Chemistry of the Guru-disciple relationship - Sadashiva's Will is the Source of Your Will

I welcome you all with my love and respects.

Listen. It’s fresh today’s download. Latest! Sadashiva revealed an important understanding about chemistry of Guru-disciple relationship. He also showed me the beautiful verse from Agama where he talks about it. I‘ll explain the principle then I’ll give you the reference. You go and spend a little time studying the original verse and I‘ll give you the understanding.

Understand, hand full of clay can never be separated from all the clay exist in the Cosmos! Bones you’re having can never be separated from the bone material of the Cosmos. Listen carefully. Hand full of clay cannot be separated from the clay matter of the Cosmos. The bones you have cannot be separated from the bone material of the Cosmos. The body you have cannot be separated from the body material of the Cosmos - prakriti. The body matter of the Cosmos is call prakriti - nature.

The will you have with which you torture yourself twenty four hours with the self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial - “Whether this is right, that is right?” “Whether I get justice?” “Am I getting my share?” “Or am I being cheated?” “The other person does not do that but gets this. I do this but I don't get!” With all that drama! Actually it’ll be good to be beaten up by the right opponent, but it is so bad beating yourself down and destroying. Mostly I can say ninety nine point nine nine percent, you get, you beat yourself and destroy. If you are really beaten up by the good opponent, you’ll become eternal like a Ravana, Kumbhakarna and Hiranyakashipu, Hiranyaksha. You’ll become eternal in the history! They have been beaten up by the right opponents! You are not going to become part of the history, don’t worry, because you are beating up yourself!

Now listen to the truth. Even though you are using your will twenty four hours willfully to beat up yourself - it cannot be separated from Sadashiva’s will. Listen. Listen. Even if you throw tantrum, you can’t be kicked out of the house. Even if you throw tantrum, you can’t be kicked out of the house. Akbar can kick somebody out of his kingdom but Sadashiva cannot kick anybody out of his kingdom.

Listen! The identity you feel about you - breathe in, breathe out that has Maha Sadashiva’s individual will, understand. Remember his will is only vibrating as your will. It is not meditation technique. It is powerful cognition. All meditation techniques are stupid! You don’t get stupidity in Adi Kailash. We don’t sell stupidity in Kailash. We may be ferocious with you but will, we will never cheat you. I’ve kicked out this soft style cheating once for all from the sangha long before. I’ve decided I’ll be right. Along with pride if I can be pleasant - great! But if that is not possible - right is the right is the right! If people are feeling pressured by my right, I’ll give them time to digest but no question of soft peddling cheating! I am not goody goody, feel good feeling good Guru. No! No! No! It’s all about right. It’s all about right.

People who decided to do right made their life pleasant. People who went after pleasant never got right. What is pleasant? Your logic getting convinced it’s right. Who is your logic? Fundamentally your enemy! How he’s going to convince? When he’s going to be convinced? Once you are thoroughly irreparably destroyed! Understand, doing right. Doing right. It is all about right!

People may blame I am ferocious but no one can blame I am cheating. Yes! I am ferocious! What can be done? That is the way. That’s the way it is. Actually being soft and cheating you is very easy. You are so stupid! You fall for simple smile and simple, “Oooh...! Oooh...! Oooh...! Oooh…!” You are such a stupid! Being ferocious to the right is honest job of the Guru. People who care for you will be ferocious!

I am not mama Guru. Aunties and uncles will always be sweet, pleasant but only father and mother will be right. I am Ammaiyappan! Not aunty, uncle. Aunty, uncle will be very pleasant because they’ll going to be spending time only with you for a few days and a few hours. They are not going to be responsible for you! They can just be pleasant and give you whatever you want! But only people who are responsible for you - father and mother will be right. I am not mama Guru.

Listen! Listen the logic with which you beat yourself. I’ll give you a simple understanding. Slow down coming to conclusions! If morning coffee is missing - “Arrhhh! I know my Rahu has changed, my Ketu has gone out and my Buddha is standing upside down and my Guru has turn back on me and my err Saade Saath started! That is why coffee is not right!” Stop coming to self beating conclusions constantly! Reduce the speed of being stupid! No, really! Most of you, you don’t need much big problems! Coffee is not good is enough! You will call, “I think my Surya has gone out, my Chandra is standing upside down, my Rahu is standing bussst...bussst...bussst (Swamiji simulating a striking snake with his hand), my Ketu is coming near me, my Shaaniii…! (Swamiji exaggerate the word) My Shani went to that cow and spoil the milk. My Shukra entered my wife’s mind and stop the sugar level!

You see, mark this one line - stop coming to stupid conclusions. Reduce the speed of coming to stupid conclusions! Listen! All self beating conclusions of logic is vega and powerful cognitions are viveka. That’s all. All self destructive cognitions, “Tsk! I am not able to get up in the morning for yoga. I think my Rahu is standing in front of me.” Just tell you friend to take a cane and beat you. No, tell him, “Till I get into Shivastambha, go on be beating me!” Then all your Rahu, Ketu, everything will be cleared! Saade Saath Ashtama, all Shani, no Shani will, can stop your growth!

Self destructive conclusions - beating yourself by yourself. Reduce the speed of it. Reduce the speed of stupidity. You can reduce. It is not mandatory to be stupid on the planet earth. Even though due to your stupidity, you assumed the human body and came to planet earth. It is not mandatory you have to continue to be stupid to be in the planet earth!

The self beating pattern - antidote for that is my will with which I am creating hell for me cannot be separated from Sadashiva’s will, so let me breathe his will into my will. And such grand will, in front of his will, this will cannot play big game. Breathe in and breathe out the individuality of Parashiva - you will see your will just withers away into his way. It is, it is not technique. No! It is powerful cognition. Understand, yes! How can my will be seperate from his will? No. It cannot be. He’s Ekasvaroopi! He’s the only man alive in the Cosmos! Everyone else is prakriti - matter. He’s the only Purusha. He’s the only Svayamprakasha. Nothing else can be Svayamprakasha. Nothing else can be independently illumine. No! Then if something is alive in me, that is he!

Listen to today’s satsang again and again. Whenever you come to this powerful cognition - if something is alive in me, it is he! He’s alive! Then you will stop doing this self beating exercise. That is what Manikkavasagar says beautifully, “\>\>\>Tamil verse\>\>\>” It’s a beautiful verse in Tamil, and Mahadeva, Sadashiva. If you are new to sangha I want to tell you, when I use the word Shiva, Sadashiva, Mahadeva, Maha Sadashiva - all mean one and the same. The Parashiva, the Ultimate, Mahadeva, the ultimate source of everything, the Parabrahma, the Paramporul, the Para.

The speed with which you beat yourself up - reduce it. It is not necessary that you need to be stupid. That, that is not prerequisite to be in the planet earth. In Kailasa you can’t be stupid! You should not be. It’s actually anti requirement. It’s very clear. No. You just need to be ferocious with yourself. You just need to be ferocious with yourself. Understand even this, if you’re just ferocious with yourself, you will realise “Ehh! If something is alive in me, that is he!” It can be realised, this powerful cognition can be realised. Not by “Oooh…!” No! But by ferociousness, “Yes! If something is alive in me, it is the only Purusha, Mahadeva!” Everything else is prakriti - matter. Paramapurusha, Paramadharma - only he’s alive. If something is alive in you, that is he! If still the chemistry of converting bread into blood, air into prana, breathing into life happening in you, then that life is he! He! He! 18:36 Remember, he’s living through you. His will is the source of your will. It is not something to be meditated upon - “Oh! My will is his will, mama sankalpam, Shiva sankalpam.” No! It is ferociously to be manifested! “Yes, only his will is my will, then I cannot beat myself with my will.” No. “If his will is my will, that will is just my staff, ruling staff - sengol. I cannot use that as thodapakattai and beat myself. No. If you are using your will and putting yourself down and destroying yourself, self sabotaging, then you are using your will only as thodapakattai. No. Thodapakattais are different. Sengol is different. You cannot destroy yourself.

Essence of today’s satsang - SDHD is a shit! His will is your will is a hit!

Don’t practise this, ferociously manifest it. All practising is a shit! Postponing it without ferociously hugging the truth. All the technique, all ideas I will practise is nothing but when you understand something without hugging it ferociously, without entering into that fire ferociously saying, “Tomorrow I will touch you. You just sleep now. You leave me. Let me be as I am. Let you be as you are. Slowly, slowly, slowly! I will hit my butt in you. Then once I am slowly comfortable, I’ll put my finger in you. Then I’ll stretch my hand in you. No! When you know this is the truth, enter into that fire!

When you know his will is your will - ferociously manifest it! The first step of manifesting is you will not use your will anymore to beat yourself! No self sabotaging! No self destruction! No powerlessness! No!! No self destruction. His will is my will means it’s a sengol - ruling staff he’s given me. I’ll have to manifest the powerfulness. Not the thodapakattai, this cane to beat myself. No. His will is my will. So using his will, I will not do the self destruction anymore. I’ll only manifest he as me ferociously is the essence of today’s satsang.

Watch today’s satsang even though it is short few more times. Make this powerful cognition ferociously as a realisation in you. That’s the chemistry of Guru-disciple relationship. No self sabotage. No self destruction. No thodapakattai. Thodapakattai is the old broomstick used to wash the toilets in the village where the basins are not made in decent material, like a porcelain. I think enough vivid description is given. And if you’re from Bharatn village, by now you can even have the smell. I've given you such detail description. You can even smell it by now. I think that’s all for now. Hmm.

I bless you all. Let’s all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching, Causing, Living Shuddhadvaita Saivam, Mahasadashivoham, The Eternal Bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you. Be blissful. 24:31