Freedom from Guilt

All genius kids are ... from the beginning did not allow the parents and the society to interfere with them unconsciously. It is unconscious interference of the parents and society responsible of making you mediocre. The mediocreness is not brought by you, it is inherited from the parents and society.

So go back to the guilt engrams pushed inside you by the parents and same way by the family, by the relatives and friends especially. At the age of 7 to 14 when your body gets mature you will have lot of questions about your body and the opposite sex, the other body. You will have a lot of doubts, questions, curiosity to explore. Unfortunately, none of you are given clear, straightforward, honest answers.

A child ask the mother: “How am I born? Mother says: “Crow brought you, dropped you in front of the house and went away”. How many of you heard this story tell me? No really: “We bought you from the shop”. I have heard a lot of these kinds of answers.

See in villages every week on the Tuesdays they will have a thing called Santhai. Santhai means where all the growers of agricultural products, like a vegetables, all the farmers will bring their products and the buyers, customers, the villagers will go and buy and the cows, bulls, bullocks, horses, camels will all be brought for sale. Whoever wants to sell they will go there to sell, whoever wants to buy they will go there to buy. This is called Santhai, like a modern-day mall. Almost everything will be available.

Many time, your mind becomes almost like a Santhai process, the market process. Where complete chaos is the baseline. Complete chaos is the base, what comes what goes nobody knows. These kind of foolish answers, illogical theories. Then naturally you try to find out from some other sources. Some friend, or blue film, or porno movie, or the wrong magazines, from all that you tried to find out.

The problem is they give complete, that other extreme pictures. These all creates intense violent, misshape in your personality. I can say all the abusal you went through by others or you did to others. Usually male kids do to somebody, female kids receive from somebody. I don’t want to say this is a law. Sometimes male kids also receive from others, female kids also do to others, it’s very less percentage. But male kids doing and female kids receiving. Both happens because of guilt being inside, inserted into your system.

Another one thing. The other day one devotee, he is psychotherapy, sorry physiotherapy. He came to me and he was telling: “Swamiji even while you are talking and giving discourses, classes,...” continuously I am trying to move his hand. I said, why? Teasing….[00:05:02 min.] your hand in a controlled way makes the fracture to heal itself. You should constantly tease your hand in a controlled way. Same way I tell you, how the teasing the hand makes the fracture heal, if any idea is put inside you is wrong you start cherishing it. The moment somebody strongly tells you: “Smoking is bad” you will be waiting for the opportunity.

The guilt does the opposite side job. Between 7 to 14, these layers of guilt you receive. I had the fortune of Raghupati Yogi and Arunachala Temple. In Temples, you know that all postures and sexes everything will be there in pillars. He such a master still I feel grateful for him. He’ll take me to pillar to pillar and explain the whole thing. I did not have any problem or guilt learning about my body and the whole philosophy of sex.

And I always believed this is the way all kids are taught. I thought this maybe will be teaching in the school, I am not going to school so, Raghupati Yogi is teaching me. Only after growing up I realized how fortunate I was. If you go to a South Bharatn temple you will see all the statues will be there. All kinds of postures, the descriptions, not verbally in the big, big stone statues. Unfortunately in the modern-day, we feel that as our, that is not part of our culture. You should learn only from porno movies, not from temple statues. So, the next, 3rd layer guilt is guilt of not fulfilling your role to your relationships brother, sister, wife, son, daughter to all of them. Identify these three root guilts. This is the science of guilt I am talking.

First time when somebody says something is wrong with you, that is the movement the idea of guilt gets into your system. And when the guilt becomes deeper you feel you don’t belong to that family, you don’t belong to that house, that group. And the feeling “I am all by myself, all alone. Orphan”.

Actually, you should understand you are an orphan but from the right angle. Parents should tell the kids: “Aye we can not standing by you always. You are a human being. You are an orphan, that’s the nature. But we out of our love can support you in these-these lines; we can give money for your education, we can give money for your snakes’ tea, we can give money even if you fall sick but we can’t heal the sickness. We can’t take the suffering from you. You only have to suffer. So, plan your life based on that. In a very loving way, the child should be made to understand he is an orphan. Not like this rough way.

Alright. Read these questions and write your long answers we’ll analyze now.

So, even if you are a great teacher, if you are taking the same class again and again or if you are expressing, for example, guilt. If I have taken 5 guilt’s sessions in each session I go on adding, adding, adding and higher and higher understandings about guilt I reveal. But later on, every session all the ideas I expressed in all 5 sessions may not get repeated. If I express 20 ideas about guilt, sharp understandings. When I take a session maybe 10 will get expressed.

Yes. We’ll start the process.

Navel center is responsible for retaining all these guilt in a connected way. With this process, I am trying to flood energy into the guilt layer but we will have one more process tomorrow for the same guilt and the guilt layers.

The process is: Sit in a scouting posture, putting your hands on the hips, rotate your body. If you’ve seen in the Bharat, Bharatn villages the hand-grinding machine, like this you see. Completely, rotate with intense humming. All of you understand what I am saying? Concentrate on the navel, put your hands on the hip, rotate as completely as possible, go back as much as you can. No go back completely, push the body back, almost like falling.

I am working through Hata Yoga. These are all processes from Hata Yoga.

(One participant asking something unaudiable)

Ha? Scouting is best.

Like that.

Yes. Spread all over the hall. Quickly spread and close your eyes. Start the intense humming process. Humming and rotating your body, put your hands on the hip. Concentrate on the navel center.

Intensely. As intensely as possible.

Have a small break. Get back to the next session. Gather for next session. Thank you.