“I know for sure that this is going to be one of the best NSP…”

I know for sure that this is going to be one of the best NSP spiritually I am conducting because last few days My body is continuous intense samadhi... Actually, My brahmacharis were taking care of Me were really wanted to cancel the program. I said “No, I’ll go and sit”... I’ll try My best and I will, I’ll do it. I will do it. I don’t want to disappoint, all you guys are gathered from all over the country. It is not money, it is your love and your time. You all have gathered. I measure things based on persons. You all have took your five days and came all the way. Very rarely this kind of too imbalance happens. There is no health problem. Health is perfect. Health is very, what to say that, I am feeling too good, that is the problem! Feeling too good. I will do it. But, I wanted to apologize now itself if I am not able to make, brahmachari, some senior brahmachari will conduct. But I will do it. I don’t want to disappoint you all.

Enlightenment has too many benefits. One or two little disadvantages. It’s not disadvantage, it’s like, sometimes body prepares itself and settles. It's like visiting the planet earth in a different, from a different space. Keeping in touch with two different space continuously... You have a great news. Just little vitarka is enough. You don’t need to understand anything. The presence is so strong, it’ll work. And it’ll do the deepest possible job in you. Whole transformation.

I hope I’ll be able to do. If I am not able to, then please apologize, I sincerely apologize. From yesterday, brahmacharis were continuously pestering that I don’t do programs for next few days. I said, “No. it is not question of just money. If it is just question of money, we can cancel in one day. But hundreds of people’s time, you all have gathered, taking time from your routine, your life. And in last My 8 years of public life, I have not cancelled a single program.

Usually I go in My Endeavor car only, very rarely I go in Caravan. Yesterday, last few days, I was constantly in Caravan to take care of the health... I sincerely request all of you to understand the situation and, I really feel sorry if I am not able to complete the program. Sometimes this physical movement becomes heavy on the system. Otherwise, if you see all the health parameters, they will all be excellent, whether it’s the pressure or pulse, everything will be excellent and perfect. But, body will not be under your control. It’ll just do it’s own things, and it’ll just feel it’s own things. Awareness will be too sharp. It’s like, how you all feel inside your skin, suddenly that feeling starts happening with everything. Now, I am very clear I am present in all your skins, just like how I am present in this skin. So, it is, it becomes such a strong thing, handling this one skin becomes a job. Like, if a command is passed, it takes seconds, sometimes even minute to execute.

Sorry, I have never spoken about this in public. Today I have to... If I disturbed any of your moods, I sincerely apologize. I know you all have come to experience the great joy of bliss. You will, you will experience, no doubt. You may experience too much, that is what.

When a mystic has to become a leader of an organization, these are inevitable problems. See, earlier, mystics were never having a calendar to fulfill. And people who had calendars to fulfill were never mystics. Now I am supposed to play both roles. I am having a calendar I have to fulfill and be in the constant state of samadhi of a mystic... We’ll start the program.

The word ‘life bliss’ is a… almost-near translation of ‘Nithya Ananda’ in sanskrit. Almost near translation of the word ‘Nithyananda’. ‘Nithya Ananda’ means, the eternal bliss is continuously happening in you. Whether you want it or not, whether you understand or not, whether you accept or not, the continuous bliss, the Eternal Bliss, is happening in you.

See, all the Mystics and Masters and Saints and seers happened on the planet earth, insist again and again, this one truth: the Eternal Bliss, Nithyananda, is happening in you. Please understand, the Masters don’t get along with each other, even in single idea. That’s a tradition. If they get along with each other, someone is fake. So, each one expresses the truth in his own way. For example, if you go to Mahavir and ask about food, he will say, “Don’t eat. Just fast unto death. You will become enlightened”. If you ask Buddha, he will say, “No no, you can eat once a day. That’s the right path”. If you ask Krishna, “Eat whatever you want, just forget you ate”... Same way about marriage. If you ask Mahavira, he will say, “Don’t marry. Don’t be caught”. If you ask Buddha, he will say, “Even if you are already married, escape”. If you ask Krishna, he will say, “Don’t bother. Just forget the number!”

Each one will express in his own way, each one will say in his own way. But when it comes to the Bliss, one point, almost every Mystic happened on the planet earth, every Master happened on the planet earth, every Seer happened on the planet earth, every Saint happened on the planet earth, match. And they just sing the same song in same tune. Maybe, this must be the core, basic truth. That is why, nobody is able to change this one truth. Everybody has to sing that song.

Man, by his nature, Eternal Bliss. All the Masters sing the same song, same tune. But unfortunately, all human beings are feeling the other way. All the Masters are standing in one side and say that ‘life is bliss’. All the human beings are standing in the other side and say, “No”. Where is the gap? How to bridge? You will experience the answer for these two questions in these four days. That’s all is the whole program. Experiential answer for these two questions. Not just intellectual answer, experiential answer. Where is the gap and, how to bridge, is the whole thing. Experientially you can have the answer for these questions.

Why our bodies do not feel, our mind do not feel, the intense, eternal bliss, which is our birthright, which is in our very being? What is the reason why we are not able to feel it? Why we are not able to experience it? What is the gap between us and that bliss? The gap, the reason why we don’t experience the bliss is, engraved memories. In sanskrit we have a word called ‘samskaras’. ‘Samskara’ means, the memories which are stuck in your system.

Actually, you don’t need to take notes. Please understand, if you want the technical knowledge, the words I am uttering, the whole thing is already in Youtube. 700 hours is in Youtube. I am not going to talk anything new. Whatever I am going to talk in these four days, whole thing is in Youtube. If you want just technical knowledge, Youtube is enough. In, in Vedic tradition, we feel knowledge is free. Only when you want experience, you need to support the organization which gives you experience, that’s all. So, you paid for experience. Don’t waste your time on knowledge. Don’t waste your time on taking notes. Just be here, you will see. The work happens in you. Allow these truths to penetrate you. See, I am sharing the words very minimum, just to give you the technical knowledge and inspire you to enter into technique. See, we are going to do 3 things. Technical knowledge - whatever I am speaking, technique - this practice, and the initiation - means, the energy process which supports your Enlightenment. So, you don’t need to waste your time on technical knowledge.

The engraved memory which constantly stops the intense energy and bliss flowing in you - it stops the bliss inside in so many levels. First, as a fear. Fear is the main reason why you need to constantly be in one body, why you don’t feel expanded, why you don’t feel yourself in the whole universe. Fear engram. Then second, guilt, desire, pain, other engraved memories. These deeply engraved memories which are there in you constantly, which are not letting you experience the Eternal Bliss happening in you are responsible for all your sufferings, for all your disturbances.

These four days we will continuously work on how to remove these engraved memories. Please understand, removing these samskaras from your inner space experientially, is the purpose of the whole program. And just go into the whole program with the sincere ‘vidarka’, nothing else. See, when I say the word ‘vidarka’, please understand, ‘darka’ means logic. ‘Kudarka’ means disturbed logic or perverted logic. ‘Vidarka’ means connecting a step above the logic. A logic which is knowledge. ‘Darka’ means simple logic 2+2 is 4, that’s all. ‘Darka’ cannot do big things. Good, but not great.

‘Kutarka’ means constantly abusing. “What can be this? What can be this? What can be this? Maybe this, maybe this, this, this”.. Constantly looking at the things in a very perverted way. Ramakrishna says very beautifully. In West Bengal, they have the habit of using sesame seeds to drive the ghosts. Sometimes, the ghost will go and sit inside the sesame seeds! Then you cannot use them to drive the ghosts! Same way, if the samskaras go and sit inside your logic, then it is ‘kudarka’. Constantly negating, abusing.

So, please understand, ‘kudarka’ will never lead you anywhere higher, will never lead you to the intense experience. It just keeps you away from any strong experience in your life, any strong. It just keeps you continuously shallow. Just play superficial game of life. Birth and maybe a marriage and little, one or two kids, little money, and death. Somebody asked Me, “Swamiji, why in our graveyards tombstones, we put the date of birth and date of death?” I tell them, “In common men’s life, nothing much happens between the two. That is the only thing which can be mentioned. Nothing else is worthy of mentioning. So, what else to tell? Birth and death - over!” So, ‘kudarka’ keeps you in a very shallow way.

‘Vitarka’ leads you to depth. I can say, translate the word ‘vidarka’ as friendly logic, a logic which does not have chilly, which is ready to expand, which is ready to step beyond its boundaries, which is ready to jump above itself. So, just sit with little ‘vidarka’. You will see a strong, intense transformation happening in you. Strong energy experience happening in you.