Listening to Yourself for Completion

Listen. Please listen. All the sufferings in your life, all the powerlessness in your life, all the feeling of inadequacy in your life, all the feeling of suffocation in your life starts from your incompletions. All powerlessness, all inadequacy, all suffocation everything starts in your life, everything starts in your life with incompletions. Listen. Listen intensely. Sometime you will have a problem in your mind constantly, you will be thinking about it. Suddenly some click, some of My satsang teaching, something you will remember and the problem will feel settled. You will feel relaxed. The problem is solved. Two days you will be free. Third day again morning you will forget the solution and the same problem you will be sitting and thinking, thinking, thinking. After two days again you will find the same solution and you will be settled down. And after two days again you will forget the same solution and about the same problem you will be brooding over to end up in the same solution. How many of you have faced this problem in your life? Raise your hand.

Same problem you will again and again find solution and forget the solution and brood over about the same problem. Understand. This is what exactly I call incompletion. This is exactly, I call incompletion. Constantly whatever you are talking to yourself is incompletion. If you start listening to you, you will know your incompletions, you will be able to start completing it. Constantly whatever you are repeating to yourself, talking to yourself, is incompletion. And if you start listening to yourself you will complete it.

First step for transformation is, you should know what are the incompletions constantly you are talking to you; all the incompletions you are entertaining with yourself, engaging with yourself. If you pick up the main questions about your life; “What am I looking for in my life? What is really making me move my life? What is it that really I want in my life? What is it that really I am looking for in my life? What is it that really inspires me in my life?”

Understand. Few minutes I want all of you to sit with yourself. Dig deep, contemplate, meditate, ask yourself what are the incompletions you are constantly cherishing, entertaining, engaging, repeating? What is it? What is the purpose of your life? What do you aspire to? What is it that keeps you alive? What motivates you to wake up every day? What do you most value in your life? How do you plan to achieve what do you aspire to? Or all your… are all your actions in life align to this? What’s your reason to attend this program? What do you hope to get from it? Start looking. Start digging deep. Class coordinators please distribute the worksheet, assignment sheet. Few minutes, only few minutes listen to yourself and pen down answers for these questions. You will understand many of the incompletions you are carrying. First let’s introduce the incompletions you are having with you. Let’s start.

Please get the worksheet and start penning down answers by listening to you.

How many of you are still writing? Quick few more minutes finish it. Then I will move to the next session. Let’s move to the next step.

Now I am going to introduce you to you. Listen. You spent little time with yourself, finding out your incompletions, what is really bothering you, running inside you. Now I am going to introduce you to you completely in a comprehensive way.

Listen. Please listen. Whatever you think about you inside you; you will have a various ideas about you inside you. Like “I am happy, I am blissful, I am weak, I am strong”, sometimes you will feel “healthwise I am strong but relationship wise I am weak.” Sometimes you feel because you are too strong you are not able to do things, because you are too mild you are not able to do, whatever. All the ideas you carry about you is inner image.

I am just introducing four words to you guys. Not four letter word, four word. Inner image. This is the first part of you. Second what, however you show you to others; these are all others like a, your mother, father, brother, sisters, spouse, kids all of them. How you show yourself to others? To each one you will show yourself as a different. How you show you to others, that is outer image. All put together how you show you to others is, outer image. Mostly you will show through your speaking words.

How others perceive you, others experience you, feel you; you may show yourself to others very humble person. But others may perceive “hey this fellow is acting, acting, overacting.” How others perceive you? That is other’s image.

How you perceive others and life? That is life image.

Understand these four words.

How you perceive you, inside you is inner image. How you perceive you, inside you is inner image.

And how you show you to others is outer image.

How others perceive you is other’s image.

How you perceive life and others is life image.

If all these four are in sync you feel complete, blissful, joyful, fulfilled. If there is a conflict between these four the way you feel is different and way you project is different, the problem is you start doubting yourself. You start doubting yourself is termites eating you. You will feel weak internally.

When you have a different image about you and show different image to others you are not cheating others, you are cheating yourself. Same way the gap between how you show and how others feel, that will create kind of a hatred towards you to you; disrespect. All the suffering in your life - this gap is responsible. First let us find out what is the inner image you have, outer image you have, others image you have, life image you have and then you will find out how to align them, remove the gap between them, incompletions between them; how to align all the four and make your life whole and holy.

The first step I want everyone of you to do spend little time listening to yourself, what is the inner image you have about you, outer image you project about you to others, other’s image you carry, how others feel about you and how you feel about life and others. All the class coordinators please distribute the next worksheet. Few minutes sit and listen to yourself and pen down. Then I will lead you to, how to do the completion? How to integrate yourself? How to make yourself more authentic? We will move to the next step.

Now I will explain to you from My experience. My four images. The inner image I have about Me. Once I tried to check what exactly I feel about Me? When I looked inside I saw that shoonyatva means everything... everything IS, that ISNESS is what I feel as Me. Listen. The vast ISNESS that is what I feel as Me inside Me. That is My inner image. How I project Myself to others, all of you, the person who is here is to transmit that experience to all of you. You can call Me as a Teacher, Guru, Incarnation, Enlightened Being, that is up to you as per your experience. If you experience My teachings you can consider as teacher, if you have experienced My initiation you can consider as guru, you can.. if you have experienced My energy you can consider as Enlightened Being, if you experienced My miracle powers with.. in your life you can consider as incarnation. It is up to you.

But I project Myself as a Being who is here to transmit this experience to you. This ISNESS, vastness, we can call as atma, paramatma, soul, consciousness, god whatever. Whatever, whatever word you want to use. This is My outer image. How others perceive Me, some people perceive Me as teacher. Some people say, “You may want to give enlightenment but we want only our headache healing. Heal my headache. Solve my problem between my, me and my spouse. Heal my son. Give me wealth.”

Understand. Anything you ask is within the purview of the energy of enlightenment, even though I have not told directly that I will give you, see I declare I am here to give you that enlightenment that ISNESS experience. Even though I have not told directly that I will heal your headache, back pain, relationship problems, even though I have not told directly, if you expect I am responsible for it, because if somebody can give enlightenment, surely he can heal your headache. Because for enlightenment if I have to give you 1000 volt energy, spiritual energy, to remove your headache I have to give only 0.5 volt energy. To bless you with wealth I have to give you only 0.1 % energy. To heal your relationship problems I have to give you only 0.1% energy.

So anything within the purview of the energy, within the purview of My declaration, if you expect Me to do I am responsible. Please listen. If you expect Me to play cricket like Sachin Tendulkar and have 100 centuries, I am not responsible. Because that is mot, not My declared purview. Understand. If you expect Me I should play in the FIFA world cup and get the world cup for Bharat, I am not responsible. Because that is not My declared purview. If you expect Me I should enter into politics and become a chief minister, prime minister I am not responsible. I won’t be fulfilling it. Because that is not My declared purview. But if you expect I should heal you or your son, your relationship issues, I should bless you with wealth, I should bless you with fulfillment, I should bless you with enlightenment, I am responsible. I have to give you that; even if you are not qualified to receive, I have to make you qualified and transfer that to you, transmit that to you. Till the end I am responsible. Because that is within My declared purview.

How many of you understand what I am saying? For what I am responsible, for what I am not responsible. So now you need to sit and think through in your life, if you declare yourself as a husband to somebody, wife to somebody, all the expectation that person has from a wife or a husband you are responsible. You can’t say no, you can’t say no. I take the responsibility for others image about Me constantly. Whatever others expect I go on fulfilling, fulfilling, fulfilling, committing, more and more expanding. This is My other’s image.

And My image about life and others everyone is here to celebrate life with Me, the bliss with Me. That’s all is My image about others and life. That is why how many people try to attack Me, cheat Me, exploit Me, blackmail Me, I don’t give up on people. I continue to radiate. Yes, do, we do have a security safety systems. But we don’t stop sharing, enriching, working for people. Because I feel people are here, human beings are here to celebrate with Me, live with Me, radiate with Me, enjoy with Me.