How to go beyond Pain june 17th Morning Message

I welcome you all with my love and respects. Let’s enter into today’s subject. I will speak on this fracture and the lesson to be learnt from this whole thing. The lesson I lived and the lesson all of you can learn, pick up.

First thing, first question, everybody asked ‘why did Swamiji get into the horse? What is the need?’ See life is not supposed to be just you wake up from the some bed and you walk through the same floor and you get into the same vehicle and you just go to the same office, come back and lie down in the same bed. Life is learning. So I also thought why not pick up horse, horse riding. And after all this horse riding, swimming, all these things are inside our bio memory. Just if you awaken it, it will come up. Hmmm. So I thought why not try? That’s the reason I tried.

Nothing wrong; it was going well. Everyday it was going well and every day I was going around the ashram on horse; morning and evening. I think that day little bit of music, loud music and all our ashramites have started cheering up, so horse got little excited; nothing else that’s all. And the moment I fell, first thing I thought is ohh these fellows should not suffer. All the brahmacharis ashramites who are around me they should not suffer. First thing I told is ‘I am ok. Don’t worry’. I am ok, don’t worry. That is what I told first thing. And after I got up, I saw the fracture in the hand and I told maybe there is a fracture lets go to the hospital and do what needs to be done.

First we went to... 7 O' clock I fell, 2.30 only they did the surgery. Till then no pain killer no anesthesia no pain; no painkiller no anesthesia no pain. It is a compounded two fracture, bones have gone piece-piece and doctors were shocked surprised. They were again and again saying what do you mean by no pain Swamiji? I said I don’t know. Actually the fracture did not do any problem to my body. Now the little sickness I am having is the medicines these fellows infused in my body; this antibiotic and all the anesthesia everything they infused into the body. That is the reason I am having little cough and flem and all that. Otherwise the original fracture did not do anything. There was no suffering there was no pain.

And fortunately the moment I fell from the horse that is also completely video recorded in the security camera and the whole… how I was taken to the hospital whole thing is video recorded and surgery is also video recorded. They are saying impossible. The doctors are saying it must be excruciating pain Swamiji because the bone came out of skin, bone has made hole in the skin. There was bleeding and some three four pieces it became; two fracture and three four pieces.

And….. you may ask why no pain. See, there was no suffering. I did not look back to think why did I get into the horse. I did not look back…… I could have just avoided getting into the horse or this brahmacharis could have avoided music. See, time shaft; whatever is happening is a kala bhairava, guru. Kalabhairava is guru; time shaft. Time shaft should not be looked with the why. You should not look at the time shaft with a post mortem mood. I did not do post mortem. This is the way life is; that’s all. Either look at the time with deep complete acceptance or with gratitude. I looked in gratitude. ‘Ehh fortunately there was no injury on the head. There was no injury on the back. Usually when people fall from the horse they have injury on the head. They break collar bone. Nothing of that injury has happened. So I looked at kalabhairava only with the gratitude.

Kala bhairava, guru, life; means life is guru. Do not look at life with a post mortem mood. I could have thought ‘oh these fellows could have avoided the music. These fellows could have avoided the shouting, cheering up. I could have avoided getting into the horse. What is need for me to learn horse in this age, horse riding? Who asked me to learn horse riding? 1000s of ways you can ask why towards life. But why towards the life always brings suffering. Why and if and wife! All three bring suffering. The ‘why’ does not give any answers. It just brings more and more suffering.

So I always tell you look at the life, look at kala bhairava; kalabhirava means time shaft whatever is happening; look at life either with complete acceptance or with deep gratitude; that’s all. Then there will not be any suffering. Actually the wound, there was no pain. I told the doctors I requested them again and again please do the surgery without anesthesia. I wanted to see. But they were afraid to do without anesthesia. They were afraid to do without anesthesia. They gave anesthesia and did the surgery. And after I came back also…

Actually the surgery, the medicine which they give for anesthesia it is called truth serum. That is the same medicine used for narco test. When that medicine is infused…. there are three medicines. One medicine is same for narco test. When that medicine is infused, you will tell the truths exactly as it is. So before they take me to the surgery to infuse the truth serum, I told ‘let me see what all I blabber’. So when they infused the serum…. and I was blabbering that I, three times I came down to planet earth. Last time when I was in the Meenakshi body also same bone fracture, same place, because of same horse riding!! Now we will have to refer with the Meenakshi’s puranam. Hmmmm. Maybe purana they don’t record all these things. When incarnations go through all these humanly things they don’t record. So I think... I don’t know whether Meenakshi purana recorded this but at that time also same fracture in the same place due to the same reason horse riding only; fell from the horse!!!

The doctors who did surgery they were saying even in the anesthesia people groan moan ohhhh ahhh with pain when they pull the hands. When they pulled my hand, it seems they have to use hard force to pull the hand to place it properly and drill. See when the bone marrow is drilled whatever is in bone marrow will come out. Bone marrow…. in all the human body ordinarily what….. in bone marrow only pain will be there! When they drill with the screw, they put eight screws; two plate and eight screws. And one more thing I want to tell now itself before forgetting, they said after one year I will have to go through one more surgery to remove that plate. There are two plates and eight screws. Now itself I am telling I will teleport it. They will not be able to do one more surgery!!!

I will just ... I will wait for one year... I think the bones will get settled within a month. It will all be healed. But as per medical advice I will wait for some time and teleport the screws and bolts. See after all it is inside my body. So it can be, it is completely associated with my energy. It can just simply be teleported. So these guys they were telling me when they drilled the screws, the only thing I was telling is Namah Shivayam Namah Shivayam; that’s all. There was nothing else. There was no groaning, there was no sound. Doctors have said they have never seen a patient not only no pain, even in unconscious, even in the medicine, even in anesthesia there was no moaning or groaning!!!

So actually we have the whole video recording of whatever the doctors were analyzing…….. and maybe by tomorrow we will upload in the YouTube you can all see how I fell from the horse; from that moment to complete surgery, whole thing can be seen.

So the lesson you need to learn from this whole thing my prasadam to you... see this is a great experience for me. So I can give you the prasadam of this experience. This; never go to life-kalabhairava-guru all these three are one and the same. See life only teaches you. Guru only teaches you. When the life is intensely teaching you, it is guru. Life or kalabhirava or guru; never go to the kalabhairava or guru with a mood of why. Always go with a total acceptance or with extraordinary gratitude. Not only that I will show you now miraculously how in two three days the whole thing gets healed; completely the whole thing gets healed. I will show you and the whole healing miraculously happening also because no suffering; no suffering, no pain. So learn this one lesson.

Come on sit with this one idea for few minutes ‘let me approach life with a deep gratitude or full acceptance. No why to life’.

I bless you all. Let you all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate and share the eternal bliss, Nithyananda.

Thank you.