the joy you experience very rarely in your life. Sometime you will feel so fresh and alive. That joy that experience is what is called cosmic body. Nirvanic body is enlightenment which you never experience from birth to death. You only experience when you get enlightened. In this seven, five layers have so many samskaras, patterns. All the five layers base is the different mixture of fear and gree.d when fear and greed mixes only it creates guilt, pain so many complicated patterns. Actually last two days we worked on simple patterns. Now we will work on the complications this simple patterns create. First we will work on the physical body, the body you create. The biggest pattern you keep in the physical body is fear & fear of death. A small fire or one scorpion or one small snake. Just see. Even those small things are poison bottle. Or if you are standing from 10th floor of office and watching thru the parapet wall. Parapet wall is strong enuf. It is not that you are going to jump. All these situations you can see very clearly how your body responds to that fear. I am not saying you should die or anything. But this fear restricts many of you decisions in the life. You can see just this one fear takes away many joys and beautiful moments of your life. Many sufferings of your life.

When I experienced my own death, psychologically, means when I faced my own death psychologically biggest freedom or the joy I experienced is unimaginable. To tell you honestly only after I experienced my death psychologically I started living. Idea o fpain disappeared from my system, idea of suffereing disappeared from my system. The real unclutching I experienced only after I went through my own death. I have three death experiences to share with you all so that you will understand why we should work on death. Before that three minute sit straight.

{Biography related} – 10:25 am

First time when I faced death, my cousin brother elder brother died. …

That thought me death, a click.

The again my own death in Varanasi I saw my dead body being burnt in manikarnika death…..

Hospital next bed person…..

Then I started sharing that technology to everybody. This four days you will go through that process only. Layer by layer I will guide you. 10:35 am

First layer is fear. Your own consciousness binding yourself with the possibilities created by yourself. Please understand if you get onto the, you have the possibility of safely reaching or possibility of accident. You creating both the posisbilities but you are continuously suffering with one possibility. You bending, but which is again because of you. You have different layers of fears. Fear of losing your wealth, social name & fame, your identity. That is why so many keys. You lock all the doors. You put the key in another one door and lock that.

Fear of losing wealth and social identity. 2nd fear of losing your near and dear ones…….fear of losing your near ones is deeper than fear of losing your own life. Fear can be conquered only by facing it never by avoiding it.

Fear is most contagious and is a seeing transmitted disease. Even if you see others having you will have it.

Day – 3- April 16, 2012

Session – III

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Death meditaton

All fears phobias result in shrinking in you. You can conquer it only by going through it.

This is a powerful process where your logic is forcibly merged into the cosmic energy. It is almost like rebooting a computer.

When the QEG is fixed, you are vibrant but you are not dead. Inside you are completely sleeping.

Swethaswara Upanishad says husband loves the wife and wife loves the husband only because of what they are adding something to you. Husband is supposed to add security and wife pleasure. So you don’t miss the person but the component they add to your life that you miss now.

Tuesday, 17th April 2012

Day 4

Desire

Contradicting means 2 different desires which you cannot fulfil. Conflicting means the same desire which creates opposite energy in you – where the opposite energy gets installed. Just you prove it is not there. This one example is the best example the smoking. When you say even if you want to get rid of smoking, the more number of times you think of quitting smoking, the more it remains. Then what should you say? I should be free. Even the word you create inside you should not be creating conflict. Because the word you repeat inside is your life. Any word you repeat inside again and again you make that into reality.

Third is complicating – what is complicating. Just confused. Neither bothered about aligning your desires. Not even suffering with contradiction or conflict. Just stuck. Before you take one step, your mind is pulling you 20 steps back and from there it is not even taking you back. Neither growing, nor going down just stuck. Sometime you will feel should I marry. No. should I become sanyaasi, no. should I just stop womanizing. No then what you want to do? I don’t know. Complicating. Why don’t you do something good or bad. No. then why are you alive. Don’t know! Most of you are stuck in many levels in this complication. No fruter breakthrough. Not having further opening or breakthrough is crime. Either good or bad try something. Be alive, take the risk. Only then you will even grow. At least 2, 3 conflicting or contradicting desires if you work with that failure will take you through. But if you are stuck, that is crime. This is complication.

About Gurukul – 12:05 pm to 12:45 pm

EDIT: Exercise for moving away from suffering The word Life is suffering should be removed from your inner space

1) What are the best moments of my life

2) What are the moments I wanted it to be repeated again and again in my life (see the moments are passive and they repeat on their own again and again. Actions can be repeated. Not the emotions. Emotions have to repeat by themselves

3) What are the moments for which I am still waiting alive expecting that it may repeat, come back in my life.

Your brain is a mechanism. You consciousness only makes these decisions. All I am trying to do in the first ten days half of the program I am cleaning only the mecahnincal problems. Only last eleven days I am working on the consciousness where you open up yourself to the mysteries of past lives, experience of levitation. The mystical problems are all consciousness related. The rest of the problems are just brain related. They can just be cleaned by proper kriya and techniques.

Any of these conflicting, contradicting, complicating, confusing desires can be just removed from your brain.

Forcing your body to bend and not allowing your laziness to deviate from it is spiritual freedom! In the ashram we have 5 hours of spiritual freedom in the morning.

Your complete relationship with your parents decides your stability and security with the world.

Relax. Just sit wherever you are. Now visualize fantasize all your desires into reality. Whatever you want as reality, now create all that and live. Let your mind goe wherever it wants. Enjoy the heaven you create for yourself.

Day – 4- April 17th, 2012

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Guilt

Let us work on the next on the next pattern.

At the age of 6 or 7 you are playing with a toy, your mother comes and calls you for eating. But you feel playing is so important you say no I will not come. But your mother forcibly snatches the toy. You shout at your mother you die but give me my toy. Now after your grew up you know your mother is more important than the toy and if you feel guilty for behaving that way with your mother it is being in guilt. Logically it will never end. It will never conclude. Guilt is one of the root cause of human suffering. When ever your body is in a low mood, guilt is formed.

Sit in Vajrasana. Start the intense chanting of “hoo” kara – hoo sound. The sound should come out through your mouth and along with sound, exhale. Visualize all your guilt memories are leaving you along with the sound. Along with exhaling. Three things – sound – hoo kara through the mouth. 2nd exhale as much as you can. When you cannot exhale anymore, body will automatically exhale. 3rd visualize all the guilt engrams are leaving you. If you are a heart patient or BP patient or special attention needed person. Please do it as slowly as possible.

Stop. Sit wherever you are. Let the Kundalini energy in you all be awakened. Let the source of guilt in you all be destroyed and let you be free.

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Pain and you have a love hate relationship. You love to hate it. You love to enjoy it. Pl und you never ever create what you enjoy. You project what you want in your inner space in your outer space. This is a basic truth like law of gravity. Even if something else is projected, you destroy it. Only when you like it, you give a silent permission for it. It could never become part of m life. It could not impact my live. The way I think, the way I function, the way I live. It could never hit that.

Karna is one of the great king. There is a story that none of Arjuna’s arrows could touch him because he has shield of Dharma.

Nothing can give you pain unless you give silent permission. Today whole day is only one session this pain session. How you give silent permission to your physical, mental and emotional pain. How you start, enjoy it and how you show to outside world just to get sympathy. You may be constantly grudging. But who is suffering? You!

You enjoy reason why things don’t work. But you are not interested in transforming. See in all transformations there is risk of losing something for you. That is where all problem starts. Today I will make you understand the pain from the deepest possible layers, patterns, how, what fo. Why pain? How you create those patterns, what for you continue to enjoy those patterns.

Sitting on the ground is considered as lower to your personality. Somehow we associate sitting

Last session – Causal layer

See the whole night you guys are going to experience the Kundalini awakening. What you go through the Energy Darshan in the 2, 3 minutes that will settle down in the unconsciousness. In the sleep the dream and sleep you experience, in that space this kundalini energy will be infused. In that 4 layer of Kundalini awakening, just in this one night one layer will be awakened. Remaining whole program the rest.

It is almost like boiling the potato. Literally your body will boil so that all impurities will leave your system. If you are having any sleep disorder, unable to sleep, over sleepiness, tiredness, fatigue, you will be out of it and by tomorrow morning you can drop the medicine. As a law I never interfere in medication. But when I am saying I mean it. It is such a powerful process. Somehow you should sit all night.

April 19, 12

DAY – 6

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Unclutching initiation.

Sit straight. 3 minutes. Just sit. NO meditation, no mantra. Just sit in Upanishad. I will give you

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It is time we enter into initation. Initiation means adding unclutching to your inner space. Let me describe unclutching. You already heard in the unclutching webinar. Now I give you the exact technique initiation. When a thought raises in you, just decide to unclutch from it. then what will happen for two secs you will not have any thought. Then another thought will come unclutch from that also. Continue this. Then unclutch from the word too. First you need to unclutch from the word unclutching. Then even the word is not needed. Just the mood unclutch is enough. You will see the silence in which you are settling is so vibrant, alive. Just the mood. Even from the idea of unclutching you will unclutch. Now we will begin the first initiation. The first step in the initiation.

First step in the initiation. Please sit straight. Close your eyes. Let your head neck, back be in straight line. Let you all be unclutched. Let the unclutching happen in all of you.

Now do this simple kriya. Inhale with both the nostrils. Then put your chin on your chest and hold as long as you can. Then slowly exhale as slowly as possible. Do this for seven minutes continuously. Please start. Sit straight, continuously do this. 10:06 am

Inhale as much as you can. Don’t use fingers. Inhale as much as you can. Then put your chin on the your chest and hold as long as you can. When you cannot hold anymore. Relax and slowly exhale.

Now relax. Again sit and unclutch. You will now see how deep youa re able to unclutch. Tie the ribbon and unclutch. Unclutch from everything.

At the age of 10 I met a Sadhu in Arunachaleshwara Temple. That is the place I used to hang around whole day. Literally just before closing the temple only I will get out of the temple. In Tiru temple the security guard and the cleaning labor are one and the same. Those days there was not much crowd. I am talking about 25 yrs before. Those days the temple was not that poular. I know whole day only 25 people will come inside and the total collection for the priest will be 2 rupees! Now per day 10,000 people visit preists and temple has become rich. Understand some of the basic things. See my life is intertwined so much with the Vedic culture.

This is the world’s largest Shiva temple it is a huge temple complex. I will always be hanging around in this temple only. One day I met a Sadhu. He came out of a small cave in the temple. In the temple there are so many caves and underground subways to go to the hill. That small entrance kind of a thing this was the cave from which he came out. Well built with kaavi sacred ash and Rudraksha. Still I can remmebr golden skin shinging no fair. Literally the skin was shining. Gold color skin 10:50 am

The moment I saw him I know he is a great sadhu must be a jeevan mukta. I went and touched his feel. He introduced himself I introduced myself. Those days I had a rich intro than what I have now. My grand father was a big philanthropist. The whole village knows his name. so my identity was being his grand son. He is head of the rice merchant’s association. Tiruvannamalai is a very big rice market. Around two state rice supply used to be done just by that one district. Even now that dist is considered as center of the rice market. He only will fix the rice price. Very rich and very humble person. Till death he did not own a car. Last day of death he did his usual puja, went to office, came back for lunch and passed away. He never missed this morning Nithya puja from him only. Many values I learnt from him.

So I introduced myself that I was his grandoson. He was speaking very compassionately. Somehow the love at first sight happened to me at that time. I was completely in love withhim. Literally! So I sat and I was talking, talking, talking to him. Near this mandapam there are small steps. It became late night so the watch man asked me to get out. So he went back to his cave and I went ouside. Again next day I called Swami and he came out. I still remember clearly morning 5:30 I came to temple till late night 10:30 pm I was sitting with him – chatting, talking. Slowly the association started growing very strong. I started bringing food for him from the house and he will eat. Maybe after a week or so the words he was uttering was mesmerizing the truths whatever I heard from him I can never exhaust speaking. Whatever I am speaking is taken from him and more. I started taking notes not while he was talking. Once he finishes, late night I will sit down and remember whatever I can and I pend down. One day I took that book. He saw spelling mistake and he corrected the whole thing in his hand writing! His writing was so beautiful. I was so happy. Then after that regularly I started making many spelling mistakes so that he can correct. I become very attached to him. This started around April-May the school vacation time. That is the time it started my connecion with him. Whole day I will be sitting with him. There is a beautiful Banyan tree in Tiru. We will walk and go and sit there. He will talk, chat. The relationship has started growing more and more strong. It was not just ordinary Guru disciple relationship. It was tremendous love. I remember even now I will not even sit one feet away from him. Literally I will hold hs feet. And I had a strong faitht hat if I touch his feet his energy will be transmitted to me. He used to sit under the tree, I used to sit and we used to chat. Diff kinds of teachings, initiations. I still remember he used to teach me astrology. He used to draw the lines in the floor and teach me astrology the grahas sun, moon all these things. If I have confusion how can moon cross the sun without crossing Saturn. If I have any doubt. He will just touch me. Then I will see Grahas there planets moving. Not only I will be shocked, all my doubts will disappear. See for ten year old boy this is too much. I used to be awestruck by him. But the strong romance was never lost. I never lost that friendliness. It was a strong romance. My first and last love. By romance I don’t mean just like divine love I know his presence is there in me – not like that. Physical down to earth love. If I am not around him the physical anxiety will come up. See night when I go to lie down, at least 20 times in the night I will wake up to check if it is 4 am. Sometimes, I will correct the alarm, jump out of the bed go wt outside the temple gate and wait for him. It was physical love. If gender was opposite I would have really proposed him. Of coruse small boy so marriage thought was not there. I would have lived with him forever. Of course I had no doubt that simply I will be with him for the rest of my life.

One day I asked why don’t you take me to the place you live. He went into the cave. I also went to the cave. We walked few metres and the cave opened into the hill.t here I saw a huge Banyan tree at least 20 times bigger than the Bidadi banyan tree. I saw some very shinging brilliant sadhus sitting there. He was may be 30 years. He straight walked to the seat an d sat. the way the others bowed down, I know he is the head of the place. He is the Guru. I sat there some conversations were going on they did not even care for me these sadhus .they did not give me any decent place and I have to sit in the corner. Suddenly one fellow told about me why this fellow is sitting here he is not even a sanyaasi. That’s it my kundalini awakened! I had a strong faith that I am a sanyaasi.

See in the village how they teach ….swimming..i wil not learn. So the strong idea I am not a sadhu was there inside me.

So I said what do you mean, I am a sadhu. Then Arunagiri Yogishwara said relax. I said you give me one. Then I remember. Arunagiri Yogishwara put the kaavi around my hip. I was in ecstasy.

Please understand still I am not able to find out the type of fabric this is. It belongs to no known fabric which human beings use. Still I am not able to find out. We sent to all labs the bit of this cloth to find out what material it is. It I s not cottong….

Anyhow, we both came out of the same cave. I was so excited. I ran to my spirutal guide and inspiration Kuppamal. I ran to her with all excitement. This sadhu has gone back to his place and I ran to her and showed this Kaavi and told her grandmother I received his cloth from a sadhu. She said no, it means you have been given sanyas….

She thought I have stolen the cloth. She twisted my ears and said tell the truth, did you steal and really someone gave you. She told I will tell your grandfather. If you tell directly we can return this cloth to the shop or I will tell your grandfather. ..she was holding my ears and dragging. I am also running behind her. She is a very strong yogini. I literally dragged my feet. Finally we came to the place where we see him. I said here only I saw him. I called him. First time he did not come out. Whenever I called he came. But first time he did not come out. I was shocked. She said from where he came out. I showed the cave. She slapped me and took me inside and pushed her hand against it. that is the time I realized it was a stone wall and not a cave! She said tell me where did you steal this. It was too much for me. I started crying. If the kids are doubted this is how they prove. I just put my hand on her hand and said I promise on you, on Arunagiri Yogishwara, I got it from that sadhu. Now when I look at it, I realize that was my first ED. She asked who is that sadhu what is his name? Arunagiri Yogishwara. She then fell flat on my feet. She told me he is Shiva himself sitting under that four pillared samadhi and sitting there. And we are all meditating for him for years and he spoke to you and lived with you. Anyhow she went away. I sat there itself. One side my extreme joy Shiva himself came and intiated me. Other side strong pain he is not coming out now. And he also warned that I should not tell anybody aout me talking to me. So it is like as if I lost love of somebody with whom I am really in ove

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I did not obey his word….

Tears rolling, crying. Vyasa describes in Bhagavatha how beloved of Krishna she gets enlightened. She was married to somebody but she was in love with Krishna. They were having affair. One night Krishna was playing his flute in the forest. She heard the flute and she wants to run to see Krishna secretly. When she was about to run in the main entrance of the house sister in law was sitting and mother in law was combing the hair and combing the hair, the moment she sees SIL and mIL she cannot do anything. She is standing holding the main entrance door. One side the Krishna’s flute awakens all her joy waves. The other side now she is stuck these two monkeys aer sitting. They will ask late night where are you going. So now she cannot go. That p ain like a wave. Because of her joy memories with Krishna all her merits good karmas got burnt. Because she cannot go now in the pain her negative karmas got burnt. And just in 10 minutes all karmas got burnt. No more karma to live, she left the body and got enlightened!

Exactly what happened to me. One side huge joy that Shiva himself was living with him. Another side the pain that he is not coming now. I cried, cried, cried and fainted.

I ran and stretched my hand. His hand then touched my hand. The moment he touched my hand the click, unclutching has happened. I just know that there are no two persons. He and me are one and the same. I never have seen him again in the physical boyd and never missed him again. Never ever I had the idea that he is some other person.

Whatever experience has happened in me as Arunagiri Yogishwara. Let all of them happen in all of us. let Aruna

Bless you all and initiate all of you formally into unclutching nirvialpa samadhi. Through this will initation you all itno NVS till I achieve you I will gude you to liberation whether you leave the fboyor if I leave the bdoy the energy which is running in this body will guide you and liberate you.

Unclutching initiation.

One a small poison cup which Sri RK got from Sri Rama himself. After he settled down the cup also was there. That is one object. The 2nd is this cloth which was given in darshan. But even after I stelled down the object is there in my hand. Now almost 25 years still the cloth is there. This time I have decided as a blessing and symbol I will give you all kaavi today. You can use this kaavi till you complete IA. Usually we give Yaatra Kaavi means when you go to some pilgrimage centers you wear that. Kshetra kaavi means when you go to pilgrimage places you wear that. Even people who go tot Tirupati they wear yellow. Yatra kaavi means when you do parivraajaka you wear that. The Kshetra kaavi means when you go to pilgrimage you wear it. So I will give you this kshetra kaavi. Wear till the end of IA. After that take it home with you. This 21 days you can wear. This will just be a powerful reminder to focus yourself on the purpose of enlightenment.

I give you all the same blessings which I received form Arunagiri Yog

ishwara.

Day – 7

April 20th 12

eNreltionships

Few basic truths of relationships. They aren’t something outside you it is the very extension of you. How you feel about that is what you project on others.If you have guilt some part is fighting with you, you will express only that unconsciously and make enemies of you. If you are constantly making enemies that means something is wrong and if you are making friends then majority of the part is healed Your experience of you and you is projected as different relationships. There are 2 things: The real father, your perception of him. Real mother and real idea of mother. Real father, mother is the world and your idea of mother,father is my world which exists. Story: Once Shiva had Mango, Ganesha and Subramanya started fighting..... In this my world is he goes ad Shiva and Parvathy are his my world. In regular life that’s not the case. The happening and the perception you carry about the happening. What your dad and mom does to you or the perception you carry of what they do to you. The happening and the perception you carry about the happening. Look into that deeply. Actual happening which is given by facts. My world is given by your cognition. Can you imagine after so many interpretations.Why you think all your relationships are so much mess So much interference so much mess. Your cognition is nothing but the way u respond infer. How the inference happens through the the 5 systems. \=

Saturday, 21st April, 12

Day - 8

Broken relationship is like a broken hand. The broken hand is dangerous. If you do not have a complete perfect relationship with your father and mother then your whole life is miserable.

In Landmark they give you only the intellectual idea and emotional experience. Here apart from that, I myself do the Energy Darshan and cleanse you to the depth. That is the reason this will be permanent. One of the main reason for my strong heavy presence is I have such a healed complete relationship with my parents. I tell you when you have completed reltionships, the world and my world is in tune. There is no conflict. When the world and my world is in tune, you have a heavy presence. Many times people tell me when I am outside I try to hate you, I decide not to listen to you. The moment I come to your presence, I don’t know what happens to me my whole body listens to me. Means if you are a healed personality and you are integrated then any being comes near you feels the presence and fulfilment of my integrity. Completion means healing it once for all to that level where there is no wound left behind.

When you are affected by the world you will be violent towards it.

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21st April, 2012 - 10:30 am

Swamij’s completion with his mother.

Unless you settle with your mother, you cannot settle in restful awareness.

Till the age of 3 – totoal mother+ father

Age 10 – 10% you, 70% they

Maturity – 30% they, 70% you

Adulthood – 40% they, 60% you.

I tell you when I completed with mother with that hug, I felt my bio memory got completely healed. Till that time it was like a thorn in my body and I felt that got removed.

Without tracking the source, you cut the branch. When you cut the branch, it will grow more. Biology also says pruning only makes the tree grow more.

Kriya

Please come to Vrischikasana. I am going to engage your body and mind in Kriya, in actions and program your whole being to be beautifully relating breaking all the patterns that does not allow you to open up to others and to relationships.

Please tie your eye band. Hold your legs with your hands. Start the intense humming as deeply as possible and as loudly as possible. Do it continuously, intensely. If you are having high BP or any other serious illness, don’t do this intensely. Do it lightly.

Relax. Now in the same posture, holding your legs by your hands in the same asana chant the hoo kaara mantra intensely and loudly. Relax.

Sunday, 22 April 2012

Day - 9

eNwealth

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Just like rel wealth is an ext of you. You are constantly earning something – if you are consc you will earn wealth, otherwise you will earn poverty. What you believe inside you directly affects whether you are wealthy or poor. The ideas you have about wealth. The research proves that jews are more wealthy …..

Day – 10

April 23, 12

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A womanizer will never be able to accumulate wealth.

Always when you get wealth from parents, you will not be given the training to handle wealth and living life. Because wealthy parents are so busy, they just give the kids whatever they want. If you inherit wealth, you will die in poverty. If you are self made only then you are going to live and die in richness.

Tuesday, 24th April, 2012

Day – 11

eNhealth7 inches.

Each God is a independent intelligenct ot lead you to enlightenen.t each god is the bridge. Shiva is the bridge for you to ahcife the Shivatrva, Krishna is to achieve Krishnatva. But Shiva, Krishna all consciousness is the ultimate consciousness. So eac h God is the bridge. So that itself is the ultimate. Every Darshan my very body dimension changes. During the Akashic readings 6 to 7 pm body dimension was different. Then 7 to 10 Darshan time body time body dimension was diff. then 10 to 12 the peace webinar the body dimension is diff. it is not jut thedress. I have even measured and seen each time it is 2 inch diff in hand, and in the hip it is 6 to 7 inches.

Yoga directly results in transformation. My personal life is very simple you don’t know. I don’t need more than hundred rupee for me to survive. Not hundred rupee per month. I am saying hundred rupee per month. I don’t have any other expense. I don’t drink, don’t smoke. I don’t have any other personal expense. I eat only two meal. The only reason I am working day and night is my job satisfaction. When I see people getting healed, when I see joy and satisfaction in people’s eyes, that is all that makes me run and makes me drive others also. We will start the session. Before beginning three minutes sit straight.

I make you sit like this for few minutes to get the photograph of your mind. See when you sit without doing any practice I can capture exactly the frequency you are in. then plan to raise you to the next level.

Every body part is constantly reborn. When it is re-created, it is created with your new beliefs. That is why in IA I stress so much on Yoga. When you work out the new beliefs, the teachings I give you in class become a part of you when your new cells are created.

Wednesday, April 25, 12

Day - 12

eNleadership

there are two ways that need to be given to alter you. First is you need to be given a spiritual solution. In the solution,

Boons have to be given where it is required. Not in many things. Many things you need to learn in life. It is a very complicated role I am playing. I have to be in my compassion of giving and completely clearing and solving your difficulties, pains and sufferings. At the same time I have to teach you not gather more suffering.

There are too many small things for me petty things which is too big for you. I will not even be able to correct. I think alright this is how human beings are. But in your regular life it is a big thing for you. For ex, these fellows have so much laziness and they live in poverty. I will bless and you will get wealth. But you will still not be out of that laziness. So for that teachers are required. Some places if I am not there physically what needs to happen, happens.

eNleadership

Stress will be there only when you have the status and not the state. The inner most self vibrating in responsibility no matter where you are. Actually today whole day all the sessions are nothing but defining leadership consciousness. Mother energy never judges you. When I am in the Devi bhaava I cnnot judge you. I cannot even say you are not qualified for what you are asking. No. When he is qualified he will get what he is qualified if not, that has to be given as a boon. It is very difficult to be mother and father together. That is the whole problem. I have to do both the job here. I have to give them the love & compassion of mother and discipline and responsibility of father.

First your identity is programmed.

Day – 13

April 26th, 12

eNleadership

First – board exercise – Just the writing part.

Now I will prepare you for reality. Please tie the ribbon. No meditation, no mantra, not even unclutching. Just sit. Let me see how long you can sit. Today I will be testing your patience. If you feel bored it is okay, if you feel lazy it is okay. But you cannot sleep. Your head has to be straight. Just sit.

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MAKE A PWER POINT FOR PAST LIFE REGRESSION

Basically it will relieveALL THE traumas and deeper patterns you carry from the process. During the process you may remember past lives. But I will encourage you not to bother about it. YOU HAVE assumed thousands of bodies. Your consc enters the body the first moment you have taken independent breath. All the babies activity is extension of mother’s body through umblical cold. Prahlada, Abhimanyu all of them got only the bio memory.t heir consc did not receive the bio memory only the body received the bio memory.

Now choose any one animal you like – bird, snake, buffalo, bull. Through that animal’s body express the survival patterns – there are 3 survival patterns – Hunger, sex and fear. Hunger means just to be alive. Sex means procreation, being reproducing expanding. Fear to protect and defend. These three are the survival patterns. First assume the Mriga sareera the body of the animal and express strongly those survival patterns. Survival patterns means eat like that animal. For ex you assumed wolf’s form. Let your body eat, move like that animal. Same way express what the bull will express when it is in action.

I tell you this one process will pull you out of all allergies. Allergy is basically certain pattern only. All that I did is looked at the food and looked at you. I tell you now, this process removes all the addiction patterns in you. 25 YEARS ALLERGY TOOK not even 2 ½ seconds.

Day-15

April 28, 12

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Mon, 30th April, 12

eNreality – Day – 1

I am going to chemically lead you to reality. Not just psychologically by thoughts or words. Making such a chemistry in you guys that you click with reality. If your male hormones are high, there is a proverb even a dog will look good. If your male hormones are high, don’t go even near a donkey. If hormones supports your visualization, immediately it will become reality. The process will be altering your very chemicals.

May 3rd, 2012

Day – 20

Unclutching like a stone

Sit comfortably. Visualize you are a rock. Do not move. Feel visualize literally you are knocking all the knee joints. It cannot be moved anymore. Freeze it. No movement. If you are feeling bored, tired. Remember you have already become a stone. Stone cannot be bored, stone cannot be tired. Lock all your senses. Freeze yourself. Be unclutched. Don’t move your body, freeze it. Do not move the body freeze it.