“We are going to enter into Initiation.”

We are going to enter into Initiation. Please understand this word deeply. Initiation means giving you the glimpse of the truth. The next body is ‘Cosmic Body’. In this layer, you don't have any engrams. You experience this layer very rarely when you experience the mindless state. Very rarely, if you are really relaxing in the beach or with nature or you understand some great truths, suddenly by contemplating or sudden shocking things like a death of near and dear one or some shocking thing, can unclutch you from the attachments on life. In those few moments you experience this ‘Cosmic Layer’ - very rarely.

Of course, ‘Nirvanic Layer’, we never experienced, very rarely you experience the Cosmic Layer. Before entering into the layer, how many of you really felt, morning fresh, alive, not feeling like sleeping? Oh God! Good. All you guys have done the ‘Causal Body’ properly. You have done the meditation properly. How many of you felt after that 42 minutes, you are not able to sleep?

Huh? Wide awake! Where has sleep disappeared? Cosmic Layer is so powerful, if you know how to enter into it consciously, you don't need so many hours of sleep. You don't need to spend so many hours lying down, rolling in the bed. It can do so much of work in you.

Participant: I slept only two hours today.

Swamiji: That's good!

Participant: Excellent.

Swamiji: Every day I sleep only two hours.

Swamiji: No, you will see…Every night before going to sleep, just sit for maybe, you don't have to plan like half an hour, or one hour or ten minutes and all. Just sit. Decide, ‘Till I fall asleep without my awareness, I’ll meditate on darkness.’ Meditate on darkness, as long as you have the awareness about yourself. And after that, suddenly you will fall asleep. You will relax into the Causal Layer.

It's a very powerful method - to develop the quality of your sleep. Please understand, if your quality of sleep is developed, your quality of waking state also will be developed. Your quality of awareness will become more, so the sleep and the waking state, both are closely connected.

In this Cosmic Layer, you don't have any engrams. Please understand. The ‘Physical Body’ - you carry chronic fatigue. Pranic layer’ - you carry desires, ‘Mental Layer’ - guilt, the ‘Etheric Layer’ - all pains, ‘Causal Layer’ - all the engrams in seed form in ‘Causal Layer’ and in the ‘Cosmic Layer’ no engram. When you unclutch, you experience this layer. When you disconnect from your body-mind, you will experience this layer.

Of course, ‘Nirvanic Layer’ is - getting established in that same unclutching. That is what is, ‘Nirvanic Layer’. So now, Initiation into the truth, the Ultimate Truth. Please understand. From time immemorial, the truth is only initiated. I tried My best to transmit this same truth through media, through video, DVD, books. I was not successful - I’m not able to. I tried My best. Actually, I just wanted to replace a Living Master, through some system, so that forever this tradition will go on. I tried My best - last four, five years I tried. I’m not able to. I tried so many different ways. I even tried that - I’ll just sit and let the DVD play, whether people are able to catch the truth. No. Something happens - when it comes from the experienced inner space, directly it touches the inner space of a listener. It directly penetrates the being.

Please understand why I am saying this. The knowledge which you are going to receive now or the truth which you are going to catch now, is never, not only is never, cannot be transmitted through any book or any other DVD or any other source. It has to be directly heard, internalized and experienced.

There are so many great truths revealed as ‘Mahavakya’. ‘Mahavakya’ means, in Sanskrit, the ‘Ultimate Word’, ‘Ultimate Truth’, to lead you to the Enlightenment or Experience. In Vedic Scriptures, there are so many Mahavakyas like ‘Aham Brahmasmi’, ‘Tatvamasi’, ‘Prajnanam Brahma’. So many Mahavakyas. Understand. Even this word is my own contribution. We went up to the Oxford dictionary, Oxford people, they said that, “There is no such word in English Swamiji”. We copyrighted this word.

Maybe you can say, this is the Mahavakya, I want to share with you. First, let you understand the truth behind this Mahavakya, then have the Initiation into Mahavakya. Let me express the word exactly - ‘Unclutch’. ‘Unclutching’, is the Mahavakya - that is the word. Understand in English, there is only one word ‘Declutching’. The ‘Unclutching’ word is a new word. Maybe my (...) Anyhow, but the word itself came out of the deep meditation.

See, what I mean by this word ‘Unclutching’ - if you unclutch the car, nothing needs to change in the hardware, but the whole action, whatever was happening, will stop. Same way, if you unclutch in your inner space, nothing needs to be changed in your day to day life, in your lifestyle, in your hardware - means the life which you are living with your body. But suddenly you will see, whole thing will come to a stop. You will have new space - new life. It’s a very subtle, but very powerful technique. I can’t even call this as technique. It's a truth - just revealed truth.

Spirituality is inward journey, no doubt. But not for cowards, who can't face the simple problems. Surely not for the cowards, who can't face the simple problems, and these simple problems are okay, nothing wrong. It shows that you are courageous enough to stand for what you are believing. That's perfectly all right.

I’ve seen many people don't even want to know, their first circle to know, that they are spiritually involved. And moreover, see, it’s a strong, it's a courageous statement you are making to the society, with which you are living that, “I’m trying to live in a different way, just don't disturb me.” I can say one thing, in the initial level only, it’ll create little disturbances or unrest, but it will liberate you from many problems. First actually when you go back from this program, when they see big, big mala and bracelet and everything, first few days they will be creating some unrest and all those things. After a few days they know that this fellow has gone crazy. What can be done?

I know how the scene goes. Usually when you go back, suddenly the husband will see, person is with big, big mala, bracelet and a new cloth with a bindi. Except one small stick and a flag, practically everything is done. And when you go back to the house, first thing, “What happened to her?” And the problem is, you also don't keep quiet. Whole day this “Namo Nithyaya” is singing in the house and jumping is going on and the poor guy, what he will do? And you carry two big suitcases of books and in the house, continuously some songs, discourses is going on. That poor guy. And after two, three hours, slowly when he is coming to terms with the reality, that something has happened, you start talking, “You should go and meet that Swami. You should go and attend the program.”

That guy says, “Keep quiet, I don't have time for anything.” But you know how strong and stubborn you’ll be. For two-three days continuously, you’ll be playing the discourse in loud voice, loud volume and music will be going on and some two-three days you will be sitting early morning, “Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm” and that poor guy can't sleep early morning.

I’m describing to you the scene - exactly how the things happen. And, after one week out of sheer tiredness and unable to withstand your joy, slowly when you are not there, he will try to pick up the book which you put near bed and slowly see few lines. The moment he hears the sound of knocking the door, he’ll just put the book back and sit. You also know, but you also act as if you don't know, and this goes on. Suddenly people start calling you and somehow he only will pick up that phone. They will ask, “I heard that your wife is healing. Can I come for a healing?” He can neither say yes, nor say no. He just call you, “Hey, can you attend your phone? Bimla.” You will say, “No, I told you long before, my name is changed. Why are you calling with the old name?” He will say, “Alright, I didn’t remember the name, please come Nithya Ananda. Please come and attend your phone.”

Then you will see continuously for three-four days, some ten-twenty people are coming to your house everyday for healing. And naturally fifth day or sixth day he will come and sit and watch, what these guys are talking among themselves. So naturally he will see one or two cases, coming and telling, “Oh, I had knee pain, it become alright”; “I had headache, it become alright”; “I had wheezing it has come down.”

Anyhow, he can neither say ‘Yes’ nor say ‘No’ in front of public. He will keep quiet. After 20 days, he will slowly call you, “See last two days, I’m having headache and fever. I heard that you do something. If you want you can try. I don't have faith in all these things. I don’t have faith, if you want you can try. It’s after all nothing but sitting for few minutes silently. I can sit. It’s nothing wrong. But I don't believe in that young Swami, the photograph which you are having. Just I wanted to see.” Naturally, you will smile inside, but you can't show outside. If you are too aggressive, then this guy will say ‘No’. So you’ll put your hand. Two days healing will go on, third day, “I think the medicine which I took two days before, worked. Today I am feeling better. But if you want, for your satisfaction you can try once more.” You also can't say anything, you will heal.

He may not tell you, but he knows what has happened inside. So afterwards only, first time in front of you, he will pick up the book and try to see. When you ask, “How you feel with the book?” “Sounds logical, but even then, I don't believe in all these things. It’s okay” After one month, you want to come for some program - Jayanthi or Shivaratri or something. Naturally you will say, “I’m going, why don’t you also come?” “I’m not stopping what you are doing, don't call me. Don't try to convert me.” Naturally you will say, “No, I’m not converting you. I’m just calling. If you want, you can also come.” “No, I’m not interested. You can go. But I’m not stopping you.” It means what - half yes.

Anyhow, finally after two months, suddenly there will be some flexes, posters, banners everywhere - ‘Nithya Dhyan University.’ And this guy will come back to the house, “I heard that your young Swami is coming to our city. What's the program?” Then you will naturally tell, “It’s a satsang. If you want, you can come and attend - Meditation Program.” “I don't have time. It’s okay go. If you want, you can go.” Just half an hour before the program, “All right. After all there’s nobody to drop you. I can just come at least for taking care of you. It's okay. I’ll just see. But don't force me to meditate and all. I’ll just come and see what he talks.”

He’ll come and sit. Anyhow, all three days - program will be over. If you ask, “How do you feel with the program?” “Good. Okay. But you are too much into it. It says to meditate, meditate and leave it. That's all. Why there is so many malas, so many bracelet; constantly from morning till night calling people and talking? You are too much into it. Don't go overboard. Just be balanced.”

Anyhow, after two months, suddenly he sees in the magazine that there is going to be NSP. Without even telling you, silently he will register. And just two days before, slowly will tell you, “I heard that you are going for volunteering to that program.” You will say, “Yes, yes. I’m going to volunteer. Rarely we get the opportunity to be with Him.” “I think I don't want to send you alone this time.” “What do you mean by you don’t want to send me alone this time?” “That, I’ll also come and be there and see what is going on.”

Anyhow, you will laugh inside, but you will not tell anything. “It's okay, if you want, come and try. What is there?” Then naturally, the whole NSP he will be there. It’ll be going on. In the gaps you will try to talk to him and he will say, “No”. He will keep silence. After the NSP, after everything is over, when he lands in your house, next day morning suddenly you will see, in the next room also the same sound, “Mmm, mmm, mmm” is happening. Same time but in two seperate rooms. Two separate rooms, ”mmm, mmm, mmm”. Now it is too much. Now it is too much. Naturally, you’ll ask, “How do you feel? Now do you understand, what I said is right?” He will say, “No. What Swamiji says is right. It sounds really true, but you did not present me as he told. Because of you I delayed my meditation.” Again, who will be blamed? You. You see what’s, accepting Swamiji is very easy, but accepting, you are right, is very difficult. Accepting that Swamiji is right, is easy. But accepting you are right, is too difficult.

Anyhow, after one month, when somebody calls and says, asks, “Can I come for healing? Your uh, can you ask your wife and tell me, what time I can come?” “No, today she’s not there. But you can come. I myself can heal you.” Now I’m also a healer.” “Please come and heal me.” “I can heal you.” Here ends the show. That's all.