“Q: I am enjoying sitting for morning live satsangs and doing eNkriya…”

Prayer. Welcome. Before entering into today’s satsang questions

Q: I am enjoying sitting for morning live satsangs and doing eNkriya everyday. When my body is rocking and shaking intensely what should I do? Should I try to control it and keep body stable or let it be? Is shaking necessary for levitation?

Just allow the body to got with the kundalini awakening. You do not try to keep it still or try to levitate. Allow it. Let it happen as it wants, let kundalini do its process as it feels. You don’t interfere with it.

Today’s subject I am continuing on no mind state.

In Patanjali Yoga Sutras, 115th sutra, 3rd chapter 9th verse

Vyuddhana nirodhaha samskara yogo abhi bhavaha praatur bhavau nirodha kshana chitta anvayo nirodha parinaamaha!

Yesterday I gave you all a process to contemplate & come back. Is there really a gap between one thought & other thought. If you contemplate on this one subject, you would have had at least some questions or some answers. Is there really a gap between one thought & other thought in me and is it directly useful to me in my life. Please understand, even if there is a gap, what is the use of that gap in my life. Just intellectually knowing that there is gap takes away tremendous stress and tension. Suffering is not because of your thoughts but truth you try to attribute to your thoughts. You attribute too much of truth, strength to your thoughts. That is the problem. Otherwise thoughts that happen in you are neither good nor bad. The world is neither true nor false. Your opinions, views, ideas about the world are true or false. So your opinions and ideas need to be changed. I always tell you, I want to remind you all again. As far as my experience goes, the stuff out of which your dreams are made the same stuff only this world is mnade. But you have idea that your dreams are anithya, ephemeral. But you don’t have clarity that this world is also on the same scale, same dimension and same space and is the same anithya. Just because you are able to wake up from dream and see a consistent world, you think dream is less permanent. Same way if you raise your awareness and able to see from every birth & death, there is a consistency much more than this world that you are experiencing. Suddenly you realize that this world is illusion. Greatest joy in the world is knowing that this world is an illusion and playing with it! Man who….

Yesterday I had a question who is incarnation – being who understands this whole thing is impermanent and illusion & plays with it beautifully as he wants and feels is incarnation.

Knowing that there is a gap between thoughts suddenly takes away the fear & greed & power you attribute to the thoughts. The amount of power you attribute to thoughts, the seriousness you give to thoughts can drastically drop. I tell you all this positive thinkers & the fools who teach words is everything should know unless you go beyond words you cannot even actually play with words. Please understand, only if you little more than body, you can play with mind. Only if you are little more than mind you can play with mind. Only if you are little more than words, you can play with words. If you think everything is words, it can be a good technique in the initial level, it cannot be the ultimate solution. With repetition of words you can become an amazing automatic tape recorder! Ramana Maharshi says maybe you can repeat million times aham brahmasmi or soham, maybe you can overcome negative thoughts and restrictions. But that is not ultimate truth. Very beautifully Ramana says in tamil - Bhavana…..beyond all bhavana, residing in that space is satbhava that is everything. People who are stuck with money is everything are stuck with Vishnu and those who are stuck with words are everything are stuck with Brahma. Be very clear, you still need to find head & tail of Shiva, still you do not know the ultimate! Words cannot be ultimate just like money cannot be ultimate. If you think there is no gap between one thought & the other you are caught and you will attribute seriousness to the words. Attributing seriousness to words is the most dangerous thing which can happen. Actually even in my life I experienced a spot where I felt words are everything. But I went beyond.

Vaagnamaadi kocharam cha neti neti bhavitam!

Beyond the vaang & mana, beyond the vaak & mind this truth is experienced. Vaak & mind cannot reach that space.

Words & vaak have a limited capacity. It can reach only a limited level. it cannot be the ultimate. If you are believing that it is ultimate, you are waiting for a big and great disappointment.

If you are thinking mind is everything, you are waiting for a deep depression & disappointment & unfulfillment. NO. I wanted to let you all know one incident. Once I was sitting with Yogi Ram Surat Kumar in Arunachaleshwara Temple. It was night. Maybe 10pm. I was alone sitting with him & he was enjoying his beedi as usual. He has a habit of continuously chanting the Ram naam. He was initiated into the Ram naam and he continuously chants that. Whoever comes he will tell them Ram naam is the ultimate. Chant the naam. Nothing else exists except the name. that day 2, 3 visitors met him and he told them to chant the naam. He insisted and elaborately made them understand the importance of the chant. He said chant the naam with body & mind. After they all left I was sitting alone with him. I looked into his eyes and asked – Swamiji, tell me honestly is word the ultimate? He turned away from my eyes. He just slapped on my face, turned my face away and continued smoking. He used to have rope made of coconut fibre in his hands. I pulled that rope and again looked deep inside his eyes. I really want to know is word the ultimate? Is sound the ultimate? He just looked into my eyes shook the head horizontally & said No. there is something beyond words. I just could not control myself. Because this happened just few months after my enlightenment experience in which there was no word. I could nto control myself of the joy & ecstasy that I know the truth. I just jumped & shouted – I know, I know, I know it is beyond words! I tell you just a simple understanding there is a gap between your thoughts and this truth when it is heard in such close space from a person whom you trust and who has no vested interest something happens n you. I tell you even at this moment, 1000s of you are sitting with me in a closed space. Closed space does not mean you alone sitting with me but it means you sitting intimately with me, where nobody is allowed. Those few moments only you cherish with me. that space nobody else has with me. if you are sittign with that feeling, please understand you are sitting with me alone even though there are others sitting next to you. it means the deepest possible intimacy, feeling connection exists between me & you and what you know.

I will explain this science. It is a very imp science to experience the truth the Upanishad. If you feel the connection with the master is the deepest connection you experience than any other connection you have experienced in your life, then even if you are sitting with 1000s you are actually sitting with me alone. There is no other person. if you have experienced a space, the relationship & the connection with the master is the deepest than any other connection you had in your life. Understand, you know it that you are sitting alone with me because all other relationships are immaterial. They do not hold any power and space in you.

In that mood any truth transmitted will give you the straight experience. The traditions which miss this great bhakti, love will always tell you words are ultimate because they cannot take you beyond words. The traditions which understands this Guru disciple relationship, not only will accept will take you beyond words. To take you beyond words, you need to relax in certain space. You need to know by me teaching this great truth to you, I have nothing to gain and nothing to lose.

When I was sittign with Ram Surat kumar, if would say word is ultimate, I know he has nothing to lose and I have nothing to gain, he is going to tell the straight truth. It is only the honesty, the integrity. I tell you if I teach words are everything I will make more money. I will have bigger business. I can create 100s of Leadership seminars. No. I am not just interested in the transformation of the very being! The space between the words exists and that is consciousness – with this teaching I can awaken the very strands of the DNA, mitochondria energy.

Words are everything maybe able to increase one strand of DNA or few % of your energy. The experience beyond the words can increase all strands of your DNA and at least 1300% increase in your energy. People who understand, experience and transmit it to others can express extraordinary experiences & powers. The Taruka vana rishis believed this only. They believed in mantras only! Fortunately Shiva saved them.

Ultimate truths cannot be a convincing argument. You will miss the whole thing. it can only be shared to a person who is sincerely sitting, seeking & waiting for it. I am telling you whoever has done the process in the last 2 days, the liquid diet, neem juice and contemplating on the truth, naturally this shows you are committed, you are in love & interested in knowing the truth. Please understand, just like how I had the revelation from Ram surat kumar, I am revealing to all of you – there is something more than words. And that pure space can be experienced just by simple trusting & relaxing! Nothing else is required except simple trusting & relaxing. Not trusting there is gap between words or there is something beyond words, everything is words you will be under constant stress, depression. Only when you understand there is something beyond words, there is gap between words, you rest in a space. You relax in a space. The possibility of conscious experience happens in you! for this to happen in you as I said – for me it happened with 2 things – one I had deep trust with Ram Surat kumar & I know he had no vested interest, he will tell the truth and 2nd my tremendous love & commitment for him.

Just sit with a deep tremendous receptive mood & trust, this will straight away take you to that space. Patanjali says when a thought is suppressed or raised or disconnected or modified, anything happens between a thought & other thought there is a gap. That is called nirodha parinamaha. Start resting more & more in that nirodha parinamaha – that’s it!

I initiate all of you - just sit in samaana mudra, padmasana with closed eyes. I initiate all of you into nirodha parinamaha – the gap between your thoughts, the space beyond your thoughts, pure inner space!