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“Sadashiva samarambam, Jnana Sambandhaacharya madhyamam asmadacharya paryantam vande Guru paramparam!”

The Satsang

I welcome you all with my love and respects! I welcome all the devotees, disciples, Samajis, Satsangis sitting with around the world at this moment in 706 places through Nithyananda TV, 63 places in 2 way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha, in 203 cities, 25 countries around the world!

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Nithya Atmadharmavathi LA & Sudhashan Charktavathi I have accepted your paada puja I will talk to you during DTA.

New York Avani and Anand I can see you guys. Mattakallapu Illangai Dhyanaeetam Ma Nithya Satya Sri blessings for your birthday. You will be with me, with all the auspicious things I will be with you. Do namaskar come on, you are looking that side, this side. Blessings for Tiruvannamalai medical camp. Blessings for Dhyanapeetam Salem for Laksharchana. Alright blessings. I will give you guys a new murthi. You will get a new murthi, then Ambananda will come there tomorrow and you guys can do the lakshaarchana to the murthi directly.

Los Angeles blessings for Satyanarayana puja. Let Satyanarayana himself accept and bless the puja. Wow with homa kunda in the parking lot. Grand Satyanarayana homa and Satyanarayana puja. Blessings!

Let us start the Satsang. By the time I finish the blessings it is ½ hour!

Today Niraahaara Samyama, 2nd level 3rd day and THE samyama 6th day.

Let us enter into today's Satsang. In Bhagavad Gita, 6th chapter, Dhyana Yoga, 2nd verse –

“yam sannyasam iti prahuhu yogam tam viddhi pandava | na hyasannyasta-sankalpaha yogi bhavati kashcana ||”

Translation – “That which is called as renunciation is same as being in the state of deep meditation o son of pandu, for without renouncing the aim one cannot unite with the divine”

The keyword constantly whatever maybe the actions your body or mind is performing, constantly resting into the clarity of yourself is renunciation. Please understand, resting into the clarity about yourself. In all your life you face the moments where you sacrifice even very big things. And same way you fight for very silly things. Sometime if you know the other person loves you, you love the other person you sacrifice too big things. You just say it is ok, you have this property. I have seen not just brother sisters, brothers, even the neighbours I have seen if the house owner is associated long time with neighbour, if owner feels this neighbour stood by him for long time he will say alright you have this house. All of you at least few times you have expressed gracefulness in you. Same way fighting for silliest thing fighting for a pen, fighting because neighbour’s news paper has fallen into your compound or your newspaper has fallen into your neighbour’s compound.

Understand in your life all of you would have expressed the most graceful and silliest moments in your life. Both. See very clearly which makes you feel ease with you. Always it is graceful moments makes you feel beautiful about yourself, joy with yourself. I tell you best most graceful moment of my life is when I gave up everything and I entered the Sannyaas life. It was such a grace! When I decided to give up and become a Sadhu, it was a grace. Again and again and again I feel so grateful for Ramakrishna mission being a receiver of my giving up. Please understand I need to give up to somebody. See when you offer you need some idol, some deity something on which you can offer and feel you have offered. Ramakrishna mission acted as an altar where I could do sacrifice, where I could practice sacrificing. See my guru Mata Kuppammal - Vibhudanandapuri she told me just before her passing away, she knows she was going to be dead. She was actually killed by her first son, there was some property fight and he kicked her, she fell and broke her legs and hips. She was in bed for few months, never recovered and she passed away. She gave me the Parivraajaka Danda which is supposed to be carried during the Parivraajaka yaatra. She said I bless you – you will never feel hungry or thirsty. You will never have any problem cold or shelter problem, nothing. It was such a powerful blessing. I thanked her. She also asked me to give a vow till you achieve the ultimate and start teaching as a Guru, she predicted my whole life beautifully. She told me very clearly how I will achieve the ultimate and how I will teach and all that. She said till I sit as a Peetadhipati and start teaching the world, you should not retain anything with you. if something is there anybody asked you should give it to them. I gave her the promise and kept the promise successfully without missing it. In 1995 I gave the promise, till 2003 till I sat in the Peeta, physically literally anybody asks anything which is around me, it is theirs. I tell you that was the most graceful feeling I have ever felt about myself. Of course once I achieved enlightenment, once I sat in the peeta I don’t feel anything is mine. So that experience has become deeper and permanent. But I tell you from the level of you – normal human level, the most graceful experience I had about myself is giving up! When I decided to live like that, you see it is like a when a tree grows it needs certain protection, once the tree grows to a huge tree even if the elephant is tied nothing happens to that tree. So when that feeling of that grace of giving up was growing in me, when somebody gave me food and shelter the feeling became more and more by the repetitive actions, becomes a successful phenomena, experience. Please understand this grace of giving up needs to be practiced again and again till it becomes a solid experience in you. During those period if somebody gives you food and shelter and allows you to practice it, that is the most beautiful protection. I tell you Ramakrishna mission acted as beautiful fence in those moments for me constantly encouraging me to be more and more graceful.

Practicing the grace of giving up is sannyaas, where all the possibilities of practising it for you is monastery. From today, I give this as a Guru Vaak to all my sannyaasis. Practice this giving up. After all I am here to give you guys all the protection needed. Now even if all these things are there around me, that grace is not taken away from me. Even if so much is showered, I have sent the accounts perfectly. Just before coming into the hall, I have seen what is there, what Is not there… has not left me

When there is a small banyan sapling… But my grace has become permanent. I tell you if you are a small sapling, it needs to be protected even form a small goat. But when the tree grows huge, even if the elephant is tied up it cannot be destroyed. When I started practicing the grace of giving up. Always your survival need comes up and stops you from being graceful. The survival need raises its hood and stops you from being graceful. That is the goat coming to destroy the sappling. That is the moment the fence of the monastery is needed to protect your grace. Go practice your grace – you have food when needed, cloth and shelter.

That is the grace. Once that grace becomes your bio memory means now you have become a full blown banyan tree. Then even if the wealth of Dhyanapeetam is tied up to you – the banyan tree cannot be shaken. Now so much of wealth is showered on me. I am a miser you don’t know. Ten years I am using the same car, the axle is broken and it is sitting in that shop. This guys are begging me to have a new car. I brought a new car for Sannidhanam. But for me I said repair that old car and get it. And it is getting repaired. Actually I don’t even need to buy. I just need permission to these fellows to talk to devotees and it will be there. I said no. devotees money is also my money only. I cannot waste unless sit is really required. They said we have to make road inside the ashram Swamiji otherwise with all these vehicles it will be a problem. I said stop vehicle outside the gate. I will walk from there….

Whether the wealth gathering around me, or my miserly attitude, or my accounting attitude nothing takes away the grace of my giving up. That is why when the whole Bidadi ashram was taken away from me, I did not have even an iota of pain or even remembrance. I have my spiritual respect for the banyan tree. That’s it. Did not have one line that something is taken away from me. No. I tell you this is the Guru Vaak for all my Sannyaasis. Maybe a teaching for all the devotees. Because for my Sannyaasis I can ensure that the fence is there. For my devotees also I can ensure but you won’t believe that I am making sure. I tell you at least five years the grace of giving up should be practiced. Because see five years is too much time. I am giving you with factor of safety. By in five years the grace of giving up will become a phenomena, life in you. then nothing can bring suffering in your life.

Bhagavan says

“yam sannyasam iti prahuhu yogam tam viddhi pandava | na hyasannyasta-sankalpaha yogi bhavati kashcana ||”

Only when the grace of giving up becomes your being, the phenomenon in your life, the union the ultimate happens in you – yogi bhavati kashchana. Anything you have it as yours, please und you don’t need to give up the laptop given to you by the sangha for work. But anything you have as yours. Sangha also gives you so many things. So many things are given to you as yours. You may be having something from your pre-monastic life as yours. Which I even never ever want to know. Anybody asks just give up gracefully. Don’t even remember it the second day. Nothing on planet earth is equal to this grace. Some of the best moments of my life is the grace when I practiced. Even now it has become my life style. But during the practice the joy, this graceful things are more joyful during practice then after perfection. See after perfection it is just life style. But during practice it is such joy. Best moments of my life is this graceful practice. Worst moments of my life is when I felt the very existence of enlightenment when I doubted the theory and philosophy of enlightenment itself is false. No. there was a time when I doubted Sri Ramakrishna and Ramana Maharshi in 1999. Funny thing after my enlightenment experience of ten yrs. Just before realizing my mission 1999 I tell you of course that is the worst thing I have to go through, so that when others go thru, I am able to handle, I can get them out. Worst moment of my life is when I suspected this whole Guru parampara the tradition of enlightenment. Doubting the existence of the masters. You can doubt the actions of the masters and all that. Don’t doubt the very existence of the m asters. I doubted in 1999. The doubt has started around October or November after Deepavala and it started building up in me like a depression, very thick heavy depression. Then Dec 25th or 26th morning it broke when I tried to commit suicide. That was the time it broke and it naturally lead to the ultimate experience of my incarnation-hood realizing my mission. Best moments of my life is the grace of giving up.

I tell you please understand all of you if you look back you will have some best moments of your life and worst moments of your life. The best moments of your life only make you feel you as you…whatever be your action in the best moments you will be established in renunciation. This is the secret of life I tell you. See in Ramakrishna mission, when I joined I was the Bramhachari who used to speak in Tamil fluently. I had the great fortune of sitting at the feet of Swami Kamalatmananda he is now the head of the Madurai Ramakrishna mutt. He is a great sadhu. I wanted to meet him and have his Darshan. See nobody will stop me from entering the place but he may have trouble. I studied Tamil at his feet. My whole knowledge of Tamil I put it at his feet. He was his gift. He was the editor of Sri Ramakrishna magazine. Person with so much of love and patience and responsibility of training the next generation. Every time when he is invited to large gatherings and meetings, he will prepare the discourse and make me memorize, talk, talk and repeat to him. After going to the function he will say you repeat and I will sit below. \<Picture of Swami Kamalatmananda is projected on the screen\>

I tell you it is his gift whether my writing Tamil or speaking Tamil it is gift from him. All this is at least training ok. But after many years when I became enlightened and started the mission, first time I came to Madurai for Satsang where 10,000 15,000 people have come for my Darshan. He is head of Madurai Ramakrishna mutt. I did not invite him because of all these protocol problems. He came silently and sat in the audience like a visitor. When I started the satsang I saw him and I was shocked and I called him and made him sit in my throne and sat in another small chair. Then I said, Swamiji why did you do this? Even if you would have told I would have arranged a proper welcome …

He said it is a ten year habit. I make you talk on the stage and I sit down and watch! I came just to see how you are repeating whatever I taught to you ☺ So he was my mentor. And all the public functions wherever the Tamil program has to happen I only will be sent. And I used to receive huge gifts. Oh one more rule in Ramakrishna mission anything you receive from devotees is yours. It is your personal property. It does not belong to sangha. Sometimes devotees give money or gifts or jewellery even property. When devotees come and handover in ashram office and take receipt it belong s to sangha. Anything given to you personally is yours. So I am the richest Brahmachari because I go around attending all the Tamil programs. But I tell you this Swami taught me how to practice. He is a great Shiva bhakti and really lives like a Shiva gana. Sometimes he will go to some function people will give momentos, gold, silver, watches, pen. He will give everything next day morn in a bag put it on a table. Morning people will come and l will come and do namaskar, even public. He will put everything on table and not even look at them and say take whatever you want. The fellows who are street walkers will go with 2 lakh worth of things. One day I asked him why don’t you give with your own hand. He will say no if I give I may judge does n….

He will not even give with his hand. End of day he will be back to his small pillow, one mat not even mattress, his old water jug. That’s all. I can be 10% sure even now he lives like that only. One water jug, one pillow and the mat. Hats off to the renunciation and the grace he taught me. Even now. I can say the grace is established in me because of the beautiful fencing happened at that time. See now I may not need fence. But I feel our Sangha should be this protective fence for thousands of Sannyaasis and inspiring them to practice the grace. The grace should become their phenomena. The other day one of my bramhacharini was telling some one Bramhachari who left the ashram is doing business and has earned 80, 90 lakh. Nothing wrong in making money or having wealth and all that. It is so unfortunate this guys did not develop the grace of giving up. And before that their idea has ruined away and they have fallen into the ditch of accumulation. I tell you guys remember the best moments of your life and ascertain yourself. Even that remembrance will bring the grace of renunciation to. Whatever you do the grace of renunciation will be established in best moments of your life…

When you remember again and again it gets established in you and your life style becomes like that. I tell you if you want to live like a king the cream of a youth between 20 to 25 be in monastery and practice this. Because in a monastery your needs are met, your survival needs are fulfilled and practice this grace. And I tell you one more imp thing I learned from them. Even night 12 when you are feeling tired and feel like sleeping when somebody needs help, the way these sadhus go and help, God! They might have done their whole day routine, job, work all that. But when there is a need, the grace they radiate which lacks so much in Dhyanapeetam. If somebody is sick, middle of the night they need the help, I don’t see the grace being radiating by our ashramites. I am open. 2, 3 people in our department head they run and take care I know. Tiredness pattern is broken in your life only when you work for others. Even if you work in your department for 24 hours the tiredness pattern will never be broken. But even for few minutes if you work for others, those are the moments when the tiredness patterns are broken in you.

I am giving you a powerful process for establishing yourself in the state what Bhagavan says yogi..

“yam sannyasam iti prahuhu yogam tam viddhi pandava | na hyasannyasta-sankalpaha yogi bhavati kashcana ||”

That is the or he is using hyasanyasta sankalpaha…he is talking in negative because he is giving instruction. He says the union with divine can happen only when this grace of giving up is established in you or you are established in that. I don’t want to use the word renunciation for sanyaas. Grace of giving up. Grace of moving ahead. Even the word giving up I don’t want to us. Grace of moving ahead. Sannyaasa means grace of moving ahead. Whether it is physical objects, mental pain, psychological suffering if you are gracefully moving ahead you are a Sannyaasi. Ability to move ahead gracefully in your life. I tell you guys monastery provides you with basic all survival needs and I have made now our sangha completely free of even this concept of productivity. So your future is completely secured. Nobody will ask you to leave unless you want to leave. The whole system is to maximize your potential to your max capacity. That’s all. Now it is time to practice the grace of moving ahead. One do not possess anything. Anybody they need not ask, even if they appreciate give it away to them. ..same way any wound created by the past, graceful move ahead. Learn to move gracefully, go ahead gracefully! Whenever you forgive and move ahead or give and move ahead, you radiate you express best moments of your life. Remember those moments again and again again. I am waiting for some of my best moments of my life because I am going to forgive all these fellows who have done this conspiracy. You will see that. Those are going to be some to the best graceful moments. You will see. Grace of moving ahead leaves you to grace of moving beyond. I tell you when you give and forgive you radiate best moments of your life. Giving and forgiving is what I call grace of moving ahead. And after all in ambience of monastery where master himself is protecting you nobody can harm you. so what harm they can do. Any harm they do is easily forgivable. Any object you have is give-able any harm damage or disturbance done to you is forgivable. When you are in his protection, anything is give-able. I tell you practice this grace. 5 years is too much time. By 5 years surely it becomes experience. But take this as a vow at least for 5 yrs. If you are wearing kaavi you must be practicing this. It is a guru vaak. Even if you are wearing kaavi shawl you must be practicing this as you are under the training. Whoever had the tattoo of guru vaak in your hand you must be practicing this. Because this is guru vaak. Practice the grace of giving and forgiving. Really I tell you. now there is so much wealth around me, so much is getting accumulated. Nothing gives so much joy than moving ahead with grace. That becomes such a powerful phenomena in you. and I am telling you openly I know so many fellows feel the weight of wealth in them. Means constantly living in fear will I lose it, will it be taken away from e. but I tell you last ten years living with so much wealth, even one moment the corruption of wealth has not happened in me just because of the phenomenon of grace is established in me. Don’t rubber stamp you are enlightened and push me aside. If you do that you will never learn anything from me. See me as part by part segment by segment. Learn the truths from part by part and segment by segment. Establish yourself in the grace of moving ahead.

“yam sannyasam iti prahuhu yogam tam viddhi pandava | na hyasannyasta-sankalpaha yogi bhavati kashcana ||”

Spontaneous grace of moving ahead is the state of Samadhi o son of pandu! Please understand I told you again and again Bhagavan uses right names of Arjuna when explains the concepts. The names of Arjuna which matches the concept he uses. The grace of Pandu is ultimate and he is the one who has the grace of giving up. When he talks of suffering he uses kaunteya. When he speaks of grace of giving he uses pandu. .because Pandu is embodiment of giving up. Giving and forgiving is life style of Pandu.

Bhagavan reminds him o son of Pandu who is embodiment of grace of giving and forgiving.

O son of pandu only when you are established in the grace of moving ahead you are united with ultimate. This is exact translation. So let all the disciples write this translation in their book of heart at least 21 times. Grace of moving ahead is state of samadhi o son of pandu (who is embodiment of grace of moving ahead) only when you establish in the grace of moving ahead you are united with the ultimate!

“yam sannyasam iti prahuhu yogam tam viddhi pandava | na hyasannyasta-sankalpaha yogi bhavati kashcana ||”

So all my sannyaasis all over the world should take this as guru vaak. Nothing belongs to you. and not even one moment of your life belongs to you. when somebody is in need of help, you are not helping,, you are holding that time, you are holding that moment as yours. Give up. Move ahead. Not only giving up your objects, giving your time also is giving up. That is moving ahead. Move ahead gracefully!

We will upload in the Youtube in t eh website also. You can note this down from there. Pen down at least 21 times in your book of heart so that you remember again and again and again. Remember the best moments of your life and ascertain yourself into that very self. Those moments of giving and forgiving you are you. and those beautiful moments ascertain, assert yourself constantly in those beautiful moments. Remember yourself constantly in those beautiful moments and establish yourself in those beautiful moments I tell you are the best moments of your life.

Let us move to Dial the Avatar the next segment of the morning satsang.

1) Sudharshan (Illinois, USA) -

I accepted your paada puja and read your letter. Blessings. You will have a spiritually awakened and spiritually evolved child. And delivery will be a painless delivery. My blessings for your pet cat. That guy came and touched my feet now. Blessings for him also. Blessings for your brother’s bride. Great. I will see to it that I will send my Sannyaasi and perform the ….kunnur village…blessings I will see to it that the kumbabhishekam is performed. I will take your grandmother, make your parents come to Kailash. I will take care of the whole family. All 9 points blessings. Be blissful.

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See actually in Ramayana Kaikeyi is the best character, best woman. Actually she was practicing this grace of moving ahead. This gooni or manthara tried her best to divert Kaikeyi and get boon from Dasharatha that Rama should not rule and Bharatha rules. But Manthara knows that Kaikeyi has grace of moving ahead. She attacks that pattern and says if Rama rules, only Kausalya can give to people and you will not be able to give. That worked. She bent only for that one thing oh god!, I cannot give for people. That was the only thing otherwise she is the best. That is where the manthara won.

See now I know everybody’s house and puja room.

Ma Dhamavathy – can you hear.

I am in the mood of grace of giving! Whenever you are in the mood of grace of giving you are in samadhi understand. The divine radiates through you.

We will start the niraahaara samyama. Sit straight. The niraahaara samyama level II and IA participants can do this samyama. THE samyama participants don’t do. You just sit unclutched. Let’s enter into the samyama. Visualize your body has become huge frame 20 feet wide, 20 feet tall like Gatotkacha, Bheemasena you are filling the body with large quantities of food. Visualize your body is filling with large quantity of food. Relax.

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I bless you all who are sitting with us at this moment around the world in 954 places through Nithyananda TV, in 64 places through 2 way Video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha, in 250 cities, 28 countries around the world! Let you all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate and share and explode the eternal bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you!

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