Have Pure Heart Where God Can Reside

Srikanth Iyer is asking a question, “Do the benefits of bathing in the water body greater than the blood volume applied to swimming in a pool”?. Yes. The physical effect of the, what I said yesterday will happen even in ordinary swimming pool. Here one step higher the sacred effect also happens. This water is energised programmed water. Because it falls on the Deity. It helps you to rejuvenate and I can say that most spiritual angle.

Srikanth : “I heard that you cannot go between Nandhi and Shiva Lingam in a Temple. Is this true?”. It is not like you cannot go. Like a Nandhi is supposed to be a great devotee of Shiva . Even if one person crosses and makes him not to see the Shiva for a second ,he feels bad. That’s all. Nothing else.

One more thing before I forget, I want to tell people. Yesterday somebody asked me in the energy darshan that “Let me die in your arms”. I said,” Don’t ask all these things”. Please understand in The energy darshan whatever you ask will come true. So don’t ask anything wrong. So do not ask anything wrong or do not say anything wrong during energy darshan. Ask exactly what you want. If you want healing just say Swamiji please help me to get healed. Don’t say if you can’t heal let me die. No. Sometime people go to the extreme frustration. Try to throw the frustration on me. Aray, there I am sitting like a fire, alive energy. Whatever you ask I will say “Tathastu”. What will happen? Let it happen. So do not ask. Always utter right words. Always utter exactly what you want.

And during energy darshan I saw some devotees disciple rolling in ecstasy when you moved your hand. In my case there wasn’t body movements. Does it means I am lacking something in spirituality?” Subramanium, Subramanium don’t worry I will make you roll in two three days. Just the system is getting ready. See I don’t want you guys get frightened. Yesterday still I saw two three people got frightened. They said “No I don’t want to roll”. Then I said alright. I do not awaken your Kundalini. It is ok .You rest. I just left it.

So I don’t want you guys to get into the shock. I am just managing. If you don’t have any problem about rolling just get me a small slip” Swamiji just pour yourself on me”. That’s all. Nothing else is required. I will make you roll all the whole chitsaba. That is not a problem. Actually I am keeping myself in a very, what to say that covered way so that you don’t get frightened. That’s all. So you say yes. You are opening your doors. Come on. Forty Eight hours is too much. Alright. So when you come in the evening energy darshan just tell me. Just tell me. Swamiji I completely open. Do what you want. That’s all I required.

I actually thought you guys should not get frightened. So that is the reason if you see yesterday the regular devotees I just blew on. I know they will not be afraid. If I am seeing you newly or recently then i will play little, I will be little careful. Because you should not feel little hurt. Not only that it is a it is suddenly new culture you see. You should not have fear What is going on here .It is not hypnotism. It is not mesmerism. Understand. It is not hypnotism. It is not mesmerism. Just I am awakening your Kundalini.

Especially when I do that movements you will see that near your Ananda Gandha or the Manipooraga that is the area I will be doing the movements . All your identity, you see, the identity which you maintain, your decorum, your respect, your that self identity that will just go to pieces. It is just explored. With the God consciousness awaken in you, that will be too much for you. You will feel almost like a, you are losing ground on your own body.

That is why sometime people feel like, oh I don’t see, I don’t feel it is right for me. Then I will say alright, you wait, no problem. I will wait for you. I will wait for you. Whoever does not have any problem whoever is feeling I have no problem losing my small identity. I want the God’s consciousness inside me. Anybody come and tell me that. That is all I want nothing else.

See yesterday I was playing a very safe game. So you don’t get frightened .You don’t get too disturbed. Don’t bother at all. Actually I can make you levitate within forty eight hours, next forty eight hours .That is not a problem. It is a, It is only your will. You understand. I am like a cyclone. I don’t want to enter into your house unless you wanted me to enter.

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See even the transformation, I am such a powerful transformation. That is one big problem. Why we are not able to market me. See I am a just makeup man, do little bit of patching here and there, cosmetic surgery and send you back. You can market me like anything. But here I am. I am not just doing skin surgery to you. The very core I am churning out. The very core I am transforming.

So what to do. That is the reason you feel, “Wow! It is too much for me. Maybe my family cannot take it. My friends cannot handle it.” See, why you know, that time I am just pure consciousness like a sky. My eyes are like a window. You are afraid to look into that abyss. You are afraid that you may fall into that or abyss may suck you. Arey, too much respect does not mean you should not have that experience. See respect on me should make you experience me. Not that that will create a kind of a fear. Arey, little bit of fear, it’s ok, tolerate.

I myself had this problem. Understand. When I first had my own Satori, the enlightenment experience at the age of 12, two and half days it was like a fever, like a bliss fever. After that the first thing happened is tremendous fear. I thought some ghost has possessed me. I will not go near that rock. See usually I have to cross that area to go to my ex school from my house to school. I have to cross that rock where I had my enlightenment. I will not go near that rock .I will take diversion, which is one kilometer extra. Feeling like some ghost is sitting there. It will come and catch me once more. So it is ok in initial level little fear .

What I am saying if you hold yourself because of that fear and irritation. Actually when your personality breaks up, you will have even irritation. You will feel Aah! it looks like he is arrogant and he is conquering my personality. It is not. You understand I am very beautifully filling you. Nothing else. So don’t be afraid or irritated or angry. Of course if you are afraid I will wait. No problem I will wait. But you will be wasting too many days. Too many days you will be wasting.

You are a long time devotee. Aye, other two three people they are not able to handle. They are new. I can understand. You know me so long. Why there is so much fear? Don’t miss energy darshan. That is too big miss. Too big miss. And just get a slip “Swamiji I am completely open, do anything you want”. That is enough. That is the green signal for me.

Green signal and (,) I am just waiting. I am just waiting to pour myself into you or fill you with the divine. It is just getting prepare you. Don’t worry about sin and all. Sin and all does not stop this .See, sin all these that things are like a small grass. Flood cannot bother about Oh! there is so much grass ,how can I go there? No. It just finishes away. Not the grass even the whole land on which grass is growing.

So sin, karma don’t bother about all these things. All those things has no play here. No place here (,). Only the receptivity and the mental setup of non receptivity is sin . Nothing else. See when you in the mood of non receptive, anything can create anger and irritation in you. I have seen. Sometime people are angry about the seat which I am sitting. Why he is sitting in such big seat?. Why he is sitting so high?. Arey, if I sit on the ground you can’t see me. Be practical. And somebody has really enjoyed my discourses and sessions and they felt, I think he is worthy of good throne, good seat. They made it and gave.

And it is not that comfortable. Don’t think it is comfortable. Try to sit and see. You need to sit straight for whole day. Then you will understand. Not only that all of you are going to sit only next twenty one days then you are going to be doing so many other things in your life. In my life, whole day, whole life I am sitting. I can have a little comfortable seat. It is not comfortable also . it is ninety degree seat. See all my seats are ninety degree. Only if you are a Yogi you can sit. Not otherwise.

So sometime people get irritated for no reason. They get irritated why he is wearing jewellery?. Hey it looks nice on me. I am just enjoying it.Why are you bothered. That’s all. Somebody gave. I am wearing. This mind you see gets into all kinds of when you are irritated or resisting you get into all kinds of mood, mood swings. Alright.

Ok we will start. Today the first process. The first thought current flow we will work is attention need. Need for the recognition from the outer world. Need for the name. Need for the fame . Need for social identity. This thought current flow gets centered on the heart centre. The need for recognition from society. Need for social identity. I will straight away come to the subject. Please understand. This necessity to be recognised by others has become almost like a food. I can see . If others recognise you, you are ready to do any foolish thing without even getting paid or getting any income or profit or return.

If others don’t recognise you any amount, anything you have you are not satisfied.That sadness is there. To cheat you, it is not big thing at all. Just if they come and talk to you and say that nobody like you is there in the planet Earth. You are the greatest Karna , the God of giving, the lord of giving some half an hour that’s all. Then you will be in a mood where you can't say No. Finally that fellow will say all I need is just ten Lakhs Rupees for my loans. You will say Oh I have only one house. But that is ten lakhs worth. I will sell it and give you. Over. you will be standing on the road. What for because he praised you, you are a Karna.

No we do this. Please understand. I am not making fun. We do this in many time in life. See I am not saying doing charity is wrong. No. All I am saying is we become ready to do any foolish thing for the sake of others attention, name and fame or social identity. We do not have our own clarity or integrity where we respect ourself. When you don’t respect yourself what you will do. You expect and wait, wait, waite crave for others to do, others respect you.

I can say this is the first problem, first knots. I wanted to remove from your personality. Librate yourself from society. Society is chaotic, unconscious. Please understand. I am not creating hatred in you. I am just stating the fact. Even they don’t know they are unconscious. You understand, your mom and dad, it is not that knowingly they brought you up unconsciously. Even they don’t know they are unconscious. Even they don’t know many of the things about the life.

It is totality of unconsciousness. So first thing you need to do is, declare your freedom. A big capital letter, red no “NO” to society. Say I will do whatever I am enjoying, I will live whatever I feel as my life’s goal. I may, I may not hurt you that does not mean I will listen to you. I will give you my respect but not life. Let you come to this clarity about everybody, everything in life.

What you need from society and what society needs from you has to be understood and analysed with this light. I am not saying become anti social, No. I am not saying become an naxalite, NO. I am not saying, became a maoist, NO. Then again you will be fighting with the same society. I am not saying fight or die. I am not saying become an naxalite and kill the society, NO. I am not saying be an ordinary man running after name and fame recognition and killed by society, NO. All I am saying is just go above society. Become overfit not outfit. Overfit. Just decide what I need from society, what society needs from me. Let me have clear bargain, clear plan.

Do not allow the society more than certain extent inside you. I will tell you, I will tell you from my personal experience. Even now when I enter into my room and close the room. That's all. I forget whole Dhyanapeetam. Forget all these calamities ,chaos happening around me. Chaos of worshiping my feet everyday, The conscious disciple go on worshiping me (,). Have some space in you, where nobody can corrupt you. That is what I call Pure Heart where God Can Reside. Have some space in your heart where nobody can touch you. So that God can reside there. If there is no place ,no vacancy how will God come and reside in your heart? I need little vacancy, The divine to happen in your heart. You need little vacancy.

Now spend five minutes to pendown all the major failures you faced because of your decisions based on the attention need. All the major wrong decisions you took, sufferings happened in your life because you made decisions for the sake of name and fame, social recognition.

After energy darshan immediately please have honey and tulsi or honey and bilva. So that the non mechanical parts of the brain which gets awakened, that will become permanent in you. In temples in Bharat they give. When you go to the Gharpa Mandir and have the energy experience when you come out they will give you the prasadam honey and tulsi and bael leaf. If you eat that. So that if you eat that experience that happened in your non mechanical parts of the brain will become stable, permanent in you.

(Participant) : ok,when I continues activities to suppress my authentic expression especially in sp[ritually to my friends and family back home or in Norway or in Australia. People who come from very secularised or atheist background, they don’t understand than I can’t say anything, so what to do?

(Swamiji) : So they feel you are not even saint.

(Participant) : So like I am trying to maintain my old reputation, my old identity.

(Swamiji) : No need. See no need to maintain old reputation. Because even the old reputation in those days was not there. Understand, see we always have a delusion .Once upon a time you had a reputation NO. So you need to know very clearly, name and fame should be like your fragrance, your smell. Your smell cannot be taken away from you.

If your personality is worthy of a fragrance, let there be fragrance. How much your personality is worthy of fragrance. Is it three feet or four feet or six feet. That many feet let that smell will be there. Let that fragrance be there. If your personality is worthy of dirty smell nothing can be done. Even if you pour how much scent you want, only scent may waste nothing else. So understand the fear of losing name and fame is just useless fear. Useless, completely useless.

I tell you, declare yourself as Paramahamsa. Paramahamsa means I have decided to live life based on my heart. My heart is the guiding force for my life. Nothing else. See if your heart is the guiding force for your life, I promise you, not only you will have inner fulfillment you will have even outer success. But if your head is your guiding force, society will only guiding you. Neither you will have enough fulfilment you may have outer success as society describes not as you wanted.

See all the awards are given not for the sake of the pride of the fellow gets it . Because of the pride of the fellow gives it. When you get attention from others, attention is energy because you don't know how to get energy from inside, you expect energy from outside. It is like running your petrol car with kerosine. You are supposed to run with the petrol which is the inner energy but you are using kerosene, not even kerosene, sometimes sewage water ,drainage water. Even if you become aware, half is done, now you go to the solution.

See when you have the kundalini awakening the movement should be straight up. If it is side you are avoiding me. When the kundalini awakening happens you should feel the movement in the spine. You should feel as your spine is being lifted. Then the right awakening is happening. If you are pulling this way or pushing this way then you are only avoiding me. When the energy hits you from initiation if you are moving this way or this way. Should be straight up movement.