Is Your Heart Crying For Attention?

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There are seven major energy patterns. I can say - thought patterns, thought currents –

The thought pattern based on fantasies, imaginations, Thought patterns based on fears, Thought patterns based on worrying, just reasonless. Why are you worrying? How can I keep quiet? ☺ Worrying - reasonless. Thought pattern based on attention need, asking attention from others. Thought pattern based on jealousy. Thought patterns based on ego, identity. Thought patterns based on deep unfulfillment, a reasonless unfulfillment.

These are the seven thought patterns, with which we struggle in our life. The major bondages come to us, only with these seven thought patterns. This seven thought patterns when they are broken, seven chakras are broken... open. See, these seven chakras are closed with these seven thought patterns only. These major seven thought patterns only close or disturb the seven energy centers.

Now, we will work on these seven thought patterns, to open the seven energy centers. First, we will start working on the Heart center - the pattern of attention-need. Basic truths - your emotions are not you. Unfortunately, you associate yourself with your emotions. In the civilizations where human beings don’t have basic needs, they do not identify themself with their emotion. But, when you have all the basic needs fulfilled, when you can afford, you associate yourself with your emotion.

I can give you one or two examples. You have the emotion, anger towards your boss, but you are not showing. You don’t show! With your subordinate you can afford... that is why you take chance. If he can hit you back in right place or he knows some of your loopholes and he can really create problem for you, will you... express your emotion? No! Understand, your emotion is not you. You also know it. Your emotions are expressed, only based on the affordability. When you can afford, you associate yourself with that emotion. If you can’t afford the anger, what happens? Simply you keep quiet.

These are the seven energy centers. We are going to work on the Heart center first; the thought pattern of the Heart center. Understand, these few basic truths. First, your emotions are not you. You can see in your life, when you... in the beginning when you start associating yourself with your emotions, you make a calculation, “Can I afford this now?” Only when you feel you can afford, you connect, you... associate yourself with that emotion. But unfortunately, if you associate with that emotion for hundred times, after the hundred times, even if you can’t afford, you are not able to unclutch. That is where the problem starts. When you are shouting, shouting, shouting at your subordinates, with your assistants, you connect yourself with that emotion.... afford. But, after hundred times, it becomes now pattern, a thought pattern, trend. Now, even in the places where you can’t afford, you are not able to unclutch. You show this same face and get beaten.

Your emotions are result of years of conditioning that has gone into you; multiple levels of conditioning - conditioning from parents, siblings, family members. If your elder brother again and again gets angry and never gets corrected, gets away with it, you learn the lesson - Wow! Then by getting angry your space becomes more, nobody can bully you. You can get away with it. The lesson goes inside, that is a conditioning! Understand. Neither your elder brother directly conditioned you, nor your parents directly conditioned you, but your parents bend when your elder brother screams. Then, what lesson you learned? “Yes, by screaming I can get my way. I can get what I want.” You are now conditioned, the multiple level of conditioning. Same way - “How my brother gets attention? How my sister does not get attention?” All this conditions you... the multiple level of conditioning. Your whole personality, itself is a result of your parental and social conditioning... parental and social conditioning.

Attention-need is one of the fundamental childhood conditionings. Parents use fear and greed, as a tool to control you. For example, when you eat, they say, “What a good boy you are.” And they will tell you also, “If you don’t eat, you are a bad boy.” “How can that make me bad boy?” Of course unfortunately, you can’t think at that time. So, if they tell you, “You are bad boy”, you are bad boy that’s all! If they tell you, “You are good boy”, you are a good boy, that’s all!

Just to break this one conditioning, it takes almost one year for Me with My Ashramites. They have to get out of the words uttered by others and have their own understanding about themself. Just for this one thing, it takes one year for Me. Human beings are so deeply conditioned, by the words uttered by the parents. Unfortunately, they try to project their parents on Me. I tell them,” No! I am neither your father nor your mother. I am beyond. I am not going to be your father figure. No. I don’t want to do that sin, of conditioning you. It is time, you need to look in, the childhood attention need knots, conditionings. Understand. The original sin, is not Adam eating that apple. No! The original sin, is parents conditioning the kids. The first conditioning starts with the attention-need. How your parents control you?! Just see, if you are crying, “Aye, if you are crying constantly, you are a bad girl.” You keep quiet! That is where the basic conditioning starts. As far as I am concerned, when a child laughs, you should allow it to completely laugh. When a child cries, you should just allow the child to cry completely.

In Aghori Sampradaya, they have a process - seven days you’ll have to cry. Just like that - cry, cry, cry, cry, cry! Osho used this technique. And next seven days, you have to laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh! The last seven days - complete silence. You see, all of you have 12 layers of DNA, but only two layers are awakened. By birth - one, by physical maturity - one more. That’s all. Even Einstein had only two layer of DNA awakened; nothing more. But, I challenge the scientific community, by the Kundalini awakening process, I will awaken four more layers and we already have done three researches - 100% all participants of the Inner Awakening had eight layers awakened, means six more layers awakened. Please understand. They come with two, but when they go back - eight! I gave the promise to scientific community, at least four I will be able to do. But, all 100% participants….whoever we take... took the blood and did the check-up before and after...before and after….100% participants, had eight layers of DNA awakened.

It means directly - your health, your IQ, your emotional quotient, your spiritual quotient, your stability, intelligence to take decisions, the delayed gratification…. everything multiplies many folds. It expresses in your daily life, in every possible level. Becoming leader, becoming healthy, becoming blissfully, becoming content... in so many levels... highly inspired. And the same way, this mitochondria cell energy... please understand. Usually, all normal human beings have a hundred unit of mitochondria cell energy. If it goes lower than sixty only you are prone to cancer. Anybody mitochondria energy... cell energy goes 60 unit... lower than 60 unit, the person is prone to cancer. If the mitochondria cell energy goes 140, you will be cured. All chemotherapy, other medicines therapy, everything, raises your mitochondria cell energy only 30 to 40 percent; nothing more than that. Exercise, chemotherapy, drugs, any available known system, does only 40 unit increase of mitochondria cell energy. That is why you come out of cancer, but unfortunately, within two years, you….your energy doesn’t stay in that same 140 unit. You see, mitochondria cell is the battery of your cell unit, is the life of your every cell.

You see, how a back… .for this….for example, for this cell phone, what is the source of energy? The battery. Same way, for your cell, the source of energy is mitochondria cell energy, mitochondria energy. If that energy, stays in 140 itself, the cancer will never recur. But unfortunately, it doesn’t stay. Why it doesn’t stay? Because of your mental setup only it came down. Chemotherapy touches only your body. It is not going to change your mental setup. So within 2 years, what you do? You bring it down. That is why the recurrence of the cancer. Understand. 100%, all the participants, who have done Inner Awakening, the lowest their mitochondria cell energy level is 1000 unit. Average goes to 1300. When I average it, it comes to 1300. But, lowest is 1000. And, it does not come down less than 900. It never comes down. After going, if you start eating non-veg and get into your junk lifestyle, even then it does not come down less than 900. If you maintain little meditative life, you enjoy the vegetarian food and you don’t touch alcohol, that kind of a simple things….I am not saying, you should become enlightened, become Yogi, and all that; even a simple basic things. If you can maintain, it never comes down from thousand percent.

We have done enough of research, on enough of number of participants, in different, different batches - double-blind study - means, the doctors who take the blood and doctors who do research are different. Double-blind study - that’s the most scientific method, fool-proof method; Double-blind study, controlled conditions. We have studied everything. I tell you, simply the possibility of cancer in this body is ruled out for you. And not only that, in this DNA awakening, in that we found some of the unique things. Even if you have some diseases...hereditary, those DNA layers are completely getting disconnected. Especially the cancer related... the DNA, inherited DNA things, completely gets disconnected. I’ll tell them to give a presentation about the whole research. Please understand. Whatever now I am saying, happens to hundred percent participants. It is not that 99.9%, even if 99.9, everyone will be thinking inside, “I am that one person for whom nothing will work.” Everybody thinks... If I say for 99 percent of the people, it works. First thing what you will think, “Then this is not going to work for me, because I am NOT in that 99.9%. I know. Nobody can help me.” No! Most of you are very clear. But, even if you are very clear, nobody can help you, I have decided I will help you. Understand.

Alright, let’s work on the childhood attention-need patterns.

Exercise

Please listen. Write down two of your early childhood memories, where you were appreciated and admired by your parents. In what form was attention given to you in those incidents? Like they would have given you candy or a card or a gift, something.

Write down two childhood memories where you experience lack of approval. Attention was taken away from you. What form attention was withdrawn from you in those incidents? Like... they would have scolded you, or told you, “Don’t talk to me” or “Sit in one place”, something.

Third, do you see a similarity in the way you experience all other relationship of your life in the same pattern? Now write answer to all these three.

Kriya

Now, we will be doing a Kriya to break the pattern of attention-need and free you from the unconscious influence of this attention-need. Please spread all over the hall. See, Pavana Muktasana means this [Swamiji demonstrates the asana] that’s all. This is Pavana Muktasana. Come to the Pavana Muktasana, close your eyes and tie the ribbon. In Pavana Muktasana, you need to intensely chant the humming…. Mmmmmmmmm.. Create that intense humming sound as deeply as possible, as loudly as possible, as intensely as possible. Please create the humming sound, as loudly as possible, as deeply as possible, as intensely as possible.

Start! Please come to Pavana Muktasana, hum intensely for next 21 minutes. Hold the legs together, closer to your chest.

Let your eyes be closed. Just sit. You can sit in a relaxed way. Let the kundalini energy in you all be intensely awakened. Fill the Heart center, break all the negative patterns related to attention-need. Let you be healed.