“Today’s subject again Complete Understanding of Desire – 1.”

Prayer. Welcome. Today is the 4th day of VBS. Yesterday Rud got materialized in Anandeshwari’s hand in Malyasia! And our Seattle devotee’s house Panchamukhi Rudraksha got materialized. One great thing is without holes – it proves solidly it is materialized Rudraksha. With holes you can say it may have dropped from some mala. Without holes means unprocessed. This exactly proves it is a teleported Rudraksha. Great! In Malaysia Vibhooti is getting materialized in Ma Nirantara’s hands now. In Oman, Parcha Karpooram Raw camphor Venkateshwara’s prasadam is happening. In few seconds, Rudraksha without hold will also happen now. Within this Bramhotsavam days my locket is going to be teleported. I made some unique lockets with silver which is not for sale anywhere else. Nobody knows the shape of this locket. Nobody has even seen it. That will get teleported. Yesterday Ma Krishnananda received kumkum in her hands. She will have peacock feather now. Nice thing is all this materialization is happening in open hands. Let Venkateshwara’s presence and divine grace be with all of us!

Today’s subject again Complete Understanding of Desire – 1.

I am continuing same subject from yesterday

172 Patanjali Yoga Sutras, 4th chapter 10tyh verse

Dasaam anaaditvam cha asisha nityatvaat

First thing you need to understand, existing & desire to exist is one and the same! Desire and “exist” “ing” are one and the same. I am not saying existing, I am separating them exist – ing. You may think I have a desire to have billion dollar why it is not existing. Pl und any desire which is from your existence becomes existing! One by one understand I will take you step by step. 1st you exist which is from the source of life cosmos. So desire to exist is from the same source. And desire to expand also is from the same source. So any authentic honest desire to expand becomes existence just like you exist. Then how come many of our desires don’t get fulfilled. Look inside. Your existence is 7G spectrum, your desires are happening in 2G spectrum. You are ready to compromise and bargain. That is why existence is playing with you. your own existence is playing with you. when your existence and your desire to exist and your desire to expand, vibrates in same frequency, your desire to expand becomes existence!

1000s of questions related to why my desires are not fulfilled, is desire wrong or right all this will be cleared. I am giving you the Vedic life view on desires soughting out all conflicts. Not understanding desire, you waste so much of energy. You need to understand what is desire, divert your energies properly towards the desire. First – are desires wrong? No. the desires of your own spectrum are not wrong. For example, you exist in some space. But your desires are in lower spectrum. Even then I am not saying the lower level spectrums are wrong. They just create conflict in you & remind you not to have lower level spectrums. Because at some point, if you need to choose between your existence and your desire, if desires are in lower spectrum, you will compromise with it. Naturally you will not only be not fulfilled but it will also create a conflict in you. I am entering into physics of desire.

Just 2 days before a Harvard doctor scientist was discussing with me about teleportation. She says teleportation has only reached to the level of info being teleported. Means if teleporter is A, B is object and C is receiver. Only at level of info this is happening. For example, if atoms, DNA is loaded with some info and made to vibrate at certain unique frequency. When C also vibrates in same frequency, then B disappears and appears at C. it has happened only at the level of info. She says what you are doing is completely beyond science. She says nothing even near this even science is able to imagine. She made a very imp statement – when the DNA gets teleported, after dismantling and assembling also, not only all the DNA is teleported, the info is re-arranged very intelligently. That is why I say when you die and come back, you update your intelligence collected from whole past birth.

Same way, with your desire also….one death and rebirth. I want you to understand this. for example, you had a desire to marry somebody. Unfortunately that person got married to someone else and he or she is no more available as part of your life. You have to marry someone else now. When the desire breaks unfulfilled, it dies and it becomes part of your intelligence. If you are ready to face that loss consciously by not pushing it in your garage or in your dust bin, in your corner of the mind or hiding it in the secret corners of your subconscious then that intelligence will not be available for your day to day life. But if you can face it in the present moment with awareness, that intelligence becomes basic cognizance for you for the day to day decision making process. Anything which has become cognizance for you for the day to day decision making will not stay inside you as dead weight or unfulfilled engrams is responsible for mental disorders like alzheimer’s disease, parkinsons disease, depression, insomnia. These can destroy your very balance to exist. Which can destroy your very physical existence physical cancer – same mental. The source of mental cancer is un faced authentic experiences of life. Your name & fame getting lost is not authentic exp. But some of your strong desires break this auth exp. I want you to know the difference. I am opening up a new spectrum. So many ends are untied. You need to now contemplate and tie all the ends. That will lead you to complete enlightenment.

Sometimes when explosion is happening, how many people make logical decisions of this explosion. When you are in manana or vaada prativaada. See this discourse once more at least and have discussion or vaada prativaada amongst you. Information disappearing and appearing is death and birth. Same way a product disappearing in my being and appearing where I want is death and birth. Just few days before one of our Swami said I met a person and he gave a Ganesha saying it is materialized. Our Swami came and showed it to me. I looked and said it is not materialized but is just sleet of hand. The Ganesha who was materialized was not perfect. He was crooked. The dismantling and assembling is like death and birth. That is why in Malaysia had a gold ball inside the Rudraksha! When it got dismantled and assembled, actually there are 2-3 items in my box. And they got confused and mixed up!

Because it is happening not with my will, casual way, it is happening in a rough way.

Any assembling, dismantling is a new birth. Same way any desire you carry whether it is fulfilled or unfulfilled when you see an end by fulfilling or breaking, it is one more birth. Your intelligence gets updated. You need to know something else. If you know your intelligence gets updated by fulfilling or unfulfilling, you will have tremendous respect for life. Because if fulfilled, it become part of your existence and vice versa at least it gets part of your intelligence. The science why it does or does not get fulfilled is nothing but the spectrum from which it is happening.

How can my casual word like let there be rudraksha in someone’s hand is happening? Because existence is running just to fulfill it! because it is happening from higher spectrum. So anything happens from higher spectrum becomes existence!

Now contemplate. Contemplate on this. I told you too many statements. You need to digest a lot. Take this one sacred secret now for samyama meditation. I exist because of my desire to exist. It means any desire which comes out of my existence, is going to become existence! Only if it is conflicting with somebody else’s existence and property it will not be there.

Contemplate on this one sutra. All desires which can become reality, will become reality and all your desires which disappear, all desires which can never become reality will disappear!

Anyhow the completion happens inside you, when you sit with the desire.

So tell your self – I exist,

Sit. Let Venkateshwara’s presence be filled in all of us!