Q And A: Nithyanandoham Process
Swamiji - Go ahead Ma.
Participant - Nithyanandam Swamiji, so I wrote down my questions, but first I have to ask, what happened in that last session? I have had intense Kundalini awakening, levitation and all that….
Swamiji - See the last session, I was working on bio-memory, much, much deeper than muscle memory. Almost near the ‘God Particle’. The very core, bone marrow of every person was awakening. The life energy even in the bone marrow was getting awakened.
Participant - I just had a moment where my body just froze and I felt like a wave of energy came up slowly.
Swamiji - You are right Participant - There was a point where I like was afraid and then I just told myself, “Let it go”, and it continued and then I felt myself like floating in space. And it was just a few seconds but...you know, I finally relaxed and came back. I have never experienced anything like that. Thank you.
Swamiji - That’s wonderful.
Participant - So to my questions. First of all thank you for clearing my obstacles. You were clearing before I even decided to come. I had….I got a raise at work, all my credit cards were sending me increases. My boss had even told me jokingly, if I ever wanted to go back to Bharat, that I can only go in December. I hadn’t even asked for the time off and I was already been given the time off. So but the biggest obstacle was leaving my kids and my two daughters have gone through a lot of depression and the youngest one especially, she is dealing with anorexia and she is getting help right now in the group. It’s good because a lot of….a lot of versions are coming up, but because she is in this group, she is now taking on an identity of “everyone is in depression” and she is telling me, “Oh, I need to be on medication.” And I am sitting there and going like, “No, this is the opposite of what I want.” So I am trying to get her to do something different and she keeps telling me, “You are not being supportive, you don’t understand”, and anything I say as her mother, she doesn’t want to listen to. She just wants to listen to anybody else. And I know, part of it is her age but she is 17. I know she is connected to you, because she sat before you, you’ve awakened her Kundalini, but right now she is just at an age where she is very confused, she doesn’t want to listen to me. I don’t know, you know what to do about that…...
Swamiji - Just because you say, she doesn’t want to listen to Me. Understand. Okay, in energy darshan, show her photograph, I’ll heal her. I’ll bring healing to her.
Participant - But back in 2011, I came to IA in Bidadi in December and I had asked you at that time, that I was thinking about going back to school, but I was concerned because of my age and you know taking on more debt and you told me, only to go back, if I was going to complete my doctoral degree. So bad report - I just completed my masters degree, so that’s on my way. But with my doctoral degree, I ended up going into Education and I am really so interested in the Gurukul school and wanted to see if I could get your blessing to possibly do research on the Gurukul school.
Swamiji - My blessings. You can do research.
Participant - Thank you. And then, my final question is, why did you choose to come during this time in humanity?
Swamiji - ☺ ☺ Because too many people were asking for Me. The prayers were so strong, it reached My space.
Participant - I don’t even know if I can talk right now. You came to me before I even knew who you were. About 2 months ago, my life changed almost overnight. I just started fasting and cleansing and I wanted to reach the next level of my Enlightenment process and I have been walking the mountains and working the energies and Ziggurat up in the Crestone Colorado, where there are stupas and ashrams and all these….I don’t know if you know the place. Very special but before I knew you, you came to me and you started working me and it’s just...this week is right now I am lit up like the brightest light that I have ever felt and my body just shaking. It’s just shaking and the tears are just pouring out of me for gratitude and love. That’s all I can tell you. It’s just amazing.
Swamiji - Blessings. That’s all. What you are asking is happening.
Participant - Well, ….It...what...yes, yes. I have been asking for this for a long time and you made it happen and I want to thank you, all of humanity wants to thank you for being here, for coming to us and serving us like this?! This is just...this is the wildest dream you can ever have!
Swamiji - Blessings!
Participant - Hi Swamiji, I am wondering if we all...everyone in this room is going to become Enlightened in this lifetime? Yes? Yes.
Swamiji - You are asking? It is actually individual’s decision. If they want, they can become.
Participant – Okay, Thank you. I am also wondering, what’s your opinion on the vegan diet, raw food diet….
Swamiji - I’ll..I’ll support veganism and raw food. I recommend as much as possible, go for vegan diet and that also uncooked is amazing. But you should make sure, the whole thing is grown naturally, without the pesticides and the GMO, all that. That biologically altering...what do you call? Genetically altering or the pesticides, fertilizers, chemical fertilizers, not natural fertilizers.... so if, if you guys can get back to that natural agriculture, natural organic way of growing and eating that’s the best.
Participant - Thank you. I was wondering about you hear about star seeds and indigo children and crystal children and are we then….
Swamiji - Indigo children are all Conscious beings happening in the body. There is every possibility they can get Enlightened. I Myself was a indigo kid. And there is every possibility, if they are protected and safeguarded from the psychiatrist and the psychiatric drugs, they can get Enlightened.
Participant - Okay, and then finally this question is little bit more difficult, but I am wondering since God is Oneness and suffering is one reality, is God also suffering?
Swamiji - No! Suffering is not one reality. Suffering is one delusion. Just to tell you, because all the people whom you saw are suffering, don’t take suffering as reality. “Here is a person who is not suffering”.... to tell you I happened.
Participant - Thank you, great. And then one final...I would just like to ask your blessings to be able to pay off my debt soon.
Swamiji - Tathaastu.
Participant - I am so much moved along with everyone. But since morning, you have been showering us with hard core nectar on all of us and how to express that your gratitude, we have no words. In spite of that Swamiji, my last days so many efforts, I could not move with my third eye and I...my request to you is….
Swamiji - I’ll move it today. I’ll move it today.
Participant - You burn my previous karmas, so that… Swamiji - Tathastu. I’ll really move it today, because today only I am working on bio-memory intensely. I’ll move it today.
Participant – Mahadeva’s play with us. I was annoyed at first that we had to be in long line waiting for the taxis to get here. We didn’t have the convenience of going back to our room and all that. Although today, when we are...only waited a few minutes, it was very...worked great. And then I thought, “This is the play of Mahadev, that He wanted us to have the program here and our hotel far away, so we weren’t tempted to miss yoga or puja, so we all have to be here all day long and not miss anything. So I think all the drama was for that. It’s all good. Second, I’d like your blessings that I can like read paragraphs and do demos and all that with the third eye.
Swamiji - Tathastu.
Participant - And finally, I want to hear your story of You and Arunagiri Yogeshwara. In 2007…..it is such an amazing story. It had a huge impact. Great, thank you.
Swamiji - I’ll….I’ll tell the story. I’ll tell you.
Participant - Nithyanandam Swamiji, I have been a devotee of Satya Sai Baba for the past 18 years and 6 months back, he guided me to you. So I have gone from you know thinking all the time about Baba to now thinking all the time about You. So sometimes….
Swamiji - Actually it is not two different... maybe the form is little different. I have tied the hair and…. Please understand. The Guru tattva is one and the same. It assumes different bodies at different times, raises different people. That is why, whenever a Master leaves the body, his sincere disciples, he always picks them up and moves them to a Living Master. Understand?
Participant - But I ….but I...I had this guilt dropping up, like you know I am just leaving him….
Swamiji – Nothing... you have not left him. You have come near him.
Participant - Okay, thank you.
Swamiji - Relax. You see, if you are leaving him, why will he show you, why will he guide, move. Understand. Alright don’t worry, you relax. He will appear in your dream and tell, “You don’t need to have a guilt and you are in right place.”
Participant - Okay, Hi, I just wanted to share something. I requested your blessing for signing project last week and the next day I was offered 3 million pounds, which about 5 million US dollars to complete the project. So… (Swamiji - My blessings.) Just to put that into some kind of perspective, I have been looking for the money like over 10 years and day after I asked if you…
Swamiji - Oh, My blessings. I understood that. Go ahead.
Participant - Obviously I want to win, right and set a new record. But the main intention is to change 400 million people’s lives. Swamiji - My blessings. Tathastu.
Participant - Thank you, thank you.
Participant - Okay, so I know how you have talked about how specific patterns or incompletions tied a certain cognition - right...or so I was wondering in order to help me understand better, what was the cognition or incompletion that triggers the need or the happening to abuse a child sexually or abuse another person sexually?
Swamiji - That is actually too much of loaded perversion. It is not actually sexual drive, it is a perversion.
Participant - So I have some questions. What is forgiveness and apology? If somebody did bad to us and if somebody forgive us, shall we keep…..
Swamiji - See actually, I am telling you, forgiveness is actually setting somebody else free and realizing you were the prisoner all these days.
Participant - And also I wonder about the different dreams like some people say, “If we dream something, this thing will happen”, do we have to believe or does it come true?....dream….
Swamiji - Dreams don’t bother. Even your waking state itself is useless, what about dream state...come on, forget it.
Participant - And during the process Swamiji, I could feel some heaviness internally, up to shoulder level it stopped; I can’t feel something up there.
Swamiji - I’ll...I’ll move it now above again.
Participant - Nithyanandam Swamiji, I am so blessed to be in the last flight. I mean it was the first…from the first day it’s the take off and being attending IA after IA, this time it is so amazing and before I could bless myself to come to this program, when I attended this program for the wealth creation, you had blessed me and the whole family is here. I am really blessed. And during this session, it was like a huge light shaft coming and spreading like a blanket and really my 5 sense organs like closing down, it’s an amazing intense peace and resting. It’s an amazing experience that I got today Swamiji.
Swamiji - My blessings.
Participant - Thank you Swamiji and also I would like to share one of my experience that happened. After the Kumbha Mela, when I went back home, I fell sick and first 2-3 weeks I actually ignored it and after that, I really my whole body was like collapsing. I couldn’t breathe, the circulation was not happening, totally it was failing. But in spite of all that, being with a Guru and God with past 2-3 years, my Consciousness was so...I was so… I was a witness for myself and I could see the body getting into a deep shock when I was sick. And I ...I couldn’t close my eyes for more than 24 hours like...but we had the satsang on that day in my house and the Mahants immediately contacted you and got the blessing and I was in a complete surrender. That was the moment in my life that I felt I just surrendered, that was my first experience of total surrender and when that happened, I started listening to your videos, though my body is not functioning but my...I am fully aware what is happening and listening to your videos after videos, I listened to this video...to your satsang on this Kannappar story. My eyes couldn’t close; I realized after listening, I could not close my eyes. Something like Consciousness leaving me or something happening and I suddenly told my husband to heal me at the fear chakra, by healing and relaxing my body, I closed down and by healing I….my...I got better and better and I felt like something like a stone in the bio-memory level pulled out and after that it’s a take off from that moment I am so blessed to be here in this program.
Swamiji - Enjoy. Blessings.
Swamiji - Go ahead, please go ahead.
Participant – Swamiji, lots of gratitude. 45 days ago, I didn’t know anything about you, about this sangha. I was in Thiruvannamalai and somehow you came in a dream, in a fancy bollywood movie….
Swamiji - When you went to Thiruvannamalai?
Participant - In November, beginning of November.
Swamiji - Then you know from Me, you know Me from that day. Come on.
Participant - So I have been very blessed in this life, meeting many incredible teachers and Masters and somehow I get here. Even when I could not get my Bharatn Visa, because this program was supposed to be in Bharat, then they told me, “Oh, it’s coming into Phuket.” I live here in Thailand and so you came here.
Swamiji - You came to My place, I came to your place. That’s all. ☺
Participant - I just wanna say that, after 45 days, this soul is completely surrendering to you.
Swamiji - Tathastu, My blessings.
Participant - Also I want to ask for a blessing to remove any, any karmic blockages that prevent this soul to freedom.
Swamiji - I’ll clear it. I’ll clear it. I’ll clear it.
Participant - I am so overwhelmed with gratitude for being here and for all the help that I got to get here, through your Mahant Paul, his parents, they were so persistent, despite the fact that my husband was so much against it. I even get to give my promissory note to him that I will not see you anymore later on. I am going to break it, believe me. So I definitely want to see you every second of my life. It’s feels like we should not separate at all. And you know, when I first came in February….
Swamiji - Actually, we can’t be separated, don’t worry.
Participant - When I came in February to IA and I saw your beautiful Gurukul kids, I was so impressed during Mahashivaratri, that I saw a dream, that I can read and this dream was so vivid. I could see the Sanskrit text but I couldn’t understand the meaning of it. I think, this time I am asking for a blessing to not only be able to read through the third eye, but also to understand.
Swamiji - Tathastu, My blessings.
Participant - And also I am asking for a blessing to be able to perform in this body all the functions that I needed to support during the Homa, to sit properly, not to have you know allergies that….
Swamiji - Tathastu, I’ll make it happen. Blessings.
Participant - Thank you and also to get rid of all the fat of the body that prevents me from having all the joy in jumping up and down, with your young generation of people. I have a question about the death, whether its possible the way in Madurai Ramalingam went to light, is it possible for us to leave the body? Is it in your bio energy? Can you bless us…..?
Swamiji - Yes it is possible. It is possible. It is possible and I’ll give you that science.
Participant - Thank you.
Swamiji - Blessings.
Go ahead.
Participant - Namaste Swamiji, I need your blessings to study Sanskrit through my third eye and experience Vedanta in life.
Swamiji - You will have it.
Participant - And the intelligence to download any Shastras whenever I require.
Swamiji - Tathastu.
Participant - And for our family, we need liberation in this birth.
Swamiji - Blessings.
Participant - Thank you Swamiji.
Details
The talk
- Date
- 16 December 2015
- Place
- Phuket Thailand
- Type
- Nithyanandoham
- Language
- English
The recording
- Watch
- youtu.be/u8HC6xGHF1s](https://youtu.be/u8HC6xGHF1s)
- Published
- 10 April 2019
- Duration
- 20 min
The transcript
- Status
- Transcribed
- Time-synced
- Yes — 26 marks
- Length
- 2,994 words · 17 min read
- Topics
- Sri Nithyananda Swami, Paramahamsa Nithyananda, Nithyananda, Swamiji, Paramashiva, bio-memory, muscle memory, God Particle, bone marrow, Veganism, organic, indigo children, crystal children, Suffering, delusion, Satya Sai Baba, forgiveness, Master, Living Master, Madurai Ramalingam