Stop Making Decisions When You Are Emotionally Unstable - Part 3

(00:18) Please Listen. Please Listen. As I was explaining, going crazy can be handled separately, getting scared can be handled separately. But when these two joins it is a deadly combination. Like alcohol and sleeping pills. Deadly combination. Never make decisions when you are scared and going crazy. Do not make decisions when you are going crazy and scared together. Just lock all your doors and windows and sit in your house. Understand, sometime people come and tell me, “Swamiji, in my life all windows and doors are shut”. I tell them, “God shuts all doors and windows when there is a storm outside”.

Whenever you are scared and going crazy, there is a huge storm outside, shut all your doors and windows and keep quiet. Don’t make any decisions. Those moments you just need to keep quiet without making any decisions. Because any decisions you make when you are scared and going crazy to repair it will take at least 25 more years, means almost half of your life.

(02:15) Understand, it is when you are going crazy and scared, you start building this pattern, “I am the mind. I am the body.” Look back, when you started the pattern? when you first time went scrazy? When you went scrazy first time and started building this pattern, “I am the body. I am the mind” and started strengthening this pattern, “I am the body. I am the mind”. Relive them! Relive those scrazy moments and relieve. I tell you, relive those scrazy moments and relieve, you’ll see so much of completion, Advaita growing in you.

Understand, more and more completion, more and more Advaita will grow in you. You cannot make the Advaita grow in you by repeating, “I am not the body. I am not the mind”. No. By torturing your body and mind, “I am not the body.I am not the mind”. No! I tried, that is why I am telling you, it doesn’t work.

I cut my thigh, the moment I heard the Advaita Satya from my Guru, “I am not the Body” means you are beyond pain and suffering all that. First crazy thing I did, I went and cut my thigh. Because I’ve tried all these methods, that is why I’m telling you, those methods don’t work. Then my. Of course, I had pain and I was rushed to the hospital for first aid. Then I went to my Guru, he told me, “I appreciate your sincerity but that is not the path”.

(04:46) I tell you, you need to dig out when you started feeling, developing the pattern, strengthening the pattern, “I am the body. I am the mind” and relive and relieve. Relive and relieve. Relive and relieve those scrazy moments. Scary and crazy put together, scrazy moments. Understand. In your life you don't need 1,000 scrazy moments to destroy your life. Ten, twenty is enough. It’ll reach you where you are now or lower than where you are now. Relive and relieve, relive and relieve, relive and relieve those scrazy moments of your life. When you started building and strengthening the idea, “I am the body. I am the mind”. Listen.

“I am not the body. I am not the mind. I am the pure consciousness” cannot be practiced by repetition. It can only be experienced by completion. It cannot be practiced by repetition. It can only be experienced by completion. If you are scared of a place, by not going there, you are not going to solve your fear. Same way just by jumping in there you are not going to solve your fear. It is finding why you developed this fear. When you developed this fear and completing with it is only, is going to solve the fear.

(7:12) If you jump into that place, about which you are afraid, you may lose the fear for a few days about that place, but you will be afraid of some other place. You will never get rid of the fear itself. For example, you are seeing a rope in the night/dark as a snake. If you get scared and run away you are not going to solve the issue. Same way, if you jump on that rope and find out it is not snake, it is only rope. You are going to only solve the issue here. Means, this rope is not snake. You will understand only that much. But you will never get rid of the pattern of seeing rope as a snake. You can get rid of that, only by getting into the root and completing. Understand! I’m taking the Vedanta to the next step. The whole Vedanta is nothing but the snake and rope. I don't know who created that simile first.

The whole Vedanta! Read any Vedanta book. It is just Rajjusarpa Nyaya. That's all. Snake and the rope. I’m telling you, neither by running away nor by jumping on the rope. You are going to solve the issue permanently. Even if you jump on the rope, you will understand this rope is not snake but you are not going to rid of the pattern of seeing ropes as snake. Seeing ropes as snake you will get rid of it only when you look into the fear pattern which got developed. When you started developing this pattern, this goings scrazy. When you started developing this pattern of goings scrazy. I wanted this to be the buzz word on the Facebook today.

(9:27) Complete all those moments of going scrazy in your life, you will become living Advaita. Understand, This is today’s quote for Facebook. Complete with all the moments you goes scrazy. Complete with all the moments you wents crazy. You will become living Advaitae. You will live Advaita. That’s all. When you are goings scrazy don’t make decisions, do completion. When you are goings scrazy don’t make decisions, do completion.

Don’t eat when food is ready, eat when you are hungry. Don’t eat because food is ready, eat because you are hungry. Don’t make decisions because you are scrazy, when you are scrazy do completion, don’t make decisions because all decisions when you go scrazy will be out of compulsion not out of completion. Decisions out of compulsion are the chains which binds you. Decisions made out of compulsions is life sentence. Let your decisions be out of completion not compulsions. When you are going scrazy anything you decide it will be out of compulsions not out of completion.

(11:40) So the essence of today’s satsang, sit and pen down the earliest moments you went scrazy, earliest moments to the latest moments you wents scrazy. It can be as many as 1000 or as little as twenty five or as little as only once. I don’t know, it is upto you. Only when you dig out you will know. Pen down all the moments you wents scrazy and complete them. You will become living Advaitae. You will live Advaita. Relive those scraziest moments and relieve you will become Jeevan Mukta. You will be living Advaita.

So with this I will move to the Kalpataru process. All the participants from the sacred city Bahya Nagara who are here for Kalpataru darshan. Understand all the residence of this city, you are all sons and daughters of Lakshmi because it’s Lakshmi who is the presiding deity of this city Bhagya Lakshmi. Mumba Devi, Durga is the deity of Mumbai, Chennakesava Vishnu is the deity of Chennai, Kali is the deity of Kolkata, Kalighat. I hope and pray soon this city gets back to it’s own original name Bahya Nagara. Bhagya Lakshmi is the deity of this city, you are all sons and daughters of Bhagya Lakshmi.

We will start the Kalpataru process. Please pick up paper and pen. Pen down one thought you want to cause as reality and all the incompletions around that thought.

(15:00 - 15:34) Music with Instructions to pen down incompletions.

Complete with all the doubts, fears, incompletions and drop. Hold on to the space for what you want to create. Relive and relieve all of the craziest moments of your life. Complete with them. Hold onto the space for what you want to create as reality. Namashiva. Let your kundalini shakti be intensely awakened. Fill your being, body and mind.

(16:18 -20:33) Completion in process with music.

Whatever space you are carrying. Let it become reality. The space you carry, let it become reality. Tatastu.