“Today’s subject is overall your unconscious mind!”

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Today’s subject is overall your unconscious mind!

190th Patanjali Yoga Sutras, 4th chapter 28th verse

Aanam eshaam kleshava uktam

Vivekananda’s editorial team - Their destruction is in the same manner as in ignorance, egoity and so forth as said before

Prabhavananda - They may be overcome in the same manners as the obstacles to enlightenment

Satchitananda - They can be removed as in the case of the obstacles explained before

Osho - One who is able to maintain a constant state of desirelessness even to the most exalted state of enlightenment and is able to exercise the highest kind of discrimination

I can say Patanjali is taking us beyond enlightenment! See the spot where your mind explodes into a non assemblable manner to pieces in such it can never be again assembled in the same old way – that moment, that spot, that experience is what I call enlightenment. But Patanjali takes us a step deeper, a step further beyond that moment. This sutra is throwing light beyond what we call enlightenment.

All the devotees in 2 way video conferencing you should know that I am actually conducting a research on Ayya. Here some scientific research is going on Kundalini awakening participants who show physical levitation moment, participants who don’t express physical levitation moment. On all of them we are experiencing different spectrum of awakening.

Let us enter into the subject. Please understand Patanjali is going beyond enlightenment in this sutra. I can say this sutra gave me the click or tip for one of my important teaching. See one of my important contributions to the science of consciousness is declaring enlightenment is ultimate but not final. I am not boasting or saying egoistically there were many masters who gave tip about this. But in my experience I not only realized it, I am going to clearly describe that enlightenment is ultimate but not final. It is the ultimate continuously happening. That is what I call Nithyananda. The ultimate happening that moment is called enlightenment, samadhi, Prajna, Brahma, Atma – all these technical terms mean the same experience. But it is not dead end. It is the place where death ends but it is not a dead end! Patanjali says even when the enlightenment – explosion of the instrument called mind happens in a way you can never assemble it back again as it was. Please understand the conscious explosion that happened in me at the age of 12, the mind has gone to that number of pieces that I can never bring all the spare parts and assemble it back. It got dismantled in a way that it can never be assembled back. It is like somebody’s body is burnt and the ashes have been taken to different oceans and put in the ocean and whatever is put in the ocean is eaten by some sharks and it is over. Now can you get all the particles back, put it together and make the body back? No. Impossible. Same way the explosion that happened in me at the age of 12 was such a strong experience, never I can collect it back, assemble it and create any structure. It is not possible. It has become impossible. But things do not end there. It is not final. That experience where there is no mind that is where life starts! So the life continues to flow in that ultimate explosion. I can say every moment the explosion goes on & on & on & on! Please understand it is not that once you experience the ultimate enlightenment, the conscious explosion, then everything else and then you run a dull dead life thinking somewhere there is a heaven and all of you will sit in that cloud and you will sit and sing a song there! No. There is no such thing that you sit on a cloud and you sit there forever and there is no fresh happening. No. enlightenment is like a constant explosion. Your body becomes like an atomic reactor. Constant explosion goes on & on & on & on! Patanjali very technically prepares you for that. He says very clearly even in the most exalted states of enlightenment, please have discrimination! He is telling you even when you are experiencing levitation don’t be greedy about it. Don’t be thinking you achieved everything. Don’t be excited about it. When it is happening just witness. When you are levitating just witness. When you are experiencing exalted states of enlightenment, just witness. These are all diff expressions of enlightenment – like levitation, teleportation, materialization but even in those most exciting states of enlightenment be very clear, be a witness. Do not be too excited.

Very beautifully Tirumoolar a great saint describes in a Tamil verse – destroy the desires, destroy the desires even the desires to be with Shiva – destroy it! When you are working towards enlightenment, when you are having the excited experiences, actually these are all very high level lessons which may not be required for normal human beings. But because he wanted to put all these things on record by commenting on them, he is speaking about them. Otherwise these sutras have no use in an ordinary man’s day to day life. He says even with the highest experiences don’t be excited. If it happens just be a witness. Just like how you unclutch from everything else, unclutch from enlightenment also!

I always say even levitation don’t be greedy because that very greed becomes weight on your samskaras, load on your bio memory. One great thing happened in my life – I had enlightenment before all these intellectual lessons. So no sutra affected me in any way. Only I affected the sutra. There is never any idea or sutra that put me in depression that I was not spiritual. No. it was always the other way. I picked it up and verified if this true per my experience or not.

Sometime when people are able to read in the night they think light is there. Some people think because light is there they are able to read. There is a big difference - reading because of light, light because you are able to read. Whether you are going to see how much of this sutra is original or how much is spiritual truth or whether this sutra is seeing how much of you is original and how much of you is bending towards spiritual truth. For me it was the 1st. I always verified a sutra with my experience. You should have Brahma jnana then wait for the Brahman.

This subtle subjects you need to understand, you need to imbibe so that you are prepared, your bio memory is ready for the higher possible explosions. The bio memory which is equipped with the right understandings is like ready to experience the conscious explosion. So the basic understanding you need to carry inside you meditate, experience is discriminate, be unclutched even with what you imagine as enlightenment experience. Please understand even with what you imagine as enlightenment experience. All the idea you have about enlightenment experience is a portrait of enlightenment not photograph of enlightenment. Even if it is a photo it cannot be true because after the moment when the photograph is taken it can be changed. After the moment the photograph is taken the person can change. Even videos cannot be original, what about a photo? ☺ but all ideas you have about enlightenment is neither video nor a photo it is a portrait. So basically, all you need to do unclutch even when the excited exalted states of enlightenment expresses through you.

Few moments I will focus on the research then continue the satsang. Even in enlightenment, exalted excited states of consciousness you are expected to be unclutched means what about the ordinary life, ordinary states, ordinary excitement, ordinary tastes like Rasgulla and chili? ☺ Actually when I was staying in the banks of Ganges in West Bengal, Calcutta people used to bring sweets during festivals. So I picked up the habit of eating Rasgullas. I remember I would eat pots & pots of Rasgulla. I remember I ate 50 Rasgullas once. I started talking on Isha Vaasya Upanishad my first speech there. Not too many people some old men and women who don’t have any work will come and sit. I used to be very sincere. The moment that time comes, I will get up and sit there and talk as if a huge crowd is there and I will address dear devotees! There was a bodhi tree & banyan tree. I used to sit under that tree. There was a naga baba one sadhu Hamsananda puri who gave me sanyas. From his room he will shout in loud voice he would say That sadhu baba started talking give him some tea! One day after too much of Rasgulla and especially this green chili I started having diarrhea. It is very common in West Bengal because of this green chili habit. I was having heavy diarrhea. It was bleeding. I could not do my lecture. That was a great feeling for me. I used to be very particular about these kind of activities. I thought what happened see I did not complete the Isha Vyasa Upanishad, I had to stop it I was having all these thoughts as if I was addressing some 1000s of people! And also, those few old people listening to me will sometimes just talk among themselves some other subject. One day one old man started arguing this is not the Upanishad. The panda did not say any of these mantras in Durga puja. Anyhow, I was not able to speak and I was the only one repenting and I then I decided I will not eat both of them anymore. So I told them to get one pot from Rasgulla and green chili and I threw them away in the Ganges saying I am unclutching from you. Till I got enlightenment from then, I never touched. After that only rasgulla I touched not green chili.

You need to unclutch even from the most excited exalted states of enlightenment, what about this ordinary rasgulla. No! actually if you have the anxiety or greed for any experience that itself becomes a weight. So you should unclutch even from the highest excitement. This is a beautiful word most excited states - Aanam eshaam kleshava uktam.

See Patanjali describes so many samyamas - anima, lahima, garima…he says all those mentioned above, whatever I described kleshava uktam – whatever I described as extraordinary powers and experiences, even when all those states happen in you be unclutched. Just be away from it! I wanted to tell you one important thing to be unclutched from any excited exalted state you need a strong nervous system. I have seen in my experience. See in Naagas the training literature which tells very clearly how the training is done. They will have the round stone ball. The person who can lift the heaviest round stone ball only h e is authorized to sit, unclutch and do the meditation for long time. The naaga training is very interesting. How much weight you are able to lift based on that only they will allow you to meditate and even remove a certain amount of clothes on your body. When you are able to lift some more weight they will ask you to meditate few hours and more clothes on you and then when you lift some more weight, they allow you to meditate for more time and remove some more clothes.

I used to wonder this weight lifting and unclutching how are they connected. I tell you if your nerves, muscles are not strong enough the excitement and exaltment can be so strong enough that you can be intoxicated by it, you can get excited about it, you can get lost in it. Unclutch from anything which makes you feel settled. That’s all. Understand this is the basic law. If you are feeling settled comfortable in one department I will not leave you. no. you have to unclutch. Otherwise how are you going to have life flow in your nervous system? See in your nervous system either life flows or drainage water flows. If life does not flow, you will be re-circulating the draining water! You will be stuck in same way of thinking, same way of functioning. Masters are beautiful dolls to look from distance! ☺

In Sidha Tradition, we have a description for the Kula Devata of Siddhas. See all Siddhas worshipped Devi she is called Kolli Paavai – means universal mother. The description of the Devi is from distance if you see she will be so beautiful, you will be intoxicated and go near, she will swallow you! Masters are beautiful dolls to look at from distance not to go near & live around. Then simply you have to become that. Nothing else!

Just like whoever you live around you compare you with them and they with you. You look at them with your frame and they will look at you with their frame. So it is a fight between frame and frame with little prem (Prem means love) ☺ so if the prem is added little more the fight will be lubricated and little smooth fight. But the fight will still be there. If the prem can be increased little more then it will be little more smooth fight.

Unclutching even from the most exalted excited states is the basic lesson you need to learn for Nithyananda means eternal enlightenment, eternal bliss. Eternal is not stagnant it is happening. So the enlightenment is not stagnant. It is a happening. So now unclutch with clarity that whatever happens in you, you will unclutch. Even from the KA you will unclutch. let you all experience the ultimate in you what Patanjali describes in this sutra as Aanam eshaam kleshava uktam!

One pancha mukhi rudraaksha with no hole has materialized in Oman! Without hole means it is not from any maala. I have one more good news for all of you. by the time I will come back from Kailash – August 11th I will come back From Kailash within one or 2 days I will start Bhagavat Gita – It will be live on Sadhana TV. Then at least in 5, 6 channels morning the Satsang will be live in satellite channels!

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