“I think by this time, you all know basically about My life, a small…”

I think by this time, you all know basically about My life, a small introduction. I am born in a very small village, not even a town. The total population of that village is...total population when I am born is thirty thousand. Of course in Bharat, thirty thousand means it is nothing. Hardly few streets, few streets. Only three buses used to enter the village. Three bus means only three automobiles, no car. The whole village doesn’t know anything about car. Nobody has, nobody had own car. Only three common buses will enter the village. First bus means I have to go to school. Second bus means middle gap, afternoon lunch. Third bus comes, school is over. That is our routine. That much only I know because the bus sound will be heard all over the village. The horn can be heard throughout the village. Only that much, that is the total size of the village.

That is the village I am born and first of all, I have not studied anything. If at all I have studied, according to the law or the education system, SSLC they say, 10th. After 10th, the three year diploma. This much only I studied. Then by that time, before finishing the diploma itself, I ran away twice to Himalayas and somehow, this way, that way, I finished the course and as soon as I finished, before My results came... in Bharat if you write exam, after three months only results will come. Immediately after writing the exams, I ran away, escaped to Himalayas and throughout My life, I stayed in the hillocks wandering all over the Bharat, staying in various esoteric groups, monasteries where I saw different, different, different kinds of Masters.

I have seen a man who has not taken any food or water for one year. I have seen a man who used to cover his whole head inside the mud for three days. I have seen a man who will use that ganja, ganja means you know? He will have a small pipe. Inside that he will put many copper coins and put the ganja and after smoking if he empties up, all will be gold coin and he will sell it and again purchase ganja. I Myself have seen these type of persons. I have stayed with them. I have seen a man who will stand and talk to you but if you put your hand, your hand will go inside his body. Mahavatar Babaji. He will stand and talk to you. You will see him as you see Me but if you put your hands, your hands will directly penetrate his body. It will just go and come back. With various kinds of people, various kinds of yogis, various kinds of tantrics, it took years of tapas to become Enlightened.

Of course, after the Enlightenment, nine months I was in that same ecstasy. I never spoke or moved anything. Then 2003, last year January 1st, the Dhyanapeetam Ashram is inaugurated. When the Dhyanapeetam was inaugurated, that’s what yesterday I was telling in the temple. First time I requested. When the Dhyanapeetam was inaugurated, I said they all, some of our close devotees told, “Swamiji, please request all the devotees to help the Ashram. I said, “What? Help the ashram? It is a divine mission.” I said, “It is not that I am requesting, the very starting of the Dhyanapeetam, hereby I declare that Dhyanapeetam will be done, not that request all of you that Dhyanapeetam should happen, here that I declare that Dhyanapeetam will be done. That is the way it is declared. Of course, not out of ego but I know that it is a divine mission. There is no need for any outside help. It will just happen. That’s what I was telling you yesterday in the temple. First time I requested to make the temple as reality to put the effort... Dhyanapeetam is inaugurated. This is My second visit.

We will all take a clear oath. Not only you will take oath, trust that others are trusting you. Not only you will trust others, you will trust others trust you. So, only if you totally open up, if you put your effort to open up, the surgery can be easy. How much you open up, that much the knife will go inside. One more thing, if you make this whole scene, if you sit here without fully involving or without putting your effort, not only you will not benefit, you will be a dead weight on the whole group. Please understand, not only you will not be benefitted, you will be dead weight on the whole group. Imagine a building with four pillars. If one pillar is broken, not only that building will not support the...the pillar will not support the building, it will be dead weight on the building. It will pull the building down. So you will be a dead weight on the group because the whole group is going to be just pushed inside the meditation, pushed inside the energy. So I wanted everyone should have the experience and the techniques are also such, unless you enter into experience, the next technique will not be practised.

A small story:

Once a Moorg, Moorg you know, our character. He started singing in a public program. He sang a beautiful, famous song. After the song is over, the whole crowd shouted, “Once more, once more.” He again sang. Second time also “Once more, once more.” Again he sang. Third time also they shouted, “Once more, once more.” No other way. Crowd is asking, he sang. It went on ten times. Then he got some doubt. Asked, “Why are you asking again and again. If you let me, then only I can go for next song.” Somebody from the crowd got up and said, “Unless you sing it properly, we are not going to leave you. We are not going to let you to enter into the next song.”

So unless you do the meditation properly, you will not be let to enter into the next meditation. In ASP, it is option; in NSP it is compulsion. Unless you have the experience, unless you go deep into it, we will not move to the next meditation. So it is like a commitment to the whole group. Put your whole effort. If you have done ASP, put 100% effort; if you have not done, put 120% effort. It is more for the committed seekers, committed seekers. If you have...that is why I always tell the people of curiosity and doubt, ASP is more than enough but this is for the people who want to have the experience.

There are two types of crowd always: common mass and committed seekers. ASP is for common mass. Anybody can get in. Anybody can ask and anybody can...whether they can, if they do it or not, it is their responsibility. ASP is like a buyers market; NSP is sellers market. So understand, ASP is the buyers market. Anybody can get in. Anything whether you do it or not, nobody is going to bother. It’s like a initial glimpse but here I wanted everyone should be totally involved in everything with full effort, letter and spirit. Please follow the both-letter and spirit. First thing we will do is, all of you please take a oath whatever we speak or we share, everyone will be sharing their life, everyone will be sharing their personal life, everyone will be opening their guilt or the desire or the fear.

Last time, we had beautiful moments. So many persons coming out of their guilts because there are so many guilts. Just because you do not know the reason, you see, guilt is a energy clot, energy clot. Have you heard of blood clot? Just like a blood clot. If the blood clot is there, not only the blood cannot move, unnecessarily some portion of your nerve, your circulation will be blocked. Blood clot is more or less like a disease and if it is allowed without attended, it can grow into any disease. Guilt is also just like a blood clot. It is a energy clot. Your very growth, your very life can be blocked just by one or two guilts, just by one or two guilts unless you work on it, unless the surgery is done on it. It will not be possible to move in the further life. So it is like a chance for everyone of you to work on your guilt, on your fear, on your desires, on your pain, even on your joys. We are going to work on everything. So unless you have a total relaxed feeling with everyone, you will not be able to open up. You will not be able to speak out. You will not be able to tell your problems.

Many people tell Me, “Why should I tell, Swamiji? You know everything.” Telling is not for Me knowing. I know but you will not know what is your problem. Most of the time, I encourage the people to tell not for Me knowing, you do not know your problem. Please be very clear. Now when we work layer by layer only you will understand how many problems and how many sickness is inside you but you do not even know because we have beautifully decorated all the our wounds with a beautiful silken robe and golden jewellery and put little scent, start doing arati. That is what we are doing. Totally covered with silk robe and gold jewellery, little bit of scent also. Best scent and then doing arati, worshipping it. Most of our wounds we have covered. Not only covered, we have sealed it and inside, pus and not only pus formation, even worms are there. Only when you open up, look into yourself, you will be able to understand how many things are inside, how much you need to clear it out.

That is what I say, it is more like a ego surgery and you yourself do not know how much is inside. Unless you feel totally comfortable, relaxed with everybody, you will not be able to open it or you will not be able to verbalise it. Unless you verbalise....you see, without you verbalising also, I know but you will not know. Unless you know, transformation is not going to happen. Just by Me knowing, transformation is not going to happen. By you knowing only transformation is going to happen. So let you take a sincere, honest commitment or the oath not to go out and speak or not to go out and spread the informations which you receive about others and never to exploit or never to look down somebody just because of these informations.

Please close your eyes. Understand, you are an individual taking the oath... Collect your mind. Take a solid oath... ‘Whatever news or information I receive, see, listen, hear, I will not use them in any way to spoil their name or I won’t look down them honestly. Yes, you can open your eyes. In ASP we worked on seven chakras. Here we are going to work on seven layers. It is like a seven overcoat. That is why you are not able to relate with reality directly.