Restore Integrity To Awaken Root Chakra

I welcome you all with My love and respect.

[00:01:22] How many of you don’t care to honor the word you gave it to yourself, raise your hand. It is! This is where the problem starts! And we don’t even think the words given to us need to be honored. Then what happens, you know. By and by, you start thinking in a very unconscious way, very unconscious way. You plan for something, you just don’t even remember to execute it.

[00:02:15] See, you plan for something, spending some five, six hours, “Tomorrow onwards I am going to start this and to do this this this this this this this this this this this.” And next day morning you just forget and sleep, and when you get up, you simply go on watch a movie and come back and sleep. Raise your hand, how many of you cognise that this you do in your life?

[00:02:50] Relax. Do you understand what has happened to you? Out of integrity with you, destroys you, just destroys you. You don’t need a separate enemy. If you have a enemy, who is out of integrity with himself, you just don’t need to be afraid of him. He has enough enemy to fight with himself. He can’t do anything to you, don’t worry.

[00:03:32] Out of integrity means, he is nothing but few bones and waste flesh; because life starts only when you decide to be integrated with you. Understand, when you don’t honor the words you give it to you, by and by, this becomes a pattern and so unconsciously you go on planning and do not execute even one inch. This is like a big hole in the pot. This is the hole in your root center, all the energy goes down. The first floor or the second floor will never get water, in the ground floor tap is open and broken!! If the ground floor water… ground floor tap is broken, the first floor or second floor will not have water because no water will be going up. Non-integrity with you is the broken tap in the ground floor.

[00:05:12] Listen, not having self confidence, continuously planning but not executing, not having respect for yourself, all these three happens when you are not integrated with you and honor the words you give it to you. This is the most dangerous pattern. How many of you cognise, you have this pattern? Raise your hand. This is where, this is where you move out of your life, you move out of your life.

[00:06:20] Understand, when you are not honoring the words you give it to you, your thinking becomes unconscious. Anything you may think, you don’t care. “Eh, after all I am not going to do anything. It’s ok.” You go on, you put your thinking in automatic mode. You can play video game in automatic mode, but not real game. You can drive car in the video game in automatic way, but in reality you can’t drive in automatic way.

[00:07:20] The root center is blocked when you live in fantasy and not connected with reality. What is reality? Listen, what is reality? First understand, you have thoughts and words happening inside you and outside you. Am I right? You have a thoughts and words happening inside you and outside you. Actually words happening inside is thoughts and thoughts happening outside is words.

[00:08:21] So you have two reality: inner reality and outer reality. Outer reality is the result you produce due to inner reality. Am I right? All of you understand? Outer reality is the result you produce in your life. It is the actions you take outside you, it is the actions you take outside you; your outer reality is the results you produce in your life. It is the action you take outside you. The actions you take while responding to external situations of your life and action you take while interacting with other people in your life is your outer reality. Outer reality includes words and thoughts you express outside you. The thoughts you express outside you is outer reality. The inner reality is the words and thoughts you express inside you. Your inner reality is the experience you carry about your outer reality. Listen, your inner reality is the experience you carry about the outer reality.

[00:10:26] Whenever there is a mis-match in your inner and outer reality, you are no more living life in reality. Whenever there is a mis-match in your inner and outer reality, you are no more living life in reality. You are living in fantasy and your kundalini does not go even to the second floor. Forget about first floor. It is just locked and sealed. Your root center is blocked. Unfortunately, almost 99% of your life is spent in fantasy.

[00:11:15] What is in fantasy? Fantasy is nothing but you strongly believing, you are not going to honor any word you give it to you. Then why to bother, why to be aware of while you are thinking. See, for example, if you give word to somebody and fulfill, honor, they will listen whenever you talk. If they know you are not going to honor, are they going to listen? Same way in you, you already decided, “I am not going to honor. Then what is the need of listening while I am thinking?” You yourself decide to become unaware while you are thinking, because you are so strong, so clear, you are not going to honor it.” is fantasy. Fantasy is nothing but you deciding not to be aware while you are thinking. Why you decide not to be aware while you think? Because you are sure you are not going to fulfill it. You are so sure you are not going to fulfill it. Right?

[00:12:41] How many of you cognise that while you think itself you know you are not going to fulfill it. So sure. Raise the hand. Let me see. While you think you are already clear “I am not going to fulfill it, let it go on.” That is fantasy. That is fantasy.

[00:13:35] Why? Why there is a mismatch in your inner and outer realities? Because almost all human beings miss the fundamental foundation required to live life - Integrity with yourself. Life starts in you, please understand. The energy, kundalini energy which gets created by your breathing, starts getting stored - means staying inside your body, only when you start the integrity. Only when you start with integrity, the kundalini starts staying, getting stored in your body. See, during, with every inhaling and exhaling the kundalini gets stored in your body. With every inhaling and exhaling kundalini is produced. But when there is lack of integrity, you don’t remain aware while you think; because you don’t remain aware, whole your thinking becomes fantasy and the kundalini energy just goes down the drain.

[00:15:17] See, if you don’t live in a house, it will be filled with cobweb, dirt and dust, rat, cat and what not. Same way, if you don’t maintain your rice godown, naturally the whole rice is going to be eaten by worms. Anything you don’t attend, rots, gets rotten. Same way, when you become unaware of the continuous thinking in you, it becomes fantasy.

Listen, this is the reason why fantasies get built in you. Integrity is the first tattva. In Sanskrit we call it Sampoornata. Sampoornata is the word we use in Sanskrit for integrity. This is the first truth, first tattva, which has to become Satya in you.

How many of you think: “God, I have given so many words to myself and never honored it.” Raise your hand. The part of you is taking revenge on you continuously, understand. Relax. The part of you which you did not honor, the cheated, that part is waiting in you and takes revenge on you, whenever you want to take some progressive decision in your life. Whenever you make a big decision, immediately that part gets up “eeh, heh....you, you are going to do, eheheheh” That’s it, you collapse and you get upset and fight with that part. Convincing him takes two days; by the time your business is over! How many of you cognise even now in the life you guys have this struggle, raise your hand.

[00:18:21] Understand, listen, this is the first tattva, first tattva. First thing you need to do: Sit with the mirror. Look into your eyes. Talk to yourself and complete all the commitments you gave you. Sit and whatever you can’t fulfill, complete it. Saying “Yes, I wanted this, but for some reason this is not going to happen. So I complete myself from this word I have given to me. I free you from this word I have given to you.”