“Alright, now let us work on Nirvanic Sareera.”

Alright, now let us work on Nirvanic Sareera. You see actually when you pass away, when you land up on this body, no obstruction is there. Nothing stops you, except only one thing you need to understand. Actually, nothing stops you. Only one thing; you should have the courage to break from the past. When it comes to Nirvanic body nothing stops you, you have no problem. Even the problem of bliss disappears. In the day even the problem of joy disappears. Nothing is there, only one thing: sometimes you don’t have so much of courage to take the jump, you don’t have the courage to, break from the past.

Courage to break from the past, is what is necessary when you come to Nirvanic Sareera. If you can break yourself from the past simply will dissolve into the existence, into the Parashakti. You’ll become one with the cosmic energy and the cosmic Shakti, whatever you call it God. Whatever name you may give, you’ll be in one with the Divine energy.

This Nirvanic Sareera is literally, you stay in this Shareera you are almost enlightened. It... it’s like a you become so porous, so vibrant. There's no difference only one thing, with this... in this body if you stay, continue to stay, you will not be able to dissolve totally. Lot of enlightened Masters stay in this body itself, to help the world and some purpose. For some reason they stay in this body itself. Few disappear, totally disappear. Many did stay in this Nirvanic body itself, but even staying here will not be a complete enlightenment. Even that will not be a complete enlightenment. Courage to take jump, break free from the past only gives you the capacity or the power to enter into the final experience or enlightenment.

Now let us see, you have big notebook in front of you. Wake up call. All of you have your notebook…. notebooks in your hands? See, you’ve written so much about your life. Your desires, your guilt, your pain, your joy, your such big list. Now let us come to understanding, after reading this all this book, after reading this book. What do you feel? Is your worth... is your life worth living?

What, yes, you say?

Just look. If you look, which is more? Fifty one percentages, which is fifty one percent and which is forty nine? Fifty- fifty. Sure?

That is what. Let me know, let me ask in a clearer way: Who feels the life is really worth living? Who feels that a bliss ocean is more and pain is less?

No no no. What I’m telling. Joy is more and the pains are less? Who feels? Raise... No. I’m asking about your real life. Real life, raise your hand. How you live? You see, you should be very clear, now come out very clearly. Seeing your whole life, seeing this whole thing, you feel it is worth living? All the sufferings which you underwent, is it worth undergoing for this life?

[Participant: Swamiji, since we thought there was one choice...worth living, but now that we have a choice, certainly not worth living.”]

And now comes the intelligent answer.

See two thing. One group feels it is not totally worth living. The other group feels, you can’t say worth living but ok. So, ok. One group says: surely suffering is more, it is not worth living. For you people, solution is break from the past. Break from that past, break the mentally setup. Let us come out of this mental setup. Big doubt raises: ”Can I come out? Is it possible?” It is possible. When you can feel so much of pain with just few words. Just entering into one meditation, when you can feel so much of pain, suddenly out of nowhere, whole body is been, whole body is filled with pain. When that can happen, why not this? We always have doubt, we can’t break from the past. You may be having a smoking habit. You already tried two, three times, fourth time you decide:” I can’t do anything about it. I can’t do anything about it.” You decide.

If you feel that the life is really not worth living, break from your old mental setup. We have a big doubt: “Can I break?” That is a big problem. Beautiful example by Buddha, he says: “It is you created the knot, can’t you open the knot? It is you created the knot. can’t you open the knot?” Simply you can open the knot. Your mind has got only one power over you, that is your faith on it, that’s all. Except your faith on it, it has got no other power over you. The more you believe the more it has got power over you. The more you decide to change, naturally you got the capacity to change. Every single moment, again and again you are only creating the same setup.

Never think mind has got its own setup. Mind is actually dead matter. Please be very clear, mind is a dead matter, mind is just dead matter. It has no life, but when you don’t change it continues the same pattern, it continues the same pattern. It’s like a you don’t work, you don’t change, it's like you put a tape recorder or cassette. Till you stop it’ll continue the same music. Only when you interfere it’ll stop, you’ll be able to stop it. Same way, your mind is also a just dead setup. It continues, continues, continues till you break it. So if you feel, it’s not worth living, break it.

Next group, the group which feels “Ok”. If you want something more to be achieved, again break it. Unless the seed breaks, tree cannot sprout. Unless the tree.. seed breaks, tree cannot sprout. Seed says: “No, no, let the tree come, only then I will sprout” and the tree says: “No, no, unless you break I can’t sprout.” Fight continues. Master is a man who has already become tree, so he comes to give assurance to the seed: “Don’t worry, break. I’ve..I also had the same problem. I broke, now I become tree. You will not die, break! I am here to take care.” Master is assurance, Master is a promise. Master is a possibility to show, to prove to you, it can happen, you can sprout. You can break free from your past. Don’t bother, just break the whole, whole mental setup. Thousands are able to. You can also do it.

Only thing, put your whole effort, put you all your energy to break instead of supporting. That’s a beautiful proverb in Tamil ‘Chatti suttathada kai vitathada’ When the pot is burning naturally drop it, over. Nobody is asking you to hold it. Be little more intelligent. Drop this old mental setup. If you can drop, what happens in you is what I call cognitive shift, cognitive shift. That is what living with the new kind of mental setup. You don’t have to create a new mental setup, just drop the old. Creating new is my responsibility. Automatically it'll happen, automatically intelligence will come up. You are supposed to do only one thing, put your whole effort without sleeping, into breaking free from the past. Breaking free from the past. Inch by inch, relive the whole past and bring them out. To drop it to the, to drop, to dissolve, to surrender into the existence.

Breaking free from the past is one of the important thing in the early times. Anybody who is initiated into Gayatri is called Dwija. If you are given, you are called Yagnopaveetham to name of Dwija. Means what? He has taken next birth, twice born. This is a real initiation, Deeksha. If you have taken Deeksha you become twice born.

The first born is given by mother and father accidental, unconscious. The second birth is given by Guru. Conscious, clear, decisively. That is why we call Guru as a father and mother. First birth is unconscious, it is not under your control, but the second birth can be conscious, it’s under your control. Bring your whole energy up to break free from the past, to break free from the whole past.

One more thing, whatever you call worthy things in your life now, including your joy, nothing is going to come with you. Nothing is going to come with you, whatever you enjoy is based on some time and space, to particular time to particular space. You think anything is going to come, anything is going to come with you, no. Nothing is going to come, so if you can break from this mental setup, it’ll bring a totally new awareness and consciousness into your being.

Breaking free from the past, breaking free from the old mental setup is what liberates you from this Nirvanic body. The courage to take the jump, the courage to break from the past, is what is necessary when you penetrate that Nirvanic body. When you penetrate the physical body, that capacity to bear the pain. The pain...the pranic body, the energy to not to be moved by the desires. The mental body guilt, you should have the power to heal the guilt and the etheric body pain. Power to go beyond the pain. Causal body power to go beyond the darkness and the cosmic body power to go beyond the joys. Nirvanic body capacity to break from the past.

Ultimately this is the key. This key if it is used properly, the whole thing will be changed. Simply you can enter into the new mental setup. New kind of lifestyle, new kind of being, new level of consciousness. Actually I’m creating a possibility. I’m creating a space in which you can take the jump from mind to no mind.

Of course, now we will be explaining what's going to happen, but I’m trying to create the atmosphere, space in which you can just take a jump. Space.. you can enter into the a different kind of space at least one glimpse of consciousness can be experienced.

So put your whole effort, try with all your best to travel inch by inch through this meditation. If you missed all the other Six it’s ok. Forget about it, but don’t miss this one. This is almost life and death question. Bring your whole awareness. It is not even life or death it is life and death both. If you die as a past you will start living as a new being.

You see, in your life what all the moments you live intensely. At the time of your birth, at the time of your marriage. These are the whole few moments you live an intense life, with full intensity and time if you are mother, and the time of delivery. These are the few moments you lived an intense life, but this is going to be all the three together. You are going to take birth. It's like a marriage between Master and disciple. See all ordinary relationships are only one life, seventy years. Master disciple relationship is Janmas after Janmas, it is for eternity. So we are going to enter into the permanent marriage. I can say permanent honeymoon maybe, after permanent marriage, permanent, eternal honeymoon, eternal honeymoon.

You are going to enter into your new relationship. Above all, you are going to give birth to yourself! Even in the normal delivery, you are mother and the other person is child and the responsibility is shared by two, but now you are the mother and you are the child. The whole responsibility is on you.

Please be very clear you are going to live moment which is very, very, very precious and intense in your life. Which is going to be your birth and your marriage and your delivery. It is going to be all the three. Live as intensely as possible these few moments. Bring your whole energy and direct them to drop from your mind, to drop from your past.

If you have any questions you are welcome then we’ll enter into meditation.