“Nithyanandam is only two thing.”
Nithyanandam is only two thing. There are few guys who say, “I know what you say and I can do.” There are few guys who say, “I know what you say but I am not able to do.” This is not the place for the second group. Not only you should know you must be able to do. There are few guys came and told me, “Swamiji give me courage, give me blessing I must be able to do.” I said, “No I won’t give courage.” If you have courage I will only try my best to discourage you. I will try my best only to discourage you. Beyond that if you have courage and if you are able to do, be here; otherwise get out. I have no problem. I have big, big doors back side three doors; open and run that’s all. And you go for good don’t come back. And there is no door outside. That’s all. I am not interested in giving you courage. “Give me courage” “Only you should take care” all these things are just cheating; hypocritic idiots. If you can’t, get out. Why are you asking me to give... I should give power also and I should give you technique also, I will do everything and you want what you want. I am not interested in all this nonsense. Be very clear, not only you should understand you must be able to do it. If you feel you are not able to do, there is only back centres go and stay there 1:33(not clear). I have no problem. Be happy be blissful. Of course you will not be blissful that is the problem. Anyhow that they don’t bother.
The whole thing is done out of compassion, be very clear. All categorisation, all creating group or all techniques, initiation; somebody being initiated or somebody being not initiated - everything is done out of compassion. Be very clear. I just do not want to create peer pressure and make you do what I want to do. See by creating peer pressure I can make all of you do whatever I want. You understand? Because I have given enough warning. Now I can just create a peer pressure when naturally few people do, other 100 people can say no, no. Simply they have to do. But I am not interested in that. I wanted you should blossom from inside. Actually if you blossom from inside even a simply growth, straight away you will sprout. If you don’t blossom from inside even very big thing will not be useful for you. You understand?
And it should, suddenly when I speak, you should feel like you have got a lightning or some fire has been put on you. If the fire is put on the cracker how it explodes, what happens, same thing should happen when I say these words to you. That happens in you then the initiation is happening. Then you are connecting with Me. If every word gives you that experience, “Oh something is exploding in me. Oh god exactly it is catching me, exactly this is what I want, exactly I feel connected” then that’s beautiful thing. If that doesn’t happen, for the sake of others you are doing. I don’t think it’s a, practice its not technique for you. It’s not for you.
By and by after long association you might have taken Me for granted also. Swami means like this only. Hmmm. Don’t take Me for granted. That’s a very big important thing. If you have taken Me for granted I will also act exactly as you want... but then you will miss the real Me. You will have only the image which you will have about Me; be very clear.
So... let me give you one story. George Gurdjieff - great Master. I think in the modern day, he is the Master who made many people enlightened, who made many people enlightened; not only directly even indirectly. Even after he left the body he created such a conscious bomb, it exploded in many places. Like see submarine how the submarine will not be seen superficially, but suddenly from below the bomb will come out. Have you heard in the wars they will use the submarine... what is that? Submarine ships na? So many ships will be standing, submarine will come down and they will put one bomb, all the ships will be gone. Something like that he worked in the collective unconsciousness and made many people Enlightened. So he is a great Master.
In his ashram he used to have a... some special technique. See, I am talking 15 days... he says just 3 days; not more than 3 days. If you want, become Enlightened in 3 days... get out this is not a place for you; he just drives them out, that’s all... 3 days only. If you see him on Friday, weekend Saturday to Sunday you have to become Enlightened. And if you are not, he will tell “Get out. This is not the place for you, I am not the Guru for you. There are so many outside Gurus go to them and you will also be happy and they will also be happy. You can continue to be disciple they can continue to be Guru and it will happen, happen, happen, happen, turn your nose, turn your nose, turn your nose and turn your ears and wherever whatever you can turn, turn. ☺ And you will be doing some kriya, some technique, something and you will be continuing to be disciple and they be continuing to be Guru.” And he said he is not interested. I am also not interested in that.
One more thing I can be very clear if you guys don’t become Enlightened, let you be very clear, really I want to tell you, this is the last time I welcome you all. That’s all, this is the last welcome; either transform your life or you will never be welcomed again once more here. ☺ Be very clear. You are taking IAS exam. IAS exam only once you can take. Either think and take after 2 years no problem; you can prepare. Now a days SC quota twice they were allowing na? Here no SC quota. Be very clear. If you want you can think, “Oh, let me prepare myself little more and attend next year.” Okay no problem. But if you appear this time and fail you will never be allowed in any other exam. Because I wanted...I don’t want to waste My time. I have to spend with 180 guys. If some 40 is less I will be able to spend some more time with 140. So 15 days divided by 140 - much more efficient. That moment itself you will be asked to leave....the whole life I am putting... be very clear I am spending the whole, not only My life, I am working so intensely. I do not want any ...(7:40)....sleep in hall - this type of nonsense. Not only sleeping, even unconsciousness. So be very clear, either take up the exam next time or pass this time; otherwise you will miss the whole chance. You will not be welcome anymore. So I wanted all of you to be aware before into what you are venturing, into what you are venturing. Hmmm.
Do not compare with others techniques or don’t even go and...that’s the reason in think those days they don’t tell your technique to others. But I don’t want to put you in that restriction. I trust you all. Whatever techniques I initiated you, you can tell others... no problem. But I will do one thing no. You can tell only after 15 days; you should not tell now. Only after going outside, after finishing the program, after you go out, January 1st you will all be initiated. After the initiation you can tell whatever the techniques you have been given. Now these 15 days you should not talk about your techniques to others. Be very clear. See I don’t want to keep secret that is the reason I tell “you can talk to others no problem.” But these 15 days if you talk to others you will start comparing your notes and you will create confusion for yourself and for others. So be very clear till you finish this program till January 1st evening you will not talk about the technique which is initiated to you or given to you or you will not talk about the relationship between me and you....b e very clear. What instruction you receive from Me let you all be very clear. In those days, that’s the reason I think they don’t talk to others and don’t tell others.
Once Vivekananda, Vivekananda was being trained in Advaita sadhana, Vivekananda was being brought in Advaita sadhana; advaita means that Oneistic practice...non dualistic. Ramakrishna’s another one disciple was there Abhedananda. He was growing in a different attitude. Vivekananda went and spoke about all this advaita and destroyed the mental setup of Abhedananda, confused him. Then Vivekananda, Ramakrishna calls Vivekananda and tells, “Idiot! Practically you did an abortion.” He says, “you will get the, now you have done abortion. I was creating him in a different mould.” After ...in the end both of them are going to achieve the same thing. But he is being trained and brought up in a different level. But by going and interfering and talking and sharing your notes, what have you done? You have done abortion.
So be very clear, with each one of you I will have a different attitude. With someone I will always be hugging, with somebody I will not even turn my face; be very velar everything is purely out of compassion. Never think only when I hug I give the compassion or when I don’t hug I don’t give compassion; everything which is with the compassion. Only one thing understand: Swamiji is surely more intelligent than you. That much if you know, then you are qualified for this program. Then you are qualified for this program. And if you have problem in that itself then there is a little difficulty.
So one more thing, either you are completely enlightened or completely whatever you know is useless. And never think .....not clear...“I know a lot Swamiji, only little more I want. If you can add that last supply I can manage everything. Almost I know everything, only the last touch I want from you.” Be very clear, there is no such thing as last touch. Here I do only pure sales, I don’t do repair work. Anybody wants the repairing, go to some other shop. Here I only sell the product fresh one... not even second sales. Either you take the whole thing or you leave the whole thing, and no repairing is done here. Be very clear, outside you put a board here. “Enlightenment repairing will be done here; no repair and services.” Enlightenment will be done here. Either I give the whole vehicle - means the whole setup, whole Enlightenment, or you don’t get, that’s all.
So be very clear, if you know already you know something, then better you start your own ashram and start teaching whatever you know to people and add little more confusion to whatever is existing. And it must be nice drama ......not clear..it will be punishment also. These fellows are going too much here and there. So like you guys there should be some Gurus.
So all of you very clear? Either you don’t know anything or you know everything. If any of you know that you know everything and you sit along with that dots there is 7, 9, I think. Ehh put one or two more thrones. Whoever wants you can go and sit there also and you don’t have to attend this program. And if you think that you don’t know then completely be very clear... sit here be completely open and available, so that I can do something on you. These are all basic instructions. But I am repeating so that just to remind you, you shouldn’t forget, just to remind you.
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- Date
- 15 December 2005
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