Completion is a clear history button for your life-Part 1

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COMPLETION IS A CLEAR HISTORY BUTTON FOR YOUR LIFE-PART1

Listen. Please listen. How many of you found out all your incompletions are same pattern! Raise your hand. Can I have few of you come and share? Means, first originally when you felt the identity you created about you and the identity, the inner image, image about life, others or the outer image how you created and it is repeating again and again in your life. Whenever you go into suffering or low mood incompletion, the same thing is repeating. How many of you found out that?

Come on. Let Me listen to you guys. Go ahead.

Participant: Yes, Yes. My incompletion I have noted is fear of success. So earning money is a sin. One is the anger

Swamiji: Do you see the same thing repeating? Whenever you are about to get some big money, big deal you will fail it.

Participant: No, no. Sometime back I was earning money. See...now I feel that I am craving for money. So..so...

Swamiji: The conflict

Participant: Yes...yes...no, no, no...Now I am craving for money now. One more is anger. Relationship with family members, is the career and laziness. Could not wake up early morning and could not go to bed early in the night. Ahh...could not go to the office in the morning. So we have flexibility. We can go to office at anytime. So plus or minus three hours I can go to office.

Swamiji: Hmmm

Participant: So that is what. I could not go to the office in the morning. So lack of assertiveness in few cases. Not having much net worth. Net worth in the sense I don't have much assets. So health, my belly or my diabetic I think. Not doing exercise regularly.

Swamiji: Hmm...

Participant: Peacefulness

Swamiji: No no ...you see not doing exercise regularly is a habit but there is a pattern behind it.

Participant: Ahnn...yes yes yes

Swamiji: You understand. The pattern is that not wanting to commit with any routine or not wanting to commit with any habit...lifestyle. You understand that. So that naturally percolates in everything. The way you behave with people. The way you behave with yourself. Everything is filled by that. Non committal. So naturally what happens. About money also you become non committal. Later on you catch ‘Oh God! no no no no no. I should become more committal, committed.’ Understand. So do you see the whole...all your life you are repeating the same pattern?

Participant: Yes.

Swamiji: That is all I want you to know. Ok now you can sit. This side.

Participant: I have a basic trend. Whenever I approach something, I am like to figure it out. I need to figure it out. I just can't let go off things I know useless also I need to get into the details there. So that's how the basic trend is I am inefficient and I am wasting time, because the minutest detail I have to figure it out. So this is the pattern.

Swamiji: But I think somewhere you misunderstood yourself. See the person who is supposed to find out the minutest detail will always be more efficient ma. For example, This speaker is there. This fan is there. If this speaker works for Me that is enough. If that fan works for Me that is enough. But I won't keep quiet like that. Now already I have scanned how this speaker works, how this fan works, how this A.C works. I can..If I have time and if it goes repair, I can sit and repair it. So getting into the that minutest details will never be inefficient ma. So you please understand. See somewhere you have a wrong understanding about you. You hate that pattern. The pattern itself is not inefficient. Your hatred for that pattern is inefficient. Find out that.

Participant: Yes I have done some work. Now earlier it was always like

Swamiji: See now for example....Go ahead, go ahead.

Participant: I will speak swamiji. Now in the last few months because of the detail I have understanding I have I am able to put things together better. Earlier it wasn't like that. Now things are falling in place because of the completions I have been doing. So very quickly I am able to tell that this will not work with the connection somewhere else. Yet because of this I do get lost. Because see at this moment I need to focus on something. I will not focus on it. I will be lost elsewhere. Now I am trying to add focus to it and then set it straight.

Swamiji: See what I am saying is your problem is not getting into the minutest detail. Your problem is hating that lifestyle. That thinking trend. See for example this two way video conferencing, this whole set up, if it fails because I don't have time. I am attending the class I don't. Otherwise I can just sit and few minutes I can repair the whole thing.

Participant: So as you are talking, I am understanding that I want a certain result. And because I can't take concrete decision towards it I am doing other things which are productive.

Swamiji: See..then it is distracting yourself. Self distraction. Then it should not be called as minutest detail and all. Attention to the minutest detail. You understand. Getting it. You got it. (Laughter)

Participant: Yes. Thank you.

Swamiji: Please come. Go ahead.

Participant: I am seventy four swamiji. I started my life in this world during world war two and from then onwards all the time I am facing war like problems only in my life. But I retired as a scientist in 2000. Many projects are successful in my hand. But I am failure. I am failure. Probably...I...but all the time...

Swamiji: Can you...can you tell Me exact pattern. The first idea you started developing about you. The pattern...the first inner image...yesterday you would have written. We had a home work.

Participant: Pattern is...I can do many things by my confidence.

Swamiji: No, no, no, no, no...listen, listen. Yesterday we did a home work. What is the first inner image you developed? See what you are saying. I can do so many things confidence. That is outer image. That will never be a inner image.

Participant: My observation on me is I am very hasty.

Swamiji: Ahhn..that can be an inner image.

Participant: Hasty and expect the world around me also to similarly respond. Probably I get disappointed there. So

Swamiji: That is self denial. Means the gap between the life image and other's image. What you want from others and what others want from you. The gap.

Participant: Others...I...all the time I fail. My inner circle is not caring me. My advice. But my outer circles whom we are not related only professional related are taking my advice and coming up in the life.

Swamiji: No, no, no. That is not only your problem. My problem also. All my devotees listen to My teachings but My ashramites don't listen. What to do? (laughter) All My devotees listen to My teaching listen to me and live as I am saying. But naturally My sanyasis don't listen. What to do? That is the way kids are.

Participant: I dare not compare with you swamiji.

(Laughter)

Swamiji: No see what I am saying with outsiders, the devotees who come and go, only part time if they listen to Me. That is enough. With these guys, twenty four hour they have to listen to Me. So naturally even if they miss ten percent that will be seen by Me. But with the devotees even if they practise ten percent that will be seen by Me. You understand. It is a standard nothing else. It is a ISO level. Whether ISO 2008 or 2012 because see many people, many projects, many products get ISO 20, sorry ISO 2000. But they will not get ISO 2010 because the standard is different. All of you understand what I am saying. So when I say My devotees follow My teaching, the standard of expectation is different. When I say My sanyasis don't follow, the problem of expectation is different.

Participant: The problem is many times...

Swamiji: That is the way in your family also with your outer circle the expectation is different. With your first circle your expectation is different. That is where the problem is.

Participant: That is where the failure is. I also many times compare with the Karna's character. He has so much knowledge but it doesn't come in professional success many times, may be Guru or whatever. I have done besides scientist, astrology also to understand what is this pattern. I understood that Guru is against me. (laughter) That is why many times the bosses will, they will get benefit of my work but I am not getting benefit of what I am due to. So that's the...nothing but I am not hit by ahamkara..

Swamiji: I understand

Participant: In this process I have been hunting to different gurus to different...In this process I have done reiki, healing and all that...because seventy four. Forty years of learning these processes only. Ultimately my brother has dragged me here.

Swamiji: Where is he? Your brother. OK. Please be seated. Go ahead.

Participant: I have been hearing you, seeing you in TV channels but never cared so much. Because as you rightly told we will be passing, passer by. So that is how things are happening.

Swamiji: So do you understand the same pattern is repeating.

Participant: Same pattern is repeating and repeating.

Swamiji: That is all I wanted you to know. Please be seated. Come on. This side.

Participant: Good morning swamiji. The same pattern which is repeating for me is, when I was a child I feel that I was not being cared by my parents. Now again I am into the same feeling which I am repeating from my husband. He doesn't care for me. He doesn't take responsibility for me. And the second one is I am feeling very alone that it was when I was a child...

Swamiji: Can you see this pattern is repeating again and again. In the school also you will feel left out. Like everybody else is a group.

Participant: But I am successful...

Swamiji: No, no. I understand. You see the bank balance is not successful.

Participant: I am earning a lot.

Swamiji: I understand. I am telling you. But that is not success. Ok...You are getting the same thing repeating. Ok

Participant: Ya. It is repeating.

Swamiji: Can you all provide your listening. Please listen here. Now how many of you see the first pattern you developed is continuously repeating in your life every way! Raise your hand... Now not only we are going to complete and drop the first original patterns you built, all the repetitions also you are going to complete. Means, not just the root, branch, everything we are going to burn. Let’s burn the whole thing. Even if you leave the..even if you allow some one fruit in the tree, it can become one more tree. So all I am trying to do now today with this process, whatever pain you had, incompletion you had from your birth, we are going to complete with everything, and I will leave you like a clean slate.

See if human beings have a clear history button, life will be so smooth. Just like computers have a clear history button, if we have a clear history button how life smooth...life will be smooth. Completion is a clear history button. Now I am going to press the clear history button today for all you guys in your inner computer. (audience clapping)

I want your intense participation. I am very clear. I am not happy with yesterday's your participation level. There is no self drive. It is like a ....if I give an exercise, you finish in two minutes, you through the paper and looking at Me... But now I don't want that. I wanted you to contemplate and I tell you whatever incompletion, pain you pen down, I will remove that from your inner space. Whatever you write, I will clear the clear history. But what you don't write, I cannot clear. Because what you don't think as incompletion, you will think that is your part. I cannot touch whatever you think as your part. Whatever you claim as incompletion only that I can clear. It’s like a whatever garbage you keep it outside your house, the garbage can...the truck it will pick up and take it. He cannot enter your house and pick up whatever is inside the house. Because whatever is inside the house is valuable for you. Whatever you keep outside only he can pick up and go. I am a huge garbage cleaner. Understand. I am coming with a huge garbage trunk. Garbage truck. Whatever you leave outside I will take it and clear it and go. Don't tell me no, no, no. I kept it inside. No. Then I cannot do anything. Whatever pain, incompletion, fear, doubt, suffering you went through in your life, whatever you pen down now, I will clear them. Clear?

Start with earliest memory of your life. Recall all the unpleasant incidents, pain, incompletion, guilt, shame, fear, doubt, powerlessness everything. It is almost like you are going to write your history. You are not going to show to anybody. Don't worry. Write freely. Clear? Do not sensor anything. Write each and everything.

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Please listen. Start writing your whole biography. One thing. Relive and pen down. Don't just remember. Relive. First close your eyes for a few minutes. Relive sincerely, authentically and pen down. Then relive and pen down.

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After reliving each incident, write down clearly as if you are writing a story. Do not sensor anything. Do not avoid any incident.

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