“152-25-78-11 countries!”

152-25-78-11 countries! Guadeloupe is an island so right place to build Rameshwaram. Paris Kali Ghat, Charlotte Srisailam, Dallas, Atlanta Ujjaini, New Jersey Omkareshwar, New Jersey has a river so we will have Omkareshwar. For Bhunvaneshwar we should find place with ocean. Toronto Kailash. First time in North America, our Bidadi Banyan tree has grown. 20. Tell them to give all temples one, one and keep the remaining. You can see next one year, 20 temples will happen. New York Varanasi, Houston Kala Hasti, Ohio Prayag, Washington Sripuram, Singapuram, San Jose Madhurai, LA Aruna, Seattle Chidambaram, Phoenix Kanchipuram, UK, Slovakia, Vancouver Puri, Dallas Dwaraka.

Let us enter into Bhagavad Gita. Today we will see 2nd chapter 7th verse Sankhya Yoga

Karpanya dosha pahataswabhavaha puruchhami tvam dharma sammooda cheta...sishyasteham Kshadimaam ..

Here ends Arjuna’s confusion ☺

My inherent nature has been over powered by the taint of pity, my reasoning faculty has been bewildered by morality. Instruct me who is your disciple who submitted to you by pronouncing that which may bring auspicious result.

A greatness of depression which comes out of restlessness. See dep has 2 reason – one inertia …2nd restlessness. Depression which comes out of restlessness one good thihgn is when it turns, turns, turns suddenly it realizes it is self-contradicting. When the realization that it is self-contradicting, you can be out of it.

Repeats verse - My inherent nature has been over powered by the taint of pity, my reasoning faculty has been bewildered by morality. Instruct me who is your disciple who submitted to you by pronouncing that which may bring auspicious result.

First time Arjuna is ready to listen. Please understand unless you are ready to listen anything said is waste and sometimes dangerous – unless you are ready to listen..repeat . Arjuna has become fully aware of his dilemma. I think the b est way to get people to get out of confusion, I usually use this technique. Let them talk, talk, talk. When they talk, talk, tatlm, in 10 minutes they will understand they are hitting. They are not hitting outside, they are hitting inside. they just know they are contradicting themselves.

Tantha thaa kupayadishtam asrupoornaa…uvacha Madhusudana – in the first sutra of this chapter the Arjuna was described as a poor being by Sanjaya. But I can say Arjuna did a small but great decision. He saved himself. I can say just this one word “tanme sishyasteham” – I am your disciple, instruct me who is your disciple. I can say with this one word Arjuna saved himself. If he has not uttered this word, Krishna would not have started getting to the root of the problem. Even the few words Krishna uttered, he was not getting to the root of the problem…Krishna is also talking in the language of name & fame becos Arjuna is ready to relate in that line – you are a king, I am king come on..now Arjuna says now I am your disciple. Please start. Arjuna comes down to guru sishya bhaava from sakha bhaava to madhura bhaava. The big problem with madhura bhaava and sakha bhaava you stop listening. …see there are some …. Arjuna was in sakha bhaava means attitude of friend and Madhura bhaava of course as I said there are enough of references Arjuna was in love with Krishna physically. See Arjuna & Krishna were incarnations of the same energy..even the word love cannot be used. Too cheap. The Arjuna & Krishna’s connection, any word you utter it is a disrespect. It is almost like a relationship between the original source and his own express – nara narayana. Other than this word Nara Narayana any word you use is abusive. Arjuna was deeply in love with Krishna as he was maintaining the attitude of friendliness. See the greatness of incarnation is he does not disturb your attitude. He lets you evolve. He allows you to evolve. He allows you to grow step by step. Whatever is said and done as long as Arjuna was in Sakha bhaava friendliness, Krishna did not get to the bottom of the problem, he did not address the whole problem from spiritual angle. He was addressing the problem only from social angle…I will see you. I will also treat you as another friend king. I will share whatever the politically polite advise. But Arjuna saved himself by uttering the one word. I can say now this fellow is having the best of both. See to live Sakha bhaava and madhura bhaava is the best. But when it comes to listening, you should switch….i always have problem with people who try to sakha bhaava and madhura bhaava because they do not listen to the spiritual truths, they do not get into the depths of enlightenment. ..i am running an enlightenment science monastery. A place where the enlightenment science is taught….and live around me, come on, you live here just jump, dance, sing, nothing much needs to be done. But that is not the purpose of this place. Purpose of this place is to establish the science of enlightenment. Sri Krishna I can say, I can see and say first time Krishna is smiling. In this whole thing – Alright. I can say very clearly he has dropped the stick which he is carrying in the hand to drive the horses. I think now he would have dropped – Alright, this guy is coming to terms. He would have sat up & smiled and further descriptions are very beautifully saying how the whole transmission of enlightenment experience happened. there are some beautiful descriptions, but I don’t know whether it is a factual or devotional. Whether it is a factual or devotional, it is worthy of enjoyment. You can enjoy it. some of the commentators describe after this sutra, after this verse when Arjuna uttered I am yoru disciple, Krishna stretches his hand and lifts Arjuna up! The Vedantis describe Krishna stretched his left hand and lifted Arjuna holding him by right hand. The Bhakta Sampradayas…they describe Krishna held the chin of Arjuna and raised him. it is just poetic expression that Arjuna was lifted from depression…Vedantis feel touching a chin and raising is too much. It is too intimate. Vedantis cannot digest it and tolerate it.

I had a fortune of serving a sadhu called Vairagyananda – great sadhu. I can say one of my inspiration, my ideal. When I had his darshan and I would have described many stories about him. when he died he had no property understand not even a tumbler, glass…he was initiated by Sharada Devi. So that day he was supposed to do the pooja the worship of Devi. But the deity which was supposed to come for his pooja was made of mud…he could not get the idle to make it as a diety and worship. Before prana pratishta is an idol, once pp is done it is a deity. He asked Sharada devia and she…says come on, I am a living Devi here worship. He worships but he gets a doubt. Because when you do pp you see the mantras describing chinmayam komalangam means the embodiment of consciousness….is she really Devi. Then he told me personally, I heard this story from his personally. Then suddenly Sharada Devi just held him by chin and lifted him. when she lifted him, he just saw the Rajeshwari sitting with 4 hands and all the sarva abharana all the jewels. And he was shocked and naturally he thought it was an illusion and delusion. And she hugged him so tightly she hugged him and he also exploded…Devis was described in Dhyana slokas 4 sri chakras, 2 in the ears, one on the crown and one on the chest. Sri chakra tatanka – means in the ears, …in the crown Sri Chakra. He is seeing Devi in Sharada Devi…after RK left the body. may be rarely some function or celebration she would have used….she was not wearing any jewels…Jagataathri – Raja Rajeshwari….when he took his face off the whole Sri Chakra print was on his face. Clearly. The jewel created a print on his face. When I heard this from him I started. Of course naturally my eyes became watery. I was actually pressing his feet. he was suffering with cancer at that time. Last days of his life. But his face wow beaming, radiating! I would really love all my disciples to become enlightenment and radiating. If somebody misses that even if they live like Vairagyananda I will be happy. He became enlightenment only after he left the body…I still remember after he left the body, 2 ½ days I was in samadhi. That was one of the strongest samadhi experience I had. Actually I was in Haridwar RK hospital. I served him. he left the body. Great sadhu! I was pressing his feet actually. After he told the story I got up and went and hugged him. he was lying and sat up and hugged me. then after 2, 3 hours I asked him Baba but in RK publication…he said no, no they don’t want to publish he hugged me! Vedantis can’t tolerate ..it is too much, it is too intimate. They changed the story little bit. So all …interpretations are saying Krishna lifted Arjuna very cleary. …I can see very clearly….cried wept, wept. I can see very clearly now Krishna feels Arjuna is ready. The moment he said Yesye yasyaath …first time Arjuna comes to Anjali mudra. He was in diff diff mudras – depression mudra, suppression mudra, head ache mudra. There are thousands of mudras. Put your hand on the cheek and depression mudra, suppression mudra or head ache mudra. Finally Arjuna comes to Anjali mudra namaskara mudra - …I tell you just listening, just listening, just being a disciple is a joy! If I am allowed whole day I can just sit in front of Anandeshwara or the Banyan tree just relax and gaze them. nothing else is requied. How you guys just sit and gaze. I can spend my whole life just being a humble receiver. That is why morning and evening that is my first activity. Going and just being a receiver. It is a joy. \`

If you see me there and here it will be a big confusion. Sitting here in a golden throne and being worshipped around the world. not in ordinary way but sarva deva devi swarupaya…worshipped by so many thousands of people literally as the embodiment of all Gods & Goddesses when he was in the body continuously. Pl und there are references Krishna was …pada puja every day by all the Gopikas. Even great masters like Bhagawan Swami Narayan…he is the only master created hundreds of sadhus while he was in the body. and he himself wearing color dresses. …He had a fracture during the horse riding but leg not hand. He lived like a king and created 700 sadhus while he was in the body. …physically worshipped everyday with proper mantras by thousands of disciples around the world. I am the only master…if you see here one dimension and there completely melting down. But I tell you honestly I enjoy that more. I enjoy that melting down, being a disciple more. Of course this receiving the paada puja is more like a responsiblility for me. alright this way thousands of people evolve…if allowed I will also sleep in the room and rest. But I feel and I realized unless I am physically here, people are not following routine properly. People are not practicing the spiritual disciplines. So I decided let me come and sit eveyr day. So it is more like a resp. but being a disciple is a joy. I again & again thank Raghu and Kup Yogananda puri & Vibhudananda Puri both of them. see both of them never treated me like a disciple. But I feel I was given the opp and joy of experiencing disciplehood. One of the great experience which I never had and which I was really waiting to have was being a disciple. I thoroughly enjoyed that being a disciple. The joy of being a disciple. The celebration you experience when you sit as disciple. Resting and looking up the lion is thousand times more than identifying yourself as a sheep or cub or lion itself! Identifying yourself as a sheep is one stage, identifying yourself as a lion cub is one stage, …as a lion is one stage….1st is dvaita, 2nd visishta advaita. Identifying yourself as the lion itself is advaitha. But I tell you there is a space beyond all these 3. The most beautiful, sweet, graceful space. When the cub is going thru the period of transition to be a lion that stage is being a disciple. When the cub runs everyday to see the lion, to pick up the body language of the lion, I experience with such an intensity with Raghu and kup. The final touch of completion of that experience with Arunagiri Yogishwara!

Unfortunately, all my descriptions and stories and expressions and experiences will be considered and compiled only as mystical expereicnes by the history. That is the reason I was not giving much emphasis on that. but I tell you for me, it was physically physical. I can still feel the warmth of Aruna’s body, feel the smell of Aruna. I can still remember holding his hair and playing. When kids get the hair of mother, they will try to round the hair in the finger. I tell you exactly I played with Aruna’s hair. He had long hair. …and he will be talking something. It was physical experience. I know the joy of being a disciple. May be I enjoyed the same space of Nara Narayana. Aruna was the source and I was the reflection! The feeling connection was such a strong experience. Joy of being a disciple I can say is the last bliss you can experience in the inner journey. After this no more bliss. I tell you even enlightenment is beyond bliss. The idea of joy, suffering everything disappears. You get into a diff spectrum. Of course I am not saying it is boring…btu there is no bliss as such what you perceive. Even when I get into Samadhi there is no bliss for me inside. but the way the energy …does not exist. It is something which can’t be described that’s it! the last bliss, the ultimate bliss, the final bliss you experience is that space of being a disciple. I tell you enjoy now itself, don’t miss it. you may lose it after enlightenment. And I tell you you will really really miss it even after enlightenment. Even this time when I went to Tiru I was telling my Tiru ashramites we are starting some new and huge social service projects in Tiru. So 27 BCs I transfreerd to TIru. So I went there with IA….that time I was telling them, it is so nice if I can stay here for a month. Go to the temple every day morning. Sit on Arunas samadhi…belwo him next step. I want all of you to know and I want this to be on record. It is not that he was seen only by me. I remember very clearly even one of the watchman, the temple watchman seeing him along with me. but they..never bothered to talk to him also who are you. they just make fun this fellow always sitting with that samiyar….young samiyar. That’s it! I can say around 9 months I enjoyed – from summer means March. March april is summer holidays in Tiru school. From March april to January I enjoyed that being a disciple. I tell you just sitting simply and listening. Readiness to listen.understand it is not a joke. In billions of people on planet earth, blessed are those who have a readiness to listen in their heart! Please understand I am not even saying you should listen to me …I am just saying being a disciple, being a receiver is a joy. Even if you are disciple of ordinary stone or tree it is okay. After all we ourselves are disciples of a tree. See we beliong to the sampradaya of tree worshippers. ….first tree, then nature, then only started the diety making the science of deity making. Whether you worship a tree or a stone being a receiver wow! I don’t know whether I can really convince all of you or inspire all of you about the greatness of being a disciple. It is a joy! I can say this is the ultimate romance a person can experience in the life. Just sitting, listening, melting by listening. At least 2 moments I felt very seriously in Kailash I may not come back, I wanted to stay there itself…once when eyes became watery and poured. A man like me can’t cry. Because I have seen thousands of people crying. Everyday I am seeing thousands sitting in front of me gazing and rolling. Whenever people cry I tell this has become loose, screw loose! ☺ and I am not a guy who encourage this kind of overflowing expression of emtoions. But even in me it is such a strong explosion. I literally felt I will start rolling on the ground. But I did not. My shoes were very big. Otherwise I can be sure I would have rolled on the ground. It is a joy to be sitting just melting, listening some words and missing some words, heart melting, eyes pouring.muscles melting like ice cream. The throat choking hair standing on the end, body losing its feeling of being possessed by ego. See the joy of receptivity, reception, receiving when it is experienced in your bio memory, the body loses the feeling of being possessed. Se all the time you feel your body is being possessed by ego. Only for those few oments when you sit in front of the m aster and melt down, I used to hear, whicl you are talking if you ….talkign almost become like a lullaby, lululul lu, lululu loo ☺ all I did is I just stopped talking. ..this also one type of melting! ☺

RK had 2, 3 disciples. One Girish Chandra babu a famous drama producer, writer and father of Bengali drama. He was considerd fathero of Bengali drama. He will come to see Sri RK with some of his friends…sleeping when RK starts talking. After few days he stops coming…I start feeling sleepy and ..i don’t want to sit in front of you and sleep…RK says no, no, no even if you sleep in front of me it is okay, come and sleep yoru antar atma will listen to me. so many disciples may allow antar atma to listen to me. now they have great justification see RK told you my antar atma is listening to you! sitting and not feeling possessed by the ego. See when your ego possesses your body, your whole body will be stressd, heavy. But when you really sit and melt, the very idea of you being possessed by ego disappears, dissolves. I can say that is the most auspicious thing you an enjoy in the planet earth in your whole journey. Because after this only enlightenment…so understand if you are sitting in front of the master and feeling your whole muscles are melting like ice cream and you don’t feel being possessed by ego the tension. Usually it will start from navel till the throat like being possessed by the ego. If you are relaxed from that and your foolish logic is not working thinking that my turban hanging cloth is looking like an emirates air hostess dress! So I really wonder sometime how all the perverted logic can destroy people’s seeking. See the devotee…somehow she does not like the emirate air hostess dress. May be she would have had some exp ..and this 2 meter hanging cloth. And I really love it becuas I can easily wipe the face! Only in the public stage I use the kerchief hanky otherwise I use this only. So that was the reason I told my tailor come on add in all the turban. …wipe easily! I never imagined a hanging kerchief can make somebody disturbed. This can make somebody miss me. these are all extraordinary accidents. No really. It is like somebody is walking and that guy is a great trekker who climbed Everest. But unfortunately one day when he was walking….and he died. If you read in the news paper the guy who climbed evererst…. But these are all the extraordinary accidents which only in Charlie Chaplin movies and comedy scenes you can see these extraordinary accidents. Where he will press like this and it will come up and the throne will throw and what all scenes they will create. Just like Charlie Chaplin accidents, a grass tumbling a great trekker…

This is exactly the thing happening by the people who miss …scandal. But unfortunately she could not survive this 2 meter cloth. I used it just to wipe my face and she used it to hang her head. I tied it on my head and she on neck. So unfro. When the tight logic declares its power over your body…you, your muscles. When you sit and melt at least for few hours, you melt like a ice cream. The declara rtion of power over your ego relaxes, disappears! I tell you if you experience that disciplehood, the joy of being receptive, you are tasting the ultimate. Forget about all yoru descires. All other desires anything else will be lower than this. whether having Ms. Universe as your mistress or largest palace as your house, or having name & fame, or the ultimate powers in yor hand, everything will be less than the joy of being a disciple, beign receptive where your muslces are not feeling being possessed by your ego, where even inside your bone marrow you feel the sweetness, restful awareness. Peace without feeling heavy, peace without brooding over on some worries. Just beign a disciple! Just mealtime. The joy of Ruhi tanme sishya steham kshadimaam …he says instruct me as I seek refuge in you. let me give you word by word translation exactly.

Karpanya dosha ..it opens completely a new door for Arjuna. Just because of this one word that I am your disciple, I am your disciple that one word has opened the new door. If he has not uttered this one word, some other door would have opened for him. Small story –

After reading the from filled by an applicant the employer said we do have a…it is called the door. Go.

…but because Arjuna uttered this one word, I am your disciple, prapannam – surrender. Maa tvaam prapannam - I surrender to you. who has surrendered to you, new door opens for Arjuna. Let us all surrender to the cosmic presence and sit as a receiver for few minutes. Let the door opened for Arjuna open for all of us also. Just relax and sit with the deep receptive mode as the receiver of the cosmos. Be receiver!

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