The Lightning Indication of That
तस्यैष आदेशो यदेतद्विद्युतो व्यद्युतदा इतीन्न्यमीमिषदा इत्यधिदैवतम् ॥
tasyaiṣa ādeśo yadetadvidyuto vyadyutadā itīnnyamīmiṣadā ityadhidaivatam ||
This is the indication: like a flash of lightning, it shines in a sudden burst; like the instant of a blink, it appears and is gone. At the level of the divine, this is how That is pointed to.
Bhagavan, when the mind hears that Brahman is only indicated like lightning, I immediately want to catch that flash and make it permanent. How do I stop turning even this sacred indication into another mental object?
Listen. The very urge to catch it is the mind trying to make a house out of the flash and sleep inside. Brahman is not unstable; your receiving instrument is not continuously available. So don’t try to possess the flash. Become available to it. Don’t reduce the sacred into your mental setup. Sit with the truth: what cannot be spoken, what cannot be visualized, only has to be realized. If you are awake, the blink has already done its work.
Swamiji, I feel embarrassed to say this, but many times I come inspired, and after a few days everything becomes routine again—even the Master, the teaching, and the sacred space. How do I come out of this dullness?
I tell you, every day is only for boiling and awakening you. Routine attitude dilutes your inner space. The flash comes to break that dullness. Don’t say, ‘What is there in this? It is all the same.’ That is the mind becoming dead. Be intensely available. Create determination through determination—stay and see the end in the inner world enlightenment. Let every day be lived as an example of awakening.
Revered Bhagavan, if everything I see, hear, and imagine appears and disappears like a blink, why does it still hurt me so much? I understand it for a moment, but suffering comes back strongly.
Understand, what you see and what you hear become the base material, and with these two you cook up what you imagine. These three keep entering your life and disturbing your inner space. Whatever has form did not have form earlier, will not have form later, and is only appearing now. Why are you allowing the appearing and disappearing to create suffering for you? Let them pass like a blink. Don’t allow the world to give suffering to you. The world is too cheap to cause suffering for you.
Bhagavan, I’m struggling with something. If even divine powers like fire, wind, and authority cannot own That, how can an ordinary person like me hope to realize it?
Power cannot own That. Arrogance cannot enter. But humility can receive the revelation. Even divine functions are not Brahman; they function because of That. If the ‘I’ of pride stands in between, even a blade of grass becomes impossible. If humility stands, the opening happens. Humility is not weakness. It is authenticity. Stand with that authenticity. Don’t ask Brahman to become small for your convenience. Be available.
Master, sometimes my seeking itself feels mixed with pride. I want to know the Truth, but I also want to feel that I have achieved something special. Is that desire already blocking me?
Ego wants information; humility receives revelation. Ego wants to own; humility becomes available. If you try to convert the glimpse into a social identity or use it for pride, you have missed. Ask only for That which penetrates the hidden secret. Don’t ask for entertainment, don’t ask for validation of pride. Be authentic like Nachiketa—do not get diverted. Authenticity gets the best out of the Guru.
Listen. This verse is not giving a concept; it is giving an ādeśa — an indication. Understand the sacred difference. A concept is something the mind catches and starts chewing. An indication is something which points beyond the mind, beyond the tongue, beyond the seen, heard and imagined. I tell you, the Upanishadic language is so pure, it does not allow the Truth to be corrupted by the very tongue through which it rolls out. That is why I can sit and recite these mantras again and again: the purity of the unborn, but the reality of Existence — untouched, unadulterated, unabused, uncompromised, as it is.
“तस्यैष आदेशः — tasyaiṣa ādeśaḥ.” This is the indication. Not definition. Not description. Not intellectual argument. Not punditry. Pundits go on talking because that is their life, but many times there won’t be life or truth in it. Masters radiate the truth. The Upanishad here is not trying to trap Brahman inside words. It knows what cannot be spoken, cannot be visualized, which only has to be realized. So it gives a flash. It gives a blink. It says, “Look there — not as an object, but as an awakening.”
When I say “indication,” understand: the verse is protecting the Truth from being reduced into mental setup. The mind always wants a solid thing to hold. It asks, “Where is it? What is it? How to see it? How to keep it?” But whatever you see, whatever you hear, whatever you imagine — these three become the bikers constantly entering your life and disturbing your inner space. What you see and what you hear become the base material, and with these two you cook up what you imagine. The Upanishad is cutting this whole process. It does not give the mind more material to cook. It gives one lightning strike and one blink.
“यदेतद्विद्युतो व्यद्युतदा — yadetad vidyuto vyadyutadā.” Like lightning. I tell you, this is not ordinary poetry. Lightning does not come step by step. It does not take permission from your logic. It does not build a philosophy and then slowly appear. It simply flashes. In one sudden burst, the sky is revealed. In that burst, there is no time for your doubt to organize itself. There is no time for your identity to interfere. There is only the raw radiance. That is why I use the word “thunderstanding” — not just understanding, but something which penetrates the hidden secret.
Nachiketa asked for no other boon than that which penetrates this hidden secret. He did not get diverted by wealth, long life, rulership, enjoyment of desires. He was very clear. I tell you, authenticity gets the best out of your Guru. When authenticity stands, the highest teaching flowers. In the same way, this verse is asking you to stand with that authenticity. Don’t ask Brahman to become a small object for your convenience. Don’t ask the Infinite to become a toy for your mind. Stand ready for the flash.
Let this sacred incident stand here.
Story
Once, after the devas won a great victory, Agni, Vayu and Indra began to feel, ‘By our strength this has happened.’ At that moment, a mysterious Yaksha appeared before them, radiant, silent, unshakable. The devas became curious. First they sent Agni. Agni went with all his pride: ‘I am Jataveda; I can burn anything.’ The Yaksha placed a tiny blade of grass before him and said, ‘Burn this.’ Agni tried with all his fire, but the blade did not burn. He returned quietly. Then Vayu went: ‘I can blow away anything.’ The Yaksha placed the same blade of grass and said, ‘Move this.’ Vayu blew with all his force, but it did not move. He too returned. Finally Indra went. The moment Indra approached, the Yaksha disappeared. In that very space, Indra saw a dazzling woman, Uma Haimavati, shining with the beauty of the Himalayas. Indra, humbled, asked her, ‘Mother, who was that Yaksha?’ Uma revealed to him, ‘It was Brahman. Because of That, you had victory.’ Indra did not get the answer from his power; he received it when his arrogance melted and he stood before the Divine Mother with a question.
The lesson is straight: power cannot own That. When arrogance melts and the question becomes authentic, the indication becomes available.
Understand this: Agni’s fire, Vayu’s force, Indra’s authority — all these are divine functions, but Brahman is not caught by function. That is why this verse says “अधिदैवतम् — adhidaivatam,” at the level of the divine. Even in the divine plane, That is only indicated, not possessed. Even the great forces need the flash, the blink, the grace of revelation. The Witness appears as nature, soul. Know thou art That. But if the “I” of pride stands in between, even a blade of grass becomes impossible. If humility stands, Divine Mother Herself becomes the opening.
Here, enjoy this little blow to the ego.
Joke
Agni said, ‘I can burn anything!’ Brahman gave him one small grass. Poor fellow, his whole résumé got burnt, but the grass did not!
See, I am not making fun of fire. I am making fun of the résumé. The moment identity says, “I can do anything,” Brahman gives one tiny test, and the whole false confidence is exposed. That exposure itself is compassion. The core is pure compassion, non-violence, Ahimsa. The Divine does not need to destroy you; it only needs to show you what is false in you.
“विद्युतो व्यद्युतदा” — like lightning, it shines in a sudden burst. Don’t think this suddenness means instability of Brahman. No. Brahman is not unstable. Your receiving instrument is not continuously available. The flash is not the limitation of That; it is the compassionate mode of indication for your present cognition. The sky is always there, but lightning reveals it in one intense moment. Your inner space may be filled with routine attitude, taking even the Master, even the teaching, even the sacred presence for granted. Then one flash comes, and suddenly everything is alive again. I tell you, every day is only for boiling and awakening you. Don’t settle down with routine attitude and get diluted.
The flash is the way the Upanishad breaks your mental routine. It does not allow you to say, “Ah, all this is just business, what is there in this?” It hits. It awakens. It removes the dullness. In that one instant, the mind cannot negotiate. That is why the verse does not say Brahman is like a stone, or like a concept, or like a system. It says lightning. Sudden. Radiant. Unavoidable. But not available for possession.
Then the verse says, “इतीन्न्यमीमिषदा — itīn nyamīmiṣadā.” Like the instant of a blink. Appears and gone. Again, understand carefully. The Upanishad is not saying Brahman comes and goes. It is saying your cognition of That, when pointed to at the divine level, is like the instant of a blink. So subtle, so immediate, so beyond your ordinary grasping. If you try to catch the blink, you miss it. If you are simply awake, it has already done its work.
A blink is intimate. Lightning is cosmic. Both are used. One is vast, one is immediate. One tears the sky; one happens in your own eye. The Upanishad brings both together: the cosmic suddenness and the intimate immediacy. That is the beauty. The Truth is not far, but it cannot be made cheap. It is not absent, but it cannot be grabbed. It is not an object, but it is more real than all objects.
I tell you, whatever has form did not have form earlier, will not have form later, and is only appearing now. Why are you allowing the appearing and disappearing to create suffering for you? What lamenting can be there regarding this? The blink-teaching is a direct cut into your attachment to appearances. What you see, what you hear, what you imagine — all are in the blink-field. They arise, they appear, they disappear. Don’t allow the world to give suffering to you. The world is too cheap to cause suffering for you. Let the blink reveal the nature of appearance.
But That which is indicated by the blink is not another appearance. That is the subtlety. The blink is only an indication. Lightning is only an indication. The Upanishad does not say, “Brahman is lightning.” It says, “like lightning.” It does not say, “Brahman is blink.” It says, “like the instant of a blink.” The teaching is very precise. It gives a pointer and immediately saves you from worshipping the pointer as the final object. This is the sacred intelligence of the Upanishads.
In the form of questioning or in the form of answers, the Upanishads continue to raise us to the higher frequency. This verse raises you by refusing to feed your ordinary cognition. It gives you a shock of recognition. It says: be available. Be intensely available. Don’t be dead with routine. Don’t reduce the sacred to your mental set up. Sit with this one truth. Create determination through determination — vyavasāyātmikā buddhi. Determination to stay and see the end in the inner world enlightenment.
Let another sacred mirror stand here.
Story
Once Brahma and Vishnu saw an infinite column of fire rising beyond the worlds and plunging beyond the nether regions. Neither could see its beginning or end. Brahma took the form of a swan and flew upward; Vishnu took the form of a boar and went downward. Ages seemed to pass. Vishnu returned and admitted, ‘I could not find the end.’ Brahma, however, brought the ketaki flower as a false witness and claimed, ‘I found the top.’ Then Shiva burst forth from the fiery pillar and exposed the lie. Vishnu’s honesty became worship; Brahma’s pride lost worship on earth. The infinite did not become small for their search. Only the one who became truthful could stand before it.
The lesson is this: the Infinite does not become small for search. Truthfulness is the ground on which the revelation can be received.
This verse also exposes false seeking. If ego goes to enquire, even the highest radiance disappears. If humility goes to enquire, the Divine Mother becomes the revelation. Listen to this with your whole being: when I say “humility,” I am not talking about weakness. I am talking about authenticity. Nachiketa did not become weak before Yama; he became authentic. He put his foot down. He asked for no other boon than the hidden secret. That authenticity got the best out of Yama. In the same way, your authenticity gets the best out of the Upanishad.
Now enjoy this simple truth in a lighter way.
Joke
When ego goes to enquire, even God disappears. When humility goes to enquire, Divine Mother herself becomes the information desk!
That is all. Ego wants information; humility receives revelation. Ego wants to own; humility becomes available. Ego wants to say, “I found the top.” Humility says, “I could not find the end.” The verse belongs to the humble cognition, not to the arrogant claim.
“अधिदैवतम् — adhidaivatam.” At the level of the divine, this is how That is pointed to. Don’t reduce this word into dry classification. The divine level means the level where cosmic functions are alive — fire, wind, leadership, radiance, intelligence. Even there, Brahman is not one more force among forces. It is the source by which all victory happens. Because of That, powers function. Because of That, life moves. Because of That, even the divine shines. The mistake is to think, “By My strength this has happened.” The correction is the flash.
I tell you, “Know thou art That, Sannyasin bold! Say — Om tat sat, Om!” This is not a moral encouragement. It is the direct daring of the Upanishadic tradition. Have thou no home — what home can hold thee, friend? The sky thy roof, the grass thy bed. No food or drink can taint that noble Self which knows itself. Like rolling river free, ever be. Why? Because the one who knows the Self is not caught in the blink of appearances. Praise and blame cannot bind where praiser, praised, blamer, blamed are one.
This verse is one of those sacred places where the Upanishad does not argue. It radiates. It does not build a theology. It does not give you a philosophy to decorate your ego. It breaks the possibility of ego’s ownership. It says: the glimpse of That is like lightning, like blink. If you are trying to build a permanent mental photograph out of it, you have already missed. If you are trying to convert it into a social identity, you have already missed. If you are trying to use it for pride, even a blade of grass will teach you.
The lightning of Brahman is not entertainment. It is awakening. The blink of Brahman is not absence. It is immediacy. The indication is not insufficiency; it is compassion. If the Upanishad gave too much material, the mind would make a house out of it and sleep inside. So the Upanishad gives one flash and moves you beyond sleeping. That is the method: not feeding the mind, but raising the frequency.
Contemplate. What is that which cannot be spoken? What is that which cannot be visualized? What is that which only has to be realized? Sit with this. Don’t rush to answer. Don’t make cheap conclusions. Don’t allow cheap fellows, cheap thoughts, cheap perceptions, cheap imaginations to give suffering to you. Let them pass like blink. Let the lightning do its work.
The verse is alive when you stop trying to capture it and start becoming available to it. It is alive when your inner space becomes pure enough that even the tongue speaking it does not corrupt it, even the mind hearing it does not abuse it. That is the purity of the unborn retaining the reality of Existence. That is Sadashivatva — untouched, unadulterated, uncompromised, as it is.
So I tell you: don’t ask for another boon. Ask only for That which penetrates the hidden secret. Don’t ask the Upanishad for entertainment. Don’t ask Brahman for validation of your pride. Ask with authenticity. Stand with humility. Receive the indication. Like lightning — sudden, total, radiant. Like blink — intimate, immediate, gone before the mind can possess it.
This is the ādeśa. This is how That is pointed to at the divine level. Let the flash awaken you. Let the blink free you. Know thou art That. Om Tat Sat.