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14 May 2015

Heal your Innate Violence Inner Awakening Varanasi

TranscribedInner Awakening·Varanasi·4 min
The Satsang

This Shivoham is specifically to heal the innate vengeance. Please listen, there is something called innate vengeance, means – the vengeance you feel because you feel divided from the Oneness. See, by nature, whether you accept or not, understand or not, the Oneness is your nature... but when there is a gap due to some reason, you develop vengeance towards that gap; that only expresses as vengeance on every Being who comes in contact with you. Understand it is not that your father or your mother, your husband, your brother, your son who is responsible for this incompletion. Because the Oneness, your original nature is getting disturbed, is getting questioned, is getting touched, you feel agitated and violent towards everything, everything. If you are left alone in the room anybody goes inside will not come out ☺ Understand if you are giving a assurance there is no punishment, and anybody, even God will not be able to come out peacefully.

It is basically missing the original state of you. The time from which you started missing your original state - that advaita, the innate vengeance that expresses as your words, body language, feeling bored, tired, angry, agitation.... for everything, everything, the root cause is that unable to handle losing the Oneness. Even while you are born, as a baby you are given the boon of Oneness. See even though you have a past life Karmas, in every birth rebooting happens; you are given the boon to restart with Oneness. But again, because of the stupid past patterns, in 5-6 years you break that Oneness and start getting into violence, powerlessness, anger.

So now, I am going to work on that very innate violence and heal it. So automatically, even if you are angry others won’t be hurt. Understand, the others are hurt more by your context than your contact. Please understand, sorry, more by your context than your conduct. It is not more of your conduct; it is more of your context - what you mean, what you are. That is why once they feel you are not a good person, even your smile, good word, everything, how it is read. So it is not just your conduct, it is your context, the context you hold for them and they hold for you.

Details

The talk

Date
14 May 2015
Place
Varanasi
Type
Inner Awakening
Language
English

The recording

Watch
youtu.be/Sz3TD3P2LBM](https://youtu.be/Sz3TD3P2LBM)
Published
10 April 2019
Duration
4 min

The transcript

Status
Transcribed
Time-synced
Yes — 3 marks
Length
383 words · 2 min read
Topics
Sri Nithyananda Swami, Paramahamsa Nithyananda, Nithyananda, Swamiji, Paramashiva, Shivoham, innate vengeance, Oneness, Karmas, birth, patterns, incompletion, advaita