“See, yesterday’s process which I was doing, it’s more for cleansing…”

See, yesterday’s process which I was doing, it’s more for cleansing your inner self, not for grace of God. So don’t worry about it. Now you take it back also, no problem. See, yesterday whatever I said is ‘null and void’ now. No actually, now you go back, no problem, because I need to do something to you in that half an hour. For that I need you to completely open that one corner; you see there’s one corner in the brain, you see that is the area your logic blocks My subtle energy to enter into your brain and awaken the non-mechanical parts. So that part will be relaxed only if you decide to face the insecurity completely. Only when you go to the extreme ‘let go’, that part will open up. See, whenever you are faced with an animal which is going to kill you or the extreme danger, that part will open up for the second layer energy. So that part will open up for the second layer energy. So, that part will open up only if you are logically convinced you are doomed! Or there is no hope, and all hopes are useless.

So that is the mood I need to bring you, only then this subtle non-mechanical parts of the brain will be awakened. Now, I’m telling you, get back to your job, get back to your wife, get back to your family; I have no problem. It’s a... that’s why I said it’s a process, Mmm? But you will see the load of memory will not be there on your inner space.

Yesterday, what I did, in that state itself, you can’t be established. But the further process which I am going to do, in that you will see an unclutching state, in that you can be established. You see, yesterday what I did by evening the mugal again blocked, again block. It's only a kind of injection, a steroid injection; it cannot be regular medicine. If I do that same process now second time it won’t work. This are only one time it will work. One time punch! I’m using all possibility to put you into Enlightenment that’s all, nothing else.

You will be surprised, some process will be completely contradicting each other. Yesterday, I was telling you to forget everything, actually after two days when we start the past-life regression, I’ll ask you to remember everything. It is preparation, you see it’s like a... There’s a story: One demon, Raktabija, he went and hid himself in the cremation ground; all the ghosts are protecting him. See let Me give you the difference between the process and life solution. See yesterday, what I was doing, I was trying to open some parts of your brain, so that I can do the work which I really want to. It’s almost like a surgery. I was telling this story no. This demon went and hid himself in the cremation ground; all the ghosts are protecting him, millions of ghosts. So Devi has to kill him before the sunrise, she has only one night; sunrise happens, means that fellow will become too powerful; she can’t kill him after that. So she goes in the night, she sees millions of devils, ghosts. She thought, ‘O God’! When will I be able to kill all those fellows and go inside and kill that demon?

So the ghosts have a very silly habit. If you throw the food, they’ll go and pick it up and eat from the ground; if you give in the hand they won’t eat. They have the silly habit. So Devi sees all these food particle, especially after eating the remains, if you throw, that is a food for them, they will run here and there and start plucking, picking one by one from the ground and start eating. So Devi does the same thing, she throws everything. They are all hither and whither running around for their food and picking up one by one and eating. And Devi goes and kills the demon, and comes back. Then after she comes out, all these ghosts, they’re awakened and they realize what has happened. They thought, Oh God just by little food we dropped our security job and our leader is gone now. Same way, your mind also sometimes, some fearful thoughts are thrown here and there, it runs around; so I can go inside and do My job and come back… I can go in and kill the ego and come back. So yesterday, whatever I was talking is more like a throwing the food, and your mind will be busy thinking, ‘O what will happen to my house, what will happen to my wife, whet will happen to my family and these!’ So, so all these fears comes up, all these insecurities comes up. When all these fears, insecurities comes up, and that hopelessness; nothing can be done! What to do? That is the time this part opens up, relaxes. Then, the awakening of the non-mechanical parts of the brain is very easy for Me. It’s a process, and this part can be opened through the other way also. I am saying,what all the ways the non-mechanical parts of the brain can be awakened.

And this bilva leaf and tulsi leaf is given to you, why you know! That cannot create experience, whatever experience I give will stay in your body. The staying period will be elongated. That’s why that bilva and tulsi leaf; that’s why in all the temples when you go, they ask you to take that, because what experience happens to your bio-memory in temple, that’ll stay with you, that will stay in you. I just want to bring all those things back to life! That’s the reason, I am constantly using all of them continuously in My energy. See, how all of you guys will understand, these are all original, because you are having energy experience from Me. And because I am adding as a one, all these zero’s become now alive in your life. Otherwise, how many times you’ll have gone to temple and took tulasi, took bel leaf? You’ll not have respect for that. Because the experience was never added. Now,the energy experience gets added! Suddenly all these things become sacred, all these things get their original status. That’s the reason I was using that ‘Meru Kavacha’ yesterday. That is what is called Sadari in Vaishnava temples it is sadari. Sadari means the footprint of Vishnu, and in Shiva temples Meru is called, actually the ‘Meru kavacha’. Actually in Shiva temples they don’t bless you with these, but in Vishnu temples they do it, with the footprint of Vishnu.

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All Vishnu temple, if you go, see the energy darshan day, I was using some one cup kind of thing. You will see in all Vishnu temples, they will have like that where the Vishnu’s feet will be carved, and they’ll put that on your head. You are supposed to feel the intense energy when they put; neither the priest does, nor he does it with; so it has become a ritual. You lost respect for that. Now what do you do? You go on ritualistically, ‘Hi, Bye, How are you? Wow, Great! And you look at other person and, ’Where did you buy this jewellry, where did you get this sari?’ You go around the temple talking all the village stories. Who ran away with whom? Who is having affair with whom? And all the news will be there, and except God every subject will be spoken. Why? Because ‘Yogo Nasta Parantapaha.’ In the course of time the yoga is lost. But when the energy experience is received, what happens? Now you will never go to our temple and talk worldly stories, because you know that’s energy. It’s a living mechanism. That is the reason I spent so much money and all these things. Actually, each Varana is more costlier than My car. For making these Vahanas’ I can make more cars, I can buy more number of cars for Me. I said ‘No’, let all these things become alive! It’s not gold, gold painted, but even then this artwork is lost. Because of that I’ll have to get all those workers, and those workers I have to have compassion on Me. No really! Did you see in the temple they’re working? But, actually, we were planning to show you guys, we are making a 7 feet Anandeshwara- Anandeshwari for Huston.

Of course, but for that use, we made a mould that we have poured a metal. That metal pouring and the chiseling were supposed to do it here and show you guys. That’s why that hut was being constructed. Did you see that a one shed is being constructed? That shed was being constructed to make a mould there. I wanted all you guys to see how the metal is melted and poured ann the Deity is made in these twenty days. Neither the shed was ready, nor was these fellows came, they all ran away! The problem is if they get hundred rupee, they’ll have to drink for three days and buy a loan, get loan for two hundred rupees and drink for one more week, only then they will start working. Only if they have too much loan, and that fellow who gave the loan is catching their neck, they will come to Me for work. One guy, his wife came and made an agreement with us, ‘I will not allow him to stay in the house, let him be here and work, and you send all the money to me directly. I asked him, ‘Do you agree?’ He said he agrees. Then I said, ‘Not only I’ll give that salary directly to your wife to run the family. But whatever you want I’ll take care of you here, that’s extra. I’ll give you separate food, clothes, shelter and your day-to-day expenses, your housekeeping things, everything I’ll give you freely. And salary I’ll give it to your wife.’

After ten days this fellow ran away, and he did not come back. When we called through the phone and asked, ‘what happened, why did you run away, and after all you are given more than what you are supposed to get?’ And these workers usually I give twice the salary, because it’s art! It is not a, what to say that, like a making square or geometry and all that, it’s art. So only if they’re happy, the art will come out more beautifully. So that fellow said, ‘If I’m not supposed to drink, what’s the use of living!’ That’s the first thing he said, ‘And why should my wife get money, I don’t want any of that!’ I’ll, actually, here per day I think they get one thousand two hundred rupee; because they work on ‘one piece’ one piece means the, it’ll be something like two and half kg. Two and half kg. Two and half kg if they work on, they get this much money. Outside, if they work in their native village they’ll get only three hundred to four hundred rupee, because they get a lot of workers. But they can drink there. They can drink alcohol and everything. Here, they can’t do anything.

Here in the ashram they can’t do anything. So just because of that, these fellows ran away. I wanted to show you guys how the, all these things are done, because he will have a tremendous respect. That small Deity which you see, three feet on that lion, lion is not, lion is made out of sheet metal, it’s originally inside is ‘tee cut’, on the tee cut, sheet metal, and the sheet metal carving, and on the carving they will coat a thin layer of copper, then the gold paint, then the lacquer, that’s the way it is done.

The Deity, which is standing on the lion, to make that; at least twenty people have to work for three months. It’s a beautiful job. But, all these things loses value if there is no person to radiate energy. When there is somebody to radiate energy, then what happens? This whole thing becomes alive, whole thing gets he respect. You need to have a temple with God. Without God what will you do with the temple?

There are so many temples, but when the energy experience is missing, power of surrender and power of renouncing pradi. See, actually, renouncing is not needed, just surrender, is enough. You see, if you surrender, when I ask you to renounce, renounce. Now I said nothing is required. Yesterday I asked you, ‘renounce’! If you renounce those few moments, that’s enough. Now you don’t need to bother about renouncing, or no need to bother about possessing. So power of surrender is intelligent renunciation. Renunciation is more like a dull, dead process, not a self intelligent process. Surrender is self intelligence. When you have an intelligent being to guide you, surrender. When you don’t have that intelligent being to guide you, then renounce. In morning, there was a bomb blast, by noon, you see; Actually in that place where the bomb blast happened, Desmesura god. The next day arti was going on... And it seems, there was one pujari, after the bomb blast, he ran and took all the arti to the hundred step a away and continued the arti. He said, ‘No arti cannot be stopped, you manage all that, I’m doing, he was doing it seems. Arti and all cannot be stopped’... He said, ‘OK what can be done now, now let that go on. And he moved hundred feet it seems, with whole vessels and went to the one side and continued arti. Finished, finished till the mantra was over.