“As the ultimate manifestation of Paramashiva’s MahaKalabhairava,…”

PSM L1 L2 L3 ; August 2024

DAY OF PROGRAM

DAY 8

As the ultimate manifestation of Paramashiva’s MahaKalabhairava, Kshetrapaala Murthy, Brahmashirachethana Murthy, Agorastra Murthy, Kankala Murthy, I bless you all with Paramadvaita.

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Om Om all the participants of the Paramshivoham Level 1, Paramahsivoham Level 2, Paramshivoham program Level 3 I bless you all with Paramadvaita and Visesha Deeksha, Shivoham Shivoham Shivoham Paramashivoham Paramashivoham Paramashivoham.

All of you who attended the death process, facing your fears and the death process today you have liberation from all the fears once and for all.

Om Om Om

All the Paramashivoham Program Level 3 participants who all attended today's facing the fear and fear of death process I bless and initiate all you into the awakening of another layer of DNA, enabling you to become dvija, twice born – I bless you all into reading power of Akashic records as Mahakalabhairava.

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All the KAILASAvasis sanyasis grahastas waiting for initiation, all the Sarvajnapeetha, yajamans, manifestors, Kartas, Ishwaras waiting for initiation already initiated listen intensely.

One of the most important powerful truth about Mahakalabhairava is be extremely tyaagi for others, be extremely ferocious, conscious about yourself.

Listen be extremely loving, caring, compassionate for others, you can never logically come to the conclusion and convince yourself why you should be loving, caring, compassionate unless you start practicing it. Start living love, care, compassion to everyone around you even if you are in delusion, unconvinced, even when you are in big soup, big mess. The power of showing, radiating, giving love care compassion to others and tyaaga will evolve powerful ferociousness, tyaaga and consciousness towards you and you.

++Unconscious people are very loving, caring, cute, when they treat themselves very ferocious violent conscious, powerful when they treat others

++Conscious person treats others with tremendous love, care, compassion, treats himself with tremendous ferociousness, conscious tyaaga. Fundamental of your life – even if you don’t understand logically – take this as next guruvaak. Absolutely compassionate. Absolutely caring, towards others – Absolutely ferocious, absolutely powerful absolute tyaaga towards yourself. When it comes to you, tyaaga, compassion; tyaaga is the real compassion you show to you. Compassion is real tyaaga you will do for others. It is double edged swords, when you have tyaaga towards you sacrificing everything, inside you- you will tremendous compassion towards others. You will start virtous circle, dharma chakra in your life.

++How many of you feel you are feeling stuck in life? Suffocation? For all of you I give solution, best way to have a breakthrough, to break all the suffocation, feeling stuck, life is like hell; take this as Guruvaak from today declare, I will show absolute care towards others, everyone around you – whether your spouse, family or teamily. In all KAILASA we have a routine, age or sanyasis or grahastis nothing matters, they just see other person as Paramashiva and touch the feet. Everyone does this. It creates so much beautiful loving caring energy. So much toxins removed and everyone reciprocates. If you are interested in creating such an ecosystem wherever you are – early morning when you see them touch the feet- even in 1-2 days the other person is reluctant they will learn in 1-2 days; tremendous love and tremendous care should be the cognition you hold towards others.

++Powerful ferocious – tyaaga, powerful ferocious tyaaga you should be cognition towards yourself; don’t wait your rational mind to be convinced. Don’t wait for you to convinced, Don't wait for you to digest these truths forever, No you will never. Start from today, when you see the fruits, you will see the result, more and more you will get the courage – the Dharma chakra, more and more and more. Your atma should be filled with prema- your very soul should be filled with Karuna, Vatsalya, care, love and compassion. I tell you – I am from very energy of Arunachaleshwara, of very super consciousness of Arunachaleshwara – In tiruvannamalai – the place where I manifested Paramashiva is worshipped as Arunachaleshwara as Karunmurti – he has so many dimensions, but he is worshipped as karunmurti, not even as parama jnananamaha, arunachaleshwara jnanadayi namaha, that is all secondary – predominant aspect with which he is worshipped, arunachaleshwara Karunamurti namaha; Arunachaleshwara Karunamurti namaha;

++Frustrated people, cunning people, remain ever as lower middle class, or middle class, people whose inner space is over flowing with love, care compassion for others- live a royal life. This is the royal secret, royal knowledge. Royal sacred secret. Raja vidya, Raja Guhyam. Royal knowledge and Royal secret. Royal sacred secret.

++Be ferocious within yourself, Be powerful within yourself, Be conscious within yourself. But have ultimate compassion, love, care, towards others – I can say my whole life is a deep ultimate compassion for others- when I show my care, love compassion some people I show as Arunakarunai (means extremely sweet), Marakarunai by training them (removing their evil, detoxing them) training them detoxing them, cleaning all the evil inside them is Marakarunai – both are extreme ultimate compassion, and tyaaga towards myself and compassion towards others.

++I tell you, this KAILASA is founded on compassion towards others- my tyaaga towards myself; I sacrifice everything and shower everyone with compassion, I am ferocious with myself, but absolutely loving, compassionate, caring with others. Even when you see people with evil, cunning strategic decide to use Marakarunai, means even training them aligning do it as tremendous compassion, not out of anger pattern, enemity. Inside you no violence, no anger, deep tyaaga, and outside you express that tyaaga as compassion towards others.

All those who are waiting to be initated into Sarvajnapeetha intention to manifestors, all the Sarvajnapeetha manifestor to Sarvajnapeetha yajaman initiates, all the Sarvajnapeeta intentions to manifestors and KAILASAvasi initiations, and sanyas initiation and Grahasta initiation all others who are waiting, don’t expect who are waiting for initiation - As Paramashiva’s ultimate manifestation of Keshwaratha Murthy and Sri Venkateshwara Swami and Sri Srinivasa Brahma I shower you all with enormous wealth and all aspects of wealth and lakshmi you will all be showered with wealth and fulfilment.

++Listen, when you start practicing love, care, compassion towards others you will automatically trigger so much of Tyaaga within you, so much ferociousness within you, towards yourself, so much of consciousness, powerfulness within you towards yourself, so much consciousness you will become aware of every corner inside, you will have access to superconscious happening Paramashiva inside you

I tell you the Arunacheleshwara Karunamurti manifesting in this being, everything he does, blessing, showering, training, detoxing, removing evil, ego he does it as one great manifestation Arunachaleshwara Karunamurti.

++I still remember I asked Arunagiri Yogishwara this one boon, whoever rememebrs me, let it be equated to remembering you. And Arunachaleshwara gave tathastu. Aruanchaleshwara is Arunagiri Yogishwara, so Arunagiri Yogishwara blessed me, anyone who remembers me.. If you are stuck with anger, uncontrollable violence, suffocation suffering from today start extreme compassion. Extreme compassion. love, caring. In those days, initially when I was training sanyasis directly, 24 hours sanyasis will be with me, I can say one room so all of us will stay together so even if I have to train them, detox them, that day I will go and spend time and wash their clothes, and put the orange colour kaavi to make them feel I sincerely love them and my training is for detoxing them, is my love to free them from evil. We have lot of photographs, and videographs in archives. Fortunately some devotee gifted camera so we have photographs in archives.

You can see ferocious training detoxing, in adheenavasi class and same time that day itself me sitting and washing their clothes and putting geravacolour, we didn’t have anyone else for colouring. And those days we didn't have money to buy readymage clothes, there was no money so when devotees come for initiaton, those days it is tradition when you come for initiation, give fruit flowers people will bring, so those dhotis we will collect, because dhotis from shop will be white, I will sit and collect the the gerava powder from the ant hill and colour and then beat it on stone and sit and beat with bamboo stick, and video graphs – and not one minute – 2minute clip – its a process, from our archives pull out the photos, I will tell them to pull out the videos- understand if I have to discipline few people for some of their patterns, that day I will go to kitchen and cook for them, and make sure they eat from my all hands, because I lived all alone so svayambhaga is my lifestyle so I can cook, tamarind rice, curd rice, variety rice, dosa, idli, upma, traditional south indian items few items we can go and quick and personally sit and personally serve them all – listen it is on my compassion, love care towards others, and tremendous ferociousness towards myself and absolute tyaaga I manifested from my core, that formed the foundation for KAILASA. That formed the foundation of KAILASA – even now that forms the foundation of KAILASA.

++All those who are coming, or already settled – take this as a guruvaak – whether you understand or not, whether you believe it not whether your patterns are ready to listen, decide from this moment, love, compassion, care towards others is your life. Ferociousness, powerfulness consciouness and absoulute tyaaga towards yourself – be tyaagi, be tyaagi, be tyaagi.

If you ask, devotees who hosted me in their house, in those days when I used to go for classes and programs in 2000 – 2001, 2002, even 2003, 2004 I used to travel all over the world, and even all over India where I used to conduct small small classes, meditation programs. People will gather for ASP sometimes 2 and half people and you may say why 2 and half because 2 people will be participating, 1 person will be half asleep, even for 2 and half people I will go and conduct full ASP. Those days ASP will be full 7 days. So those days when devotees host me, naturally when I go and stay there naturally I will cook, because they are already hosting me, they are already loaded with more work, I used to cook, wash vessels. Till 2004, I used stay in devotees house, even when I used to go outside India tour, Only after Bhanu Patel became devotee so she started hosting me in their hotels so I stopped cooking, otherwise early morning I will get ready, do all my freshening up and come down and sit with people and have breakfast regularly. Bhanu patel will wait for me to come down, and Champak Bhai will wait and not go to hotel and till I come down and have breakfast with me and then only they will go to work. Ask senior devotees- they will tell these stories. In India those who hosted me, 2001-2002, only after 2005 it became like back to back program, evening I will start the public satsang, 6 oclock sharp and it will end by 9o'clock and then public darshan, energy darshan will start and it will go to next day morning non-stop and I will not get up for 1-2-3 from my seat, immediately get ready take bath freshen up, get in the car, no questing of sleeping, in the car itself during itself take rest, then next day I will be reaching 3 o clock, get ready, go for pada puja, the house visits, from the 3 to 7 and 6 sharp I will be on stage to give satsang in next city, till 9 9:30 non-stop whole night, only when that kind of routine started I was not able to cook and wash clothes and all that.

So listen, only after that kind of heavy routine became lifestyle, could not spend time on washing clothes, cooking for disciples, but every opportunity available – how many attended programs ASP, NSP, conducted directly by me, even in Inner Awakening I will go stand and personally serve people so people will have deep healing in their stomach – understand all those who came and settled and already in KAILASAs, various KAILASAs, all those who are waiting to move into KAILASA and all those who are creating KAILASA ecosystem in your own place- KAILASAvasis, KAILASAvasi initiates, KAILASAvasi initiates, all of you Sarvajnapeetha initiates, all of you listen take this as guruvaak – intense love, care, compassion, towards every person, around you and towards life – and ferociousness, tyaaga, powerful consciousness towards yourself, keep this as your lifestyle – you can see where I wash clothes, and dry them, and make kaavi colour. White dhoti and sarees being traditionally dyed. Till 2005 there is no house, host where I did not cook atleast once or twice.

We have lots of photos, videos, me cooking, feeding, and those days every ritual when I given sanyas, Brhamacharya I will sit and tie the thread even for the kalasams, I will arrange for the homa, personally, When next day morning when we do homa, samits has to be offered to Guru I will only be doing previous day which has to be offered to me, because all of them are new, no one knows what is samit, what is homa, they don’t know whether washing the vessels, or polishing them or tying the thread, arranging the samit, everything

listen tyaaga towards yourself, tyaaga should be cognition with which you operate within you, compassion should be cognition with which you operate towards others. We usually do other way – we force others to do tyaga, we treat ourselves with love, care cute feeling. DROP IT. Rebuild. Rebuild your life. Rebuild your life.

I don’t know how many of you know, for quite a long time from 2000 we got telephone connection, till 2007 all calls I will only be picking up because I am yellow pages for people; whether they need healing, gemology, enlightenment, what rudraksha they should wear or questions about enlightenment, or asking me settle the fight in their home; everything. Fortunately one good thing we captured everythng and archived it so it is not a story for all you, it is real fact for all of you to learn and imbibe and inspire yourself, and make it as your lifestyle.

Morning if I am in ashram, I will come and start attending all the calls in the welcome center and made it my daily lifestyle, my daily routine. If I am in the ashram I am the welcome center responsibility. It really happened, some 2-3 elderly people came and they said they want to meet Nithyananda Swami, Those days my photo is not popular, and I was sitting in the welcome center. First they told, I want to meet Big Swamiji – and I was, in this ashram I am the Big Swamiji, they said No, no - Nithyananda Swamiji, I said I am the swamiji, usually in this ashram we do not carry ID card. Then I took out a photograph and showed see I am the Nithyananda, they were shocked! This all used to be everyday regular story. Understand all great things manifest with compassion, love, care

Is cooking for others is compassion? Listen, that is the expression of care; That is the expression of care.

From India I will fly to Canada, straight from airport I will go to session, there will be no gap, I will drive to the hall, no question of this jet lag, I will say, flight I rested, come on lets start. Being ferocious with yourself and and having tyaaga is the operating cognition for yourself and love care will give you great breakthrough from all feeling stuck, sick, suffocation. I tell you even when you start doing this- it looks like fake, start doing it, fake it till you make it, its okay. In right things, good things faking it, in good things, its okay – in few days you will start showing, love, compassion, care it will look like faking it, in few days you will forget the toxic patterns and you will be really be making it.

I was telling you few days before that to read Srila Prabhupada’s diary, I told all of you to read, even my diary we have we will publish it soon, because I will be sitting and attending to their calls and I will note down their number, sometimes people will ask even gifts, I will note down –I will not say no, I will note down and when I get next donation or money, I will send them. I'll note down what they asked. If it is a spiritual prayer, I will immediately attend. Sometimes people used to ask, I am running small ashram, those days I am myself running a small ashram, not even running - sarting, but I will note down, Whatever comes to me, I will share it – if I get 1000Rs, I will give alright 500Rs and I will have 500Rs for my annadaan, so we have the whole diary. Even in those days, how I detailed way maintained, this all in my handwriting. Those days, money order existed in India, you can go to post office and pay and send money order and put that slip – we have so many money orders I sent, when people ask for donations, all those slips- love compassion, care, go on giving, it keeps you alive energetic – powerful enlightened, radiating, whether my time treasure, talent, life, energy, powers anything Paramashiva gave, is always shared – sacrificed. Some of the jewels in old photographs you will not find them now, because when poor people come, and ask for some jewels to get their daughter married, in India to get daughter you need to give jewels, I will just remove and give, take this and with this conduct your daughter marriage. Especial for poor, who cannot afford.

++Make this as a lifestyle - compassion, love, I was not this organized charity person, organized charity is what organization does. Many time when people ask in Darshan people will drop some coins, money as money, when someone comes and ask, expressess their poverty, I will just say take the whole plate, I will give whole plate, no question of organized charity, absolute spontaneous charity - even when I gave prasadam, whether fruits or candy, those days we used to have coconut hand all those prasadasm, when I gave with one hand, with two hand they will not be able to hold it. What I gave with one hand, they will not be able to receive or hold with two hands. Especially when villagers will come and ask, Swamiji give me few more, and I will tell take the whole basket and share with whole family.

Listen, if you have come to any temple, kshetras along with me, I will not count and give, I will not touch the money, whatever comes, goes to temple hundi, offering anything. Make compassion as a way of life – I tell you, it kept me and keeping me so fresh – alive, the more love I feel, more energy I feel, more powers I give, more powers I manifest, more wealth I share, more wealth I manifest, more time I share, more time I manifest, more talent I share, more talent I manifest, more expertise I share, more expertise I manifest more enlightenment I share, more enlightenment I manifest.

Because I am not seeing people directly now everything became organized chairty, when I was meeting people directly – it was organized charity and spontaneous charity - both. Blessed are those who have seen with their eyes- my spontaneous charity. Organized charity, you can see even now, so many KAILASA's we run food bank, we run annadaan, we serve we do so many things- so many things we do. My spontaneous seva attitude set the trend for organized charity, my spontaneous tyaaga set the trend for organized charity, My spontaneous tyaga, compassion love, serving people set the trend for KAILASA to happen. It is not that for one person, two person I will serve, till the last person comes, I will be serving – Many time during public satsang, darshan will go on till late night next day morning, many devotees will not go, they will wait - because after giving darshan, after 12 -13 hours continuous darshan, end of darshan I will have one dance and then run and join the serving team for those who are waiting in the last, only then volunteers, and devotees will run with their plates, because they know I will never leave the hall and sabha till every last person had darshan and had food. I know when I just go stand, food will just grow, grow, grow, no one will go without food.

My personal tyaaga love for others, compassion, care formed the foundation for KAILASA – that forms the foundation for KAILASA- I have some more photos and how I will sit personally make deities, get involved in construction of temples and ashrams, be hands on, you can see some of the photos.

++My purpose of giving food from my hand is not just to fill your stomach, heal your being, is to fulfill your being – fill your stomach and heal your whole being. Understand whatever place, posession, life Paramashiva gave you, start radiating absolute love compassion, care have ferocious tyaaga within yourself. Towards you have ferocious tyaaga, powerfulness, towards others have deep compassion, love and care and make this as lifestyle you will have breakthroughs. The initial days when we wanted to celebrate Ganesha Chaturthi – we will not have money to buy Ganapathi so I will make, so I will make in my own hand, we have it, we have photographs that is the way I will teach the kids and sanyasis. In those days adheenavasis will not keep gold and healing sticks made out of fully out of gold, during darshan because people ask I will just give it, take it don’t worry its yours.

Make sure tyaaga becomes your lifestyle.

You can spend little time, going and browsing Nithyanandapedia. One devotee who hosted me, who was my host in my San Jose Bay area, she had a habit of collecting Ganeshas, in her house full of Ganesha will be there, she asked me give me one Ganesha, so I told her, don't worry, I will make one Ganesha,and give you – that photo you are seeing, I made and painted and gave.

Go and spend some time in Nithyanandapedia photos of 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2000 – 2005 because before 2000 we could not have camera, after 2000 it started, 2005 the organization so have deep compassion – love, care, as a way to function towards others- Tyaga ferociousness powerfulness, as the way towards yourself.

Be blissful.