Be Ferocious With Your Boredom & Tiredness
nithyānandeśvara sadashiva samārambhām nithyānandeśvari adi shakti madhyamām | asmatāchārya paryantām vande guru paramparām ||
I welcome you all with my love and respects. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsangis, Sri Mahants, Mahants, Thanedar, Kotharis, visitors, viewers. Everyone sitting with us all over the world, Nithya satsangis, Sarvajnapeetha Yajamans, everyone sitting with us all over the world through Nithyananda TV and two way video conferencing. I welcome everyone of you with my love and respects.
I’ll give the essence of what I am conveying in last few satsangs. First thing, anything you fill in your logic becomes your imagination, whether Oneness or any decision you take, anything you fill your logic it becomes your imagination. Anything you fill your breadth, your heart, it becomes your visualisation. Anything you fill your depth, that becomes your declaration. Then comes time - length, breadth, depth, Time! Only anything becomes part of your space can be ever yours. Till something has not become part of your space, it cannot be yours. It is only your imagination, visualisation, declaration - length, breadth, depth.
Listen! I made a statement - Ferociousness breaks the time layer, removes tiredness, depression, boredom associated to length, breadth, depth, and makes anything as your space. The example story I gave, Bhishma. Understand, two incident I gave in my life one. One day I missed the morning Mangala Arti in Ramakrishna Mutt. Mutt has a beautiful routine, early morning during the summer, it is four o’clock and during the winter it is four thirty. The morning Mangala Arti everyone has to come and sit and do the spiritual routine. One day I missed the morning Mangala Arti because I overslept. I did not do the cute analysis, “Ohh! What is the pattern?” “What must be the reason I overslept?” I did not do all that cute diagnosis, analysis. It was a ferocious decision, “I think we should stop sleeping, that’s all.” The ferociousness with which I decided to stop sleeping! Only next three-four days I did not sleep, but, the ferociousness was powerful enough to open my time layer. My decision to be in Mangala Arti moved from length - imagination, breadth - visualisation, depth - declaration to the space, time opened up. And after that not only I never missed Mangala Arti, never sleep was voting component of my life!
Understand this word “Sleep lost voting right in my life’s any decision!” Any decision I took in my life - sleep, tiredness, depression, boredom, all the four. See, tiredness is the chemical effect of sleep. Depression is the psychological effect of sleep. Boredom is emotional effect of sleep. Coma is physiological, psychological, emotional effect of sleep. Death is the conscious effect of sleep. After that day, no decision could be influenced. Understand, after that no decision in my life was influenced by sleep!
The story of Bhishma. He goes to the woman Santanu has fallen in love. Actually he is going to pick up a girl for his father! That itself was not usual in Vedic tradition. And, she expresses the fear that, “My son will not be a king. So I don’t want to marry your father, because you will be the king! Even if you don’t become, your son will fight for the throne!” See, the ferociousness with which he handles the problem! He’s not saying, “Don’t worry! I will not only I will not fight. I will make sure my son does not fight.” No! The ferociousness, “I declare myself akhanda brahmachari!” Understand, the scene is described by Vyasa. It was such fantastic scene. Son, sacrificing his life for father’s lust which is not dharmically expected. Dharmically he is not expected to do this! He just deals the whole problem with ferociousness, and says, “Not only I’ll be a servant forever to the Hastinapur throne.” He declares himself as a servant of the Hastinapur throne forever and he died for Hastinapur throne till the end.
Understand, he dropped his body to protect Hastinapur throne. The last act he did, giving all the spiritual and dharmic strength he had to Dharma Raja. Now who is Hastinapur throne head. Before he left the body, he made sure the right person is in the Hastinapur throne, Yudhishthira. And, he infuses all his best things Vishnu Sahasranama and the system to rule. Both he gives to Yudhishthira. I don’t know how many of you know, Vishnu Sahasranama was chanted by Bhishma on death bed. On arrow bed, he chanted and he gifted the great spiritual principles, the principles of administering a country through spiritual way, and give literally everything to Hastinapur throne and left the body.
Listen! See in our puranas, every incident and the boon and the whole story you need to connect and see, only then you will understand the principles. He declares with all the ferociousness, “No more sex! I am a brahmachari, akhanda brahmachari!” Understand, the ferociousness, time opens. Listen! Whenever something happens on the planet earth, when the time layer opens, the Gods and Goddesses showered the flowers. Any incident you read - Devatas were showering the flowers, that incident will be directly related to opening of the time. What is opening of the time? Your vow or the decision is from space, not restricted by time, understand! Something is imagination, visualisation, declaration - if it is bound by time, the same thing if it is not bound by time, it becomes your space. It becomes your space.
If you take the vow of integrity for three months, you will be constantly tired, bored, depressed, frustrated, “Ohh! This is binding!” Anything which you think you will break - will tire you, bore you, depress you and force you to break it immediately. Why delay? Most of these people who take some vows for few days and try to practise, they end up like that only. I know one fellow from Tiruvannamalai, he will go to Sabarimala every year. That day he finishes the darshan, the way he will rushed to the lower camp and run to the liquor shop, because almost for twenty to thirty days he did not touch the liquor. I used to think then what he must thinking in Sabarimala when he was going. Because the speed with which he will rush back!
Anything is khanda, broken, brings tiredness means within the time it is not become part of you, it is not become your space. When Bhishma declares, everyone knows his power of integrity and he says “I am akhanda brahmachari!” Over! Everyone knows it is beyond death, not even till death, beyond death. In Bengali there is a proverb. They always remind in Ramakrishna Mutt - “A sanyasi can be declared pure only the direction, the way his ashes flow after his dead body is burnt.” After you’re dead, and your body is put to the fire, the way it flows, means even that ash should not flow in any wrong direction. It’s a very symbolic proverb. Only the ash, the direction of the ash of the sanyasi’s fire can prove his purity. Means the ability of akhanda that proves whether something has becomes your space or not.
Understand, now you put all these statements, the zig zag puzzle - ferociousness opens time, that makes your imagination, visualisation, declaration into your space. When Bhishma declared “I am akhanda brahmachari!” The power! It was so powerful. It was so powerful, heaven showered! Heaven showered. Understand. Any situation if you deal it with ferociousness, your declaration becomes space. Your declaration becomes space, where the whole nature just supports you.
What makes you powerlessness? Your own fear or incompletion or distrust on you. You may not stand with something which you are declaring forever, whether it is sanyasa or marriage or Oneness or shakti manifestation, whatever, whatever. Your own feeling, you may not stand with it or you may not be capable of standing with it. That makes you powerless and that makes things only as a imagination, visualisation or declaration without letting it becomes space, understand. If you declare from your space the Oneness, now you will manifest all the powers of Sadashiva. Because the initiation is same. It’s not that initiation is going to change. Initiation is same, that’s not going to change.
Antidote for not manifesting powers is ferociousness. You just need to add more ferociousness in your Oneness declaration. Your inner space need to be told ferociously, Oneness is going to be the space from which I am going to make all the decisions. All my decisions are going to be from Oneness. All my decisions are going to be from the logic of Oneness, visualisation of Oneness, depth of Oneness.
Understand if you want to have a big breakthrough in power manifestation, I am giving you the knack, technique. Ferociously deal with your powerlessness. Let ferociousness become the attitude with which you deal your powerlessness.
As I told you, the moment I saw the hypocrisy of the society, my ferocious response to society is my satya! When I saw the stupid sexology ideas and ignorance, stupidity, hypocrisy related to sex, my ferocious response to the society is my brahmacharya. When I saw this whole possession, ownership concepts stupidity - it is all about might is right, understand. Nobody is owner! Just the mighty fellow is owner, that’s all. Don’t think ownership and all are absolute. No! Might is right, that's all is the reality of ownership. Legality of ownership and reality of ownership is different. Understand, the whole hypocrisy of the ownership and possessiveness of the society, my ferocious response to it is aparigraha! And, whole society's economy system, not that somebody cheats you for money. The very concepts cheats you! Not that somebody cheats you for money, exploits you for money, the very concept of money cheats you! My response to that, ferocious response to that is asteya! My ferocious response to the philosophy - highest practised philosophy of the planet earth is might is right. In a way they try to make it as right is might but actually might is right. My ferocious response to this hypocrisy of might is right is my ahimsa. Understand.
Your ferociousness makes your declaration as part of your space. Bring ferociousness into your declaration of Oneness, you will manifest powers. There is not other cheating methodology or knack, hypocrisy. God is not snake so you play some sound and mantra and he just dances for you. No! No, you always think He’s like a snake so you play some mantra and he will just stand up and dance for you. No! Bring ferociousness into your Oneness declaration, Sadashiva will manifest through you. You will manifest all the powers.
The moment I made you manifest one power, I’ve already initiated you! After that only help I can do to you is, help you to become more ferocious in your Oneness. That’s all! The moment one power has manifested already, borewell is drilled and you’ve reached the water source. After that I have nothing to do other than fixing you the motor pump and making the water available to you constantly. Ferociousness is the motor pump, and the source is inexhaustible!
Deal with your powerlessness ferociously, declare your Oneness ferociously. The moment you decide to declare your Oneness ferociously, you manifest all the powers of Mahadeva, all the powers of Sadashiva! All the powers of Sadashiva. All your powerlessness, silly conversations, silly pleasures, that's the right word I’ll use, silly pleasures. Deal all your silly thought currents, silly pleasures with ferociousness. Deal all your silly thought currents and silly pleasures with ferociousness!
I tell you, especially the aadheenavasis and sangha members who are getting trained directly through Jira, understand. This helps you in ten thousand ways. This Navavarana Tantramza. Tantramza means in Sanskrit “software.” Nine layer softwares with which I am training people to reflect their life. If you see, first of all with your integrity record whatever you are doing and what is happening in the Jira, within a week you can see very clearly how shallow, silly your life is wasted and destroyed in unconsciousness. How stupid! How you are destroying your life. How your internal and external conversations are silly! Even if you think it is chilly. No! It is silly!
If you document you whole day’s thought current - how you spend time and tiredness, boredom, depression, inactive and how much of time you spend active, intelligence, involved with the life, involving with the Oneness, involving with power manifestation, if you see all that, then you will understand how unconscious your life is. It is like mirror and how you can evolve you? How you can evolve you?
Understand, thousands of time you would have failed, that does not mean you are a failure. If you don’t start any new method, if you don’t try any new method to be successful then you are a failure. Your failures does not make you as a failure. Listen! Your failures does not make you as a failure. Your non trying makes you as failure.
Be integrated to this Nava Tantramza and see how your life thought current - everything is spend, wasted, destroyed. Your time is life. And how you can enter into ferociousness with Oneness. Understand, if you just know how ignorant and unconscious you are, you will understand it is your powerlessness. Your integrity to your powerlessness is the reason why you are not manifesting powers.
Many people who tried, utterly decided, “Power manifestation is not for me. I will do that construction,” “I will do this work,” “I will do that work” No! I tell you, only with power manifestation, only by ferociously manifesting Oneness, the purpose of your life will be fulfilled. Purpose of your existence will be fulfilled. Everything else is stupidity. Waste of time. Waste of energy. Waste of life itself. Drop this silly conversations, silly pleasures, silly ways of pleasing yourself and pleasing others. No! Bring matured conversation within you and with others.
Bring ferociousness to your Oneness declaration. Oneness should be imagined, visualised, declared - ferociously digested in your space! Oneness should be imagined, visualised, declared, digested into your inner space ferociously! The way you declare Oneness, even your atmosphere, the air which comes out of your body and mixes, that area is called your atmosphere, vatavarana. Even your vatavarana should know, “Yes!” He means it! Kannagi declaring her chastity, even the vatavarana was shivering, shaking! King dropped dead, understand. King dropped dead.
The ferociousness of Oneness in me was more powerful than my bone marrow and bones, that is why even the fracture of the bones did not move me away from ferociousness and my ferocious Oneness. Still we have video. I just got up and said, “I think there’s a fracture. Shall we give a medical attention to it?” Multiple compound fracture, I am telling, “I think there is a fracture. Shall we give a medical attention to it?” As usual how I leave the campus when I go to somewhere, some program - I’ll first go to temple then go to Kalabhairava. I follow the same procedure, we have a video. I went to temple and took darshan and went to Kalabhairava. “\>\>\>undecipherable\>\>\> Subramanya and said let’s go to hospital and give the medical attention.” Your ferocious declaration of Oneness should be more powerful than your bone and bone marrows.
The air which goes inside you and comes out should give witness to the air outside, “Hey! This fellow is in Oneness. Don’t play games with him.” The breath which goes inside you and comes out, should give witness statement to the air outside, “Hey! He’s in Oneness. I went and check every corner. Don’t play games with him.” The prana which goes inside and comes out should give a witness statement to your vatavarana about the ferociousness with which you are in Oneness. Nothing else. It’s all simple ferocious declaration of Oneness. The ferociousness added to your Oneness makes you manifest powers, that’s it. That’s it. That’s it.
All you need is ferociousness in your Oneness declaration, that's it. Infused more and more ferociousness into your Oneness declaration. Let the time open up. Let the time not have influence over your Oneness declaration! Let the time not bore you, tire you, depress you, from the declaration or the existence of Oneness. Let your ferociousness be more powerful than the time.
If you know your whole life you are going to be brahmachari, brahmacharya will never be any problem. You just know its a trend, that's all. If you know your whole life you are going to be integrated, integrity will never be a problem. If you know your whole life you are going to attend the morning satsang, coming to morning satsang will never be a problem. If you know your whole life you are going to be doing morning yoga, morning yoga will never be a problem. Because you have, you think you have an option - you can break it, you can, you don’t, you may, you may not, you jill, you jill not. That is where the whole problem starts! When things stands as an imagination - you imagine going to morning yoga, building a heavy body, six pack yogic body and continuing to remain with pot belly. Then all your ideas remains as imagination, visualisation or declaration, never becomes your space, power manifestation.
Bring ferociousness. Let your inner space know time will not be able to change your principles. Time will not be able to change your principles. I tell you, anybody who is not power manifesting, you are stuck in the hypocrisy. Your declarations are not true. They are only in the level of imagination and visualisation, not even to the level of declaration. You have plan B in your hand ready made. There is no ferociousness in your Oneness declaration. Oneness is imagination for you, not lifestyle. If you declare your Oneness as a lifestyle, power will manifest now! Because you will break the layer of time. Bring ferociousness in your declaration of Oneness like Bhishma! Anybody brings ferociousness in the declaration of Oneness is Shiva Gana! Is Shiva Gana.
And I also strongly recommend and request you to become part of the NIthyananda Sangha, member of Nithyananda Sangha. Last few days I am sitting in Courtyard and trying to workout how I can use softwares and modern day gadgets to constantly raise you to the Oneness and make you manifest powers. The charyapada for modern day is getting ready with Nava Tantramza. Charyapada means lifestyle component, through lifestyle power manifestation.
Mahadeva gives power manifestation through lifestyle. I am trying to bring that in the form of software, so understand I am opening the doors of Kailasa. From wherever you are, you can remain as Kailasavasis by connecting through this Adi Kailasa Tantramza. I am evolving a new software called Adi Kailasa Tantramza. Through connecting through this software, constantly you will be made to manifest the power of Oneness. So from wherever you are, you can become part of the Adi Kailasa and start experiencing Superconscious breakthrough and manifest powers.
So today again, tonight I am continuing, continuing to sit in the Courtyard to evolve the Adi Kailasa Tantramza. Today with bonfire. Because now the energy of amavasya started. We have, the next two-three days we have amavasya. So during the few days of amavasya and purnima, if you sit with fire, that whole energy of the nature gets imbibed in your system. That’s why the homas, yajnas, yahas during the Amavasya Purnima. Anyhow, let the software be ready, it’ll reach you, help you, support you to manifest powers and experience Adi Kailasa.
So with this, I sincerely request all of you to become part of the sign up and to be a member of Nithyananda Sangha.
I bless you all. Let’s all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching, Causing, Living Shuddhadvaita Saivam, Mahasadashivoham, The Eternal Bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you. Be blissful. 44:23
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- 9 February 2018
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