“There are a lot of personal requests.”

There are a lot of personal requests. Those things we can handle in the energy darshans. Humm? Healing requests. Other things we’ll work on. The questions which is useful for everybody can attend now.

Question: “Is there any link between us and nature?”

Swamiji: You are part of it, even though you think you are not. You are just part of it.

Question: “Does God is very cruel?”

Swamiji: No, no, no. He’s neither kind nor cruel. He’s just overflowing ecstasy. See, overflowing ecstasy will always be kind. Even the word kindness is not a full word. He’s just overflowing ecstasy, Humm?

Question: “Is it a very pleasant experience, happy, cool experience or pain, torture?”

Swamiji: Oh no, no, no, no pain and torture. Don’t bother, never, ever think its pain and torture. Usually Krihsnamurti says enlightenment is pain and torture. But it’s not. See it’s like a... if you put the gold coin into the mercury, it’ll start melting. If the whole gold coin disappears into mercury, mercury says: “Oh, ecstasy, ecstasy, ecstasy.” But if your bit of the gold coin is not melted, it’s in the hand, the gold coin shouts, “Pain, pain, pain!”. If you are completely enlightened you’ll understand it’s a joy, ecstasy. It’s not pain. Unfortunately usually Krishnamurti goes on claiming it is pain, because one bit was... did not dissolve in him. There was a bit left... I’ll take care I won’t give you anymore of this kind of... what to say, disturbances. By not, by giving dates when I am not ready... The problem is this does not come from prior information. It just happens like a tsunami wave and it takes its own time to settle down and...

Question: “When awareness increases, engrams become smaller. Can the engrams vanish also?”

Swamiji: Yes. It can completely vanish. When awareness is reached its peak it can just vanish.

Question: “When we concentrate on our mind our samskara is automatically coming. So how to divide pure mind and samskara?”

Swamiji: Oh. Please understand, any concentration will bring samskaras, but any awareness will kill samskaras. So be aware of whatever is happening. Then you won’t have the problem of samskaras.

Question: “Mind is full of inner chatter. Please guide how to let oneself into this process and experience truth. This will help me in enjoying the fruits received.”

Swamiji: Maybe if you are physical. Let Me give you the explanation on being physical. When you are sitting, feel you are inhaling through these twenty-one tips. See ten finger, ten feet, fingers tip, fingertips on the top. These are the twenty one points. Visualize your inhaling and exhaling through the twenty one points. So you’ll become physical.The inner chattering will drastically drop. When you sit, visualize that you are inhaling and exhaling through the twenty one points. Be physical. Humm?

Many are personal questions.

Question: “I’m going so deep in your presence that I am coming out in jerks, especially at spine.”

Swamiji: That’s ok. That’s perfect.

Question: “When you ask to close our eyes, I felt your aura expanding and enveloping my entire being as if I’m engulfed in white cloud and every now and then I felt a jerk, as if waking from deep sleep.”

Swamiji: Maybe the inner kundalini awakening, na as I said that... \\because I’m feeling so strong, alive in all of you. You all are feeling the same thing.

Question: “Why is that the moment I stand in your presence I begin to cry and I am not just able to control myself?”

Swamiji: Good. Ramakrishna says very beautifully... hmm... Any of you have read his book, Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna? All his teachings have been collected in that book. Now the best book I ever read in My life. It’s called the Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna... The person who recorded his teachings, he asked Ramakrishna. See people may not be able to read the whole book, may not even whole chapter, may not even whole page, may not even the whole paragraph. So the first what I say should be essence of this whole book. Tell me something like that. And Ramakrishna says very beautifully: If your tears flow by remembering the Master, or God, this is last janma for you. Put this as a essence. Can you understand? The student is asking compiler something: “Tell me the first line.” Should be the essence of the whole book because the person may not go after few lines for some reason. So let us be clear. We give the essence the first itself. Then very clearly He says, “Anybody overflowing with gratitude of tears remembering the Guru or God, this is last janma for him.”

Question: “When the supernatural power is cause of driving human lives, why to introduce negative actions and then humans to follow various ways to overcome these negative actions and feelings?”

Swamiji: Please understand, supernatural is cause of the whole balanced flow. When you go against the balance, that is negative, and you have the freedom to go... That is where the negativity, otherwise supernatural itself is not bringing negativity. I’ll talk on this subject maybe last day. It’s a very deep subject.

Question: “Can we get little more explanation on the tall soul and short engram?”

Swamiji: This I gave you the graphic view. See when the tall soul and the short engram, it can not touch it. It can not attack it. And, short soul and the tall engram means it’ll be completely in confusion. Terrible confusion. That’s all.

Question: “Does the meditation possible if the mind is too tensed? Are other terms kudarka is too intense?”

Swamiji: I think at that time you should make it as possible. So put a little more effort. That’s all.

Question: “Thank you for good beginning in spite of overtaxed or tired.”

Swamiji: No, no, understand again, I’m not tired. Actually I'm too energetic, that is the problem. You don’t understand that language. There’s no pain in the body. See if you guys feeling tired, you’ll have pain in the body. You’ll feel that area more. In My case I’ll not feel that area, that is where the problem is. It just expands, starts doing its own cleaning process, balancing process. It’s not medical tiredness or anything. If you check the pressure, pulse, everything will be normal. Medically excellent, perfect it I’ll be. And... I will be able to see more longer, able to hear more deeper. I can read from here the Living Enlightenment, that word, which is on the book. I don’t know how you’ll understand. I can read that word, that letter. So it becomes very sharp. The problem is, because of this sharpness I start feeling every... in every skin I am alive. I don’t know how you feel, how you understand. It’s too mystic. Ok, leave it. Because of that, when the command happens in the brain, you do not know which hand to move. Command says, “Come on, move the hand.” And you do not know whether this hand or that hand! And it takes a little time for the command to settle down. So the closest hand gets moved.

Question: “Thank you for... How long will the effect of Master’s presence last on us?”

Swamiji: It is forever. It is forever.

Question: “Will I be able to die peacefully after going through this NSPS?”

Swamiji: Yes. That is the purpose of the whole program. Not only you will die peacefully, you will have a choice whether to take one more birth or not. You’ll have that choice.

Question: “Does it mean that I will be enlightened after death?”

Swamiji: No, I cannot say you’ll be enlightened. You’ll have the freedom to get enlightened, or to take one more body. See at that time if you carry a strong some desire, you want to come down, you may come down. And you will come down in a proper way. Where to experience that desire and pack up and go. Or you may not come down at all. But when you come down consciously that will be the last birth. No doubt about it. So you can have only one more. Or no more, that two choice will be given in front of you. So you’ll have that clear idea. Based on that you can decide.

Question: He’s asking: “What is the process of getting out of body?”

Swamiji: Don’t worry, you don’t need to get out of body. If you just relax from the psychological connection of the body that is enough. You don’t need to physiologically die. You need to psychologically die, that’s all.

Question: “How to lead a happy life when you are in a big problem?”

Swamiji: I think only when you are in a big problem, you can live happily. Because the whole life is a big problem. You see, whole life is a big problem. And don’t expect that all the waves will settle down and you can take bath in the ocean, no. It’ll be going on and you have to take bath. That’s the way things happen. There’s no such thing as waves will settle down, then I’ll take bath, no.

Question: “You say if we attend these four days with vidarka then miraculous transformation will happen within us. But when I leave from here after four days you will not come with me.”

Swamiji: I’ll come with you, don’t worry.

Question: He’s asking shall I have vidarka for your photograph.?”

Swamiji: You can have vitarka only for me. You can, ha... use through photograph. Not to photograph itself. See you don’t pray to photograph: “Oh stone give me boon, oh photo give me boon.” No. “Oh Swamiji give me boon.” So we don’t worship idols, we worship through idols.

Question:“You are different today and I feel your energy. “

Question: “How you teach and explain the death meditation to deaf people?”

Swamiji: How do you think I’m doing in My life? I can do it. Little more effort, that’s all.

Question: “Will you cure all types of health and mental problems with your healing?”

Swamiji: No, I can’t say all type. If it is physical like a bone fracture and all that, I can’t do anything. I can help for, support the healing process. But I myself can not heal it independently. Depression, the psychosomatic disorders I’ll be able to handle completely, independently without the help of medical field. See the physical body has to be handled by allopathy and the mental body can be handled by siddha. Subtle body can be handled by spiritual healing. So all psychosomatic diseases, like a mind-based diseases, I’ll be able to heal it. If the root is in the mind I can heal. But if it is physical I don’t know. I’ll be able to, maybe I can support and help, that’s all.

Question: “Is every Enlightened Being capable of transferring his experience?”

Swamiji: I don’t know, because body gets matured, only then the transmission happens.

Question:“If an individual consciousness is not evolved to receive or understand, how is it possible to transfer this experience?”

Swamiji: With vidarka it is possible. So there is no need to evolve just have vidarka. Your conscious cooperation is more than enough.

Question: “Is jnana must understand and sustain the initiation experience?”

Swamiji: No need. Sometimes without even knowing the word Brahman you will have Brahma Jnana.