“She’s asking another one doubt.”

She’s asking another one doubt. Is it going to be different process for different levels of people for all, or all three levels are going to go through the same? See, the process will be same, but the effect will be different. Which ever group, you see the process I’m going to put you is same. But the effect of that process on you will be different. Because I’m giving you the freedom to choose. When I went to San Jose they took me to this uh, roller coaster ride, and it was really horrible. Horrible is a small word.

First I said no, no, this roller coaster and all, I don’t want its too much. And they said no, no, Swamiji they selling, no, no, it will be really fun, really fun. And these guys wanted me to go, and they wanted to somehow push me into it, and they wanted to see the fun. Finally I said, Alright, we will buy ticket. We will go inside. I’ll see people who come out how they feel. If I see they’re very happy, I’ll take the testimonial and their experiences. Then I’ll get into otherwise I will not sit. So anyhow finally they took ticket some 6 dollars or something.

We went inside, when the roller coaster comes and stops. I saw all the fellows were shouting “Wooooh!” raising the hand. I thought oh God it’ll - it must be fun then. This must be a great fun, so I got in. I sat and they put that bar, that steel bar, and practically you’re locked. And it just took of whoooo and in 10 seconds my turban flew off. I was wearing the turban. aaannndd it went away, got caught on a steel angle and like a flag, and my kavi flag is flying above on that roller coaster. And it got stuck in a - and it’s 6 meter cloth, my turban is actually a 6 meter cloth, and only one corner was stuck in that uh.[..] frame and at least 3, 4 meter flag is flying.

And it went on upside down, upside down now I know how 1 chakra merges into other chakra. I’m searching where is my Swadhisthana, it’s already in Sahasrara, and my Ajna is sleeping with Kundalini and Manipuraka is trying to separate Swadishtana from my Anahata. And tang, tang, tang, up down, up down, up down, up down, and finally when it came and stood, I saw I was also shouting “Whooo!”no then I realized, people shout because the trip ended, not because the trip was joyful. I realized the secret only after that.

But anyhow I have I got down and came out and these few disciples who were also reason for inspiring me to get in, they’re all waiting for the next trip, and they all asked me “Swamiji how is the trip, how is the trip?” I thought “Come on it is ultimate please go, go, go!” I thought why only should - I should go? Why should you guys be sitting here, go.

I think you take half an hour and think through. No, no, I wanted you to think through not just jovially, very sincerely. Am I really interested in dumping all my memory? Everything?All ideas about life.

Only when you recognize the root cause of life’s suffering, is all ideas you carry about life. See the context itself should become different. Till then you may have support from me, not solution from me. Having support from me, is like a devotee, having solution from me is being a disciple. Understand, don’t just have support from me, have solution from me. If you want just support from me, Kalpataru is enough, come to eN-Kalpataru whatever you say, I’ll say alright you will have it my blessings.

You’ll have it in 10 day I’ll appear in your dream. I'll bless you. You’ll have it one month, you’ll have job. In Kalpataru, I give job; in Inner Awakening I take away jobs. In Kalapataru I give relationships, in Inner Awakening I take away everything. In Kalpataru I give what you want in Inner Awakening, I give what I want to give you. That’s why Kalpataru is free. Inner Awakening is paid.

See what you want to have that you don’t need to pay me, I can bless you that, that's simple I can give you. Hundreds of people come and have job whatever they want that's different... What is said? They - you give? Hope for them oh okay!.. Okay now... half an hour for you, it’s 12:45 or I can say 12:40, so 1:10 by 1:10 you’re going to make one of the major decisions of your life. Are you ready to drop the memory? We’ll gather for next session. Thank you.