“So, after this has happened, of course, I came to South and started…”

So, after this has happened, of course, I came to South and started this Sangha. mission has started growing. Once I had to go to hospital to take care of one of My devotee, to heal the devotee. Again, this time I saw another one patient dying. Please understand, the second patient dying. The moment I saw that patient started dying, I just want to run away from that place. I said, “No. I don’t want to be here anymore. And, I cannot handle this. It’s too much”. Then, but this devotee whom I was taking care, the devotee caught hold of My hand. And said, “No, no, no, don’t leave me, don’t leave me, I am afraid”. So, I had to stay there, stay back and see the death.

But, fortunately, this time, this second death was not that painful for that guy. I saw, he did not fall into coma. He just fell into awareness. And there was no pain. And he was walking tall through his desires, through his guilt, through his pains. It’s like he is 30 feet tall and that desires and guilt all the engrams are 2 feet tall. He was just walking through that desires, that engrams. It was such a strong experience. Such a strong, what to say that, joy and bliss. I was shocked, actually. I saw, slowly, that guy’s soul moved through all the guilt, pain, suffering engrams and disappeared into Enlightenment.

It was a very strong shock for Me. Because, why the first death was so painful and suffering, the second death was so peaceful and joyful? I couldn’t understand. Then I started contemplating. Why? Why the first death has to be so painful, so suffering, and the second death has to be such a such a peaceful, joyful phenomenon. I enquired, “Is he a great yogi?” The family said, “Yoga? He doesn’t know anything.” I asked, “He used to meditate?” “No, no no no, he will not even go to temple. He had two wife, one business, that’s all. Nothing else in his life.” I asked, “Did he have any blessings of the Masters or anything?” He said, “No. He’s just normal guy. And actually, atheist”... I was really shocked and surprised.

And, I started contemplating how this guy is able to have such a wonderful death and how that earlier guy had such a painful death. What’s the difference? Why? Suddenly, from the intuition, the truth was revealed to Me... Second guy, when he died, he had the presence of an Incarnation. Understand, not for pride, not for any pride or proclamation or anything. Please understand, I am not proclaiming anything. I am not claiming anything.

When a doctor comes and says he’s a doctor, he’s not claiming anything. He’s just saying, he’s introducing himself, so that you will take the medicine. When a lawyer comes and says he’s a lawyer, he’s not claiming anything. He just says, so that you will take his opinions. So, when I say, I am not claiming anything. You understand, I am just stating the fact. I am neither humble, nor arrogant. I am just stating the fact... I was able to transmit this experience into somebody, into human body, that’s all. It is nothing. It’s My profession, that’s all. It’s My job. So, there is no claiming. It’s My life, that’s all. What is there? There is no claiming. I am neither claiming anything, nor I am not showing any humbleness also. I am just there. I am just stating the fact.

So, it was a… I realized, because of My presence, he connected with the presence and started leaving the body peacefully, blissfully, and relaxed into the cosmos. It was too much. Even for Me, it was such a joy! “Oh God! If I can do this help to somebody, then My life is done, My life is done. Nothing else is worthy. My whole life is done”. So, I just thought, “How can I do this help to people?” See, I cannot do something like, go and stand in every ICU and tell people, “Quickly die, I have to go to the next hospital”... Then, how to reproduce this experience?

I started contemplating. With that contemplation, a technology to connect people to the cosmos when they leave the body, has landed in Me. That technology is this whole program. Whole program is that technology. Like a intense light ball, it has landed... The one thing happens through you is, increasing the height of your awareness and decreasing the height of the samskaras. These two happens in you like, suddenly, all your engrams becomes 2 feet, and your consciousness, individual awareness becomes 30 feet.

So, when I started teaching this, I started teaching only to create the experience of peaceful passing away. But after I started teaching, I realized, not only when people leave the body it is so helpful, even when they live in the body it is so helpful! They are becoming more healthy, they are becoming more blissful, their relationships are becoming better, and the life has become much better. Physical health, mental health and everything has become great. So, I decided, this is not only the technology for beautiful, blissful, peaceful death, it is technology for blissful life. So, it has become ‘Life Bliss’.

All we are going to do is, reduce the size of the engram or influence of engrams over you, and increase the power or the energy of your individual consciousness, awareness. That’s all we are going to do in these four days. Just reproducing the same experience which that second guy had, in you, is the purpose of the whole program. I only request little ‘vidarka’ from your side, means, little deeper cooperation. It’ll be more a strong energy NSP. As I said, with all this difficulty, of course, it’s not actually difficulty. But for a common person who has seen Me in a different way, it’ll be very, it’ll not be, they’ll not be able to match it. What is going on? He’s such an extrovert, laughing, loud and jokes and the whole body will be alive and bubbly. People who have seen Me in that way, for them it’ll be little different. What is this all about? What is this samadhi? That’s all, nothing else.

So, that is why, usually when body balances like this, I don’t come out and do public programs. I just relax and rest. But, I decided I’ll sit with you all. But I already told reception, if I don’t take even single session, the NSP is free. I already told. Because, it is not the question of money, it’s time. So many of you are so busy with so many things. But you all took your time and came. So, I’ll surely do it. Please just cooperate with Me and please bear with Me, if My time is little chaotic. And, I sincerely apologize if I come little late, or too early and I really feel sorry.

I was never in this position earlier. Especially last one year, the routine has become too much. Just last few days, if you are from Coimbatore, you know, per day 30 houses, 20 houses and continuous satsangs and night travel and so, it is. Actually, what body does, you know, it just falls into samadhi to balance itself. There is no rest for Me. It is only samadhi to balance itself. But, the problem is, there is no pain, or, there is no suffering. That is another one thing. See, there is a sickness, then I can take sick leave, that’s all. Call sick leave. There is no sickness. Feeling too good.

So, one thing I can be sure. It’ll be a very strong experience for all of you. It’ll be a very strong experience for all of you. The process will be very strong. What you carry back will be very strong... The program itself may not be too entertaining, because I will not be giving you much of intellectual candy. But I’ll be giving you solid experience. So, less candy, more food. Less junk food and more rich food. We’ll have a small break. That’s all I wanted to say in the introduction. If you have any questions on this first session, whatever I spoke, please write it and put it. I’ll answer. We’ll enter into the program and process itself. Let’s gather for next session. Thank you.