“Now it is time for us to work on our desires, change the gear.”

Now it is time for us to work on our desires, change the gear. Mm.

(Delegate): Ah is it possible to ask you one more question?

Yes yes yes, yes.

(Delegate): I’m concerned about if I leave one Guru for another, you, um, all I’m doing is...ah what am I doing?

[00:00:39] Ah, two things. First thing, if you judge Sai Baba and leave him you will judge me also tomorrow and leave me. First thing. Next thing you ca… you have no right to judge him, that is second thing. Third thing there is no need to leave him if you have to come to me.

(Delegate): But I feel I drawn to being with you and feel drawn….

Perfectly alright, you you will see that - you are ah, will see that you are with Baba. See the same energy expresses through every body. Everybody if you are - the moment you feel drawn to me be very clear he is guiding you. He is simply guiding you, you will never miss him, but if you judge him and drop him and come to me, you will miss me also. You see?

[00:01:26] (Delegate): So in the ASP, I felt great gratitude and I… and I had that kind of experience...you are talking about, and I felt more at peace this past week about the whole issue....

One thing ma, many people come to me like this the people who are having little complication. I tell them, be very clear, if your heart is attracted, naturally you can be sure that he himself is guiding. You will never miss him, but if you are coming to me by hating him, be very clear you are going to miss me, you’re going to miss me. Never come to me hating somebody. And one more thing, that is why I make it very clear in my healers initiation book. Go wherever you want, pluck best flowers from all the garden, make a beautiful bouquet for you. See in the...in those time only it is sellers market, now it is buyers market, don’t bother.

In those days only it is sellers market, now it is buyers market. Pluck flowers from all the garden and have a beautiful life, that's all. I’m very clear in my books. I’ve clearly printed, in my books I say very clearly pluck flowers from all the garden and make a beautiful bouquet and enrich your life, that's all. If you feel totally in… drawn to me, be very clear he’s guiding you, he’s guiding you, over. If you feel that you’re not drawn to me, don’t bother, pluck flow… few flowers where... whatever flowers you can pluck from me, pluck and make a beautiful gar… bouquet over. Don’t bother.

(Delegate): I have longed all my life to sing and dance my way to God. You know, you feel like….

That’s all, then you don’t have to have any guilt or any problem, don’t have - you see, conflict is the only devil, conflict is the only devil.

With full surrender whether it is Baba or me or somebody else, you will become enlightened. You will reach.

(Delegate): But isn’t it really our own inner.. If God is everywhere.

That is inner - actually ma, ma we are all, we are all just guides to put you ah in tune with the inner guide, nothing else. That is what will happen, ultimately. That is that is the thing, ultimate thing we are all working. So you don’t have to bother, you don't have to have any way, any guilt or conflict. Mm.

(Delegate): Ah, I also have a previous master.

Mm Mm. You also have?

(Delegate): Previous master.

Ah, yes yes yes yes.

(Delegate): And ah my concern about taking this NSP program is... when I’m dying there may be two people suddenly appearing.

(Swamiji and audience laughing)

Don’t bother, sure surely two three will not appear. (Laughing). He has got a big problem, ha, now suddenly two people appear what will happen. (Laughing). See, even if two appear you will have a ah wonderful ah ah clear understanding you don't bother who - who ha ha, should take care of you ha ha, we will take care of that don’t bother, maybe I will hold the hand and he will hold the head and we both of you will lift you.

See, there is no two person. See understand this diagram. This is me. This is you can say Osho or this is Baba or this is JK and this is you. Understand, only in the physical plane there’s a difference, distance between you and me and all these things. In the physical plane the gap between you and me is too much; the gap between me and Osho is too much; the gap between Baba and me is too much. The moment you come down to pranic level, the gap between you and me is,.... The moment you come down to subtle level the gap between you and me is,....The moment you come here, you and me is one and the same. There is no two persons, so don’t bother, me and Osho will not appear and disturb you. Only one person will appear and will take care of you. Don't worry, there will be no confusion, only one energy will appear, and as long as you concern you stand here, and see, so you see so many persons. But I’m standing here that is why I don’t see even difference between you and me. You understand? Because you stand here you are seeing? Because I’m standing here I don’t say there is difference between you and me so don’t bother. Clear?

Ok it is time to change the clutch. Hold the clutch and change the gear. Two step, holding the clutch is the first step. Changing the gear, means running into the pranic body is the second step. Let me explain both the steps. Now I'm going to explain the first step, listen carefully. Listen carefully, you're going to stand, let me finish the instruction then you will do. First, first step I'm describing, for how much of time don't bother, because I have to take my own time. Once all of you are ready then you’ll push, it’s like a whole group will be pushed inside, literally pushed inside. So once you're all - it'll not be more than half an hour, that much you can be sure.

[00:07:12] Ah, first technique, uh first part you will inhale as slowly as possible, hold as long as possible when you feel, “I am not able to hold anymore, no I’m going to burst,” one second more, one second more. And when you feel, “that's all,” then exhale very slowly, not quickly, exhale as slowly as possible. After exhaling keep your lungs empty as long as possible. Don’t breathe in, don’t inhale, as long as possible. When you feel, “I can’t, no that's all,” one second more, one second more. Just as long as possible. Again when you are, when you want to breathe, inhale slowly as slowly as possible. You understand the cycle? As slowly as possible inhale, hold as long as possible. Exhale as slowly as possible. Keep your lungs empty as long as possible. Don’t concentrate on anything else except this breathing cycle, clear? This a first step as - till I give the instruction do the same cycle continuously first step.

Second step, the moment I give the instruction, sit wherever you are. Sit and start creating, bringing up all your desires. If you have a desire to live with a big car, feel just you are living really with that car. Bring all your fantasies to life. Please be very clear, live really as you want.

Actually, all your dreams are made of the same stuff in which the world is made. All your - the whole world is made of the same stuff in which the dreams are made, please be very clear. The world is made of the same stuff in which your dreams are made. Your dreams are made in the same stuff in which world is made. You you will have now two things, the capacity to produ... to make your dreams into reality, the intelligence to understand the reality is your dream. Two things, the Shakti to create your dreams into reality, the Buddhi to understand the reality is your dream. See very subtle. Understand, when you flood your… flood your energy to pranic body, you will be very clear, you will be able to see above, see from little distance, whatever you see as a reality, is made of the same stuff what you call as dreams. Whatever is your dreams is also made out of the same stuff what you call as reality.

[00:10:28] Second step, just do this technique, the understanding will automatically raise in you. Second step. First step is the breathing cycle, holding the clutch. Second step, just leave your desires, allow the body to move along with your desires. If you feel like you’re having a big, if you want to have a big house as your desire, just live that house. Live in the heaven. Pamper yourself just for few minutes. Why do you always hold your logic? You always think you can enjoy only you if you have a house. Can’t you enjoy few minutes without it? Why do you - see. You think you can enjoy this house this place only if the whole land is written in your name, registered in your name. Why do you always hold the logic and law? Now drop few minutes the logic and law, and live as you want.

I have seen the guys. When we went to the Himalayas we went as a group. One guy, he started planning, we are all sitting, and enjoying the whole Himalayas, and he was engrossed in thinking. I called him and asked him what are you thinking? He said:“Swamiji I wanted to have a house here. I’m planning to purchase a house here”. I said that's all gone. Fool now itself you're not able to enjoy. If you have house, you’ll start thinking about maintaining it, and you’ll start bothering about locking it, you’ll start bothering about “geyser is not working, this is not happening, water is not going, current is not coming”. You’ll start bothering about all those nonsense. You’ve come all the way from your house to here to forget about all that nonsense only, and you want to have one more house here. And you'll try to ah keep somebody to maintain the house, then you'll think nobody is maintaining her.

So many unnecessary troubles. So naturally, you'll end up only into more troubles. Don’t use your logic, “only if it is your property you can enjoy”. Now pamper yourself for few minutes, relax into your fantasies. Don't have logic, don’t remem... don’t tha… don’t say, don’t think, “it is not true. I’m just fantasizing”. No, let your mind fantasize the maximum fantasies.

I heard that ah, I was ah in a other NSP, one one guy was telling. “I wanted to become like a Guru like you”. I said, “Alright fantasize, and sit in the chair only then you will understand how many thorns are there”.

[00:12:56] Huh, understand, whatever you want, just live, live, then you’ll see so many desires just withering out and dropping. They just drop like a dead leaves, dead leaves. The other desires will have the potential energy and they will start working out in your life. So enter into the Swarga for few minutes you will simply be able to enter, enter, because by the time your logic will be subdued, you will simply be able to experience the pranic sarira. Second layer. This is a two step, first step the energy cycle, the breathing circle...c ycle. Next step, allow all the desires to happen. If you want, allow your body to move as it wants, allow your mind to move as it wants, allow your sounds to move as it wants. Let everything happen. Allow it. Sitting down. First step you’ll be standing, second step you'll be sitting down.

One more thing, in the first step itself, few people. they can’t stand, automatically they will fall down. If you fall down don’t bother, that is why the beds are arranged. So only arrange in such a way, make so much place, even if you fall down you don’t disturb the next person. Next person... only make little clear space for you to fall down but don’t fall by yourself. Don’t fall by sleeping. I’ll be here. You should if you’re not able to bear, if you’re not able to really stand, you should fall automatically. As long as you have awareness on logic, don’t fall. Try to stand. If it is too much, beyond your control, if you fall by yourself automatically, then let go.

(Delegate): And continue with the breathing?

No, then, once you sit, again start the breathing. Again start the same cycle. In whole complete first cycle, till I give the instruction continue the breathing. The second step you don’t have to continue the breathing. Let... that will, that can be normal.

(Delegate): Count or hold your breath for so many...

Mm? As much as possible. Then you’ll be able to hold the clutch and….

(Delegate): Second, second stage whole sitting, sitting...

Yes, yes I’ll guide you. Mmm. You can even stand in the second stage. If you can, it is better to stand in the second stage. Please stand up. Tie the ribbon.