“Making metaphysical things… into physical things… what I say creating…”

Making metaphysical things… into physical things… what I say creating morality out of understandings. As long as they are understandings, they are nectar …for your life. They create tremendous intelligence in your life. The moment they are reduced to a superstitious belief, the moment they are reduced as a morality, they create deep guilt in you and the guilt is the sure killer of the intelligence. According to me, guilt is the worst killer of intelligence. Guilt will never let you move in your life. Once small incident. One of our devotee, she had a tumour, in the end of the spinal chord, in the root chakra , in the muladhara chakra. For 20 years she suffered. She came to me complaining. Swamiji please help me, please heal me, I am suffering with this tumour for so many years. And she says even after surgery it comes back. She even underwent surgery but it came back. I started talking to her… slowly to trace the origin of the problem. Finally she opened up and started weeping. She said, I asked her, do you have any guilt related to your sex energy. She slowly opened up and started weeping. She said she was abused when she was very young. When she was a kid, she was sexually abused. One of her own close relative exploited her for so many years and that guilt stayed with her and she says I started hating the very portion of my body. That part of my body itself was I started hating. I started feeling that part of the body should not exist in my body. I started feeling that’s different from my body. That is not my being. My hatred towards that person has turned towards my own body. When you start hating some action , you start hating that part of the body also. My hatred has become so deep , Swamiji that is the root. I was speaking to her, slowly , slowly she opened up and she wept and when she confessed she brought the guilt out I was talking to her , she came out of the guilt and she was psychologically healed and I was explaining how this is a usual thing which is happening. Now they say now 1 in the fourth are getting sexually abused especially in America. I read a report just the other day 1 in fourth, of course kids don’t open up and kids don’t tell you. Anyhow when she was psychologically healed, when I explained the nature of all these things. You will be surprised, I can tell only one thing, it is the truth. What I am telling you is the truth. In just in 10 days simply the tumour disappeared. I gave a small meditation technique… to mediate on that area. I told her, express your anger towards him. Weep, shout, cry, just close the doors , be in a separate room and take a pillow. Think of him, beat, shout, cry, throw your anger out and after that sit silently and feel that part of your body, feel that part is also our body. Stop hating that part of your body. U will be surprised just this simple technique. 10 days the tumour disappeared and never came back. Never came back. I don’t know It is little difficult to understand but truth.

5:32mins Same thing happens in our life, … psychologically …it is not that always it gets the physical disturbance or physical ill-health but psychologically you get disturbed. Most of the time if you see Your energy gets blacked, based on the guilt. You have psychological illness because of your guilt. If you look little deep where-ever you have fear, where ever you are not able to move, where ever you are not able to take decisions you will see some guilt will be there. There are three kinds of guilt. Guilt created by the immediate family, that will be the first guilt. Your father, mother, and your family. 2nd. Guilt created by social laws that is the second area 3rd. Guilt created by yourself These are the three major guilts which kills your intelligence. The guilt about sex will be the guilt created by the immediate family. That will be the first guilt. The guilt about the social laws, the guilt based on greed will be the guilt created by the immediate family, guilt based on fear will be the guilt created by the social law and the third guilt which is the worst guilt which you create for yourself. When you internalize the greed and fear guilts you create new type of guilts for yourself. If you analyse when-ever you are stuck, where ever you are stuck at some point you will see these three guilts will be there. Let you break free.. from the past. Past not only is it dead, it is a dead weight in your being. Not only it is dead, it is dead weight on your being. As long as ..you have guilt you can never proceed, you can never have deep blissful life. Be very clear you can never be moral based on guilt. If you are based on guilt, all your morality is skin deep. It is time to be matured. You are not going to be immoral. Just if you understand that the rules are created for our own sake, are you going to kill your next person? If somebody says you will not be punished, suddenly for example you come to know, no punishment in this country for murders, do you think you are going to kill the next person? If you are going to, then be very clear then you are very immatured person. You are not grown up. If you are going to be do that, you are not grown up, then your life is not worth living. You are much worse than dead people. Atleast dead people don’t disturb others but living dead always disturbs others. You are living dead. You are not even dead. People ask me. Throughout my life I stayed only in the graveyards.. in my wandering..i used to wander all over the Bharat 9 years I walked length and breadth of Bharat .. from Tapovan , Tapovan means Gaumukh, from Gaumukh Tapovan to Kanyakumari and this side Ahmedabad to Gangasagar. Length and breadth of Bharat I walked. I always stayed in the graveyards because I don’t have to make my reservations..

mins People ask me.. Swamiji are you not afraid, you have never been disturbed by … so only living people disturb others. If you are based on guilt, if your morality is based on greed and fear, be very clear you are not worth living on this planet earth. You are alive dead. You are much worse than dead person. Dead being. Let your morality be based on understanding, let you morality be based on consciousness not on conscience. As long as you are based on Dos and Don’ts you are just a child. These Dos and Donts are buffer between you and enlightenment. As long as these buffers are there, you can never reach enlightenment, a total freedom, a total bliss, a total ecstasy. The moment the buffers are removed, naturally enlightenment reaches towards you. You don’t have to reach enlightenment, simply enlightenment will reach you. Understand Guilt is a sure killer of intelligence. Let you kill the guilt and experience the ultimate intelligence, what Upanishads call Pragyan Brahma ! Intelligence is existence. So let you reach that existence and experience the eternal bliss Nithyananda.. Thank you

We will have a few mins for your questions. I will try to answer your questions or question your answers

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mins Q : People say that we have to do something only on auspicious time, we should not do or start anything on rahu kalam or gandam time. Is it true ? A : Vivekanada when he started towards the America , when he started, when he entered the ship in Bharat, it was rahu kalam. Somebody asked him, what is this Swamiji, you are starting in rahu kalam . He just laughed and said Fool ! the energy which moves the rahu is the energy that is moving this body . The energy which moves the rahu, the same energy only is moving this body. Where is the conflict. As long as you feel you are an island, that is a conflict. You are not an island as you think. You are totally connected to the whole existence. If rahu kalam is the time in which you are not supposed to do anything it means existence should have designed in such a way. In rahu kalam the whole thing will stand still. It is not designed, it is not happening, then why should you bother. It is just societal. Don’t worry about it. In that case I don’t think the great countries bother about rahu kalam. In this country is that, there the idea itself? It is not there according to me. Just believing in all these things is deep weakness. Somebody goes to vivekanada and asked master what is jyotisha , astrology and all these things. Can you guide us? he says go and eat healthy food and do little exercise. Your body and mind will be healthy and you will never bother about all these things. As long as your mind is weak, your body is sick, you bother about all these things. In my whole mission I never cared, none of my people will know how to spell the rahu kalam. Things are happening, things are going. So these are all old ideas. In those times there may be some reason what for they wanted to, now there is no need. If you see in that way, all over the world, some portion of the time will be rahu kalam. What to do about that ? All over the world, some time will be rahu kalam, then how to go about ? and now so many conflicts. If you are speaking from here to Bharat, should you bother about this rahu kalam or that rahu kalam ? Now how to solve the problem ? you should bother about this rahu kalam or that rahu kalam ? So there is no solution for all these things.

At 15:51 mins Q: Divine grace and guidance in the spiritual pursuit ?– Question not clear. A: Your effort is divine grace. Your effort happens because of divine grace. If the divine grace happens, you will have inspiration to put effort. If you are not putting your effort, be very clear you do not have divine grace. If you are having divine grace you will naturally start putting your effort. That is all. Your effort is grace. Grace is effort.

At 16:33 mins Q : Question not clear A: What I spoke itself is practical manner. See understand, when I say do tapasya you say it is impractical. When I say don’t do tapasya then again you say please explain in a very practical manner. Understand, the very understanding can lead yoi to express enlightenment. The very understanding, right listening and right understanding can make you express your innate nature. According to me, enlightenment means being in eternal bliss. Your bliss can never be disturbed by anything which is happening in the outer world. Outer world will never enter into your inner world, that is what I call enlightenment. Simply understand, your outer world is just your outer world. Your inner world is just inner world. What-ever you may do it in the outer world, it is just housekeeping in the dreams. All your house keeping in the dreams, what is going to happen, the moment you are awakened. Over. Little deep understanding, nothing else. Now you may have next few more questions. Now how to run the practical life Swamiji When I say housekeeping in the dreams, I don’t say don’t do housekeeping in the dreams, do it but understand, do it but understand so that you will not be perturbed, you will not be disturbed too much by the housekeeping. A simple understanding your whole life is nothing but housekeeping in the dreams… and continue to do the same housekeeping with this clear understanding is more than enough to express your enlightenment. You don’t need to work to supress your greed, or to supress your fear, or to supress anything. You just work only in this line, only in this one idea, let it sink totally inside, your whole life is just housekeeping in the dreams but I am doing this because I am enjoying it. Over. I am doing my housekeeping in the dreams because I am enjoying. You played with toys but when you because 10 you throw away all the toys. Just because you throw away all the toys, are you not giving toys to kids? Do you say I also was playing I threw it away, don’t play. No ! you don’t say that. You say let it play as long as he becomes matured. The moment you accept, understand let me play this housekeeping in the dreams, till I understand. The very acceptance will lead you to enlightenment. If you cannot accept, atleast accept you are not able to accept. Accepting, I am not able to accept is more than enough, you will drop from this rut of past and future. See you are pulled towards the past or towards the future because you don’t understand and accept what is. Just the other day, one of my close inner circle devotee, he was asking me. Swamiji how is it possible you are so casual, so innocent, so much playful but any word you utter simply comes true. How is it possible? How can so much of intelligence, intuition happen continuously? This is my inner circle so he knows how I play, joke. Just before coming to the class I was playing chess with a host daughter. Just before coming to the class I was playing chess, I have not finished I told let me come back and play. He asked me how can you be so playful, so joyful, and you words are coming so clearly to reality. Only one thing you need to understand you are not able to experience that intuition or the intelligence you never fall in the present moment. You are always pulled by the past or by the future. Either you work and worry about the past or you work and worry about the future.

mins Something or the other is continuously going on. The time is like a shaft, visualize this and understand this one thing. Time is like a shaft. You are pulled either this side of the shaft or this side of the shaft but eternity penetrates the time in the present moment. You can penetrate the time shaft only in the present moment. You never feel relaxed. A deep craving either to achieve something in the outer world or to achieve something in the inner world. The craving to achieve something in the inner world also is craving about the future. The moment you start craving about enlightenment, you are just trying to bother about the future. So naturally you are pulled or pushed. You never fall in the eternity, you never fall in the present moment. Eternity penetrates the time shaft only in the present moment. When you fall, first thing accept the whole thing of the outer world. Accept the whole thing of the inner world. Whatever problems you have in the outer world and what-ever problems you have in the inner world, accept the whole thing. As long as you don’t accept, it is a problem. The moment you accept, just try it out as a small experiment, not …too much. yesterday I was giving a small experiment, just try it. Bring totally let you be relaxed. \`Just for 3 days, not more than that.

Just for 3 days, inside your inner world or in the outer world, 3 days if you live a satisfied life, you think all your properties will be gone? you will lose all your wealth ?

Surely not. In 3 days you are not going to lose anything. Why don’t you give a small trial ? Just 3 days sincerely utterly 100% drop, accept. If you are not able to accept 100%, accept that you are not able to accept 100%. Even the acceptance that I am not able to accept myself in the inner world and outer world will make you drop from the rut, from the rut of being pulled or pushed between the past and the future. The moment you understand i am not able to accept my reality what can be done. Even the very push and pull will become your reality. Even the very push and pull will become your reality. Anything if you are accepting that you will simply fall into the present moment. The moment you fall into the present moment, the time shaft will become simply a servant for you. As long as you are below the time shaft, the time shaft will rule you. You will be pulled or pushed by the time shaft. The moment your conscious is raised to the present moment, or you fall in the present moment, you will see you are penetrating the time shaft. When you penetrate the time shaft, the future is also clear to you, the past is also clear and known to you, tremendous realization comes to you. The time shaft itself is nothing but your whole projection.

mins A simple understanding, if you are with somebody whom you love and like, you will not know how time has flied. Oh ! 5 hours gone, I do not even know.

If you are with somebody who is continuously boring you and torturing you, every 10 minutes you see the watch and time you feel like a you are in a eternity. That is why Christianity refers hell as a eternity. All hell is eternity and all eternity is hell. You feel this eternity because you don’t feel like time is moving. Why hell is called eternity hell ? It is not physical, it is not chronological. It is psychological. It is psychologically eternity. It is psychologically eternal. Chronologically it is not eternal. Psychologically it is eternal. In eastern concept, the time is given a totally different meaning. Totally different understanding. In vedas we have a thing called , in vedic calendar , in vedic astrology we have a thing called Kshana. Kshana means not one second. Kshana can never be measured chronologically. Kshana means gap between one thought and other thought. One kshana can be different from you, for different from him, One kshana can be different for you, can be different for him, for somebody it will be different. One kshana is not the same for everyone according to vedic calendar. In western calendar it is chronological. One sec means it is the same for everyone but in the eastern calendar one kshana is not the same for everyone. It differs from personality to personality. That is why we say, devatas for them one year for human being is one day for devatas. Means the gap between one thought and the other thought is too much. The people who have mastered their mind, people who have fallen into the present moment, if you fall in the present moment, the gap between one thought and the other thought will be too much. So you have already started penetrating the eternity. The man who penetrates the eternity only is called the devatas. For him one year is one day for him. The more the gap between one thought and the other thought, more you will be blissful. That is why if you are in blissful, that is why the gap between one thought and the other thought is more. You don’t feel the time is passing. You don’t feel the time is flied. So it is more your mind. So if you cannot fall into the present moment, relaxing , the headaches related to outer world, the headaches related to inner world. Just for 3 days try it as an experiment. In the 3 days you will have a glimpse. What is LIFE …? What it means to live in the present moment. For such ecstasy, for such different space, such different life. 3 days don’t try to alter anybody in the outer world, anything in the outer. Don’t try to alter your personality, your inner personality. Anything inside. Don’t try to become less angry, don’t try to become less sexual, don’t try to become less fearful, Don’t try anything. Only one thing ..accept. Just for 3 days… You live based on your philosophy for last 30 years, give me just 3 days. A trial… You will see when i give, when you experiment with this great techniques, how they work miracles in your being. How they start working alchemy in your being. A sincere 3 days try. If you are not able to sincere, accept that you are not even able to be sincere. Even that sincerity is enough. You will start seeing a different space happening in you. That different space is what I call eternity, Nithya. Let you experience that Nithya, Nithyanandam !