Man Cannot Make it He has to be Given

Clear! Please understand. Go with the... go into the program with all intensity. I’ll see that not only you enjoy the program, that real honest truth, the honest true spiritual experience is awakened in you and that gets converted as a physical health, mental health, and spiritual joy, beautiful relationships and creativity - creating wealth, prosperity in your life. I'll see that that energy gets converted into all these five directions. As a side effect of that spiritual awakening, all these starts happening in your life.

Of course, if you are not interested in doing, if you are just sitting here also, I'll be able to push you. I can do that. But you will not be enjoying. That is why I always tell people, even if it is heaven, if it is given to you without you working for it, it will not be heaven. If you also work for it, even if your work does not bring that result directly; if you feel after you worked you got it, you will enjoy it. See, it is not that some ten-fifteen minutes of your meditation is going to bring you spiritual experience. No. I am telling you very clearly, man cannot make it. He has to be given. That's the truth. But if you give him freely, he will take it for granted. So he has to made run around like as if he is making it. Then finally you have to gift it to him as if he made it. No, that is the whole game. You can't think that it came without your effort.

And same way, the truth is you can't make it. That is the problem. Basically, man can't make it. You see I tell you honestly, I did not make it. Somebody gave it to me. That is why when I write My biography, people feel shocked thinking that all those things I achieved. It is not truth!

See I had a strong experience at the age of twelve. Somebody gave Me; actually Annamalai Swamigal gave Me, gave that experience to Me. Any of you have seen him? He lived in Arunachala. In ninety-five only he passed away. A great enlightened disciple of Ramana Maharshi. He gave it to Me; because he gave, My whole life has become alive. Then I did whatever I did.

So basically man can't make it, he has to be given. But the funny thing is his ego is so much, if he is given he will take it for granted. So you have to satisfy his ego - means you have to make him feel, “Oh I woke up early morning and drove all the way to Bangalore and sat with Swamiji. We blowed the right nostril, left nostril, did pranayama, bent the body and then our kundalini was awakened.”!! You feel very happy. “Wow! I did it. I did it!” But exactly, to tell you the truth, man can't make it. He has to be given. That's the truth. I was given! I am telling you honestly I was given. To tell you honestly, you can't make it. You can't make it. It has to be given. Somebody gave Me, and I can give you. But unfortunately if I give you directly, you will have the same problem which I had when it was given to Me. I did not believe. I really thought, “Oh something is being done to me.”

Really I am telling you. You see, when My master gave Me the experience, I really thought that he is hypnotising Me and he is going to use Me for himself. But he did not even care about Me. He just left the body. Annamalai Swamigal. No, he did not expect Me to make a big mission for him or he did not expect Me to do some seva for him. Nothing! But when he gave the experience I had that fear. “Maybe he is doing something on Me or he is going to do something to Me.”

Suddenly I realized, “Oh God! He gave it as a gift!” The human mind doesn't tolerate gift. It tolerates pain because it breeds on pain. Human mind breeds on pain. Please understand. So it... but it doesn't tolerate gifts. So that is the reason I have to make you do some exercise, some practice, something and then make you experience. So you may think, “Now after all you told the truth, why should we do?” The truth which I said only your intellect will catch. Your whole inner being will not catch. That will catch only when I make you do the whole circus. That's the truth, that's the right word ‘circus’. That's a right word. Because you have gone so much away from the simple truth. Bringing you back to that simple truth is so complicated. Bringing you back to that simple truth is so complicated. So basically, these four days I am going to make you experience.

(Video edited - no continuity) And seven engrams, seven layer engram you have. See you are basically a seven layer. Seven things put together is you. One your physical body-blood, flesh, bone, bone marrow. This is the first part. The second part is your breathing structure-inhaling, holding,exhaling, spreading all over the body, and cleaning. These are the five breathing action happening in you. Please understand. Inhaling holding, exhaling and the air which you held inside that being spread all over the body and cleaning. These are the five breathing actions -prana, vyana, udana, samana, apana.

You don't need to remember; as I said I am repeating all this for My remembrance. It's like uh I am... My rhythms “Baa Baa Black Sheep”. Only when you sing again and again you'll remember. So I never miss a opportunity to repeat these Sanskrit words. See I'm just, I wanted all this to be kept alive. So, as I said there will be some technical terms I'll be repeating not for the sake of you understanding or remembering. For the sake of Me remembering and keeping it alive.

So you understand the English, that's enough. In English I'm repeating - inhaling, holding, exhaling, spreading, cleaning. This what I am saying - prana, vyana, udana, samana, apana - Five breathing process. This is the second part of you.

Third part of you is constant inner chattering. Constantly that inside, something will be going on. Lalalalalalalala. Something! Whether you are sitting, walking, talking. You may do anything but inside that radio will be going on. Chatterbox…. will be going on. That is the third part of you.

Fourth part of you is emotions. Sometime you will not even have words, but you will have the heaviness feeling, emotions. And the fourth, please understand. The fourth is emotions. Emotion is different from thoughts. Thoughts can be controlled, emotion will control you. It is not thoughts. It's beyond thoughts. It's the fourth part.

Fifth part is the chaos, like a lump of emotion and thought mixture. Like RCC concrete. See thought is a steel. Emotion is a concrete. And the fifth layer is concrete and steel put together, RCC pillar. That’s the fifth layer. Fifth layer is the place where you fall asleep. You can't handle yourself anymore and you just fall asleep. Where aaaaalll, its like a garage! All your engrams are there. The fifth is the, like a godown (warehouse), causal body.

The sixth is the peaceful zone. Seventh is enlightenment. All these seven parts put together only is you. ‘You’ is all these seven put together.